I don't know why, but there must be a sudden reason.

Maybe seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, Su Xiaoyi also asked me if I was okay, did these words hurt me or something, I smiled, pretended to be indifferent, and said: "What kind of injury does this hurt me, about my biological father and grandfather, it has nothing to do with me, love to abandon me, anyway, I only recognize my father, and don't think about anything that hurts me in the future, in comparison, if you don't fall in love with me, that's what hurts me the most, so many couples in the world fall in love, Who can guarantee 100% that from the very beginning, they will be able to come together? Isn't that right?"

Su Xiaoyi didn't speak, just stared at me quietly, and after a while, she said: "Forget it, let's not talk about this topic, let's change the topic, don't think too much about your family's affairs, you are now a father, it's very good, anyway, I like him very much, how humorous and funny!"

I said, well, let's change the subject.

As for what topic to change, I thought about it for a while, and suddenly remembered the boy who was chatting with her at the gate of the community, so I asked her: "Who was the boy who was joking with you at the gate of the community that day, why have I never seen it before?" ”

Su Xiaoyi rolled her eyes at me and said with a smile: "There are more people in the world, you can know them?"

She can still say this to me so half-jokingly at this time, which shows that this boy should have no problem with her, I am somewhat relieved, and at the same time I remember that when I told Zhang Qimei and Tang Bingbing about this before, they told me that it might be Su Xiaoyi's relatives, so I continued to ask Su Xiaoyi: "Is he your relative's child or something?"

Su Xiaoyi looked surprised, she asked me how I knew.

Looking at this tone, it's obviously like this, I can't be wrong, I am even happier in my heart, and I thought that she was unclear with other boys, it turned out to be relatives, and it was wrong to blame others.

I smiled and said, "I'm a person, how accurate I am, when I saw him like that day, I knew it was your relative." ”

Su Xiaoyi couldn't help laughing, and said while laughing: "Pull it down, I don't know who it was that day, stop me and ask me who it is, and then I still urinated, right?" Now it's here!"

I said as if you weren't crying, don't think I can't see it if I wipe my tears, she said she was happy, and said she was a girl, I was a boy, and I was more ashamed than her.

What to say, at this time, I quarreled with Su Xiaoyi, I felt that the atmosphere between the two of us seemed to ease in an instant, I forgot how long I hadn't felt this way, and the emotions that had been suppressed for so long in my heart were also released, but Su Xiaoyi may feel that the atmosphere eased a little too quickly, and then made a straight face and said: "Why did I take care of you again, the purpose of my coming is not for this, no, I can't ignore you, I want to go home!"

I said, what are you here for?

She looked at me, looking like she was going to complain about me, but she didn't say anything after a long time of inking, and finally shook her hand and said, "Forget it, I've told you about this, if I continue to keep a straight face with you, does it seem that I'm a little too pretending?" In the future, I won't look up and see you anyway, so be an ordinary friend, but you have to remember that in the community, you have to pay extra attention and can't talk to me or anything, if my mother knows, I'm afraid I'll go straight to you for trouble when I turn around. ”

I nodded and said I know, maybe my mood was a little sluggish, my voice was very small, and she asked me what's wrong, unhappy?

What to say, Su Xiaoyi and I were originally going to deal with the object, but now we have been beaten back to our original form, and we want to start with her as friends, I feel a little unhappy, why is it so difficult to think about falling in love, obviously I like her, and she likes me, but I can't be together, but after thinking about it carefully, are there any other options now? Compared with the Cold War in the past few months, it's good to be able to talk and be an ordinary friend now, so I smiled and said, "How dare you not be happy, I'm very happy, I almost set off a few firecrackers, but ah, you went to high school, you are not allowed to like others, sooner or later you will still be mine!"

Su Xiaoyi cut off, saying who she likes, that's her business, I can't care about it, hearing her say this, I was faintly worried in my heart, but I will pay more attention to her in the future, if she has any abnormal signs with a boy, then I will definitely pinch off the signs for her in time.

Then I chatted with Su Xiaoyi about their feelings in the past two months, Su Xiaoyi said that when she broke up with me at the beginning, she felt very uncomfortable, especially when I said that day, I would come to her in the future, and I would follow her surname, she really thought that I would never pay attention to her in the future, and she hid in the bed alone at night and cried for a long time, and then she looked forward to it many times, hoping that I would go to her, but for so many days, I haven't looked for her, and her heart is slowly cold, and she feels that it may never be possible to be with me again.

Hearing Su Xiaoyi say this, I don't want to be happy in my heart, it seems that all this I have suffered during this time is worth it at this moment.

I asked her why she didn't take the initiative to find me since she was so uncomfortable, she said that she was a girl, how could she take the initiative to find me, and thinking of the situation at home, she didn't want to look for me, and I didn't want to delay my study before the high school entrance examination, because Bai Lu had also talked to her family before.

Seriously, I wanted to hug her directly at the time, but in the end, I endured it, she definitely wants to keep her distance from me now, I have to respect her choice, take my time, and not rush.

After chatting for a while, the two of us went back to sing with Zhang Qimei, Zhang Qimei saw that the two of us were fine, so she and Tang Bingbing kept coaxing, making jokes about the two of us, I knew that they wanted to make the relationship between the two of us closer, and I felt that I was really content with a few such friends in my life.

We didn't go home until more than nine o'clock in the evening, when I took a taxi with Su Xiaoyi and was about to return to the gate of the community, I asked the driver to stop, I got out of the car first, and let Su Xiaoyi go back first, the purpose was to be afraid of running into her mother or neighbors or something, and I didn't want others to see the two of us together.

When I slowly walked to the door of the community, Su Xiaoyi was already gone, I should have gone home, and when I got home, I also received a text message from Su Xiaoyi, she said: "It's so dangerous, when I got off the bus at the gate of the community just now, I just happened to bump into my mother, fortunately you got off the car early, otherwise she would have seen it!"

I said that it would be good to be so careful in the future, and I wondered in my heart: I don't know how long this situation will last, why do the grievances of the older generation have to be passed on to our generation? Anyway, today I can reconcile with Su Xiaoyi to this point, it can be regarded as a happy thing, we texted and chatted late that night, from the words she sent, I can feel that Su Xiaoyi is definitely not just an ordinary friend to me, but also has the kind of feelings between men and women.

I was also curious later, so I asked her: "Why after you broke up with Fu Hao and Wang Yang, you were able to let go of them quickly, but I, you can't let go?"

Su Xiaoyi was sloppy with me at first, saying that she also let me go, and took Fu Hao as an example, saying: "After I broke up with Fu Hao, aren't I friends now, aren't I also friends with you, why can't I let you go!"

I said I could feel it, it was still different.

Su Xiaoyi then sent a joking text message, she said: "It may be that you are uglier than them, so treat you differently from them!"

In fact, let me think about it myself, I think it may be two points: first, in Su Xiaoyi's eyes, I am indeed different from Fu Hao and Wang Yang, she was able to like me at the beginning, not because my cock is handsome, and her feelings for me are very special.

Second, the two of us have never been in a formal relationship at all, if we have officially fallen in love, we may not have any regrets in our hearts, and we have a thorough understanding of dealing with it, and we understand it thoroughly, then in fact, the freshness is gone, and there is no interest, so we can quickly put it down, and we didn't talk about it, the natural freshness is still there, and she didn't understand me, and she still has a deep interest in me.