Today I went out and looked at some of the 'readers', no, maybe it could be a troll's message, and then suddenly I wanted to laugh and cry again.

Some people said that Duan Qinghu scolded me for writing disgusting, the plot was blunt, the dialogue was pale and weak, and also said that Duan Qinghu didn't love Chen Ming, but after knowing that his father killed her father, he fell in love with him, and he was amazing, and he sneered at me.

Let me explain first, Duan Qinghu has long been in love with the male protagonist, just because the male protagonist has several women in his heart, she can't accept it, and then she hasn't accepted it, in her heart, as long as she can accompany the male protagonist as a 'sister'.

However, after learning about the revenge of killing his father, Duan Qinghu knew one thing, that is, it was impossible for her and Chen Ming. Why is it impossible, but still desperate to love? Here I would like to tell you a story, a real story about my friend.

A female friend of mine fell in love with a man with a heart in love, she didn't know it, they hadn't met, and she was still perfect. This flowery man stepped on two boats, but my friend didn't know, this man promised her, saying that he would meet her after graduation and marry her, their two families are far away, they are only children and only daughters, she asked what to do if the distance is far? He said to find a middle city to settle in, close to the old people on both sides, and then, she has been looking forward to it, and told me that she was going to marry him, and she thought he was serious.

It wasn't until later, when the two were about to graduate, the man began to change his mind, and began to dodge in the face of these problems, and the two split up and merged, and the girl told me that maybe she and he really couldn't go to the end, and she didn't know that she was a spare tire, and then, the man suddenly told her one day that he was drunk and slept with by a woman, and the woman called him responsible, and he didn't know what to do. But in fact, the woman was his real girlfriend, and he just wanted my friend to take the initiative to break up, so he said so. But he didn't know that my friend was so innocent, and he didn't blame him, and said that the girl was too scheming and wanted to tear up with that woman.

The man couldn't hold back, told my friend to break up, anyway, for various reasons, and then before breaking up, he wanted to travel with her. My friend actually agreed, do you know what she told me at the time? "I know maybe I'll lose something on this trip, but I want to go, and if I don't want to go, I'll probably regret it for the rest of my life," she said. ”

Of course, this girl didn't go in the end, because I stopped her, I knew about the man, and told the girl, fortunately, although the girl likes that person, she won't waste her most precious things for a scumbag.

Saying this, I just hope that some people know, it's not that they won't do something if they know that they can't be together, on the contrary, some people will hug their loved ones harder after knowing that they can't be together, and the shorter the time together, the crazier it becomes. It's not about hatred, it's about logic, it's just because in the eyes of such people, sometimes a love is just their own business for them.

I am a person who puts love first, so I chose to describe Duan Qinghu like this. Hatred and love are incompatible. Just like Bao Wen, perverted, but with love.

You can not understand, you can insult me, and I don't need you to understand. You feel like vomiting, you feel sick to your stomach, you ask everyone to abandon the book quickly, that's your freedom, and I also thank you for leaving me, because you don't understand my love, we are people from different worlds.

As for the many dialogues you said I wrote, they don't fit the character of several heroines, I'm sorry, I just know that no matter how arrogant and cold a woman is, in the face of the man she loves, she will still become a little woman. Forget it, I don't want to talk about it, anyway, it's a lot of mistakes.

Duan Qinghu is gone, Su Ruoshui has amnesia, and Song Jiayin is forcibly on top? Why is the first heroine Song Jiayin, but she still writes emotional dramas with other women? Although I have been in a relationship, I still want to ask, have you ever fallen in love? You haven't had an unforgettable love that you can't get? If not, I don't have anything to say, but I'm sure most people have had the experience of not being able to fall in love, or to say that they used to love each other and ended up being the most familiar stranger.

Seeing this, many readers may be curious, am I complaining now? Actually, half and half, I know I don't need to say so much nonsense, because if I say it, those who hate me will still hate me, and those who like this book may even turn black, but I'm like this, it's the kind of character that doesn't vomit and doesn't feel unhappy, so I'm sorry for everyone, and please bear with me.

Actually, I was quite helpless, I was happy to write the chapter tomorrow morning, but I cried for a long time without any interest. I actually live a happy life every day, and I want to write something every day, and readers will like it? I'm also struggling, I want to write like this, but I don't dare to write like this, what if they don't like it? But I really like this idea of mine, am I not writing a book for myself, telling a story for myself? However, I'm a business, so I'm supposed to cater to readers, right? I feel like a nervous wreck every day.

I can't sleep every night when I look at the data, the subscriptions, how other people's books are so popular, how my own books have fallen into dogs, when I think of the editors saying that I have dropped badly, and when I think of the readers scolding me for my bad writing, I can't sleep every night.

I thought about giving up, but what about it? I'm not done yet. Then I thought of a book I wrote before, the grades were not very good, but the attendance was very high, it is estimated that the website will have to die, I finished the book when I wrote more than 1.5 million, and many readers asked me why I didn't write it? Many people don't accept it, and every day in the group they ask me when I will write a sequel, don't read the new book, just watch the sequel, and my answer at the time was: I'm sorry, this story is over in my heart, in my eyes, the story is over when it's over, even if I make more money, I won't write it down. The story is not over, it is not over, no matter how imperfect it is, no matter how many people scold me for making money, scolding me for writing badly, but my story is like this, it doesn't fully interpret my inner world, my story, my complete structure, why do I want to finish it?

So no matter how uncomfortable it is, even if I don't write well, I still have to write it, and give an account to myself, to the few readers, right?

I'm sorry, I said so much nonsense, and my heart was really depressed, but after saying it, I was really much more comfortable. I'm really grateful to those who have accompanied me to this point, I don't know when you will leave me, tonight, tomorrow, or someday in the future, I just know that I will carry the pressure and all kinds of foul language, and continue to walk.