Chapter 31: Breakup
Before Du Shixian's words were finished, Pei Shuyi shook her head and interrupted her, "I know, you don't have to explain so much." ”
"Huh?" Du Shixian was stunned for a moment, seeing that Pei Shuyi's face was cold and cold, different from the peace of the past, I don't know if it was because of jealousy, Du Shixian lowered her head, "I'm sorry." Since you're here, I'll go first. She said with red eyes, and then fled.
It is precisely because she has feelings for her good friend's boyfriend that she feels guilty that she can't be calm, and she has overstepped it today, and she will not let herself have any contact with Wei Chengshu in the future.
Pei Shuyi frowned and looked at Du Shixian's back as she ran away, and after a while, she closed the door of the room, walked to the side of the hospital bed and sat down, "Chengshu, are you okay?" ”
"It's fine." Originally, Pei Shuyi couldn't come, he was still very disappointed, but seeing Pei Shuyi at this moment, Wei Chengshu was very happy, and reached over to grab Pei Shuyi, Junyi's eyebrows and eyes were full of tenderness, "Little Xiaoshu, if you come, I'll be fine with everything." ”
Pei Shuyi withdrew her hand, buried her head and whispered, "I'm sorry Chengshu." ”
Wei Chengshu's heart "chuckled", staring at Pei Shuyi motionlessly, and sure enough, Pei Shuyi's next sentence was, "Chengshu, let's break up." ”
Wei Chengshu guessed this result last night, and was mentally prepared enough, but when he heard Pei Shuyi say it in person, his eyes immediately turned red, "Why did you break up, can you give me a reason?" ”
"Actually, Chengshu, you should know it very well in your heart." Pei Shuyi looked up at Wei Chengshu at this time, her eyes were still dark and translucent, "The two of us are not suitable, the door is not right, not to mention, the eldest uncle has already chosen a husband for me." ”
Wei Chengshu's face turned pale, and he looked at Pei Shuyi and shook his head, "If you dislike my background, then you wouldn't have agreed to have a relationship with me at the beginning, Xiao Xiaoshu, I know you are serious." As for your marriage contract with the eldest son of the Jiang family's chaebol, even if it really exists, you are not a person who doesn't know what kind of Jiang Zhentian is, I don't believe that you are willing to marry him. ”
He said and held Pei Shuyi's wrist and stared at her eyes with a deep gaze, "Xiao Xiaoshu, if you are forced by the Pei family, then you can leave the Pei family, with my current financial ability, there is no problem for you to go abroad and study in college, I can support you for a lifetime, why do you have to rely on the Pei family?" ”
"Not really." Facing Wei Chengshu's affection, Pei Shuyi's heart was full of guilt and sadness, she didn't dare to look at Wei Chengshu, lowered her head and bit her lip, "The Pei family has a nurturing grace for me, I can't be so ungrateful." ”
Wei Chengshu was a little annoyed, "Then do you want to pay for your lifelong happiness to repay your kindness?" Xiao Xiaoshu, you don't calculate the account like this. Wei Chengshu saw Pei Shuyi's shoulders tremble, and he was reluctant to scold her, his voice was soft and low, and he said to Pei Shuyi seriously: "And why did the Pei family let you marry Jiang Zhentian?" But for their own benefit, they treat you as a commodity of exchange. They nurture you to take advantage of you. In this case, is such a Pei family still worth your sincerity? ”
The so-called marriage contract is just a lie made up by Pei Shuyi, but Wei Chengshu is too persistent, Pei Shuyi's heart is very uncomfortable, she takes a deep breath and raises her head to look directly at Wei Chengshu, "Actually, the most fundamental reason why I want to break up with you is that I don't like you." ”
Wei Chengshu was shocked when he heard this, and the hand holding Pei Shuyi became stiff, he couldn't understand what Pei Shuyi meant, "What did you say?" ”
Pei Shuyi still wanted to withdraw her hand, but was held by Wei Chengshu, seeing the pain in Wei Chengshu's eyes, Pei Shuyi's heart was shaken for a moment, and then became indifferent and ruthless, "I'm sorry, I probably mistook the relationship between brother and sister for the relationship between men and women." After all, I'm still young, I've never been in love, there is such a guy who is good to me, I thought it was love, and after last night I found out that I don't have that kind of feeling for you. ”
Wei Chengshu was stunned, he stared at Pei Shuyi, who was saying cruel words, but was so calm, her thin lips were white, and she repeated hoarsely, "It's just brother and sister.......... Love? ”
Pei Shuyi's fingers were clenched tightly together, her heart ached, but she didn't dodge anymore, and answered the next word clearly, "Yes." ”
"No wonder........... No wonder last night.........." Wei Chengshu muttered to himself, his handsome eyebrows were gray and white, and he said self-deprecating and sad: "It turns out that you don't like me at all, it's just my wishful thinking." ”
Pei Shuyi saw Wei Chengshu's appearance, and thought of Wei Chengshu's thoughtfulness and gentleness and kindness to her, her eyes were sour, and tears were about to fall, but she bit her lip and held back, "I'm sorry." ”
She knows that Wei Chengshu likes herself very much, and he is definitely a man worthy of her trust, even if she maintains such a relationship with Pei Tingqing now, as long as she conceals it well, she can still have a relationship with Wei Chengshu, and Wei Chengshu can be used as a spare tire.
But she couldn't.
She can't be so selfish, she can't just fight for her own happiness, she has to occupy Wei Chengshu, and it is because Wei Chengshu is so good that she can't delay Wei Chengshu.
She had a relationship with her eldest brother, she was already full of sins, very dirty and dirty, and even the most basic morality and ethics were violated, how could a woman like her be worthy of Wei Chengshu? If she didn't let go of Wei Chengshu, she would be even more disgusted with herself, so she had to push Wei Chengshu away.
Wei Chengshu lowered his head and was silent for a long time, and then looked at Pei Shuyi, his lips hooked with a smile, still so gentle, "It doesn't matter, the emotional thing is that you love me, and you can't come reluctantly, if you don't like me, it can only mean that I am not good enough." Xiaoxiaoshu, I won't blame you, you don't have to feel guilty, but please don't confiscate my love and let me continue to like you alone, okay? ”
Pei Shuyi still didn't control it well after all, covered her mouth and tears fell down in large pieces, choked up and said over and over again: "I'm sorry Chengshu, I'm sorry .........."
If there was no Pei Tingqing, what a happy couple she and Wei Chengshu would be, she had planned to go to Japan with Wei Chengshu, and then graduate from college, and she could marry him when she was old, but none of this was possible.
"Don't cry Xiaoshu." Wei Chengshu stretched out his arm and put his arm around Pei Shuyi, his chin was on top of Pei Shuyi's head, and he closed his eyes to suppress the hot flashes, "You didn't feel sorry for me, I was willing, but think about it, I haven't done anything earth-shattering for you." Don't cry, let's get together and disperse, since the couple can't do it, let's be brothers and sisters again. ”
Pei Shuyi's head was buried in Wei Chengshu's chest, and the tears flowed even more fiercely, wetting Wei Chengshu's clothes, she nodded vigorously, "Hmm! ”
Wei Chengshu tightened his arms more and more, his eyes opened and his head was red, and after a while, he closed it gently, he buried his head in Pei Shuyi's neck, and some kind of hot liquid finally rolled out of his eyes and submerged into Pei Shuyi's thick hair.
The medical staff knocked on the door outside at this time, Pei Shuyi hurriedly broke away from Wei Chengshu's embrace, she wiped her tears and walked to open the door.
There was an attending physician standing outside, and Pei Tingqing was standing beside him in a white coat, the snow-white coat made his figure longer and longer, and it also made him look as warm as jade, but there was a layer of frost in those eyes.
The attending physician went to the ward first, and Pei Tingqing stopped in front of the door, "Pei Shuyi." He looked at Pei Shuyi's red eyes, pursed his lips and was about to say something, but Pei Shuyi pushed him away and ran out desperately.
Pei Tingqing didn't have time to grab Pei Shuyi's arm, his hair brushed his shoulder, leaving a faint fragrance, Pei Tingqing put his hand into the pocket of his coat, clenched his fists, and didn't go to the ward until the slender figure was gone.
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Pei Shuyi went alone to the river where Wei Chengshu brought her a few days ago.
The blue sky and white clouds, the green grass is like grass, the mountain flowers on the river bank are in full bloom, and the petals are raining one after another, Pei Shuyi hugged her knees with her two arms, pillowed her chin, and sat there motionless.
She stayed from the afternoon to the sunset, and after watching the sunset, it was getting dark, the night fell, the moon was sprinkled, the river was sparkling, Pei Shuyi sat there, her slender body was dyed with loneliness, and two lines of tears slipped out of the corners of her eyes and flowed down her pale face.
She tasted the saltiness of her tears and was out of control, and finally Pei Shuyi buried her face in her knees and cried bitterly.
I don't know how long it took, but suddenly my body warmed, my coat was put on, and then the man's slender arms wrapped around her from behind.
Pei Shuyi stiffened, recognizing the breath on his body, she suddenly broke away, and then threw Pei Tingqing's coat directly into the river.
Pei Tingqing turned his head to look at Pei Shuyi, he curled his lips slightly, "Cool?" ”
"Nope!" Pei Shuyi stood up openly, and shouted angrily at Pei Tingqing with red eyes.
Pei Tingqing nodded, then put his arms under his head, he lay down on the grass leisurely, closed his eyes and said lightly, "Then you continue." ”
Pei Shuyi's throat was blocked, and she said a word.
She really wanted to have a big fight with Pei Tingqing, or a fight, or tear and tear, but he was ironclad and had no heart and no feelings, let her get angry and crazy, it wouldn't affect him at all, he was still so light and light, but it made her chest breathless, standing there and glaring at Pei Tingqing through gritted teeth, "Pei Tingqing, you are not a thing." ”
"Yes, of course I'm not a thing, I'm a person." Pei Tingqing was still lying there, without raising his eyelids.
The bright white moon shone on his face, coating him with a layer of haze, and the outline of his eyebrows and eyes was so beautiful and charming, Pei Shuyi looked at him, and suddenly became speechless, and stood there with a face.
Pei Tingqing stretched out his hand and grabbed Pei Shuyi at this time, Pei Shuyi was caught off guard and said "Ah———", she didn't stand firm under her feet, and then the whole person fell on Pei Tingqing's chest.
Pei Shuyi was originally struggling to get up, but Pei Tingqing's big hand tightly clasped her waist, clamping her so that she couldn't move, and finally Pei Shuyi lay on Pei Tingqing's body.
The river was silent, and there were crickets and gnats around him, Pei Shuyi's ears were close to Pei Tingqing's heart, and he heard his powerful heartbeat, surging very fiercely.
Pei Tingqing opened his mouth in a low voice at this time, "Did you hear that?" My heart beats alone only for you Pei Shuyi. He said as he grabbed Pei Shuyi's head, buried his face deep in her hair, and made a vague and hoarse voice, "Pei Shuyi, I love you, how can I let you know how much I love you?" Whatever you want, tell me, even if it's the whole world, I can offer it with both hands. ”
"Don't." Faced with such an affectionate confession, Pei Shuyi shook her head unmoved, and said softly: "I don't want anything, I just ask you to stop loving me and let me go." If you can't do it, don't say these so-called sweet words in the future, I can't afford it. ”
Pei Tingqing opened his eyes and looked at half of the face of the girl in his arms, only to feel that his heart seemed to be cut by a knife, and his eyes were bloodshot, and then he suddenly turned over and pressed Pei Shuyi on the grass, lowered his head and grabbed her lips without saying anything, and at the same time a big hand stroked her legs.
That night they had sex on the grass by the river, as if there was still no end, Pei Tingqing frantically wanted Pei Shuyi, his blood-red eyes watched her bloom under him, and the joy was more despair, every time it was like the end of the world was coming, entangled and biting to death.
Pei Shuyi grabbed Pei Tingqing's shoulders and shouted intermittently, "Big brother, big brother ..........", in exchange for Pei Tingqing's more and more frantic movements.
Under the moonlight, by the river, and in the green grass, the bodies of the two merged and overlapped, forming a beautiful and holy picture, but Pei Shuyi knew how sinful they were and how dirty they were.
The next morning, Pei Shuyi woke up with pain again, her bones were as if they had been crushed, and it took half a day to stand up and sit up.
Pei Tingqing left early in the morning, Pei Shuyi was kissed in a hazy and breathless, and she didn't hear what he said clearly, and at this moment she saw a note pressed under her mobile phone on the bedside table, "Breakfast is ready, you go to school tomorrow." Take two tablets after a meal. ”
Pei Shuyi turned her head and saw that there were still two pills left, she took them out and put them in her mouth, and swallowed them directly without even drinking water, and after a while, her stomach couldn't stand the stimulation and surged, Pei Shuyi got out of bed and ran to the bathroom, and retched on the washstand.
Pei Shuyi's palm pressed tightly on the hard marble countertop, and her fingernails were broken with too hard a "click", she looked at the blood beads that came out, but she laughed under the pain in her heart, laughing loudly and desolately, until tears poured out and wet her whole face.
What is this?
Like a xing slave, you don't have to go to school, just stay here and wait for your eldest brother to come back in the evening and be pampered.
Hehehe.......... How could she be so blushing? If this continues, what will her future look like?
No.
She must escape, she cannot indulge herself to sink.
Pei Shuyi raised her head and looked at her pale face in the mirror, and only washed up after a while, and then she went to the kitchen and directly poured out the breakfast made by Pei Tingqing, went out with her bag, and went to various clothing stores first.