1. Where do orphans and widows go from here?

Not long after the year, the child started school. After I sent him to kindergarten, I started looking for a job.

It was at this time that I really realized the difficulties of raising children alone. Especially if I don't have a job yet, I'm getting more and more nervous these days.

It stands to reason that it should be easier to find a job after the year, but I ran into walls everywhere, especially when the employer learned that I was divorced and had children alone, and finally turned me away on the grounds that they were very busy with their work and often needed to work overtime, and I had to take care of the children alone and had limited energy.

The tuition fee of Xiaojiujiu Kindergarten was only paid for half a semester, and the teacher kept urging me. It was an aristocratic kindergarten, and the tuition fee made me very difficult, and I was thinking about transferring schools, but I was afraid that the child would not be able to adapt to the change of environment all of a sudden.

Tuition fees aside, if we continue to be unemployed, our mother and I will soon have a problem with eating.

Seeing that the money in my pocket was running out day by day, I was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot.

That day, after failing another interview, I returned to my residence in a huff, ready to pick up the dirty clothes from before, and then unexpectedly found a coat of Yan Lei brought from the previous home.

I was stunned, and then I remembered that maybe I was in too much of a hurry to collect it that day, so I stuffed this one into my suitcase.

Did you throw this dress away, or did you keep it like that?

I hesitated, but subconsciously put my hand in my pocket. I actually found a box of condoms, 12 packs, and most of them have been used.

I was stunned for a moment.

This coat... It seems that Yan Lei wore it back the day he questioned me, and then he kept throwing it aside and never touched, so this box of condoms ......

We have been preparing for a second child, but it has been useless for more than half a year. Obviously not for me.

So......

After the thought flashed through me, I was like a bolt from the blue!

Stupid as I am, I didn't even know that he already had another woman out there! And even before we had a falling out!

Think about the days when I was hospitalized and he disappeared. The image of me dying in pain in my hospital bed came to my mind.

My whole stomach suddenly turned upside down, and my internal organs became nauseous.

Yan Lei, Yan Lei, no wonder you don't even dare to look at me more! It turned out that he did such a disgusting thing behind my back......

Even though we were divorced, I shuddered with anger at the thought of the hideous face he had when he accused me that night.

It's horrible! This family is really terrible!

I hated them, but I was glad I was able to get out of that hell. Even so, after thinking about it, I still feel that I am really pathetic and nesty, like swallowing a thousand flies without knowing it.

At this time, I received a call from Renke, and I said: Accompany me to a wedding tomorrow, and if you don't promise me, I'll go to!

I wasn't in that mood at all, but when I saw that she was so scary, I didn't dare to ask more and immediately agreed.

That night, she took me to try on clothes, and I was almost blind.

I had been absent-minded, and I tightened the little Jiujiu in my arms, and asked her who was still trying on her clothes in a daze, "Are you going to attend your ex-boyfriend's wedding tomorrow?" ”

"Cut! Who's going to go to that kind of scum wedding? ”

"That's... Rival in love? ”