Chapter 194: Don't worry about you
"Because I can't worry about you, I'm afraid that when you go home, you will want to squeeze the bus with a large group of people." Li Yilan glanced at Xu Yaran with slanted eyes, and said as a matter of course.
XU Yaran; ……
"So you just run a round trip in one day?" Xu Yaran's eyes stared at Li Yilan without blinking and asked.
Li Yilan nodded aggrievedly, that's it.
"If I don't come back, aren't you doomed to disappointment today?" Li Yilan laughed.
Xu Yaran pursed her lips and didn't answer. Even the dim sum she had been eating was in no mood to continue eating. I feel that the snacks in my hand are very weighty.
Seeing that Xu Yaran didn't speak, Li Yilan immediately looked at Xu Yaran affectionately and said, "Do you know? I can't afford to lose, and if the business fails, I can do it all over again, but if I lose you again, I can't get it back. I can lose business, but I can't lose you. I don't want to see your sad face again, and I hope you can live happily ever after. So no matter how sad it is, as long as it can make you happy, I think it's worth it.
Do you know? When you turn around today, I see a happy smile on your face. I felt like my heart was about to stop. At that moment, I felt like it was worth it. If I can exchange my hard work for your happiness for a moment, I feel that I have earned it. ”
Xu Yaran wrenched her hands and listened to Li Yilan's monologue quietly, but she didn't know how to respond to Li Yilan. Her heart was moved, but she was moved, and she still didn't dare to stretch out her hand to grab Li Yilan's hand.
"Yaran, I will always be by your side. If one day, you think I'm a reliable person. It is worth believing in again, and it is worth it when you can entrust yourself to me again, and take my left hand with your right hand. But until then, I'll continue to be nice to you, and you don't have to feel pressured. I treated you like that at the beginning, and you should not forgive me. In the coming days, I will use my sincerity to let you slowly feel my sincerity. Li Yilan stretched out his left hand and put it in front of Xu Yaran.
Xu Yaran looked at the pair of big hands with well-jointed and slender fingers. Her heart raced, and her hands were twisted together as if they were about to burn. Xu Yaran kept looking at the left hand, her right hand, but she didn't have the courage to hold the left hand.
She didn't have the confidence to entrust her life to a man again, she couldn't. As soon as she stretched out her hand, it was truly doomed. If she found out one day that all this was just a dream, she would be sad, right? So she can't.
This result was what Li Yilan expected, but she still felt a little disappointed. Today's events are as he wanted. He originally thought that maybe Xu Yaran would also go along with him. Willing to hold their own hands. But it's really impossible for life to go all the way.
Li Yilan saw Xu Yaran turn her face away and didn't say anything. Although there were only him and Xu Yaran in the car, plus a driver, Li Yilan still felt very embarrassed. He curdled and withdrew his hand.
He saw that Xu Yaran also had an embarrassed look on his face, Li Yilan was a little unbearable after all, he snatched the half-eaten dim sum in Xu Yaran's hand, stuffed it into his mouth, and said with some slurred words: "Well, this dim sum tastes good, no wonder it sells so expensive, so good." ”
The corners of Xu Yaran's mouth moved, but she didn't know what to say. So I decided not to say anything, just looked at the hand that had just held the snack. Then with a trembling right hand, he handed the box of dim sum to Li Yilan's hand, but he didn't dare to look at Li Yilan.
Seeing Xu Yaran so cautious and restrained, Li Yilan felt a little funny. When he reached for the box, he did so with his right hand. wrapped Xu Yaran's hand in the palm of his hand. Xu Yaran struggled slightly, but didn't move again.
The corners of Li Yilan's mouth lifted, and then took the box without a trace. He ate the dim sum and said, "This dim sum tastes so good, I haven't eaten all day today." In the morning, you gave me two buns, and I would be hungry with my chest and back. ”
Xu Yaran glanced at Li Yilan, a little stunned. Li Yilan is so tall and has such a large amount of food, she hasn't eaten for a day.
"I don't have time, it's all to rush back to pick you up from work and go home." Li Yilan ate all the original dim sum in the box after two strokes and five divisions, and then patted his mouth and said, "So I was hungry for a day, and my hungry stomach hurt, all because of you, so invite me to dinner tonight." ”
The corners of Xu Yaran's mouth moved, and there was no way to calm down anymore, what does this have to do with herself?
"Why?" Xu Yaran asked a little unconvinced: "You wanted to rush back by yourself, what does this have to do with me, and I didn't let you rush back." ”
"Why not you? You are the one who called me back to my thoughts of you. Aren't you happy when you didn't see me just after work? Li Yilan looked at Xu Yaran, who was a little angry, with a smile in her eyes, and argued with a smile.
"I'm glad that I can take a ride back today, that's why I'm laughing, and it has nothing to do with you." Xu Yaran's face was a little red, undeniable. After getting off work today, she was very disappointed when she didn't find Li Yilan in the crowd. After the disappointment, she was indeed pleasantly surprised when she heard Li Yilan's voice ringing behind her.
"In that case, I can come over every day in the future and let you take a ride by the way?" Li Yilan asked expectantly.
Xu Yaran said: "I didn't say that. ”
Li Yilan laughed happily, and he said, "Okay, since you refuse to invite me to dinner, then I'll invite you to dinner." ”
"Why?" Xu Yaran asked.
Li Yilan raised her eyebrows, looked at Xu Yaran inexplicably, and asked, "Do you still need a reason to invite you to dinner?" I'm not you, I need a reason for everything, if I like it, I like it. There's no reason why I want to invite you to dinner. If you had to give me this opportunity, it would be to thank you for giving me the opportunity to send this beautiful woman home. ”
"It's not serious." Xu Yaran glanced at Li Yilan and said angrily.
After Li Yilan's interruption, just because of the embarrassment of his left hand and right hand, it was gone in an instant.
Li Yilan still went back with Xu Yaran, and Xu Yaran felt a little unaccustomed. She is still a little unaccustomed to the fact that Li Yilan lives opposite her.
"Let's go, go to my house, I'll cook for you." Li Yilan walked to the door and opened the door, he stood at the door, the door was ajar.
Xu Yaran stood opposite Li Yilan, that is, at the door of his house. Xu Yaran looked at the tiredness on Li Yilan's face, and said softly: "No need, I'll invite you, right?" ”
"Why?" As soon as Li Yilan asked, she immediately laughed. Just now he was still talking about Xu Yaran, but now he has made this mistake again.
I saw Xu Yaran, who was standing in front of him, also smiled. Xu Yaran glared at him and said, "Didn't you say that you don't necessarily need a reason for everything?" I like ......" Xu Yaran stopped halfway through speaking, and said, "If I want to invite you to dinner, I will invite you, and I don't need a reason at all." Of course, if you have to have a reason, I'm afraid that you will say that I am stingy, and you will let me hitchhike, and I will not even let you eat a meal. ”
Li Yilan smiled, he closed the door again, and followed Xu Yaran into Xu Yaran's house.
Looking at everything familiar here, the days when I used to linger with Xu Yaran seemed to be yesterday. In fact, after so long, he and Xu Yaran have also experienced the setbacks that all couples will experience. Li Yilan felt a little worried, I don't know how long it will take for him to return here again?
Xu Yaran put down the bag, then changed into clothes, came out of the room and said, "Okay, let's go." ”
"Where are you going?" Li Yilan sat on the sofa, and she didn't want to move at all. Seeing Xu Yaran change her clothes and come out of the room, he asked.
"You don't want me to invite you to dinner, of course you go out to eat." Xu Yaran straightened her hair and said with a natural expression.
"Invite people to dinner, of course, you have to do it yourself, it's too insincere to go out to eat, right?" As she spoke, Li Yilan took a sofa cushion from the sofa, held it in her arms, looked at Xu Yaran and said, "Anyway, I don't want to go out to eat." ”
"But I'm not very good at my craft, you know." Xu Yaran had a bitter face, her cooking skills have not been very good.
Over the years, when she went to school, she ate in the school cafeteria. Later, I worked, but because the company was too small, I didn't set up my own canteen. Xu Yaran eats fast food outside during the day. In the evening, eat instant noodles to cope with it.
Therefore, her cooking skills have always been at the most obscene level, and later Tu Baobao brought back the two little freaks Yu Yu and Yan Yan, and Xu Yaran barely ate a full meal. Before that, she had never cooked. Later, she finally let go of Yin Ziye, and only then did she start to treat herself well, occasionally cooking something for herself.
Li Yilan has also eaten it before, and Li Yilan has all kinds of dislikes. So much so that Li Yilan cooked later, and Li Yilan's cooking skills were much better than her. Now if you want to use her cooking skills to entertain guests, you can't do it at all. Although this man, has already tasted his own cooking.
Li Yilan looked at Xu Yaran with burning eyes, thinking of the bits and pieces he had gotten along with Xu Yaran when he was injured before. His heart was hot, and he blurted out: "It doesn't matter, as long as you make it, I like to eat it." ”