Extra-Fu Xue:

I was just about to leave work when I heard Sugar Candy calling, "Dad."

I turned around and saw the dusty Li Jingfang appear in my sight.

"Just got off the plane?" I asked.

He nodded.

I said, "Sugar Candy misses you a lot, you can bring him back tonight."

He said yes, then took out a box for me, "For you." ”

I didn't say thank you to him politely.

"Why don't you open it and take a look?" He asked.

"It's the same when you go back and see it." I say.

Li Jingfang picked up Tangtang: "Then let's go to dinner together?"

I shook my head: "No, I'm a little tired, I want to go back and rest early."

I said, "You must be tired too, so go back and rest early."

He didn't force it, and said goodbye to me with sugar candy.

The house I rented was not far from the gallery, so I didn't need to take a taxi, and it was only a 10-minute walk.

Thinking of Fu Yao, I took out my mobile phone and called up her phone and hesitated to call it, I have done a lot of this action in the past few days, but in the end I still didn't call, and finally stuffed the phone back into my pocket.

I wasn't touched when Fu Yao came to me, although I kept saying that I forgot the past and started over, but after so many years, I still can't forget.

How can you say that if you forget, you will forget? I didn't have amnesia, and those memories are so unforgettable.

It's not that I don't miss them, it's not that I don't want to see them, but when I see them, I can't help but think of the child I lost.

I know that Fu Yao is not to blame, and it is not her fault, but the hurdle in my heart just can't be overcome, and I can't calmly face the people and things that have passed.

The child who had taken shape in my womb became an eternal pain in my heart.

While thinking about this, I walked home, and my mood was melancholy.

This building was repaired relatively early, there is no elevator, I live on the third floor, the sensor light on the third floor has been broken for several days, and the property has not been repaired, so when I was about to reach the third floor, I had already taken out my mobile phone to illuminate.

As soon as I opened the door, I was dragged into the house with a force, and then the door quickly closed behind me, and I was pressed against the door, unable to move.

The heart is pounding, such an unexpected situation is afraid that even people will be startled.

When I smell the familiarity, even if I don't have to turn on the lights, I already know who the person in front of me is who is strong against me.

I reached for the light, but he grabbed my hand, and he held my hand tightly, and in the darkness, my gaze met his.

"Let it go." I said coldly, but he was unmoved.

I said indifferently: "Su Jingchu, I think I have made it very clear to you, we can't do it, you better let it go."

As soon as I finished speaking, he grabbed me by the waist, and he grabbed me domineeringly, so that I was pressed tightly against his body, and my chest was squeezed a little breathless, as if I was going to suffocate.

The breath is intertwined, there is a kind of ambiguous aa, there is a subtle aura floating in the air, I am a little awkward and I turn my face away to avoid his breath.

His low voice came: "You still have to die of this heart, I won't get a divorce."

"If you start a lawsuit, it doesn't seem to do you any good, right?" I turned my head and looked at him coldly in the dark.

"Threaten me?"

"I'm just kindly reminding you."

Su Jingchu's identity, the president of the Su family, if he starts a divorce lawsuit, the impact will not be good, and it will cause him some damage to the company, I think, this is not what he wants to see.

He seemed to smile: "Thank you for the reminder, I don't care."

I was a little annoyed to break free from him, but his strength was extraordinarily strong, and he grabbed my waist more and more.

During the struggle, our clothes were a little messy, and my already loose hair was scattered behind me, and some playfully ran to my forehead, obscuring my vision.

In the dark, he combed my hair, hooked the ear hair that covered my vision behind my ear, and said in a gentle voice: "Fu Xue, come back, come back to me."

Although he had already explained to me that Yao Min's child was not his, and although he had explained everything between him and Yao Min, I was not impressed.

Even if there is nothing between him and Yao Min, even if he is good to Yao Min just because she is not doing well.

Yao Min is kind to him, so he wants to repay her, even if he knows that he took money to give Yao Min to go to school, or even used money to buy a house for Yao Min or to see Yao Min's adoptive father and adoptive mother, letting Yao Min study abroad is not because of love, but because of gratitude, even if this is the case, these still can't be a reason for me to forgive him.

Because I don't want to remember anymore, I don't want to touch it anymore, so everything has nothing to do with forgiveness, I really want to say goodbye to the past, I don't want to remember it again.

"Never!" I stopped struggling, and gave him two words ruthlessly and coldly.

He didn't say anything more, the atmosphere fell silent, and I could even feel the sadness and hardship that permeated him.

He just stood in a stalemate with me, motionless.

Being tied around my waist like this, I couldn't help breaking the silence: "Su Jingchu, why are you like this?" With your identity, what kind of woman do you want as long as you want? Why are you holding on to me? Moreover, I can't have any more children, your Su family has a big business, can you accept it without an heir? ”

He said darkly: "I don't want anyone, I only want you, even if you can't be reborn, I don't mind."

I sneered, "It seems too early for you to say this."

"I, Su Jingchu, never say anything that I am not sure of, as long as I say it, it is a promise."

"But you don't love me at all, do you?"

He retorted: "Who says I don't love?"

I sneered: "But I don't feel how much you love me, Su Jingchu, if that's your love, I think it's too shallow, so shallow that people can't feel your love at all, so you don't love me at all, since that's the case, why do you ......"

Before I could finish my sentence, he choked my lips.

He kissed me deeply, devouring my breath violently, I dodged and avoided it, but he chased after me like a storm, so that I could not escape, and there was nowhere to hide.

I couldn't survive him, I was defeated, and my body softened, he put his arm around my waist and let me cling to him, so I didn't sit on the ground weakly.

Sensing my compromise, his lips let go of me, and he hugged me tightly and pressed my head into his chest.

I panted against his chest and heard him say, "If I didn't love you, I wouldn't have been looking for you for three years."

He said, "If I didn't love you, I wouldn't marry you."

He said, "If I didn't love you, I wouldn't want to die myself when I knew about those things."

I know that the things he was referring to were the things that happened between Yao Min and me.

Although Fu Yao has always kept what happened in the gallery from me, I still know the truth long after that incident, where I had a car accident.

If they don't say it, naturally someone will tell me, and that person is Lin Anxin.

I was talking to her on the phone, and when she told me this, I was in a trance, and that's when I got into a car accident.

Su Jingchu said: "I know that we had a lot of misunderstandings before, and I also know that I am not good enough, as long as you are willing to give me another chance, I am willing to change."

After the excitement, his voice calmed down, and he said to me cautiously, "Ah Xue, shall we start again?"

I shook my head, I hadn't spoken yet, he continued, "Do you know why I went to the Fu family to propose?" Actually, we've met for a long time, at school, but you don't seem to remember me. ”

I was stunned, a little surprised.

I knew that Su Jingchu was a man of the year in college, and I did meet him a few times, but I thought he wouldn't pay attention to me, but I didn't want to......

"I don't know if it was love at first sight, I thought I would be you for the rest of my life, but when I recklessly married you back......"

After a pause, he said: "You don't know how happy I was on the day of the wedding, they may not understand and think that this marriage is too hasty, but I know that this is what I want, in fact, the most important factor that contributed to this marriage is that I learned that the Fu family and the Ye family may marry, so I took the first step and came to the door to propose marriage and settle the matter."

"But then I found out that you have someone you like."

"Fu Xue, you can't deny me, I think that our marriage is all my fault, marriage is a matter of two people, didn't I treat you badly when I first got married? What about you? What's your reaction? ”

"You've always been lukewarm to me, and every time I ask you to accompany me to a banquet, do you refuse?"

"When did you say you didn't have time when I wanted you to see my friend? You don't want to come into my circle, even if you marry me, you never thought of coming into my life, and my life. ”

"Do you dare to say that you don't want us to live separately and never violate the river water for the rest of our lives?"

"I want to be nice to you, and I've always done that, and I want to run our marriage, but what about you?"

"Fu Xue, no matter how enthusiastic your heart is, you will lose your enthusiasm under your indifference again and again, even if you are persistent, those persistences will be degraded under your ignorance, even so, I have never thought of divorcing you."

"Later you went abroad ......"

He sneered a little sadly: "Even such things I learned from other people's mouths, you never told me, I have always given you time to let you say it to me in person, but what did you leave me?"

"What you left me was an empty home, empty, there was no home for yours anymore, at that moment, you know how uncomfortable I am? That's when I finally understood that you don't have me in your heart. ”

"Even when you go abroad, I expect you to call me, but no, you have never called me, and even when you come back, I know that you are back from other people's mouths."

I was speechless, and as he spoke, I also remembered what had happened before.

When I first got married, he was really good to me, he would go home on time every day, he was very considerate to me, everything was my priority, I said I didn't like to marry to the banquet, he said that he didn't like it, I didn't want to know his friends, I didn't want to go into his circle, he never forced me, and he was obedient to me.

As he said, I didn't even think about interacting with him too much, so I always avoided him, what did I think at that moment? I don't think even if we don't get divorced, we won't be a couple who can go to the same line.

At that time, I did have a person hidden in my heart, but that person was no longer in this world, because of leukemia, he had left, so I painted a lot of pictures of him, and then hid it.

Later, he saw it, and in a fit of rage, he destroyed all the portraits, and in the end only one remained, and I have not painted it since, and I have kept the portrait that he did not tear off as a souvenir.

It was the first time we had a fight in a year of marriage, and the first time he had lost his temper with me.

What did I think at the time? On the contrary, I feel relaxed, I feel that this is the way we should get along, and it shouldn't be as sweet as honey every day, and I feel that it is not a marriage that should belong to me.

I closed my eyes, and now that I think about it, I was so afraid of him at that time that I was afraid that I would fall in love with him, that I would betray my former alliance with another person, and I felt that it would be too shameful, and I would not have the face to meet him.

After a while, I spoke up: "We didn't do well enough, but now I don't want to investigate who is right and who is wrong, Su Jingchu, we are not suitable, let's divorce."