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Actually, I shouldn't think too much, because according to this logic, the first thing I should question is myself, I was not short of money at all, and even when my living conditions were extremely superior, why should I play the game of children's finger gambling?

There are not so many whys in life, because many things are quite inexplicable from birth.

Three days later, a small sign was hung at the door that read: "Closed during the Chinese New Year, officially opened on the eighth day of the new year!" ”

A few days before Chinese New Year's Eve, I sneaked back to the old house in the deep city, only to find that no one continued to live there.

It is estimated that Zhang Ailing will not come back, even if she returns to China during the Chinese New Year, she should not come to Shencheng.

Originally, I planned to accompany my parents for the New Year, but because of my brother's birth, I didn't have the heart to go home at all.

I was worried that it would affect my parents, so I didn't even dare to call them.

Now that the matter of giving birth to my brother is completely solved, and the New Year is approaching, I don't plan to catch the troubled waters of the Spring Festival, and I decided not to go back for the New Year.

I called Zhang Ailing's mother, but she didn't answer my call, so I called Uncle Liao and found that Uncle Liao's original mobile phone number was deactivated.

I sent a message to Eileen Chang's mother, saying some words of blessing and wishing them a happy new year and good health for the whole family.

Zhang Ailing's mother finally replied to me with a message, saying: "They won't come back for the Chinese New Year, and I'll let you know when I return to China next year." ”

I messaged back and asked, "Why can't Uncle Liao's phone get through?" If he changes to a new number, can you give me the contact information? ”

Zhang Ailing's mother didn't pay attention to me anymore, so I didn't know what happened to Uncle Liao at all.

I know that Eileen Chang once had a deep affection for me, and I am even sure of one thing, as long as I am given the opportunity to be alone with Eileen Chang, I will definitely be able to persuade Eileen Chang to return to me.

It's a pity that I don't have this kind of opportunity at all, because neither the current Zhang Ailing nor Wang Hongming will ever give me such an opportunity.

I hate Zhang Ailing, and I also ruthless Wang Hongming, I hate him for breaking up me and Zhang Ailing and the children, but I can't do anything at all, I am not qualified to fight with others at all, because I have done too many things wrong.

Although I don't give up, I can only accept this reality temporarily, I have been in the deep city for many days, there is no progress and hope, so I plan to go to Australia after the Chinese New Year.

Chinese New Year's Eve, this is the traditional Chinese New Year for Chinese, but on this day I don't feel the atmosphere of the New Year at all.

It's not about the environment, it's about people.

If a person is not in the mood, even if the people around him are happy, it is estimated that it will be difficult to bring him in.

The snacks and restaurants in the neighborhood were closed, and there were suddenly fewer places to eat except for the big restaurants and hotels, so I had to go to the supermarket and buy some bucket noodles and snacks.

I haven't cooked for a long time, in fact, I was already reluctant to cook for my wife Zhang Ailing, and I only did it a few times.

Since I came to Hubei Village to rent a house this time, I have never cooked anything in the house, let alone stir-fried food, and I have not even bought a rice cooker or microwave.

The sound of firecrackers sounded, and it was clearly said that whipping was forbidden, but fireworks were still set off in urban villages, and it was estimated that no one would pay attention to it, after all, it was the New Year, and these were also customs.

I don't have TV, and I haven't watched TV for a long time.

A computer, connected to the Internet, that's the only thing I can do for fun.

I haven't watched the Spring Festival Gala for many years, and I don't remember it myself.

The last time I watched the Spring Festival Gala, my parents wanted to watch it, and when I chatted with them, I watched it for a while by the way. I guess I was in high school at the time, I guess.

Since I came to Shencheng, I have never watched the Spring Festival Gala, only once in the hospital for the New Year, that day the ward TV played the Spring Festival Gala, but I actually fell asleep.

Eileen Zhang does not watch the Spring Festival Gala, so in the past few years of marriage, Eileen Zhang and I have been lying in bed on Chinese New Year's Eve, either chatting or doing that thing.

Although I haven't watched the Spring Festival Gala for many years, this Spring Festival Gala still let me see a lot of familiar faces, but now they are much older and no longer what I remember them.

Feng Gong and Cai Ming, I was very impressed, because when I remembered, they always appeared on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala, and now that I am married and have children, they still continue to perform on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala.

When I watch the Spring Festival Gala now, what I watch is not the Spring Festival Gala, but a feeling, a memory.

Live broadcast of the Spring Festival Gala on the Internet, there is also a barrage, of course, trolls still account for the majority, so I originally watched the Spring Festival Gala, and later changed to watch the barrage, it turns out that the barrage is more interesting than the Spring Festival Gala.

I especially like to watch some people fight on the barrage, especially the mutual spraying between different celebrity fans, I watch the people on the barrage pinch each other with the mentality that watching the excitement is not too big.

Many times, in order to maintain their idols, different celebrity fans do not hesitate to attack each other's fans' celebrity idols, and then after a few rounds of attacks on each other, most of them become personal attacks between fans.

I also think it's too funny to be able to attack each other's parents and ancestors for the sake of celebrity idols.

It is estimated that no celebrity has ever been so angry and crazy, but fans are more angry and crazy than celebrity idols.

I can't name most of the young generation of stars who came out of the Spring Festival Gala, because I haven't paid attention to entertainment star idols for a long time, so I don't know all these little fresh meats, even if a few little girls come out that make my eyes shine, I can't name them.

I can't name them, there is a prompt at the Spring Festival Gala, and their names are indicated on the screen, but when I see their names, I don't have any impression at all, because I really don't know them.

I realized at this time that I was really a little old, in fact, I was not yet 30 years old, but I had been out of touch with the young people of this society for at least five years.

I remember that my favorite celebrities when I was a kid were all from Hong Kong and Taiwan, so I won't be embarrassed here.

Hong Kong and Taiwan film and television, for me, is an indelible classic, and now even they themselves are confused and unable to find the direction, so the classics and glory have gradually died out, but Hong Kong and Taiwan are becoming more and more suitable for the current market, and a series of things that do not know what to call have been born.

I once went to the movies with Zhang Ailing, and then I once doubted the aesthetics of young people now, and even began to doubt life.

Because I think a movie that is bad can have a box office of more than one billion, Zhang Ailing and I both think it's incredible.

I don't know if it was me and Eileen Chang who stayed away from the public, or if the public stayed away from us, since that time, Eileen Chang and I have hardly gone to the movies much.

Zhao Benshan came out, and the stage of the Spring Festival Gala seemed to have reached a climax again.

I used to appreciate Zhao Benshan's performance, and I used to like Zhao Benshan very much, but one day after I discovered Zhao Benshan's routine, I began to reflect, is it only by pretending to be crazy and stupid can I entertain the public?

Many people have said that when people perform on stage, as long as it can make you happy, isn't it great?

The truth doesn't seem to be wrong at all, but there are many kinds of stages, and some stages are better than trying not to be funny.

It's a pity that there is no classification system in our country, and all programs and films can be watched by the whole people, regardless of age, which has caused a big problem, that is, the review mechanism is too strict, and it has become a one-size-fits-all approach.