17. Where does the life of orphans and widows go?

After Xiao Jiujiu finished hanging the drip, the sky was already cloudy. I wanted to carry him on my back to stop the car and go home, but after thinking about it, I should walk with him on my back for a while and blow some fresh air, which would be more comfortable.

All the way, the little guy obediently snuggled up to my back, his hands around my neck. I, on the other hand, hummed his favorite lullaby when he slept.

Humming and humming, I felt a faint wetness on my back.

I was shocked, "Jiujiu, is it uncomfortable and hot?" ”

As I spoke, I tilted my shoulders and was about to put him down to take a look, but the little guy put his hands on my shoulders tightly and didn't let me put it down, "Mom, I'm fine." ”

When he opened his mouth, I realized that he was crying.

I couldn't help but thrust at my heart.

"Jiujiu, is it hard to have a cold?" I gently padded him up, "Xiao Jiujiu, I'm sorry, it's all because my mother is too careless, so I made you so sick." ”

He shook his head vigorously, "Don't blame Mom. ”

I took a slow step, and was just about to coax him a few words, when I heard him ask coldly, "Mom, why did you divorce Dad?" ”

My steps stopped instantly, even my heartbeat.

Why did this kid suddenly remember to ask this?

"That ......," I paused with difficulty, "it's because Mom and Dad have no feelings, and they won't be happy to live together anymore!" ”

He sighed, "There are a lot of children in our class whose parents are divorced, and their adults tell them the same thing. Did you adults make an appointment? ”

I really didn't know what to answer for a while.

His hand wrapped tightly around my shoulder, and then a faint sobbing sound came from my ear, "Mom, I actually know you're lying to me. ”

I panicked all of a sudden, "Jiujiu, did you listen to what others say?" ”

"I've seen it all." He let out a whisper.

"Jiujiu, tell Mom what you saw."

He sniffed, "Yesterday, I saw it all." Dad has a new aunt, doesn't want us anymore, right? He gave the new aunt an umbrella, and they still walked together in the car, regardless of the rain we were in, I saw it, it was my father who abandoned us, woo woo... He doesn't want us anymore..."

In the end, Xiao Jiujiu was already crying bitterly.

I froze in place, feeling like a blunt knife was cutting at the wound.

It turns out that he saw it all! Moreover, for the little him, that scene was tantamount to a damage that I couldn't imagine.

I didn't know how to comfort me for a while, and after thinking about it, I clumsily squeezed out a sentence, "And your mother loves you, doesn't she?" No matter what happens to others, Mom will never abandon you. You are the little angel sent by God to my mother, and my mother feels so happy to be alive because of you! ”

As I spoke, I wanted to put him down to wipe his tears, but the little guy stubbornly clamped his legs and refused to come down.

Then, he gradually stopped crying, and gently attached it to my ear in a tone like a little adult, and said seriously, "Mom, don't worry, Dad doesn't want you, and I will protect you, don't be afraid." ”

As soon as I heard this, tears rained down in an instant.

The misty moonlight stretched out two thin figures, one large and one small, and the road ahead seemed to be sprinkled with salt......