Chapter 140: Fang Ru's Past
"First Meeting!" Fang Ru saw me come out and hurriedly greeted me.
"Let's go!" I pulled the car door open and sat in. Fang Ru didn't speak, she concentrated on driving her car, looking at her good-looking side face, I couldn't help but think that this little woman has matured, and she is no longer the little girl who was abandoned and cried.
Sighing, "Fang Ru, you and Shi Fengzhou" I tapped my middle finger on the surface of my leg, trying to find an appropriate word, she didn't allow me to think of it and cut off my thoughts, "It's not what you think, me and him, it's nothing." I could feel the stiffness in her words. Although her tone was light, I still felt like she was running away from something.
She is also moved, Shi Fengzhou is not an ordinary person, he is good-looking, capable, patient, considerate, with him, you will feel as beautiful as a princess, how can Fang Ru withstand his enthusiastic offensive, but what makes her not?
It's a sentimental injury! The only thing that can hurt a woman is feelings, and women who have been injured are more or less defensive about men and suspicious of feelings, but Fang Ru's defensiveness and suspicion are much heavier.
"Fang Ru, Shi Fengzhou is a good man, a good man like Shen Qingshan, you just give him a chance, and also give yourself a chance, there are not so many men in this world." I said to her seriously. She looked into my eyes, and I looked at her, extremely sincere, "Fang Ru, you want you to be happy, otherwise I wouldn't have made so much effort to save you." ”
Fang Ru's hand holding the steering wheel froze, but it was only for a moment, and she immediately returned to normal. She didn't speak again, and I sighed again in my heart, I hope Fang Ru can listen, I hope she is brave again. Shi Fengzhou, good brother, there is only so much I can help you.
I leaned back on the saddle, closed my eyes, and my thoughts flew to the winter of that year.
No one knew that I had known Fang Ru a long time ago, and it was also my deliberate arrangement for her to join the company. In the winter of that year, there was a lot of snow, I met Fang Ru at the entrance of the hospital, she was pulling with a boy, somehow, the boy pushed her away and walked alone, it was snowing, large snowflakes fell on her hair, clothes, she knelt there, sad and desperate, I was distressed all of a sudden, and it was a woman who was hurt by love, she was still so young.
So I walked over and said, "Sister, you see it's snowing, I'll send you home." ”
"Home? I don't have a home anymore! Her eyes were hollow and scary, the kind of look that only happens when all thoughts are lost.
I sighed, in fact, I also heard some of it next to me just now, the boy was his lover, she was pregnant, she was kicked out of the house by her stepmother, but the little lover didn't want to be responsible, and left her at the hospital gate by herself.
"Sister, he doesn't love you anymore, and you don't love yourself anymore?" I crouched down in front of her and watched her face turn from numbness to amazement. "Do you want this kid or not?"
There was a struggle on her face, and it took a moment to say, "Don't! Her voice was soft, but firm, and her eyes were frighteningly dark, and I knew she was listening to me.
"I'll help you, let's go, I'll accompany you in!" I held out my hand, and she hesitated for a moment before standing up with my strength, "You think clearly, you won't regret it." "I confirm again.
"No!"
It was I who accompanied her to shed the child, only more than three months old, and she couldn't keep her lips out of her mouth during the whole process, and when she walked out of the hospital, I saw her tears raining down.
There is no way back home, her mother eloped with another man more than ten years ago, her father either beat or scolded her, and then her stepmother gave birth to a younger brother, and she was completely ignored. I found her a house and changed schools. In that two-bedroom house, she looked me in the eye and said, "Why are you helping me!" ”
"Because I like you, your eyes are beautiful, and I want to see if you will be as beautiful as a phoenix when you are reborn in Nirvana." I remember that I answered her like this, and I laughed when I said that, and she laughed too, her eyelashes fluttering and very fluttering. She was the same age as I am now, 17!
Five years have passed, Fang Ru has been reborn, although it is not as dazzling as a phoenix, but it has a quiet charm, which makes people can't help but want to get closer. It's just that emotionally, she closes herself off, and in school, there are many boys who pursue her, but she refuses lightly and avoids them from afar.
In the past five years, I have visited her occasionally, and gradually she has become more tolerant of my nonsense as if she were her own sister. She walked the path I had arranged, in fact, I didn't ask for anything from her, nor did I say anything about my background, but she was very smart and perceptive, and what she chose was helpful to me. She didn't say it, but she did it all.
Such a Fang Ru, such a sister, how can I not want her to be happy, Shi Fengzhou is the one who can give him happiness.