Chapter 270: Who Am I

The phone only said that when the nurse was doing rounds at midnight, she found Rong Qingqian hanging herself in the bathroom. Qiao Yichen didn't ask much, but responded lightly - I know.

Theoretically, a psychiatric hospital wouldn't let a patient get a rope or something, but if a person is determined to die, there are too many ways to do it. I don't know if Rong Qingqian saw the report of her father's execution to do such an extreme thing, but more often than not, it takes more courage to live than to die.

Rong Qingqian has always been so ruthless in doing things, in order to 'get' she has done everything to fight for it, even to snatch it, but after all, she still can't get it. In a person's life, there will always be some unspeakable secrets, irretrievable regrets, untouchable dreams, and unattainable love. But she's done her best, so she shouldn't feel too sorry.

I also admit that I don't allow for shallow efforts, but love is a thing that never pays attention to whose means are clever and who appears earlier. If I really want to say that I am much more shallow than Rong Qing, maybe it is a blessing that 'the person I love happens to love me too'.

"It's getting late, let's go inside." Qiao Yichen carried the baby from my arms.

"Good ......"

Qiao Yichen and I walked into the living room, Mr. Qiao was playing chess with my father, and my mother and Li Wanrong were making dumplings at the table in the dining room. The lighting in the room is warm gold, which makes the scene particularly warm. I feel like that's what I want to feel like home.

"Xin Xin, we're going shopping tomorrow, do you want to go together?" Mom asked casually.

"I don't have anything to buy." I shook my head.

"I'm here, so I'm going to walk around." Li Wanrong said with a smile.

"If you need a guide, I can show you the way." I'm not really interested in shopping, and I guess they're not interested in visiting museums or anything like that.

"Ah......" Li Wanrong looked at her mother.

Mom smiled and said, "Xin Xin went to college here and worked for a while. But she's been running all over the world since she was in high school, and she's been to more places than I can count. She travels alone as a girl, and every time I look at her photo album, I worry so much. ”

If it weren't for my mom, I really didn't know she would have looked at the pictures I had uploaded to the album. Having a lady daughter who doesn't conform to traditional concepts should be a headache. I went upstairs with Qiao Yichen to bathe the baby, and Qiao Yichen smiled at me: "What's wrong?" ”

"I'm not a good boy......" I replied with some frustration.

"Why did you become sentimental today?" Qiao Yichen took the baby out of the small bathtub.

I hurriedly wrapped the baby in a bath towel: "I may have a fear of marriage." ”

I don't think I'm 'sentimental', but no matter who passes away, it will always make you reflect on your life, even people like Yung Zhentang and Rong Qingqian.

"It's all old husbands and wives, what's there to be afraid of?" Qiao Yichen took the clothes from the closet and changed them for the baby.

"Didn't you scare me by making the wedding so loud?" I deliberately teased Qiao Yichen.

"Why didn't I see that you were so daring?" Qiao Yichen flicked my head.

"I've been a crazy girl since I was a kid, and I'm so daring." I rolled my eyes at Qiao Yichen, "How much money did you give him for Li Wei to do the wedding report?" ”

"Give money? It's good if I don't take his money, how many media rush to report this kind of news! Qiao Yichen put the baby in the crib, "My son is sleepy, isn't he?" ”

A figure in the financial industry like Qiao Yichen is indeed the object of various media reports, but if you want to report 'good-looking' without going off, you naturally have to make a point.

As far as I know, Li Wei's abacus has always been very fine: "You are careful of being cheated by Li Wei." ”

"It's good if my husband and I don't go to cheat people, can I still be cheated?" Qiao Yichen raised an eyebrow at me.

"That's right......" I really haven't seen Qiao Yichen being calculated.

After dinner, Qiao Yichen went to the study, and Old Man Qiao went back to the room to rest. I made some cookies with my mom and went to the living room with freshly baked biscuits: "Daddy, do you want to eat cookies?" ”

"Don't eat now...... Dad raised his head to look at me, "Xin Xin will accompany Dad to the yard for a walk." ”

"Oh...... Okay...... "I took off my apron and pushed my dad out into the yard. The courtyard is lit up, and the moonlight today is particularly good, illuminating the courtyard. We walked slowly along the marble paved path.

"Xin Xin, let me tell you about me and your mother......" Dad said leisurely.

"Good ......"

"I grew up with your mother as a childhood sweetheart, when your mother was young, although she was not as bold as you, but she was always naughty like you, and I couldn't stand a lot of scolding for her. She is a naughty and lovely sister in my eyes, and she has been like ......this since she was a child," Dad's tone was very calm, "and then we grew up and had our own lives. I had a girlfriend when I was in college, and we were very much in love with each other and planned to get married as soon as I graduated. At that time, universities in China were still very conservative, and we couldn't get married while we were in school, and if it weren't for that rule, we might have gotten married before we graduated. But then she fell ill with a very serious illness, and although she tried very hard to cooperate with the treatment, she was still unable to pull her back from the clutches of death. In this life, people will always encounter this or that unpreparedness, I originally thought that there are many 'long days to come', but I didn't expect that in a blink of an eye it was 'too late'...... "Although it is all old things, but the regret and melancholy in my father's expression are still so thick that I can't dissolve," I have lived a very painful life in the next few years, and sometimes the more I want to forget, the more I will remember it more deeply. I don't know much about your mother and your Uncle Li, but there was a deep misunderstanding between them. You also know your mother's temper, she is simply stubborn, and she can't pull back ten cows for what she has identified, let alone listen to someone explain...... Grandpa hopes that I can get married as soon as possible and get out of the emotional shadow. Your mother was pregnant with you at the time, and your Uncle Li was also in a very difficult situation, so I was forced by the situation at that time, so I married your mother. We agreed before we got married, no matter who the two of us are, as long as we find someone we want to stay with for the rest of our lives, the other will cooperate with the divorce.

Afterward...... Your mother's misunderstanding with your Uncle Li has finally been resolved...... But she was a good girl with a heart, and it wasn't until my grandfather died that we went through the divorce procedures. Dad sighed deeply, "It's not easy for your Uncle Li, the previous marriage was also facilitated by the family, and in the end it was to the point where you had to marry Li Wei's mother......"

I couldn't digest the information my dad told me for a while, which was mostly different from what I had imagined. I was silent, but my father continued: "Your birth has brought a lot of happiness to Dad, and you are a little angel from God to Dad. At that time, I didn't let your mother take you away and left you at Jing's house. I just want to...... My daughter, when she marries someone in the future, it must be because of love. She will find the right person and see the happiness I have never walked through. However, Dad didn't do well...... I haven't been able to protect you all the time, but I've been guarding my dad for several years......"

"You've said it, I'm your angel. It is because there are people to protect that angels will come to the world. I smiled at my father, "I was sent by God to protect you." ”

"Hmm...... It's good that you've found your own happiness, otherwise...... Dad is going to blame himself......" Dad patted my hand, "Let's go back, it's almost time for Yui to wake up." ”

"Okay." I pushed my dad back.

Just as he was about to go up the slope of the porch, Qiao Yichen walked over and took the handrail of the wheelchair: "I'll push it." ”

"Thank you." I smiled at Qiao Yichen.

"Huh?" Qiao Yichen raised an eyebrow, and I ran over to open the door.

When we walked into the living room, Li Wanrong came out with the boiled red bean syrup: "The red bean soup is cooked, didn't Xin Xin say that she wanted to eat it at noon, come and eat it." ”

"Thank you, Mom." I whispered to my father, "Would you like to have some too?" ”

"I'm going to take a decoction in a while, you can drink it." Dad waved his hand, and the nurse pushed Dad back to the room.

I filled a bowl and put it in front of Qiao Yichen: "You drink with me." ”

"Drink sweet soup and need someone to accompany you?" Qiao Yichen looked at me speechlessly, "Are you drinking?" ”

"Drinking? Okay...... Would you like to have a drink with me? I raised an eyebrow at Qiao Yichen.

"Don't mess around!" Qiao Yichen glanced at me, "You want the baby to get drunk after feeding?" ”

"I was originally drinking red bean soup, and you said you wanted to drink." I shrugged.

"Ok, I was wrong...... Qiao Yichen picked up the red bean soup on the coffee table, "I'll do it first as respect." ”

"Poof......" I hurriedly pulled a tissue to wipe my mouth, Qiao Yichen played Baolai is really terrible......

As soon as I finished drinking my red bean soup, the nanny came downstairs with the baby in her arms: "Young grandma, little young master is hungry." ”

"Well, give it to me." I hugged the baby, "Dad wanted to give you an indirect drink just now, do you want to?" Qiao Yichen looked at me with a look of 'I am wronged' with a look of 'I am wronged'.

After the baby finished feeding, I played with him for a while and then sent him back to the nursery. When I returned to the bedroom, Qiao Yichen was sitting upright on the sofa, without taking a shower or changing clothes.

I took my pajamas and casually asked him, "You don't sleep?" Or do you want to go out? ”

"Xin Xin, let's talk." Qiao Yichen said in a deep voice.

"Huh?" I saw Qiao Yichen looking serious, so I had to put down the pajamas in my hand and turn to look at him, "What are you talking about?" ”

"Talk about it...... Who am I yours ......" Qiao Yichen walked over.

...... "I feel like I can't turn my head, do I still need to talk about this issue?"

I definitely had a blank expression on my face, Qiao Yichen wrapped one hand around my waist, and pinched my chin with the other, forcing me to meet his deep eyes: "Now, tell me...... Who am I to you? ”