853 Always a sinner
This news struck me like lightning!
Because I know that this must have been done by Zhou Haiying's eldest wife, this woman is so cruel.
Although I wanted to take advantage of the mother and son, I never thought about hurting their lives, especially the child, no matter how wrong the adult was, he was at least innocent, but...... But......
Alas, what iniquity you do!
In the middle of the night, I drank alone in my room, looking at my lonely figure on the wall, and I thought, I am really not hard-hearted enough, when I don't kill Beren, but Beren dies because of me, I will still feel pain.
After drinking a lot of wine, I wandered aimlessly on the street in a distraught, and before I knew it, I had already walked downstairs to Fu Chunxue's house, and the small town in the courtyard immediately found me, and happily came to the door, shouting: "Uncle Chen, you come to see me!" ”
I nodded, smiled at him, and said, "Well, it's so late, still training?" ”
He opened the door and let me in, nodded, and said with a serious face: "I heard what they said, you are now the second master of our town, just like Zhou Haiying's status before, I want to follow you, so I have to work harder." ”
At this time, Xiaocheng's eyes flashed with a determined light, when he looked at me, his eyes really shone like stars in the sky, I saw his admiration for me from his eyes, and his determination to follow me, I couldn't help sighing, touched his head and said, "Silly boy, do you want to follow me in the future?" ”
Xiao Cheng nodded, and I picked him up, although he was ten years old, but because of malnutrition, his body was much shorter than that of children of the same age, thin and weak.
This also starts with his family conditions, his father used to be a first-class killer here, and later died during a mission, at that time, he was only a little older, and the family's money was quickly spent by Fu Chunxue, leaving only this house.
However, Fu Chunxue refused to sell the house, guarding the wedding house purchased by her husband, and stumbled for many years, there was a poverty alleviation policy in the town, but the money was pitiful, and it was not enough for the two of them to make a living, Fu Chunxue relied on working as a waiter in the hotel to make money to support the town, which raised the town.
These are all things that Zhou Haiying gossiped with me before, and he also joked that the best time when Fu Chunxue and Xiaocheng lived was the time when Lu Wei fell in love with Fu Chunxue, at that time, Lu Wei often asked people to send things to her house, meat, eggs, duck eggs, all kinds of milk and vegetables, all piled up.
Fu Chunxue refused to use his things, so he sent them, and Fu Chunxue threw them away, but he persevered, and in the end Fu Chunxue couldn't help it, plus Xiaocheng was indeed growing her body, so she also used those things.
When I heard this, I sighed, I felt that Lu Wei seemed to be selfish, it turned out that he was very careful and cared about others a long time ago, but he didn't have a chance to show himself, so I always thought he was an out-and-out villain.
It's a pity that no matter how hard Lu Wei tries, Fu Chunxue doesn't like him, I know that another reason why she doesn't choose him is that he has a wife.
Fu Chunxue is different from other women here, she wants to be the only flower in a man's heart, instead of sharing a man on an equal footing with others.
Retracting my thoughts, I said to Xiaocheng, "Xiaocheng, why do you want to follow your Uncle Chen?" ”
Xiaocheng said with a serious face: "Because you are my master and my savior, I want to follow you and protect you, I like to be with you." ”
"What else?" I asked with a smile, my heart was warm, presumably if it weren't for this incident, my little girl would have been so affectionate to me, dependent on me, and worshipping me.
Xiaocheng touched his nose a little embarrassed and said, "There are still ...... I've heard you're making a lot of money, I'm ...... I want to make more money and take care of my mother. ”
I sighed and said, "Do you know what I do?" ”
Kojo looked at me, as if to see my displeasure, he nodded, and shook his head a little frightened, but I knew. I can't help but think of what Zhou Haiying said, he said that all the boys born in this town are all the reserve army of the invincible empire, and they have to take over if they want to take over, and if they don't want to take over, they have to take over, this is their fate.
And in order to let the children accept this, the adults here have told them since they were young what they are going to do in the future, and they have arranged strict training in school, I think, this is also the reason why Fu Chunxue wants to take Xiaocheng away, because he doesn't want Xiaocheng to be like these people, only know how to sell independence and kill people.
I carried Xiaocheng to the swing in the yard and sat down with him, and I said slowly, "Xiaocheng, do you know what it means to sell independence?" ”
Xiaocheng nodded and said, "Selling independence means...... Crime, there is danger, my dad was beaten to death in the process of selling independence, so my mom didn't want me to take this road, but, the little orange next door said that only cowards dare not be drug dealers, and if you don't become a drug dealer, you will betray my dad, betray my dad, and my dad will blame my mom for not teaching me well, and when the time comes, my mom will be very sad. ”
When he said this, Xiaocheng lowered his head, and his dejected appearance was distressing. I sighed, knowing that someone couldn't see their mother and son living so cleanly, so they thought of using a child to stir up the town.
No matter how precocious Xiaocheng is, he is only a ten-year-old child, he does not have enough ability to distinguish the major rights and wrongs in this world, let alone really understand the meaning of selling independence, he only knows that if he disappoints his father, his father will blame his mother, and his mother will be sad, what he has to do is just not to make his mother sad, as for whether his father will really come back, it doesn't seem to matter so much.
I said earnestly, "Little Town, you know what? There are many people in this world who rely on the unique product, lose their minds because of the unique product, disregard the life of their wives and children, hurt, beat and scold their wives and children, and even kill and kidnap irrelevant people in order to get the money to buy the unique product, until they completely destroy their own lives. ”
I said lightly: "That's why the boss of our invincible empire is not allowed to touch drugs with us, he needs us to have enough combat power all the time, but once people touch that thing, they can't quit in this life, this life is ruined, they are alive, they are dragging and mutilating the people who love them, they are waste." ”
After a pause, I looked at the town, and seeing that he was lost in thought, I said, "And we are the culprits." ”
Xiaocheng looked at me in surprise, and said half-loudly: "But, didn't they choose to touch the unique product themselves?" ”
I shook my head and said lightly: "Not really, there are many people who have been cheated by their own people, some are persecuted, and some are touched without knowing, not to mention, if it weren't for us drug dealers who continue to provide a steady stream of goods, the audience would not be more and more widespread." ”
When I said this, I looked at Xiaocheng and said softly: "Although I don't know why your father embarked on this road, I believe that he must have some suffering, your mother wants to take you out of here, there must be his meaning, they want you to live a normal life, I hope that you have the muddy and dirty world you used to have, you have to understand their good intentions." ”
Speaking of this, I took out a bank card from my wallet, and there was a reward of 500,000 yuan in the card that I was given to me this time, and I put it in Xiaocheng's hand, and he hurriedly wanted to return it to me, I smiled and said: "You call me 'master', I have long regarded you as a godson, so don't refuse my kindness." Good boy, live a good life with your mother, and when the time comes, I will take you out of here. ”
In the dark night, Xiaocheng's big smart eyes sparkled, and he said, "Uncle Chen, you're here to defeat them, right?" ”
I looked at Xiaocheng's pure eyes, nodded, then put my index finger to my lips and said, "Xiaocheng, this is a secret between you and your uncle, don't tell others, okay?" ”
Kojo nodded and said, "Well, I'll definitely keep it a secret." ”
"Alright, kid, it's late at night, let's go to sleep." I whispered.
Xiaocheng shook his head, but couldn't help yawning, I couldn't help but chuckle and said, "If you're sleepy, you should go to sleep, at your age, if you always stay up late, you won't grow tall." ”
Xiaocheng said: "But I want to stay with Uncle Chen for a while." ”
Hearing this, I was really moved, I chuckled and said, "Silly boy, there is still more time in the future, I will bring you back to Huaxia in the future, and let you work in my company, okay?" ”
When Xiaocheng heard this, he smiled brightly, and I said, "Go, I'll carry you back to the room." ”
Saying that, I squatted down, Xiaocheng happily lay on my back, I carried him up, and he said, "Uncle Chen, you won't die like your father, will you?" ”
Hearing the worry and fear in his tone, I don't know what to say, I want to say no, but I'm really afraid that one day I will really be able to defeat the coldness of reality, and I will say goodbye to the world, and when the time comes, how sad should he be? After thinking about it, I said, "Everyone dies one day, I can't promise you that I won't have an accident, but I can promise you that I will try to live and cherish my life more than anyone else." ”
While talking, I have come to the door, Fu Chunxue opened the door for us, looked at each other, she smiled at me gratefully, I carried Xiaocheng into the room, in fact, I already knew that she was eavesdropping inside, but I still said everything that should be said and what should not be said, I know that this is not appropriate, but since I trust them and mothers, I will not regret my confession.
"He slept." Looking at the small city on my back, Fu Chunxue said with a smile, "This kid ......"
I smiled and said, "Little child, it's all like this, I can't help but sleep as soon as I feel sleepy, don't wake him up, where is his room, I'll send him in." ”
Fu Chunxue pointed upstairs, I carried Xiaocheng upstairs to his room to put him down, took off his clothes and shoes, covered him with a quilt, and asked Fu Chunxue to bring a basin, I dipped a towel in hot water, wiped Xiaocheng's face, wiped my hands, and washed my feet.
Maybe the training was really too tiring, and Xiaocheng slept very deeply, and I didn't wake up even if I tossed.
Fu Chunxue watched quietly from the side, and it wasn't until I was done that she slowly spoke: "You must be very happy to be your child." ”
I smiled and said, "However, I'm not a good father. ”
The two of us left the room and the atmosphere was suddenly a little awkward. In the middle of the night, it is indeed not a good thing for lonely men and widows to stay in a building, so I said lightly: "It's too late, I should go back." ”
Fu Chunxue took the bank card to me, it was the bank card I gave to Xiaocheng, and she said, "I can't ask for it." ”
"This is the living allowance I prepared for Xiaocheng, he has already accepted it, even if you are his mother, you don't have the right to help him refuse gifts from others, right?" I chuckled, a bit overbearing in my tone.
Fu Chunxue frowned slightly and said, "I know you have good intentions, but you don't have ...... merit."
"Who says nothing is unsuccessful? Xiaocheng is half of my son, and he may have to be my son-in-law in the future, and it is not unreasonable for me to give him this money. I said lightly, "You can take it, I also hope you can live a little better." ”
Seeing that Fu Chunxue was still hesitating, I smiled and said, "You can fulfill my heart." ”
She looked at me, nodded helplessly, and said, "You are such a good person." ”
I smiled and turned away.
Good guys? No, I know that no matter how many good deeds I do, I can't cover up the blood on my body, just like Song Jiangshan said, no matter how I am, I am still a criminal, so I will never be a good person, but a sinner.
However, I still want to do what I can for these innocent people, because I have suffered too much from childhood, and I don't want this child I like to be the same as I was at the beginning.
That's all I had to do with him.