114 That marriage letter may not be valid forever
I looked at Chen Tu again, and his face seemed to be covered with a thick layer of frost.
When I thought of Chen Tu's violent departure that night, my heart was concerned, and I reached out to hold Chen Tu's arm, and I said, "Chen Tu, you slow down first." ”
As soon as I finished speaking, there was a faint and deep knock on the door.
I followed the voice and saw Lin Siai standing there holding a bouquet of lilies, and I was stunned.
In my daze, Lin Siai had already swayed and walked towards this side gracefully, she smiled at me like a spring breeze as if we had never had any confrontation last night, and greeted me and said, "Hello Miss Wu." ”
After a pause, Lin Siai turned to Chen Tu and said, "Chen Tu, those classmates in the class heard that something happened to you, and they couldn't rush to the whole world, so they sent me as a representative to come and greet you." ”
I'm pretty sure what I meant last night was clear enough, and I'm sure Lin Siai could naturally understand what I meant, but when she appeared here today and made such a move, she quietly declared war on me?
At this time, if I still cooperate with her, then I must be a fool!
After all, the skin that was going to be torn apart was torn up early last night!
I opened my mouth, and I was about to speak, but Chen Tu spoke first, and he said to me: "Wife, take the flowers, and by the way, help me thank my old classmates." ”
All the undercurrents in my heart, because Chen Tu shouted the word "wife" in front of Lin Siai, and all of them exited, a piece of clarity, I put on a smile and said generously: "Thank you Mr. Lin for running in person." ”
Lin Siai's thrillingly beautiful face did not have too many emotional fluctuations, she quickly handed me the flowers with a strong smile, and said: "Miss Wu, I let these lilies be picked by me, you can put them for a longer time, but you have to raise them with water, you go to see if there is a vase, it is better to insert them." ”
She's trying to break me off, right?
As soon as my heart sank, I held the flowers in my arms, quietly played Tai Chi with her, and slammed her back: "Mr. Lin has a heart, Chen Tu is inconvenient to lie on the bed now, I have to wait every inch, and when I have a friend coming over later, I will ask her to help me bring a bottle of water." ”
Turning sideways, Lin Siai focused all her eyes on my face, and there seemed to be a raging fire burning in her eyes, but on the surface, she was all calm and indifferent.
After looking at each other for a while, she turned her face to look at Chen Tu, and her tone was full of playfulness: "Old classmate, it seems that you didn't give Miss Wu much security." ”
Chen Tu raised his eyes and glanced at Lin Siai lightly, and then his gaze fell on me, and his tone was light: "You may have read it wrong." Between me and Wu Yi, the sense of security was given to me by her, but I was afraid that she would go away. People need self-respect to earn respect, and I am grateful to those old classmates for me. ”
Following Chen Tu's words, Lin Siai, who was originally full of silence, finally had some emotional fluctuations on her face, her face turned white in vain, her hand was clenched into a small fist, but she quickly let go, but she was directly facing Chen Tu's eyes, the good acting skills of those old classmates just now were completely gone, she finally ended the scene with her own hands, her voice went from the beginning to the loud and loud, and then to a low and euphemistic, and then listened carefully, it seemed to be full of sadness: "When you chased me before, you were also stinky and shameless, and you didn't know what self-respect was." Chen Tu I just concocted it in the same way, and I learned from it. You used to love me like your life, hugged me in the pouring rain and cried to let me not go, and you also said that we would join hands in the future to have a litter of children. You also said that you love me and only love me, and you can't fall in love with another woman in your life. But after five years, you just throw it aside and talk to other women. When you didn't wake up last night, I secretly bribed the nurse to break away from the woman next to you so that I could sneak in to see you, and in the end I was kicked out by her like a clown like a dog. You once said that one day if I am willing to let go of my pride and heavy self-esteem, you will definitely love me twice more and look for me in the next life, but when I let go of this thing, you will not belong to me in a blink of an eye. Chen Tu, I thought we were just separated for a while, but I didn't expect that five years would pass. I thought you wouldn't wait for me for five years, and ten years was just a snap of your fingers, but why didn't you wait? ”
I don't know if Lin Siai memorized the lines before she came to the door, in short, she said this, there are no sick sentences, coherence and logic are good, her irresistible true feelings in the frustration and the tears rushing down after these words, let me be such a rival I can't wait to give her 101 points, I think she said it is so good that it couldn't be better, and the extra point is my praise for her.
This layer of mist that covers us, because of Lin Siai's words, was completely dispelled.
The atmosphere became awkward at one point.
Also covered by silence.
As for why I didn't follow a domineering Zhenggong Niangniang, I immediately started a tear with Lin Siai, asked her not to make a mistake at my man with tears, and use pear blossoms to bring rain to spread the ripples in my man's heart, because I don't think there is any need for this.
She is Chen Tu's predecessor, she is now killing at the door, no matter how I am like a rainbow to fight, it is not as good as the attitude of the man in front of me.
Unconsciously resting my hands on both sides, I pressed the dense anxiety and turbulence in my heart, and watched Chen Tu's reaction with my spare eyes.
If I was once extremely convinced that Chen Tu loved me and loved me to the core, and he had to be me, then his reaction at this moment was to let me discover an incomparably cruel truth, that is, he was just an ordinary man, his heart and liver once contained some things, and he didn't realize it when he was not touched, and when he was constantly pulled and torn, he suddenly woke up.
The corners of his mouth twitched for a long time, Chen Tu's eyes were confused for a while, even if I was so sad to recognize a fact, I still couldn't look at this man who could make me regardless of his life, he was caught in the whirlpool of danger and retreat, his brows were just a wrinkle, which could make my heart open a huge wave and tie a dead knot.
I had plucked my own thorns for him, and I had completely removed my armor for him, and at this moment, I decided to remove me from a relationship for him, in order to obtain the dignity of a complete heart.
So I slowly spoke, using myself to solve his dilemma, I said, "Chen Tu and I have already received the certificate." ”
I should be imposing, in fact, I am very weak in this sentence.
I knew that as soon as I said that, I would be completely passive.
Sure enough, following my words, Lin Siai raised her eyes, even though she had tears in her eyes, her momentum was even more than that of me, the lady of the main palace, her mouth opened and closed, and she said loudly: "That marriage letter may not be valid forever." ”
In the see-saw between me and Lin Siai, Chen Tu, who had been silent all the time, suddenly stretched out his hand, grabbed my hand, rubbed it carefully, and said: "Wu Yi, don't shake your arm too much, it will hurt." ”
Chen Tu's repeated sentences suddenly destroyed the tense confrontation between me and Lin Siai, Lin Siai stared at Chen Tu's hand for a while, her face suddenly showed a sad smile, she stared at Chen Tu, and said almost word by word: "Chen Tu, the best thing I have ever done in my life is to fall in love with you, the most cruel decision I have ever made is to rip off my heart and liver and leave you, and the most undignified thing I have ever done is to stand here at this moment, begging without face and skin, but I can't ask for it." ”
Dropping a few words, Lin Siai with tears on her face, kicked her high heels and ran away, before leaving, she slammed the door, the muffled sound stirred into my eardrums, draining the little strength on my body, my whole person was like over-fermented noodles, one knee was soft, and I sat on the chair.
Chen Tu's hand came over and completely covered my hand, he stroked it back and forth, and after a while he said cautiously: "Wu Yi...."
I then interrupted him: "I want to be quiet for a while. ”
I thought I wanted to be quiet for a while, but I was quiet for a while, but in fact I was quiet for many days.
I took care of Chen Tu in the hospital quietly, and I was so quiet that I felt scared.
Because I'm afraid that I'll touch something that makes me sad, and I might as well keep my mouth shut so that I can keep the stable life that I'm afraid of losing.
But the quieter I am, the more Chen Tu will talk, and the poor words will be one after another, and I can see that he is performing very hard, trying to make me laugh a little more, but my heart is like walking into the cold winter wax moon, and I don't know the way back.
After coming back from the hospital, Chen Tu continued to tease me, I am not the kind of person who doesn't know the height of the sky, and I also know that the indifferent posture is always not good for the two of them to get along for too long, so when Chen Tu gave me the steps again, I took advantage of the situation.
None of us mentioned what we experienced in the hospital again, as if Chen Jing and Lin Siai never appeared from beginning to end.
I didn't mention Xiaozhi again, and I wouldn't ask Chen Tu to give me an explanation more seriously.
I'm greedy, I've taken the greed in human nature to the extreme, I'm afraid of losing, I'm afraid of falling back into loneliness.
Chen Tu was recuperating at home for those days, but it was more like him taking care of me, he had already made breakfast before I got up in the morning, and when I came back from the studio in the evening, there was already a hot meal on the table, he was very keen to wash the dishes after eating, and when I wanted to mop the floor, he could always quickly snatch the mop over.
Sleeping together at night, he will still toss me endlessly, without shame or irritability, even if I face him in my heart and have not completely let go of Lin Si's love and guilt, but my body is far more honest than my heart and mouth, and its ardent desire for Chen Tu is more than all.
In this matter, Chen Tu began to restrain his monkey urgency, he began to endure desperately, sending me to the clouds again and again, so that I was so happy that I didn't have the strength to speak, so he would sprinkle those gadgets in my body, but he was not in a hurry to quit, hugged me and said again and again that he loved me.
He may really love, but I know he doesn't love him as much as I do.
After all, his heart had been shared with others, and it was unknown whether he could reclaim those positions. And my heart was only for him from the beginning.
But this thing is emotional, it's not going to work, I work too much, and the boss doesn't give me the same money, so I can not dump him and leave the company.
So I had to accept all this asymmetry, I thought that I would be able to reap the real eternal harvest in this way, but I didn't want my life, so I stepped into a road of no return in such self-consolation and self-hypnosis.
What I didn't expect was that I could step in because of Wu Yidi and Song Xiaoxi.
Of course, they didn't drag me in, they just inadvertently pulled a line, and that's it. Mobile phone users please browse m. reading, a better reading experience comes from.