Song Jiayin asked me if I still love Su Ruoshui, right? Looking at her determined appearance, I knew that even if I said I didn't love her, I wouldn't believe it, not only did she not believe it, but I wouldn't believe it either.

In fact, I myself was scared by myself, before reuniting with Su Ruoshui, I always thought that I had enough courage to give up this relationship and give up her, but it wasn't until the reunion that I found out that the woman I thought I was the most affectionate, my Sister Shui, she had already been imprinted in the deepest part of my heart, a knot that I couldn't bear to untie, I love her, even if she forgets me, even if I can only pretend that I don't know her, pretend that those things didn't happen back then, I can't resist the true feelings in my heart.

I love her. Love her former gentle and kind, sexy and sultry, love her now vibrant, playful and cute, she is a piece of meat dug from my heart, my heart because she broke a hole, this is the loss of her shortcomings, maybe a lifetime of poverty, my hole will not grow well.

My silence made Song Jiayin's expression cold, she stepped on the accelerator, the car rushed out quickly, I took a deep breath, looked at her and said: "No matter whether I can't let go of them in my heart, I said that I will only be with you in this life, and I will never break my word." ”

Even if I still love Su Ruoshui and Duan Qinghu, I have already made up my mind that I will only be with her Song Jiayin for the rest of my life, so even if I find that I can't let go of Su Ruoshui and the two, I will not change my current mind.

Song Jiayin smiled, she said: "I have long known that there will always be two red roses living in your heart, which are the cinnabar moles in your heart, you can never forget them, you can't wipe them off, even if we are happy and sweet, we can't wash away their memories in your heart, I can't wash away your feelings for them, it's not that I can't accept it, because on the matter, if I were you, I'm afraid I would also be unforgettable for them." However, I didn't expect your feelings for Su Ruoshui to be so deep, so deep that you forgot to hide your emotions and looked at her intently, and there was no one else in your eyes. ”

I lowered my head, thinking that when I was in Lanting Xu, I did cast almost all my eyes on Su Ruoshui, and I didn't feel good in my heart, how could I forget that Song Jiayin was my girlfriend who I personally admitted, but I left all my eyes to Su Ruoshui in front of her, no wonder Su Guangsha looked at me with a worried face, presumably he was afraid that I would have something else to think about Su Ruoshui.

Song Jiayin said in a low voice: "At that moment, I suddenly began to doubt, is it really fair for the two of us to choose me?" ”

My heart jumped suddenly, and I raised my eyes to look at Song Jiayin, she didn't look at me, she continued to drive forward, and said: "I chose you, I didn't expect you to love me only one for the rest of my life, I just looked forward to being your heart, your favorite, now it seems that I do overestimate my charm, whether it is for Duan Qinghu or for Su Ruoshui, as long as they need it, you can give up me, I am probably the most dispensable existence." ”

I shook my head and said I never thought of it that way.

Song Jiayin asked me not to speak and asked her to finish her words first, but I had no choice but to listen to her quietly.

Song Jiayin took a deep breath and said: "You are ashamed of Duan Qinghu, because her father was killed by your father, because she gave birth to your child desperately, you are ashamed of Su Ruoshui, because she once worked hard for you, because you know that she will not be willing to forget you, but you made a choice for her and made her forget you, but you are the only one who is not ashamed of me, even if there is, it is insignificant compared to them." If Duan Qinghu is willing to let go of hatred and let you give her and the child a complete home, you will choose to leave me, and if Su Ruoshui recovers her memory and says that she can't do without you and lets you return to her side, you will also choose to leave me. ”

I am embarrassed, because she is telling the truth, I will not and do not know how to refuse those two women, because they have paid too much for me, but Song Jiayin has not paid much for me? For me, she gave up the face of the eldest lady of the Song family and chose me, the son of a 'traitor', she blocked bullets for me, protected my women and children for me, gambled everything for me, and helped me find evidence that my father was wronged, she did not do a lot, so if I really leave her one day, it must not be because I have deeper feelings for the other two people than for her, but because I can't live up to them, and she can't accept me like this, so I don't have the face to stay by her side anymore.

However, Song Jiayin misunderstood what I meant, and I said: "No, you are the only one, the person I want to spend my life with the most has always been you, whether it was when you stood on a high place in the past and I couldn't reach you, or now when I am trying to get close to you." I can't say no to either of them, but I've said before that if you accept me like that, I won't leave you. ”

"What if I can't take it?" Song Jiayin said in a deep voice, she looked at me and said, "If I can't accept it, can you just leave me as a matter of course, and you can also put all the blame on me, saying that it's because I can't accept you, so giving up on me is my choice, not your choice?" ”

I was speechless, Song Jiayin parked the car at the mouth of an alley, and she said in a low voice: "I didn't expect you to let go of them, but my compromise is limited to when you choose, and you will unswervingly choose me, but if you don't even have a firm choice, only when they compromise, will you say that you want to live with me for the rest of your life, do you really love me?" Is it really worth my love? ”

"Good news." I called out to her uncomfortably, she raised her eyes to look at me, with a smile in her eyes, and said: "The world says that my heart is as solid as a rock, that I am a lady of the sky, wanton and chic, but who knows, I am just a woman, I will be happy and sad, angry and painful, and there are times when I can't persevere." ”

I wanted to pull Song Jiayin's hand, but she dodged it and said, "It's a distance from the rich flowers in the world, you go down, I won't send it forward, otherwise the hussars will see it, and they will definitely suspect the two of us." ”

I said in a deep voice, "What about the two of us?" ”

Song Jiayin looked at the nothingness in the distance, not knowing where her mind was drifting, she said: "It's better for the two of us to calm down for a while, maybe you should think about it, whether you really want to live with me for the rest of your life, whether those promises were made just because of a momentary impulse, if you regret it, I will never blame you, I Song Jiayin doesn't need other people's charity, I have taken a fancy to you, train you and cultivate you, but it doesn't mean that I must get you." I'm not afraid of wasting so much time on you, I'm only afraid that what I have won with hard work is a reluctant heart. ”

What does that mean? I thought that after so many things, the relationship between the two of us has been as hard as a copper wall, but who would have thought that a small thing is enough to make our relationship like a tofu scum project, and it will fall when the wind blows. I looked at Song Jiayin with a resolute face, I had mixed feelings in my heart, and I wanted to open my mouth to keep it, but I felt that I was really not qualified to say those empty words, I opened the car door and got out of the car, closed the car door, I saw her drive away, from beginning to end, she didn't look at me, and I didn't say a word.

Looking at the car that was gradually submerged by the sea of cars, I leaned against the wall, lit a cigarette, took a hard puff, and then slid on the ground, my mind was full of her words, and I couldn't help but ask myself, is it really fair for me to treat her like this? No, it's not fair, it's just because she never cares and doesn't care, so I'm even more 'presumptuous', I feel that it is natural to keep others in my heart, I feel that I didn't hide it from her, and she accepts it, that's enough, but ...... But I still forgot that no one doesn't want to be the only one.

I will not accept that my woman still pretends to have other men in her heart, if I switch positions with Song Jiayin today, maybe when I unscrupulously put all my eyes on Su Ruoshui, I may have gone crazy.

After smoking a cigarette, I got up from the ground and slowly walked towards the rich flowers in the world, not far away, I walked for a long time, I remembered the story of myself and Song Jiayin, the story of Duan Qinghu, and the story of Su Ruoshui, and made a decision in my heart that made me feel painful, that is, to let go.

It's not because I don't love Song Jiayin, it's not because I love her less than others, she is still my favorite, but I can't give her what she wants, it's not fair to her.

Even if I can't be with Duan Qinghu and Su Ruoshui, I am not worthy of Song Jiayin, who is pure and clean in the emotional world.

However, when I think of the relationship between the two of us for so long, I feel that my heart is dripping blood, and my breathing is not even smooth, I think of us who were once so close, I think of us who fought side by side, and I think that from now on maybe we can only be superiors and subordinates, her joys, sorrows and sorrows are no longer because of me, and my love and hatred have nothing to do with her, I suddenly feel that everything has lost its meaning.

If letting go of Su Ruoshui is poking a hole in my heart, then giving up Song Jiayin is taking away my whole heart, and at this moment I realized how important she was to me, and I realized that my reluctance to the other two women was not enough for me to have the courage to leave her!

But what if I told her that? I still don't deserve her.

Just thinking about it in a daze, my mobile phone rang, it was Su Guangsha calling, I pressed the answer button, Su Guangsha asked in a somewhat anxious tone: "Chen Ming, is Miss Song with you?" ”

Hearing this, I let out a "chuckle" in my heart and said, "No, she just drove away, what?" What's wrong? ”

Su Guangsha said in a deep voice: "Trouble, someone used her mobile phone to send me a text message just now, asking me to quickly take someone away from Dongbei, otherwise, he will kill Miss Song, I thought someone stole her mobile phone, but I didn't expect it...... It looks like she's really in distress. ”

My heart sank suddenly, and a wave of anger burst out, who is it? Who dared to touch her! Thinking of this, I quickly took a taxi and asked the driver to drive to Lan Tingxu, Song Jiayin must be going back, so if something happens to her, it must be something on this road.

When the car turned into another street, I saw a van crash into a telephone pole, the front of the car had been smashed, I jumped out of the car like crazy, no matter how the driver scolded me, staggered over, and listened to a group of people around there said that it was too scary, that the car suddenly lost control, the woman in the car was seriously injured, and was rescued by a good Samaritan, I don't know what the situation is.

How can a car accident happen when a car is good? Someone must have chased Song Jiayin or shot at her, she had to dodge, but because she couldn't dodge, she hit a telephone pole. Thinking of this, I was angry, thinking of Su Guangsha's words, a person flashed in my mind, that is, the mountain guard dog hussar, that is, Zuo Qingliu!