No. 167: The beginning of the contradiction
After Zhou Xianrui finished speaking, seeing that Zhou Xianyu didn't move, he immediately pushed him again.
And Zhou Xianyu didn't fail to hear the other party's words clearly, but remembered the alienating words that Xiao Jinxuan said to him with a cold face before the banquet began.
Somehow, when he thought of being given a marriage, but now he was going to see Xiao Jinxuan alone, Zhou Xianyu, the king of war who had never been afraid of half a point in the face of thousands of horses, felt like a drum in his heart, and his nervous body was a little frozen.
It wasn't until Zhou Xianrui urged several times that he took a deep breath, stood up to find an excuse, and left the table with the other party.
On the way to the apse, the two brothers didn't speak, so they walked in a depressed atmosphere for a while, and then they saw Shen Wenqing and Xiao Jinxuan behind a corner.
Now that they were sitting next to a gazebo full of flowers, Xiao Jinxuan's thoughts were so chaotic that she didn't notice that someone was coming.
When she felt that someone was pulling her sleeve, she looked up and saw Zhou Xianyu standing beside her.
At this time, Zhou Xianrui and his wife had already walked out of the pavilion and stood guard not far away for them, so even if someone passed by and saw it, there were four people present now, and others just wanted to arrange it, so there was no gossip.
Speaking of Xiao Jinxuan, at the moment when she met Zhou Xianyu's eyes, her tears fell uncontrollably.
Even if she told herself in her heart that she shouldn't cry at this time, with this gift, she could get her wish and force Zhou Xianyu away from her.
But when she thought that she was really inseparable from Zhou Xianyu in this life, and there was no possibility of staying together, and she even had to watch each other marry a wife and have children, Xiao Jinxuan's heart hurt like a knife.
What kind of blood hatred, what kind of abandonment and love, Xiao Jinxuan can't care about it at all, she only feels that she is so tired and suffering, all the grievances have turned into tears, she can't help but just want to cry.
And Xiao Jinxuan's crying is not tight, Zhou Xianyu, who was already nervous in his heart, will simply be frightened by the six gods.
I don't care if I will be seen, he, the prospective groom who was just given by Emperor Ming, stepped forward and hugged Xiao Jinxuan in his arms, and said anxiously with pity in his eyes:
"Xuan'er, don't cry, in fact, I've always understood, there are too many things in your heart, and I'm useless, not only did I not open your heart knot, so that you can accept me completely, and now I have also provoked a marriage, but you can rest assured, when I return to the banquet, I will refuse this marriage, except for Xuan'er, I will not marry anyone."
Gu Qingge has admired Zhou Xianyu for more than ten years, but it is also true that His Royal Highness is ruthless to her, although there is a saying that sincerity is open.
But feelings are about fate, although Gu Qingge's infatuation for more than ten years has not changed, which is indeed moving, but Zhou Xianyu can't marry a woman he doesn't like at all because of pity and emotion.
Although Zhou Xianyu galloped on the battlefield, his heart could accommodate a million troops, but in the emotional world, his heart was extremely small, so small that he only pretended to be the next person in this life, and he could not achieve a group of wives and concubines, and the rain and dew were evenly wet.
This has a lot to do with the influence of his biological mother Concubine Rou when he was a child, but in any case, if he can't marry the woman he loves, he would rather resist the decree and refuse to marry than marry Gu Qingge to enter the palace.
Listening to Zhou Xianyu in his ears, his voice was panicked and promised himself affectionately, Xiao Jinxuan did not push him away this time, but leaned tightly in his arms, full of affection and reluctance to snuggle up with the other party.
Zhou Xianyu wanted to be a couple in this life because of her childhood experience, but Xiao Jinxuan was not hurt too deeply in her previous life, so what she wanted to find was also a relationship that would not be betrayed.
But now such a relationship is in front of her, and the two of them are now embracing each other, but Xiao Jinxuan feels that Zhou Xianyu is getting farther and farther away from her.
asked the other party to refuse to marry in public for her, when Zhou Xianyu said this, Xiao Jinxuan was moved, but she was not so bad that she would let the other party commit such a heinous crime.
Don't forget that Emperor Ming is Zhou Xianyu's father, but he is also the king of a country, Xiao Jinxuan even thought that if Zhou Xianyu refused to marry, he would be reprimanded and punished at best, and even cut off the prince, and it was not impossible to enter the dungeon.
Don't forget that the six princes were only accused of killing a county lord at the beginning, and now they can't be promoted to the title of prince for the rest of their lives, and they have been relegated to a cold place.
Even if Zhou Xianyu is in the love of Emperor Ming, once the authority of the emperor is touched, for the majesty of the Son of Heaven, it is impossible for Emperor Ming not to punish him.
is the most ruthless emperor's family, this has never been an empty talk, so seeing that Zhou Xianyu did not hesitate to make plans to resist marriage for her, Xiao Jinxuan felt that she could get someone so sincere in this life, she was already satisfied, and she had no more luxury.
What's more, just like Zhou Xianyu, who is dedicated to protecting her, Xiao Jinxuan has nothing that she can't do for the sake of the other party.
Therefore, after crying, Xiao Jinxuan, whose emotions slowly stabilized, suddenly nestled in Zhou Xianyu's arms, wiping her tears and her voice in a dumb voice, and laughed lowly.
Her abnormal behavior frightened Zhou Xianyu a lot, and she immediately pulled Xiao Jinxuan out of her arms gently, and asked anxiously:
"Xuan'er, you're okay, don't worry, don't think nonsense, no matter what happens, everything is with me, you can rest assured."
Zhou Xianyu has heard that this person will be damaged by a huge stimulus, and he will be crazy from then on, seeing Xiao Jinxuan crying and laughing, he is really worried that the other party will have an accident, so how can it be good.
Hearing this, Xiao Jinxuan looked at him sarcastically, and then pushed Zhou Xianyu away, and she covered her mouth and laughed even more.
Her laughter not only made Zhou Xianyu foggy, but even Shen Wenqing, who was guarding not far away, was puzzled by the bursts of laughter that came.
"Lord Wang, let's go over and take a look, why do I think Jinxuan's current state seems to be a little abnormal, don't have something wrong."
Obviously, Shen Wenqing would have the same thoughts as Zhou Xianyu, and they both felt that Xiao Jinxuan couldn't stand the stimulation and had some mental problems.
But Zhou Xianrui frowned, looked at Xiao Jinxuan's slender figure from afar, and said with great certainty:
"Don't worry, the Miss Xiao Si in my impression is by no means as fragile as you think, she will behave abnormally now, there must be her intentions, if I guess correctly, her fate with the seventh brother is probably going to be broken today, let's not bother them, leave this last time to each other."
Upon hearing this, Shen Wenqing had a look of surprise on his face, and couldn't help but hurriedly ask:
"What does the prince mean by this, didn't you ask the concubine to bring Jinxuan here, just to tell the two of them to talk about it, don't be suspicious because of the marriage? How can it be so good that it becomes a love affair today, they obviously have each other in their hearts, how can they be willing to let go easily. ”
When Zhou Xianrui heard this, he couldn't help but raise his head and sighed heavily with a melancholy face.
"Wen Qing, don't you know that the will of heaven is difficult to disobey this sentence? Our father is the Son of Heaven, what he said is the will of heaven, and now the father has given the seventh brother a marriage, if the two of them are still tied to each other, do you know what the consequences are, you are thinking about the character of the seventh brother, and what will happen, these don't need me to say, you should also be clear. ”
As soon as he heard this, Shen Wenqing's face turned pale, and he immediately said in horror:
"The temper of the seventh brother is as fierce as fire, and he acts recklessly, I am afraid that he will definitely refuse to marry in public, and at that time, he will not only bear the charge of disobedience, but also be spurned by the world, forget filial piety, disobey the orders of his parents, and live with this infamy for the rest of his life."
Looking at Xiao Jinxuan again, Zhou Xianrui nodded and smiled helplessly.
"Yes, these things, the seventh brother's temperament may not think about it, but the fourth lady is thoughtful, and she will definitely not think about it, it was just a bloodstained letter, she cried in order to show her heart, Wen Qing, you say, if she knows that Zhou Xianyu refuses to marry, she will be infamous for a lifetime, and she will be punished and convicted, according to the king's understanding of her, the fourth miss will definitely be ruthless."
Ignoring Shen Wenqing, his eyes were already red, and Zhou Xianrui said to himself:
"Since she is destined not to stay together, she will definitely leave resolutely, so now she will be so abnormal, I think it is to break the last thoughts of Xianyu, but even if the seventh brother leaves, the rest of the sorrow will have to be swallowed by her alone, this girl is sometimes strong, which makes people feel distressed."
If you say that in this world, the person who knows Xiao Jinxuan best is definitely not the second choice except for Zhou Xianrui.
Just as Zhou Xianrui thought, Xiao Jinxuan, who would do this, was using the most sarcastic face and the most ruthless words to stimulate Zhou Xianyu's bottom line and force the other party back completely.
Seeing that Xiao Jinxuan had stopped laughing, the cold and gentle of the past was completely gone, and her expression was full of disdain and kitsch.
Then I saw her laugh mockingly, and said with a soft snort:
"Your Royal Highness, you don't think that the tears I shed just now are really for you, I just feel sorry for the princess who is about to get my hands on the throne, and I just disappeared, it's a pity, just a little bit, you are the fat in my mouth, let me take what I want."
Seeing that Xiao Jinxuan's expression and words were not only unbearable, but also the tone made people feel bored, Zhou Xianyu was stunned, and asked in disbelief for a long time:
"Xuan'er, what do you mean by this, what do you mean by disappearing, giving and taking? Could it be that you alienated me before, and it was all a show. ”
Zhou Xianyu is a child who grew up in the palace, and the trick of the concubine who wants to refuse and welcome in order to fight for it is commonplace for him.
Seeing that Xiao Jinxuan's words were all revealing this meaning, he immediately felt his heart sink, as if there were many beautiful things between each other, which would be like a broken mirror, all of them were shattered.
When Xiao Jinxuan heard this, she immediately smiled calmly, and nodded directly and admitted it.
"It turns out that His Royal Highness is not stupid, he reacted so quickly, I, Xiao Jinxuan, am a concubine, you also know this, if it weren't for some means, how could I capture His Highness's heart, but unfortunately God doesn't want to fulfill me, but now the Holy One has given you a marriage, which really ruined my entire plan."
Seeing Xiao Jinxuan sighing there, Zhou Xianyu didn't want to believe it at all, all this was true in front of him.
He took a few steps back, his eyes full of injuries, and still did not give up and asked:
"Xuan'er, you're annoyed with me now, so what you're saying is angry, right, Xiao Jinxuan I know, it shouldn't be what you look like now, let's stop making trouble, okay, Xuan'er, don't say it."
In my impression, that gentle and cold face, somehow in my mind, became more and more blurred, looking at the face in front of me who sneered at him, full of kitsch, but extremely familiar.
Zhou Xianyu only felt that Xiao Jinxuan was very strange now, and his heart was like falling into an ice cellar, and he couldn't burn the slightest warmth and affection.