Thinking of this, I sighed solemnly, not to mention Hua Xu's headache, even I also feel a headache, and I don't know when such a day will be.

Even though I knew that Hua Xu was very likely not to come back, I still had inexplicable expectations and hopes.

Although I understand, although I am indifferent, I still care, and I have my own selfishness to be selfish.

After a long night, I waited for someone who probably wouldn't come back, and I couldn't sleep left or right, so I kept watching TV and waiting.

I don't know exactly what was on the TV, because I was watching the nose and nose, and I was listening to the movement outside, and I was really looking forward to hearing the sound of the car engine and hoping that he would come back.

If that's the case, I think I'll jump for joy.

Maybe it's because of pregnancy, but I've found that I'm even starting to rely on him a little bit now, and I really have the smell of an old husband and wife.

I privately hope that he can accompany me all the time, even if the sky falls, I don't want him to accompany others.

In the end, I still didn't wait for Hua Xu, I couldn't get through the sleepiness, and I gradually fell asleep.

When he woke up in the morning, the side of the bed was empty, and on the other side of the bed, there was no temperature, and it was obvious that he had not returned.

I sighed in frustration and lay on the bed for a while before getting up to wash.

When I went downstairs, Hua Xu was not there, and I was still greeted by breakfast sent by Tang Xing.

And he seemed to have been waiting for me, and when he saw me, he put away the mobile phone in his hand and smiled very gently at me, and said to me, "This is the breakfast that Mr. Hua asked me to bring." ”

He specially named Hua Xu to ask him to send it, I knew that he was afraid that I would be angry with Hua Xu, so I specially mentioned it, so that I wouldn't lose my temper with Hua Xu and not be unhappy with him.

I nodded expressionlessly, sat down and began to eat.

Thinking that he also mentioned me like this last time, I couldn't help but ask: "Tang Xing, even if Hua Xu is kind to you, you don't need to think about him in everything, right?" ”

I said, "You have followed him for so many years, before and after the saddle, and you are loyal, and you don't owe him anything." ”

Tang Xing has never been a person who talks a lot, unless he wants to talk more, so he laughed and stopped talking.

I was bored and didn't say anything more.

I ate breakfast silently, Tang Xing stood aside silently, the sound of dishes and chopsticks colliding, and the sound of me chewing food was particularly abrupt.

The silence of the atmosphere made me a little uncomfortable, and I raised my eyes to look at him: "Have you eaten?" Eat some? ”

He scratched his head and smiled: "No need, I've already eaten it." ”

"That, Miss Lin woke up yesterday afternoon, Mr. Hua originally wanted to come back at night while Miss Lin was asleep, but she ......"

He said clumsily: "That's it, she won't let Mr. go, Mr. has no choice but to stay, don't think about it." ”

I nodded, and said in a low mood, "I see." ”

I lowered my head and went to breakfast, but apparently, I didn't have much appetite anymore.

Tang Xing was defending Hua Xu's inability to come back, but obviously, not only did he not defend anything, but it made me feel even more upset.

His words of refusing to let my husband come back have dispelled my only remaining good mood.

Dead or alive? How to live and die?

I don't have to think about it, I know what kind of bird it looks like a little bird is pretentious, crying, making trouble, and hanging himself.

Just thinking about that scene makes me feel inexplicably irritated.

With a sigh, I put down my chopsticks.

Tang Xing frowned: "Don't you eat it?" Eat a little more, after all, you're pregnant with a baby now. ”

Actually, I was hungry, and my stomach was slightly acidic, but I had lost my appetite for food.

I asked Tang Xing, "Are you busy today?" ”

He shook his head: "Not busy. ”

I didn't go to the hospital to see my mother yesterday, and I felt a little sorry and felt unfilial.

So I said to Tang Xing: "Then you can take me to the hospital, I want to see my mother." ”

Tang Xing happily accepted: "Okay." ”

He came over and took a bun and handed it to me, "You better eat a little more, you will be hungry in a while, and it will not be good for you and the child." ”

I didn't have much appetite to stare at the bun he handed me and hesitated, but after thinking for a while, I felt that he was right, so I decided to follow his advice and eat a little more.

I don't know if it's because I'm in a bad mood or because this bun is too greasy, but when I bite it, I feel a strange smell of seafood, which is hard to swallow.

I didn't feel comfortable eating this breakfast, because I was a little sick to my stomach because of the bun that I was holding on, so I just put down my chopsticks and ran to the bathroom to vomit.

Tang Xing hurriedly followed up, handed me a tissue worriedly, frowned, and his face was full of anxiety: "Are you okay?" Do you want to go to the hospital? ”

I shook my head, "I'm fine. ”

He took out his mobile phone: "I'd better call my husband, he will definitely come back." ”

I stopped him: "No, I'm fine, it's just that I'm a little uncomfortable eating." ”

He asked me uncertainly, "Are you really okay?" Really don't need to call Mr. back? ”

Spit two more mouthfuls, and I shook my head: "No. ”

After hesitating for a moment, he put down his phone: "Okay." ”

But in the end, he emphasized: "If you feel uncomfortable, you must tell me, I will send you to the hospital immediately, if you and the child have any strengths and weaknesses, Mr. Hua must split me." ”

I pouted, "Okay." ”

When I went out of the bathroom, I was dizzy, and Tang Xing immediately helped me.

I don't know when Hua Xu came back, and I don't know when he came in, we didn't even know it until we heard his voice.

"What are you doing?" He asked in a deep voice.

Tang Xing seemed to be startled, like a frightened bird, and immediately retracted the hand that was helping me.

His face was serious, and his words began to stammer: "Madam...... Spit up. ”

Hua Xu's cold eyes fell on me, and that kind of look made me feel like I was caught and raped in bed.

I held on to the door frame of the bathroom and stood straight at the door, relieving the discomfort in my heart, feeling as if it was desolate.

His gaze was so hurtful, especially when I was expecting him to come back.

He came to help me, and I refused.

Whether it's a temper tantrum, or in order to fight for myself, I didn't look at him, I just said to Tang Xing: "Send me to the hospital." ”

Tang Xing didn't act, he was waiting, waiting for Hua Xu's order.

Hua Xu thought I was losing my temper, he held my shoulder and explained, "Shi Wen made a lot of trouble last night, I can't get out of ......"

I still didn't look at him, just looked away.

Before he could finish his sentence, his phone rang.

Taking advantage of the time he answered the phone, I took a step forward without hesitation.

His somewhat irritable voice came from behind him: "If she wants to kill herself, will you let her kill herself?" ”

Obviously, Lin Shiwen is making trouble again, I guess, I guess I can't see him.

Walking out of the door, Tang Xing, who came out, suggested that I say hello to Hua Xu, and I got into the car without hesitation.

After hesitating for a moment, Tang Xing finally got into the car.

When the car left, I saw Hua Xu coming out of the mirror with his mobile phone and standing at the door, I knew he was looking at our car, as for what the expression on his face was, I couldn't see it clearly, and I didn't know.

But I guess it's not good after all.

On the way to the hospital, Tang Xing saw that I was not in a high mood and kept looking for words, but he avoided what happened just now and did not explain anything to Hua Xu.

It's rare for me to see him so dry-tongued, in fact, I really want to be quiet, but I don't want to lose my temper and choose to endure.

Soon, the car arrived at the hospital and I immediately got out of the car.

I saw the doctor pushing a bed through the hospital in a hurry, looking very anxious.

I vaguely saw the man lying on the bed, and when I looked at it, the silhouette looked a little like my mother.

My heart skipped a beat, and I subconsciously thought it was my mom, thought something was going on, and I was more expecting that she woke up.

I picked up my feet and hurried after them until they entered the emergency room.

When I walked to the door, I realized that I had recognized the wrong person, and that person was not my mother.

At this time, I came to my senses and realized that if it was my mother, why wouldn't the hospital call me?

I heard sobbing in the room, her children crying and calling for their mother, sobbing and talking to her.

Although she was weak and out of breath, she looked very indifferent, with a kind and gentle smile on her face.

They talked a lot, and then I heard the old lady say, "If I come off the operating table and I'm in a vegetative state, don't treat me anymore." ”

She shook her head slightly: "I don't want to lie on the bed like a puppet, eat, drink, and sleep to be served, my life is glorious, I don't want to live like this." ”

She said, "If I become a vegetative person, you can let me go in peace, and don't force me." ”

She slowly raised her hand, and her children immediately held it, calling her mother sadly, saying that she would be fine, and she would be fine.

She has an elegant smile and a demeanor, "I have no regrets in my life, the only regret is that I didn't see my grandson born." ”

She stressed again: "But if I need someone to serve me to eat, drink, and sleep, I would rather not have this kind of wretched life, and then you will let me die smoothly." ”

She said, "Even if I use medicine to keep me alive, I may never see my children and grandchildren again in my life, and I will still inevitably die. ”

"Even if I wake up, I'm just a few days to live, and I still can't avoid the fate of death, if so, what's the toss?"

Her children cried and called their mother over and over again, reluctant to give up.

But I listened uncomfortably, and my eyes turned red with emotion.

I think of my mother, I don't know, she also wants me to be like this old lady said, let her die quietly like this, don't hang her breath and let her live a difficult life.

I'm not her, so I can't understand how she feels, and I don't know if she's really uncomfortable.

I went upstairs to wipe my mom and talk to her a lot.

I asked her a lot of questions, did she also want me not to force me to stay with her? She responded to me with silence.

In fact, for such a person who has no perception, everything she needs to be taken care of, except for the difference in whether she can open her eyes, what is the difference between her and a paralyzed person?

I remember a long time ago, when I was watching a TV with my mother, and the old lady on the TV was not vegetative, but she was paralyzed, cerebral palsy.

It was a cold winter, it was night, and my mother was making a scarf for me, and she watched this scene while wearing the scarf, muttering, "If I encounter such a situation one day, I would rather die than live like this, it's boring." ”

At the thought of this, my heart was stung for a moment, and my eyes instantly turned red and I burst into tears.

I don't think she wants to live like this, but I can't make that decision.

Even if it's painful, I want her to be able to do it in this way, or where I can see and touch, I can feel her, I can know that I still have my mother.

She couldn't speak to me, she couldn't open her eyes to look at me, but she was still there.

If she is gone, I really have no relatives in this world, and I am lonely.

I don't know if it's really torture for her to live like this, but she's my only relative, and I really can't bear her.

I stayed in the hospital for a long time before I asked Tang Xing to send me back, it was already noon when I went back, Hua Xu was no longer there, but there was a stranger at home.

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