The car stopped at Jingshan Villa and I was sent back safely.

When I walked in the door, I saw Ye Feiqing in the house, I walked over and sat down on another sofa, and I didn't look at him, my eyes fell on the TV with the news playing in the room.

That flashing face, I just met two days ago, the person who asked me to call him Fu Lao.

I flashed my eyelashes, and a clear light crossed my mind, who were the bosses of those people who arrested me just now? It can't be him, right?

Is it because of the Fu family? So he's trying to teach me a lesson? Or is it a little more ruthless to make my life worse than death?

After a brief moment of distraction, I said, "Ye Feiqing, do you still trust me now?"

After not getting an answer from him for a while, I turned to look at him.

"She said to me, you are willing to let go of those things and let go of hatred for me." I smiled wryly and said, "Actually, you can't let go after all."

Because he is still wary of me, and still doesn't trust me, otherwise how could he let people follow me?

His shocked brows furrowed, and his peach blossom eyes were full of confusion.

Just by looking at his expression, I actually understood everything.

I don't think even he could figure out how much he trusted me, or not at all.

With my words, he also began to struggle, did he trust me or didn't trust me? He said he was ready to let go, did he really let go or did he still not have one?

He seemed to be lost in thought, and did not speak for a long time.

I continued: "Why be silent? Just because you can't answer doesn't mean you're not sure, right? ”

How can it be said that you can let go and let go? Those pasts, those betrayals are like a brand seared into his bone marrow, how can it be said that there is no and there is none?

Unable to sit still in silence for a while, I got up and went to the kitchen, and although I had a snack to cushion my stomach, after some fright, I felt that I was hungry again.

When I opened the refrigerator, the refrigerator was no longer as empty as before, and I could only eat instant noodles.

I paused, sweet and astringent in my heart, knowing that he had bought it.

I cooked rice and stir-fried a few dishes.

Ye Feiqing was still sitting on the sofa with his legs folded and leisurely, still maintaining the previous posture, his hands clenched into fists on his cheeks, staring at the TV without blinking a pair of peach blossom eyes, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

After bringing the dishes out, I took two pairs of chopsticks out of the kitchen.

After a moment's hesitation, I finally called him, "I've cooked, do you want to eat?"

Actually, I didn't expect much from him, although he also ate what I made later, but after all, there were very few, except for the medicine I boiled a few days ago, it seemed that the food and the like could be counted on one hand.

There have been two times when I ate my cooking, which one was not in full state? In the end, I didn't eat it.

He looked sideways, then stood up and walked over and sat down, and I handed him the chopsticks and the bowl for the rice.

I drooped my head slightly, and I thought abruptly, this seemed to be the first time he had eaten my meal in the real sense, and it was also a rare time for us to sit down and have a meal together for so long.

Because of what I said before, we were all relatively silent at the dinner table, and no one spoke for a while.

I was still eating when he was finished, and when he put down the dishes, he asked me, "Why didn't you ask me about her and the child?"

I paused for a moment, a little surprised, I didn't expect him to mention it.

He never told me, I thought he wouldn't tell me, maybe because he didn't think I needed to know, so he never mentioned it, even though I already knew about the existence of their mother and son.

Naturally, I wouldn't say it because I believed you or anything like that, and before today, I didn't like him at all.

After a moment's pause, I whispered, "Ask?" What is there to ask? You know I already know, and you never mentioned it, and if you wanted me to know, even if I didn't ask, you would tell me, and if you didn't want to say, you would say it if I asked? ”

I'm afraid it's not likely.

There is also a huge factor in my personality, and as long as the other party doesn't say anything like this, I won't ask about it.

And I was already cautious and walking on thin ice between me and him, so how could I ask?

I am also afraid, afraid that the beauty in front of me will soon shatter like a calm surface of ice, turn into ice slag, and finally melt into the prototype.

He looked at me deeply and then withdrew his gaze, and after a while I heard him say, "Do you know whose child Muyang is?"

I shook my head.

He didn't answer me, but turned around and went to the coffee table to get a cigarette and lit it, and took two puffs before turning to me and saying, "He's the child of the dead Senior Brother Xi."

Senior Brother Xi, isn't he the senior brother who took them to start a business together, and finally jumped off the building because he couldn't compensate for the liquidated damages?

"Before Senior Brother Xi died, Jiapei had already found out that she was pregnant, but due to Senior Brother Xi's anxiety every day, she didn't have a chance to say it, and she swallowed the words back to her mouth several times, and then Senior Brother Xi died."

His words stuck in my throat, like a thorn stuck in my throat, and I couldn't make a sound.

There is a sense of sinner's guilt growing in my heart and overriding my heart.

If it weren't for me, that child wouldn't have been born without a father, and her mother wouldn't have lost her husband before she got married.

I finally understood why she said to me in that MMS message: Because of you, we can't be together as a family.

That paternity test, she did it on purpose, because of revenge, she knew I would care, and that thing also successfully made my heart ache.

If it weren't for her words today, in my distrust of Ye Feiqing, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to react until now.

"Senior Brother Xi's death hit Jiapei very hard, she suffered from depression, and tried to commit suicide several times, it was Zhuo Min who pulled her back from the ghost gate again and again, because of her poor health, Muyang was born prematurely, because of her frailty, Muyang was put in the incubator for nearly a year, so he looks one year younger than a childhood child."

"He is not in good health, he has been weak and sick since he was a child, and he will have a fever if he doesn't pay attention to it, everyone is very busy at that time, and I am a little free, so I often go to take care of their mother and son, and then Muyang is sensible, he will always ask his daddy, he began to ask her mommy to ask for daddy, and then I told him that I am his daddy."

I know, no wonder Ye Feiqing would be so good to that child, it turned out that it was because of the relationship between Senior Brother Xi, Senior Brother Xi was very good to him at that time, took good care of him, and he also loved this senior very much, how could he not like his son?

I thought about it for a while, when Jia Pei gave birth to a child, I had already had a falling out with Ye Feiqing because of the drinking incident, and I was not by his side, and then I was taken back to China by Shen Chengchi, and then I forgot all the things related to him.

I didn't answer after he said this, what can I say? Sorry? It doesn't seem to make sense.

Ye Feiqing hated me at first, he knew that I drugged him, and because of the vicious things I 'did' to Lin Shanshan, he hated me, and later learned the truth, knowing that what I did was much more than that, knowing that I lost my father because of my child, and his guilt for their mother and son was even deeper.

He didn't mention it, he didn't tell me, he didn't want me to know these things, he didn't want me to feel uncomfortable.

Although he still doesn't trust me, he has tried to let go after all, which shows that he still has me in his heart, but some things have left a mark, after all, he can't help himself, and habit has made him make a decision first.

Zhuo Min? I finally remembered the name, when Senior Brother Xi started his business, wasn't there a programmer named Zhuo Min.

Thinking of Jiapei's words, I don't want him to be embarrassed, from Jiapei's mouth, I already know that his friends are not optimistic about us, presumably his friends are also friends who used to start a business together.

Senior Brother Xi is very good, he has never treated anyone badly, and he said that he exchanged his heart for his heart, which must be the reason why they have helped Jiapei's mother and son for so many years.

He and Zhuo Min are friends who have come out of suffering, and their feelings are naturally different.

I thought bitterly, didn't I say that brothers are like siblings, and women are like clothes? And...... I don't want him to have a stiff relationship with them because of me.

I said, "Wait a minute, you can take me to Fu Xue's bachelor apartment."

He frowned, and a clear look crossed his eyes: "You want to go?"