213 Because of deep love, so mercy
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On that day, I understood that Mink was here to provoke, I understood that she was here to proudly declare the fact that she already had a child and I didn't, and I understood that she wanted to tell me that Xu Cheng was not unsympathetic to her. However, in the face of her sincere show-off, I didn't have any hatred, but instead a deep pain and pity.
Because of the same deep love, it is extra compassionate. I understand the taste of humble love, I admire her for so many years, I am amazed by the deep affection between her and Xu Cheng, and I am also very compassionate to the child in her belly. That's what I tried hard to get after several twists and turns, that's what I got Xu Cheng's deep love but never begged for, that's what we love and desire at the same time.
At that moment, because I understood this kind of love, I didn't have the slightest hatred for this rival in front of me. At that moment, I was haunted by the sentence why women are embarrassed by women. At that moment, for the first time in my life, I did not proudly raise my head in the face of provocation, but thought with compassion that I might have withdrawn.
I actually hugged Mink pretentiously, and I actually said to her, if you can really be happy, I am willing to fulfill you. We didn't make any noise, and we were talking about something so intense and blood-pumping, I couldn't get angry at all. At that moment, I suddenly understood that Xu Cheng couldn't help it.
This woman touched me with affection for him, and I think it must be able to move him too. I thought, if I were me, I might never be able to love so humbly, no matter how good a man is.
Therefore, I chose to break up with Xu, since my love is no longer pure, it is better to give them a chance, maybe Xu Cheng will finally compromise with life with the years, and finally accept the child and mink, and achieve another good story.
As for me, I just want to make a final fight in the final farewell, so I came to such a thrilling sex with him so vividly. I didn't expect that God gave me such face, and it really made my dream come true.
It's just that God, don't you feel embarrassed that you let two women who love him dearly conceive his child almost at the same time without his knowledge?
I remembered that the mink stroked his belly happily and said: I must give him the best and best motherly love in the world, and I feel that God has favored me so much.
And I, after a few months apart, actually did the same thing, saying to that little dot: I will definitely love you well and give you the best and best love in the world......
That perpetrator, you've done two bad things in a row, you know? …… Thinking about this dramatic result, I actually laughed out loud and thought it was bloody, but it really happened.
I remembered for a long time, every word that Mink said at that time was deeply imprinted in my mind, I remember the light breeze on my surface and the turbulence in my heart, I remember the heartfelt envy and unforgettable heartache in my heart at that time, I remember the sweaty fist clenched when I was extremely entangled but unable to express it, I remember that she smiled so happily, she announced to me that she had his child, but I couldn't slap her as impassionedly as all the main rooms.
I want to say: Mink, I have it too, what do you think should be done about this?
I want to say: Xu Cheng, what will you do when two women appear in front of you with their children in a year?
Of course, I would never allow that to happen. My self-esteem, my pride, do not allow me to use a child to trap my love, my affection, my lovesickness will only linger in my heart, my dreams, it is I who don't want him, it is he who has caused the rift in our relationship, it is he who has always had the shadow of another woman in his heart, but he has never confided in me.
I even suddenly realized that when I once told him that I really felt uncomfortable with Dai Xiangwei, he blurted out a sentence of "he understands but he can't accept it". I'm the same, we each love each other, but because we're good enough, God has given us another kind of relationship called Red and Blue Yan, that kind of relationship is so similar to love, I once almost deviated from the casting of a big mistake, and Xu Cheng has deviated from the casting of a big mistake.
I stared at that text message for a long, long time, and I was thinking about where he would be when he texted me, and I was thinking about the expression he typed out at that time...... Then, with all my determination, I pressed the clear button, and in an instant, all my thoughts were so easily written off.
In order to calm my thoughts, I began to read the Buddhist scriptures, and began to chant endlessly in my mouth like an old man. The old man seemed to see that I was uneasy, took me to play chess, taught me how to take care of flowers and plants, and taught me to draw Chinese paintings. In a flash, a month passed. The time on the mountain is really casual and pleasant, under the influence of Buddhism, I feel that the whole person is ethereal, pure heart and few desires, no desires and no desires.
When I went down the mountain again, I actually had a feeling of being in a different world, and I felt that everything was not real. I went to the prenatal checkup again, and the doctor said that everything was normal and prescribed some conventional tocolytic pills, but the old man would not let me take them, and the old man said that my body would be handed over to him.
Strangely, the old man never asked me who my child was, and although the eyes he looked at on Chinese New Year's Eve clearly concealed a lot of deep meaning, he never asked me anything about feelings. I found out that when a person has reached a certain level, he can indeed be pure with six roots.
Dai Xiangwei accompanied me to the prenatal checkup, and when he drove up the mountain to pick me up and told me that the fairy called him to accompany me to the prenatal checkup, I was so surprised that my jaw almost didn't drop.
Dai Xiangwei laughed, and he said: Do you know what your mother called me about?
I shook my head and said I don't know, he learned from our emphasis and said: Xiangwei, the matter has come to this, Auntie doesn't say much, children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, although I am surprised that you became my son-in-law, but the raw rice is cooked and cooked, I don't want to say anything, I can't let it be a single mother. If you want me to say, is it inappropriate for you to ignore my daughter like this? I don't know what's going on between you, but now that you're pregnant, you've got to give our family an explanation, right? Although it is not a problem for our family to support a child without a father, this matter has to be solved, Xiangwei, what do you think?
When he pinched his nose and learned the fairy's words vividly, I almost didn't laugh my big teeth off, and I said, "Hey, it's really fun to have such a living treasure-level mother."
He still couldn't stop laughing, he said: Nima, I didn't do this, why did I carry the black pot, this world is really a little unfair to me, there is a daughter who can't recognize each other, and now I will be a father again. Sure enough, I came out to pay it back, and I suddenly felt that Ah Pao and I were really brothers.
I glared at him, and I said, "Hey, get down to business, so how would you?"
He said shyly: How can I go back, I can only say, I know, Auntie, I will be responsible for it and the child in the belly, don't worry. I'll give them an explanation.
No wonder the fairy called an hour ago and said weakly: Don't ask someone to send you down later, Xiangwei will drive to pick you up, you just wait on the mountain. I'm a little unwell, so let him accompany you for the prenatal checkup, and I'll hang up.
At the time, I wondered how the fairy could react like this, and it seemed that I was very unhappy and had no choice but to accept it. It turned out that this grandson did the ghost.
I scolded: Dai Xiangwei, you are sick, now we can't wash it by jumping into the Yellow River. You're doing this to me and yourself, you know? Really, it's okay to joke about this.
He smiled and said nothing, took a brand new blanket from the trunk and spread it on the back parking space, and then said: It is not safe for pregnant women to sit in the front, so you can sit in the back.
His reaction made me particularly confused, got into the car, he drove slowly, I said: Dai Xiangwei, don't make such jokes in the future, the fairy will be serious.
He didn't speak, turned on the stereo in the car, and put on a CD from Bandari, soft music, the kind without lyrics.
Seeing that he didn't speak, I said again: Although I didn't plan to reconcile with Xu Cheng, I didn't want you to carry the black pot, and I wouldn't marry you.
Without looking back, he gave me a middle finger with one free hand and continued driving.
I said again: Dai grandson, don't do anything stupid, it's not worth it for me.
He still didn't speak, just stared intently at the winding mountain road, constantly circling around, but the speed was extraordinarily steady, unlike his style.
I continued: Dai grandson, I know that I have always been good enough to you, and I have always owed you. However, in this life, I really can't pay it back.
He looked at me in the rearview mirror, raised an eyebrow at me, and then didn't speak.
I was in a hurry, I said: Dai Xiangwei, I tell you, I will not marry you, let alone marry you with other people's children! Don't be too stupid!
After I finished speaking, he suddenly stopped the car, turned around, and said to me word by word: Yi Zhizhi, I tell you, I didn't want to marry you, nor did I think about being a father, you think too much!
I was a little deflated, weakly said an oh word, and then pretended to look out the window as if nothing happened, but in my heart I kept accusing myself, you really think too much.
He continued to drive at a very steady pace to the bottom of the hill, and then he suddenly said: I just think that if you need the most insipid companionship, maybe I can give it to you. After all, it's not like we're without affection.
I was stunned, then speechless, and along the way, we were all silent, each with our own thoughts. He took me to the prenatal check-up, and ran errands for me like my man, and the doctor mistook him for my husband and told him a lot, and he listened to them all and listened very carefully.
It's just that his ambiguous attitude made it difficult for me. When did he start, he turned out to be as deep as Xu Cheng, which made me unpredictable and unable to understand what his true intentions were.
Mink's to Xu Cheng and Dai Xiangwei's to Xu Cheng are clearly different emotions, but they are so the same.
There is no pure friendship between men and women.
How many people love someone in the name of friendship? Only dare to say I love you on April Fool's Day?
Mink is pregnant, and so is it, what the is it, but it's the real thing.
In reality, this kind of bloody situation really happens.
Friends, don't be lazy, for the sake of Ke Chun's dazzling and foul smell and insisting on finishing the code before going to take a shower and sleep, don't be stingy with your tickets, smash it to your heart's content!