32. Uselessness is affection

What Gao Zijian said is that I can guarantee one thing, in this situation, the one who should be ridiculed the most is me.

"You're right, it's useless to be affectionate," I sniffed, took Chopper off my hand, and said, "But, Gao Zijian, my feelings are worthless, but I never play, thank you." ”

Gao Zijian looked at me in a daze, I couldn't see any emotion in those bottomless eyes, the inky black eyes made me can't help but shiver, his gaze sank, fell on my raised arm, and asked: "Chen Xiaojia, I, Gao Zijian, in your eyes, is a person who attracts bees and butterflies to like the new and hates the old, and finally pulls it to the bed and lets the woman get out of the way, right?" ”

I nodded lightly and asked, "Isn't it?" ”

Gao Zijian stood in place, the oncoming cold wind blew his shirt slightly up, and there was no problem in his expression, but his tone made me a little scared.

"Gao Zijian, Doraemon may not know what is on my mind, but I can't fool myself." I looked at Gao Zijian with a trembling voice, which was another way of admonishment.

To admonish him, and also to admonish himself - indulgence doesn't need a reason, what Doraemon doesn't know, I can't forget.

After a while, Gao Zijian slowly raised his head, looked at me, and said, "Go back." ”

There was no positive answer, no side answer, I simply remained silent, Gao Zijian's reflection made me feel terrifying, Chopper was still in my hands, but ......

Along the way, Gao Zijian was silent, his silence would make me uneasy, what I was most worried about was that my bedroom was his house, in case he turned into a perverted demon and climbed on me in the middle of the night, what should I do?

When I got downstairs, I realized that my worries were unnecessary, because Gao Zijian didn't get out of the car, and I was the only one who got out of the car. I secretly glanced sideways at him, his whole face was indescribably calm, and I saw that he didn't speak, so I simply raised my feet and left.

"Chen Xiaojia!" Gao Zijian's voice sounded behind my ears, I froze in place, turned my face to look, and saw the keychain swept over my head, I forgot why, without the key, how can I enter the door?

"Thank you...... Thank. "Maybe I was worried about being swept away, and I even stammered a little when I thanked him.

Gao Zijian put one hand on the car window, looked at me lightly, he didn't speak, but the surrounding magnetic field naturally formed a shock wave that made me a little scared, when my last line of defense was about to fall, the corners of Gao Zijian's mouth turned up slightly, and said: "Chen Xiaojia, do you know, between us, what is the difference?" ”

I was stunned by his question, looked at him with a puzzled face, and asked, "You have a big run, I can only take No. 11?" ”

Gao Zijian didn't laugh, and I didn't dare to laugh, although I wanted to make a joke and dissolve the subtle magnetic field at the moment.

"Chen Xiaojia, you can love someone without dying, but I won't love someone without shame."

At that time, the moonlight was bright, the breeze was gentle, and the night was quiet and beautiful, but Gao Zijian's words suddenly broke all the beauty.

Of course I understood what he meant, I knew that he was laughing at me, laughing at me, loving someone, loving me to the point of shamelessness.

"Hehe, Gao Zijian, I'm really not used to you talking to me like this," I waved my hand, trying to hide my trembling hands, and continued to smile and say: "A person like you, who proves that love is only exchanged for three milliliters of liquid, is not suitable for teaching me!" ”

Gao Zijian looked at me, with those black peach blossom eyes again, the time was fixed at three seconds, and then he stepped on the accelerator and roared away. Looking at the back that had long since disappeared, I finally stepped back and sat down at the door.

I'm scared, I'm really scared, I don't know what I'm afraid of, it's just - when I think of those dark black eyes, my heart can't help but tremble.

Gao Zijian, what is the secret between you and Shi Lei? Why can you just look at each other twice when you are in the bar, and you can make Shi Lei collapse all over the line?

You can not tell me, or you can not help me, but, trust me, I will definitely know in my own way. Know the secret.

In the next two days, my life returned to peace, not only that, Gao Zijian has not seen half a shadow of him since he gave me the key, if it weren't for the security guard calling me "Mrs. Gao" every day, I think, I must have doubted that this person has never appeared.

left a message for Kuroko on QQ, chatted with other classmates, and tried to get a little bit about Shi Lei's situation some time ago.

It's also a shame to say that as his ex-girlfriend, since they separated in September last year, I haven't noticed any abnormality in his life.

I thought, either I'm too stupid, or he's hiding it too well.

On the third day, Friday, the quiet life had waves, after lunch, I was invited to the office by the manager for coffee, put a stack of reports on the table, and said calmly: "Xiaojia, I don't want to emphasize the decimal point issue with you again, but ...... The loss here, you look at ......"

I only felt my temples bounce violently, and when I looked down, it turned out that the manager asked me to sort out the financial statements two days ago, including the data on industrial and commercial taxation, and I actually made a mistake......

The loss was, 30,000 yuan.