I leaned against the door, my hands tightly covering my mouth, my teeth clenching the flesh on my palms, biting so hard that the blood seeped into my mouth, but I didn't feel any pain. A thin door, like a moat, cut off the love between me and Jin Yan. Since then, you and I have been separated by thousands of rivers and mountains, and we are no longer intimate.

He was still knocking on the door, the sound of "bang, bang, bang", each sound seemed to keep pounding on my heart, whipping, and I kept asking myself, whether to open or not to open, to open or not to open?

I hesitated for a long time, but finally, I made up my mind and opened the door. At that moment, his eyes were as dull as lightning and thunder, his hands were stiff in mid-air, he looked at me with wide eyes, and for a long time, he said, "You are really here." ”

"I ......" I opened my mouth, speechless.

He reached over and grabbed my hand: "Go, come home with me." ”

"Jin Yan! There's no way she'll go back with you! Tao Mengran walked over from not far away, and the dark red dress on his body was as thick as blood.

His hand gripped my arm tightly, and from the look in his eyes, I knew he knew everything. However, the moment he saw me, he didn't question, he didn't get angry, he just said simply: "Come home with me." ”

I bit my lip and looked at him, no matter how hard he tried to pull me, I didn't move. He pulled it several times, and finally, he put down his hand in a dejected manner, his eyes were so hurt, he looked so desperate, and he said slowly: "So, you have decided?" ”

"Take care." The words struggled to pop out of my mouth, I tried to keep myself from looking at the look on his face, I tried to make myself appear more unkind, and I held back the tears in my eyes. But the body still trembled uncontrollably.

"Haha......" Jin Yan let out a series of laughter, which was full of despair, hatred for life, and hatred for me.

He unconsciously took two steps back, and I knew he was looking at me, his gaze like a cosmic black hole with an infinite gravitational pull constantly trying to suck me in. I tried to control myself, I didn't want to look up at him, and I didn't want to face him.

I still love, I love painfully, I love deeply, but what is the use of love in reality? I'm someone else's legal wife! What qualifications do I have to hug my former lover?

"Wife......" he choked out, I didn't dare look at him, but I knew he was in tears, "let's go home...... All right? ”

At that moment, my liver and intestines were broken. I understand what kind of love makes a man cry so much; I also understand how desolate and unwilling he is at the moment.

"She's someone else's wife already! She just got the certificate with Zhao Qinhan yesterday! Jin Yan, don't be stupid! Tao Mengran, who was afraid that the world would not be chaotic, shouted on the side, I can't destroy me and hollow me out from Jin Yan's mind immediately, I can't wait for Jin Yan to throw herself into her arms in an instant.

"Smack!"

Jin Yan slapped Tao Mengran in the face! The force of that slap was so great that Tao Mengran fell to the ground in one fell swoop!

I looked up in surprise, I looked into Jin Yan's eyes, Jin Yan looked into my eyes, we both had tears hidden in our eyes, and then, I saw two tears slowly leaving in the corners of his eyes.

From the look in his eyes, I understood that he understood everything, he understood what I did, he understood all the causes and consequences, he understood that we were both fooled by fate, he understood, I knew that even if I didn't say it, he still understood me, he understood me like that, just like me, he understood him like that......

We gazed at each other affectionately, he was speechless, I was speechless, my eyes showed goodbye, his eyes showed a deep hatred for life and powerlessness. As a man, a proud man, the hatred of taking his wife was like a bone, and a huge wound was drawn on his heart.

Tao Mengran got up from the ground, she looked at me indignantly, and I ignored me. My soul, my heart has long been sucked out by Jin Yan's eyes. At that moment, in my eyes, everything in the world was gone, only the man in front of me, he seemed to be a prince trapped in the sea of fire, his soul and body were deeply tested by the raging fire, only those eyes still showed the same affection and pride as before......

I also burst into tears, two lines of tears running down my cheeks, and the tears seemed to be accompanied by poison, making both cheeks stinging hotly.

"Thank you for everything you've done for me." After a long time, Jin Yan slowly opened his mouth.

I'm still silent, what should I say, no thanks? Hehe...... All hypocritical words can't describe the sadness in my heart at this moment.

"I ...... I'm leaving. Jin Yan saw that I didn't speak, so he said again.

I still didn't move, and I didn't say a word. The only thing I was afraid of was that he would desperately beg me to be with him, that he would take me away regardless of everything, that he would question me indiscriminately, that he would resent me, blame me and even reprimand me...... However, he just said a few words, and that's it.

"Jin Yan ......" shouted out with an unfamiliar call, which made my heart feel even more bitter.

He didn't look back, a mountain of pain and hatred on his back, but he let out a soft "um".

"Take care." I struggled to spit these two words out of my mouth, and as soon as the words came out, his body shook violently.

I looked at his back like this, and I wanted to rush up from behind and hug him like before, desperate to have him, and thousands of mountains and rivers would accompany him, and the ends of the earth would follow him.

But no...... This sad reality, I'm someone else's woman.

He still didn't look back, I couldn't see his expression, I just saw his body trembling, and then, I heard him say softly, "Wait for me." ”

When I heard that, when I heard him say that, I had a dead and blind feeling. I watched him leave step by step, watched him turn around and walked to the elevator, watched him disappear from my sight, and then, there was no more in my heart, a hollow, as if his soul had been hollowed out.

"Live your life with Section Chief Zhao, and abide by women's morals! Section Chief Zhao's family is not ordinary! Tao Mengran stood proudly in front of me and spit out this sentence lightly.

"Jin Yan won't be with you! Tao Mengran, don't dream! I looked at her and said hatefully.

"It's a matter of people, it doesn't matter, what I have is patience. However, Pan Rushu, I am really happy to see that you are in such pain now. Tao Mengran smiled and turned away.

At that moment, I wanted to rush up and grab her by the hair and have a good fight with her. But I didn't, I subconsciously reached out and touched my belly, I really wanted to say to Jin Yan: "Jin Yan, do you know, we really have a baby, we really have a ......"

As soon as I thought of this, tears flowed down again. As soon as Jin Yan and Tao Mengran left, Zhao Qinhan walked over from the stairs at the safety exit. Hehe...... It turned out that he had been watching all along, coldly watching Jin Yan and I endure such a separation.

"Xiaoshu, it's okay, don't be sad, there will be me in the future." He came over and said very gently, and said, "I'm really afraid that you will go with him, I am really afraid, but fortunately you don't." ”

"Get the out of here!" My emotions were out of control at that moment, and I pointed at Zhao Qinhan and shouted, "You don't even dream that I will fall in love with you in my life!" Zhao Qinhan, you can get my people, but you don't want to get my heart in your dreams! ”

I shouted so loudly that I felt as if I had gone crazy at that moment, and I wished I had a sharp blade in my hand that would allow me to plunge directly into the chest of this despicable man!

Isn't it clear enough now? From the reappearance of Zhao Qinhan to the appearance of Tao Mengran, everything is simply that they have been planning for a long time! I looked at Zhao Qinhan sadly, I stepped back step by step, and I said, "You talked to me for so long that day, I really thought that I had wrongly blamed you, I really thought that maybe I didn't know you well enough before." But now I find out that I am wrong, you are still the sophisticating, cunning, scheming, unscrupulous man, and you will never change your wolf ambitions! ”

I leaned against the wall, the pain that surged like a storm hurt me all over my body, I just sat straight on the ground like that, I looked at Zhao Qinhan with extremely hateful eyes, I hate to break this paranoid madman into pieces, he ruined my lover, he ruined all my beauty, he is a madman! I hate him to the bone!

"Xiaoshu, don't get excited, I'm not what you think, I didn't do that!" Zhao Qinhan rushed over and wanted to help me up, but I pushed him away, and I looked at him with tears in my eyes, "Don't come here!" You bastard! Why do you want to take me away in such a heinous way? Why are you treating us like this? What are you trying to do with me? What are you trying to do with me? ”

"I don't have any plans, I'm just like you love Jin Yan, I love you deeply, I want to give you happiness, I want you to be my wife, I need you by my side, that's all!" Zhao Qinhan also looked at me emotionally, he clutched his chest and shouted, "My heart beats no less for you than Jin Yan, and I care no less for you than Jin Yan, but why have you always misunderstood me, why have you always resisted me so much, why have you always trampled on my feelings and even my dignity like this?" I love you, Pan Rushu, I have loved you since I was eighteen years old to now, my intentions are good, do you know a little? ”