I suddenly didn't want to stay for a second, and whatever I talked to him was, it seemed like I was hypocritical.

I bypassed him and headed out the door. He grabbed me, and the tremendous force made my whole body unstable and leaned back.

"What's wrong with you?" My low mood made him very unhappy, and his tone suddenly became much colder.

"I heard that you are getting engaged, I wish you happiness." After I finished speaking, I broke the hand he was holding me hard, pushed it away angrily, and walked towards the door again.

I heard his nose stir hard, like a lion in a rage.

He dragged me hard again and threw me directly on the bed, but instead of giving me an explanation, he continued to say to me in that indiscriminate tone: "It seems that you were not convinced just now, did you?" ”

The heart is very blocked, and the feeling of talking about chickens and ducks is particularly desperate.

I took a deep breath to try to calm myself, I lay upright on the bed, completely gave up the struggle, and said with a sense of weakness: "I'm not unconvinced, I'm just a little sad." But I understand that my sadness is worthless in your eyes, so I don't want to show it, please don't insult me like that. Your world is your world, and I understand that I am not qualified to interfere. But my world is also my world, please don't let Applejack follow me in the future, we will not interfere with the river water from now on, you take your Yangguan Road, I will cross my single-plank bridge, okay? ”

He was stunned for a moment, and his strength suddenly relaxed a little, but the whole person was still above my body and did not leave, he looked at me, there was a trace of sincerity in his dark eyes, he said: "I don't like to talk nonsense, just one point, you are my woman, before I completely let go, you are not qualified to leave." ”

"Why?" I went crazy and struggled a few times, and his strength suddenly became heavier again, and I was like a snake pinched by seven inches, and no matter how hard I struggled, I couldn't escape the fate of being controlled.

"Just because I'm Jin Yan!" He was loud.

"Then give me an explanation!" I looked at him with a solemn expression.

"What explanation do you want?" He let go of me, lay down beside me, reached out and took me into his arms, and I heard his sonorous heartbeat.

"What's the deal with the panties on the bed?" I asked softly, and after a few ups and downs, my heart returned to calm, but it was a suppressed calm, and it could swell again at any moment.

"Panties? What panties? I felt a strong jolt from his body, and he sat up and looked around nervously, the panties were glaring, and he had clearly seen them.

The air suddenly became dull, and he glanced at the panties in a daze, then reached out and dragged it over, threw it into the trash can with a wave of his hand, and then resumed his usual arrogant tone: "It doesn't exist anymore." Now, can you sleep with me in peace? ”

"Am I similar to that pair of panties in your eyes?" My heart was cold to the soles of my feet. Hehe, that's what he gave me, that's his response.

"How can a person compare to a pair of underwear? Pan Rushu, are you annoyed? I'm most annoying to women like this! He suddenly became extremely impatient.

I know that it is futile to talk to him again, he doesn't care about me at all, my heart and my feelings are a burden to him, I am just a personal item in his eyes, he thinks that this is already a high opinion of me for me!

"It's good to be annoyed, then we won't bother each other from now on." I finished quietly, a tear running through my eyes. Such humiliation makes my heart ache.

When he saw me crying, a trace of panic flashed in his eyes in an instant, but then it became even colder, and he said coldly: "Pan Rushu, don't think too highly of yourself. ”

His words were exactly the same as Zhang Yu's. Hehe, I think I think highly of him. It turns out that in the eyes of everyone, I Pan Rushu is as small as a mustard, and it is a great fortune to be liked and looked down upon, but I don't know it.

"You're right, in the future, I will face myself well, and I will stay away as much as possible from people who know that I can't climb high, such as you!" I said indignantly, pressing the tip of my tooth against my lip in pain, a trace of fishy-sweet liquid flowing down my throat.

"Pan Rushu! Believe it or not, if you say that again, I'll throw you out! When he saw me like this, his eyes became colder and his expression more hateful.

"Throw it, if you have a kind, you can throw it!" I looked at him with no fear in my eyes.

He raised his hand excitedly, wanting to hit me, but he slowly lowered his arm, he tried to suppress his temper, and said deliberately calmly: "Don't provoke me, or I don't know what I will do." ”

"It's okay, you can kill me, and your family can settle down anyway." I felt like I wanted to stab him in the heart, and the deeper I stabbed, the happier I felt.

Anyway, it's futile to talk about love, it's better to abuse each other fiercely, since he doesn't have a deep friendship with me, why should I take care of his feelings?

"Pan Rushu!" He grabbed me by the throat like a blazing fire, but he didn't use all his strength, and he quickly let go. I suddenly realized that he was no longer as merciless as he had been at the beginning.

He collapsed beside me, let out a long breath, and then said something that surprised me: "No matter what you say, I will never admit that I am sorry for you!" That's it! ”

I was completely stunned by this brainless and somewhat childish sentence, I didn't understand what it meant, and I still felt puzzled after thinking about it for a long time.

"Of course you won't be sorry for me, you don't have anyone to be sorry for, because you are Jin Yan." I stabbed him straight at the tip of the heart again, and by this time I had given up communicating with him, and I just said whatever I wanted, regardless of whether he would be angry or not.

"Pan Rushu, what do you want?" He pounded the bed board frantically, turned his head and asked me angrily, his eyes red.

"You can do whatever you want, it doesn't matter what I think, because you are Jin Yan." I simply got on the bar with him, no matter what he said, I was a dead pig who was not afraid of boiling water, so I simply let it out.

"You!" He roared angrily, turned around and pounced on me, gnawed, I let him go up and down like wood, he saw that I didn't react at all, he suddenly stopped boringly, frowned tightly and said, "Okay, Pan Rushu, I know what you want to ask, let's talk." ”

"I don't want to talk, it's useless to talk to you about anything, because you are Jin Yan."

"Fuck you!" He raised his hand again, but still couldn't knock it down. I tasted a glimmer of victory.

"The panties are indeed a woman's, yes, is it enough?" The expression on his face was infinitely tangled, as if even admitting it made him extremely tormented.

"It doesn't matter to me who it is, because you are Jin Yan." No matter how hard he struggled, I still had this mocking tone.

He pinched me so hard that I screamed in pain, and he said viciously, "If you repeat it again, I'll be really rude to you!" ”

"Whatever, you can do whatever you want, because you are Jin Yan!"

"Ahh He yelled in depression, pointed at me and said, "Pan Rushu! Even if I'm Jin Yan! I also have things I can't do anything about! Stop laughing at me! I've had enough pain! ”

I was so surprised by his sudden vulnerability and helplessness that I looked at him with wide eyes, speechless.

"Are you satisfied? Are you happy? You must know yes? Well, I'll tell you! He yelled.

I sat up, and he pushed me down on the bed again, he rode on top of me, quickly lit a cigarette, took a sharp puff, and then said to me, "Yes, I'm going to get engaged to Shen Ziyan!" I'm betrothed to our enemy! I can't help it! ”

"Why?" I looked at him and asked softly.

"Because my dad said that if I don't get engaged to her, I'm going to kill you!" He said.

"It's okay if I'm dead, what does it have to do with whether you're engaged or not?" Although I was shocked inside, I couldn't help but want to sting him.

"Damn, are you stupid, you still don't understand?" His eyes instantly became fierce again.

I actually understand that my heart has loosened a little, but I still want to hear him say it, say it myself.

I shook my head.

He took another puff on his cigarette and said, "Okay, I'll tell you, because I fucking care—you!" I don't want you to die! Are you satisfied? He cocked my jaw again and asked me sharply.

"If your dad wants me to die, I'll die? Why do I think it's like a joke, you think it's a movie? "I tried to restrain my excitement, but I still acted calmly.

He took two puffs of cigarette again, then snuffed it out in the ashtray, leaned against the head of the bed, and said slowly: "In the past half month, you have gone out five times. Twice to throw out the garbage, twice to go to the supermarket to buy groceries, once to go out and get together with your sisters. It's early in the morning when you throw out the garbage, it's after 9 p.m. when you buy daily necessities, your neighborhood is dilapidated and chaotic, the people who live there are all ruffians, fights and robberies are common, every time you go out, there are a few men sneakily staring at you, but they don't come forward to talk to you, right? ”

I was completely stunned! He's not bad at all! I did only go out four times in half a month, and the timing of each time was the same as what he said, and every time I went out, there was indeed a group of young men with foreign accents playing cards in the tobacco and liquor shop downstairs, and I would whistle every time I passed by them, but because there were too many gangsters like this in the area where I lived, and I had encountered many whistles before, but at most in broad daylight, no one dared to act with a few verbal flirtaties, and I didn't regard these as potential threats at all. I didn't even think about the danger at all...... But how could Jin Yan know these in such detail? Could it be that he had Applejack follow me because I was in danger, not just because he was cautious?

But if I'm wrong about him, what about the panties in bed? If he really hated Shen Ziyan so much, how could he be so close to her? I was puzzled, and the gaze I looked at him became complicated.

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