Chapter 259: Living in the Moment
"Yes." What's the matter, Shui Se looked at me a little stunned, I looked at Shui Se's somewhat confused expression, and couldn't help but explain, "There is one thing I'm afraid that I'm sick and I'm confused, so can you help me recall, that day, Shen Qingzhe brought me back, what clothes did he wear?" If you can't remember the details, remember the colors...... Think about it......"
"What clothes?" Shui Se was obviously stunned by my strange question, and then reacted and said, "It's a dark blue shirt......
"Dark blue shirt?" I listened to the words of the water color with some surprise, because I clearly remembered the style and color of the clothes of the person holding me, especially the shirt that I rubbed my saliva, how could it be dark blue......
"What's wrong?" Shui Se looked at me with such a surprised look, and said half-jokingly, "Why haven't you seen me for a long time, are you missing Shen Shao too much or are you afraid of what he has done, and you actually care about what clothes he wears to pick you up at this time."
"I didn't!" I glanced at the water, "Don't talk nonsense at a young age......"
"Then why did you ask Shen Shao what to wear and what to do......
"I ......" I was about to say the reason, but I hesitated for a moment, it's not that I can't believe it, it's just that I don't want to feel that Shen Qingzhe is hiding something from me, so I'm also trying to guide myself not to think in a direction that I shouldn't think.
I am obviously so familiar with that embrace, but if it weren't for Shen Qingzhe, who could have appeared at that moment and in that place, even if it did, how could he hand me over to Shen Qingzhe and Shen Qingzhe chose not to say it, could it really be that I was dazzled and wrong? Or did he think I had soiled my clothes and went for a change?
After all, my so-called critical illness is also the result of drug control, and it is understandable that he will not be so anxious and worried, but I still feel that something is wrong, and I can't say it.
"Don't be cranky." Shui Se looked at me in a daze and stepped forward to interrupt me, "To be honest, at the beginning, I tried my best to go in to see you, but then Shen Shao said that I should try to minimize the meeting with you, he said that you won't stay in there for long, and you will be able to come out soon, I didn't believe it at first, but now I really believe it, and he really has a heart for you." ”
"I'm not afraid of having a heart, I'm afraid of being overly well-intentioned......"
"Xiaomeng, you can't always be like this, look at me and Chen Xiang, we are also very happy now." Saying that, Shui Se took my hand, but my eyes inadvertently saw the ring on her finger, "Are you going to marry Chen Xiang?" ”
"Hmm." Shui Se stroked the ring on his hand, "It's hard for a person like me not to dislike Chen Xiang......"
"Shui Se, don't think like that all the time," I looked at her sad and self-defeating, and couldn't help but speak, "This is your feelings, I shouldn't have said it, not to mention that I myself am also a loser in my relationship, it's just that I see you like this, we are all good sisters who share weal and woe, and have a good relationship, I have to say, Chen Xiang is a good man, but it's not that I'm selfish and ungrateful, you understand his current situation, drug addiction is a thing, it's not that you can quit if you quit, do you understand?" ”
"Of course I see what you mean." Shui Se comfortingly stroked my hand, "It's not that I haven't thought about this, but I also think, I've compromised with fate for so many years, and I've experienced so much, I don't want to worry about anything anymore, just live for myself, happy, don't ask about the future, at least I'm still very happy now, isn't it, besides, life is impermanent, who knows when someone's life will come to an end?" ”
"What a sentence about the impermanence of life," I couldn't help but sigh, looking at the ring on my water-colored hand, "As long as you feel happy, I will support you and bless you......"
"Thank you." Mizuse reached out and hugged me, "It's good to have you." ”
I smiled and stroked my water-colored hair, and suddenly said as if I thought of something, "By the way, has Li Niang ever been here?" “
"Li Niang?" Shui Se was a little puzzled, thought hard for a long time, and shook his head, "Because you are not here, I don't live here, and I spend most of my time in the sanatorium with Chen Xiang." ”
Looking at Shui Sei's somewhat embarrassed look, I waved my hand, "It's okay." ”
"Little dream?"
I couldn't help but smile as I looked at the tentative inquiry of the water, "Don't worry, I still have something to ask you, which is ......"
Looking at me with a hesitant look, Shui Shi looked at my tentative opening, "Xiao Ze? ”
I nodded a little embarrassed, I don't know what's wrong with me, I still care so much about him, I care about the situation of the Xiao family, but I don't dare to inquire wantonly, and I don't dare to let others think that I still can't let go of him.
Shui Se looked at me distressedly, "It's hard for you to still think about him......"
"What? What happened to Xiao Ze? ”
I looked at the water and showed a look of embarrassment, and I was shocked, and a bad premonition hit me, "Xiao family......"
Shui Se looked at me and was just about to speak, when I heard a knock on the door, and Shen Qingzhe's voice came from outside the door, "Can I come in?" ”
"Yes, that's okay." I winked at the water, motioned for her not to say any more, and I made a casual look as I watched Shen Qingzhe walk in from outside with food.
"Shen Shao......" Shui Se couldn't help but stand up when he saw Shen Qingzhe walking in, "You eat first, I'll go see Chen Xiang." ”
Knowing that it was an excuse for her to avoid it, I didn't say anything, just nodded.
"Well, go ahead." Shen Qingzhe also looked gentle, looking at the water color and walking out before speaking, "Qingge will come back in a few days, and we will ......go together when she comes back."
"Qingge is back?" I looked at Shen Qingzhe with some doubts, isn't it better to move as low-key as possible, thinking of this, I couldn't help blurting out, "The Shen family is also an eventful time now, Qingge is coming back now, will it be ......?"
"No," Shen Qingzhe looked at me, "That's what I want to say, because it's a promotion, the Shen family will do a charity dinner, there will be a lot of people present that day, and there will be a lot of old friends, for unnecessary trouble, I don't plan to let you attend, and Qingge will also accompany you, you are together, I will also rest assured." “
"Well," I nodded, "invite everyone, whether it's your own or ......?"
"Whether it's your own person or an opponent, at least you have to do superficial work, so it will be a mess that day, and I'm also worried about your safety......"
"Don't worry about me," I threw Shen Qingzhe a reassuring expression, "I have gone through a lot of hardships, and if I don't die, there will be a blessing in the future......
"That's right, you've been a good fortune." Shen Qingzhe said and took the bowl away, "Eat something while it's hot, you have to drink more of this tonic soup, you are weak now......"
"Yes, yes," I looked at Shen Qingzhe's tireless chatter, and couldn't help but speak, "I know, Shen ...... family"
He looked at me helplessly and smiled, "I really can't help you." ”
"I'm so cute, I can't ...... myself"
"Poof......" Shen Qingzhe couldn't help but laugh when he looked at my narcissistic expression, "Hurry up and eat, I still have some things to deal with outside these days, I'll come back after going out for a while......"
"What's wrong with you?" I looked at Shen Qingzhe, "Then you can chat with me, you can go quickly......"
"I didn't want to see you a little longer......"
I was shocked by Shen Qingzhe's behavior of sending sugar when he didn't agree with him, but unexpectedly, he didn't care and hooked my chin, "Isn't it?" ”
"How do I know if it's ......" I felt that the roots of my ears were about to burn red, and looking at Shen Qingzhe's affectionate face, I was a little embarrassed and overwhelmed......
"Are you shy?" Shen Qingzhe got closer and closer to me, and the mint smell sprayed on my face, which was a clean fragrance......
I lowered my head with hot cheeks, and began to stutter a little when I spoke, "No, no, you're suddenly so serious, who wouldn't be nervous......"
"Is that serious?" Shen Qingzhe looked at me with an embarrassed expression, and couldn't help laughing, with his sweet smile, his lips were getting closer and closer to me, and I seemed to feel my heart jumping out of nervousness, but he said unhurriedly, "Then what do you think......
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