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When I got out of the car, I felt that the whole sky was deeply dark, and I could only see a light in the night, and I walked along the path of the neighborhood to the inside, and every step I took made me feel more fearful in my heart.

I understand what I'm going to do, I just can't accept it yet, why all of a sudden, the man who cares about me and takes care of me will transform into such an existence - incompatible with Brother Yu. If that's all I have, I wouldn't have to worry about it, but in the hospital, Brother Yu was so willingly taken away by that group of people, what was the reason?

Did Zhang Youze use me to threaten Brother Yu? I always felt like I wasn't that capable.

But what has happened in the past four months seems to be inseparable from Zhang Youze.

I stopped, took a deep breath, glanced at the apartment in front of me, and as soon as I took out my phone, there was an incoming call.

It's Zhang Youze.

"Come here," I had just answered the phone when I heard him say those two words. "I'm at the door."

I raised my head and looked at the door of the apartment, and sure enough, I saw Zhang Youze standing there, but he was wearing only a thin knitted sweater. His face looked a little pale in the light of the light. His eyes looked at me calmly, and there was no emotion.

Just this natural expression has made my heart stun suddenly, I slowly approached, walked towards him, he naturally opened the security door of the apartment, and I walked in silently. He closed the door casually, lifted his foot and walked towards the elevator.

I followed him, looking at his back, thinking about the wound on his shoulder, and suddenly it felt so unreal.

If everything he did was fake, then what about this knife wound? Was it also in his plan?

There were just the two of us in the empty elevator, and I stood a little back to his right, glancing at him secretly, and finding nothing strange on his face, to be exact, there was nothing else for me to confirm my existence except the smell of alcohol floating in the air.

I was afraid of him, and at this moment I finally understood my own psychology.

This kind of fear is completely different from Xia Haoyu, for Xia Haoyu, I am afraid, but I know in my heart that he loves me, so even if I am afraid, I still have a sense of adventure, but for Zhang Youze, I am that bottomless fear.

The elevator door opened, Zhang Youze took out the key from his hand, just took a step forward, a stumbling, almost fell, I hurriedly stepped forward, stretched out his hand to help him, who knew that he pressed me against the wall, leaned down to kiss me.

I never thought that he wanted me to come, but for this, I struggled violently, my mouth had a faint smell of alcohol, tears couldn't help but roll in my eyes, I wanted to leave, but I also knew very well that I couldn't leave.

The door opened, Zhang Youze walked in, I looked at the false ones, I didn't know whether to advance or retreat.

Ning Hao's words once again stirred in my mind, except for Zhang Youze, no one could let Xia Haoyu go. I think, there's only so much I can do for Brother Yu, right?

So, I sniffed, wiped the tears from my eyes, lifted my feet and walked inside.

In the living room, Zhang Youze sat quietly on the sofa, and when he saw me coming in, his eyes looked at me, and I also raised my head and looked at Zhang Youze, only to find the tiredness on his face.

At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, we are so close, but our hearts are so far away.

I've had a crush on him, I've missed him, I've even relied on him, though I know it's all my secret. When he met Brother Yu, he was destined to have no of these secrets.

"How can Brother Yu come out?" I opened my mouth, and my tone was slightly calmer than I had imagined.

"Chen Luoluo told you?" Zhang Youze did not answer my question, but raised his hand and motioned for me to come over and sit on the sofa.

"Until now, it doesn't matter who told me, your goal has been achieved, it's useless to say more, I just want to ask you, how did you let Brother Yu out?" I didn't look at Zhang Youze, sat on the sofa opposite him, and asked indifferently.

I felt like my tone was cold, I didn't know I could do that before.

"Duoduo, you weren't like this before, how can you ...... now" Zhang Youze's voice flowed in my ears, and I could hear his disappointment, but I, how could I not be that disappointed person?

"It doesn't matter what I become, I just want to know, how can I let Brother Yu go?" I still didn't dare to look at him, and asked with my head down.

Zhang Youze didn't speak, sighed softly, and asked me: "If the person who got drunk today was me, would you be so worried." ”

I couldn't see his purpose, but I didn't want to make this assumption, so I had to keep my mouth shut.

"Duoduo, if Xia Haoyu and I can only keep one, will you choose Xia Haoyu without hesitation?" Zhang Youze spoke again, with an unconcealable sense of loss in his tone.

"I think you misunderstood," I looked up at him, "In my heart, I will only be for a person without hesitation, there is no choice, for Brother Yu, that's what I think." I said it frankly, but I noticed that Zhang Youze's eyes sank suddenly, and he stood up and paced across from me.

I felt that what I said was a little too much, thinking that Brother Yu was still in his hands, I softened my tone and asked, "What reason did you use to let Brother Yu stay?" ”

Zhang Youze turned around suddenly, his eyes instantly became sharp, he stepped forward and walked in front of me, and asked, "Then you tell me, what reason do I have to tell you?" ”

I looked at his instantaneous indifferent expression, and I didn't know how to answer him, yes, what is our relationship? Why should I be so confident in my question? And why did he answer me?

I couldn't speak, I could only look at him in a daze, his face slowly approached me, kneeling down, in the part of the downward gaze, his hand on my knee, looked at me and said, "I just want to ask you, if it weren't for him, would you ......"

"No," I didn't wait for him to ask me, and replied bluntly, "I know best how many pounds and taels I have, where is it worthy of you?" ”

There was a defiance in my eyes, and I knew he must be angry, otherwise how could his tone be so cold.

He is not the uncle I know anymore, and there is the bloodlust and murder in his eyes, and the hidden cruelty finally appears in his eyes. He finally didn't have to hide that tired.

But I think it's right, he himself said how difficult it is to be able to climb to the current position.

"In my life, I have only liked two women, the first one is from our village, she is gentle and beautiful, knowledgeable, she was teaching at the school at that time, I worked in the town, although I can't see each other every day, but it is also a happy relationship, three years of love, my father felt that the time had come, came to the door to propose, her parents asked me to buy a house in the town, marry her. But the family was very poor, and apart from those few acres of land, the parents had no idea that they could have any other income, and they couldn't even pay a down payment for a house for a whole month. I had just joined the job at that time, the salary was very low, and I was arrogant, and I never thought of greedy for fame and fortune, and I told her that now I can't give you what you want, but in five years, I will definitely give you everything you want and let her marry me.

I thought she would marry me without hesitation, because she was so innocent, kind, and gentle, I thought she was the same as I thought, as long as the two of them are together, they can live a good life after all, but you know what? When I went to her house with the only 70,000 yuan my father gave me, she stopped me at the door and didn't let me in.

That night, I waited in front of her door all night, and the mosquitoes were almost all over my body, and everyone urged me to go back, but I didn't want to, I always felt that she just obeyed the wishes of her parents and didn't want to be with me, so I wanted to convince her and prove my perseverance.

But I was wrong, even the next morning, she didn't come out to see me, I couldn't help but rush in, only to be told by her parents that she had gone back to school.

I struggled for a long time and went to school to find her with the 70,000 yuan, but you know what? She stood in the corridor, threw the 70,000 yuan in cash I handed over to the ground on the spot, scolded me for being useless, said that she wanted to break up with me, and I even begged her, but it was useless...... I never knew that the girl I liked so much, such a gentle and docile girl, would become like this.

She doesn't want to suffer with me, and I also know that everyone in the town knows that the Zhang family has a talent, but they also know that this talent was dumped by his girlfriend and engaged to a man who raised pigs in the town.

I was depressed for half a year because of this, and it wasn't until she put on her wedding dress and married the pig farmer that I slowly woke up.

Love is very important, but without material things, everything is a floating cloud. ”

I looked at this man kneeling in front of me, and I didn't understand why he told me this for a while, there were tears in his eyes, if it wasn't for Brother Yu's matter, I even felt that this somewhat fragile him was the real him.

"Duoduo, after so many years, I have been trying to forget this unpleasant experience, I tried my best to climb up, and I wanted to get everything by any means, just to prove that I could give her happiness. But when I had all of this, when I saw her again, I didn't feel that way anymore.

I love someone to the bottom of my heart, and I want to share everything with her, this feeling I haven't had for many years.

Sitting in my position, the wind will blow, the rain will rain, but no one knows what we have lost. If that's sad, I think I'm the saddest of all.

But, Duoduo, you're not like them. ”

Zhang Youze raised his head, stared at me tightly with a pair of eyes, and said: "The first time I saw you, I felt that you were different from the women of that group of forces, you would not ask about my birth, you would not ask about my position, and you would not even notice my deliberate approach. ”

That's why you will use me to get everything about Xia Haoyu. Because you know, I'm defenseless against you.

"Duoduo, after so many years, my heart is dead, if I hadn't met you, I wouldn't have known at all, it turns out that my heart will still hurt."

I looked at Zhang Youze suspiciously, at his pale face, and didn't know what he was going to say to me next.

"For so many years, my hands have been covered with blood, conscience, and kindness, and I have forgotten what it is, but this time, when I met you, my dead heart came back to life." Zhang Youze looked at me, his eyes flickered, "You are very similar to her, but not like her, because I know that if you are given a choice, you will definitely be willing, right?" ”

My heart suddenly became a mess, what did Zhang Youze's words mean? Does he ...... Really, like me?

"Zhang Ju ......"

"Call me uncle......" Zhang Youze interrupted me, with a strong tone in his voice, glittering tears streaming down his cheeks, he glanced over, but did not look at me.

"You know, I ......" I looked at Zhang Youze and couldn't say anything.

"Duoduo, what I told you, I think in this life, I won't say it to the second woman again, I just want to ask you, are you, do you have me in your heart?" Zhang Youze looked at me firmly, but there was a rare persistence on his face.

I think such a person is the real him.

On his occasion, it was so necessary to wear a mask that he also wore a mask when we first met. If, the first time we met, every time we got along, he could be honest with each other, would I fall in love with him too?

But there is no if, in this world, there is no assumption, my heart was given to Xia Haoyu, I think, it cannot be taken back.

"I'm sorry, I ......"

Before I finished speaking, Zhang Youze had already suddenly got up from the sofa and pressed me under him, his lips fell on my face like a scattered raindrop, moist with the smell of wine, and fell on my body again, my hand has been struggling, but this time, he has lost patience, and he looks even more fierce and cruel.

This is the real him, right? What he can't get wants more, and he won't care about the means.

"Don't ......" Zhang Youze's hand pulled my zipper hard, stroked my chest, and immediately made me cry out in panic, but he didn't care about me, his fingers ripped off my clothes inch by inch, pressed my hands, and plundered my body arbitrarily.

I hated, I was afraid, I didn't expect him to behave like this, screaming over and over again, shouting over and over again, but he didn't turn a deaf ear, my upper body was stripped of nothing, I pounded him hard, but there was no reaction at all, until my lower body was resisted by that hard, the anger in my heart was completely uncontrollable, and when his kiss fell on my chest, my slap fell.

"Smack!" A crisp sound sounded, and he and I were stunned.

I looked at Zhang Youze with tears in my eyes, and only heard one sentence: "I'll give you time, but you think about it, whether to save him." ”

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