....................

The night breeze was cold, and the way she looked at the sky, like a little mermaid staring innocently and hopelessly at the sky on the sea, would turn into foam and disappear from his eyes at any moment......

But Rong Xiu didn't even dare to speak out for a while, for fear of startling her and making her more dangerous.

Xia Nianxi sat quietly, motionless.

She already knew who was coming.

Even in such an open place, even if only footsteps were heard.

She was sure it was him.

Inhale deeply, then exhale a long time, "Husband......"

As soon as the words came out, the eyes that had been dry just now slowly became moist again, like mist in front of them, making the vision blurry again.

Her voice was so small that it was almost inaudible.

"Hmm." Rong Xiu responded, and walked over slowly, not daring to be too fast, for fear that she wouldn't like it.

"Are you sick?"

She asked him softly, her voice shaking.

Rong Xiu frowned, "No." Why do you ask? ”

Xia Nianxi nodded to indicate that he had heard, but did not answer his question, and asked, "Are we ...... Going bankrupt? ”

"No, it won't."

"Then ......," she finally turned to look at him, "don't you dislike children?" ”

The tears on his face are still there, which makes people feel frightened and distressed.

Rong Xiu's heart was suffocated, and he stretched out his hand to move along the railing, instantly clasping her hand.

Every finger was cold, icy, and stiff.

"You come down first, okay?" He consulted with her in a low voice, not daring to force her.

"Well, I just came up to breathe and blow the air, and I didn't mean anything else."

She was very well-behaved, so well-behaved that she surprised him, and she didn't even mean to refuse, every word was sincere.

Rong Xiu had been carefully supporting her, and when she stepped back from the outside of the railing, he immediately hugged her waist and held her firmly in his arms, "Why do you suddenly want to blow the wind?" ”

She was so cold all over, leaning against his chest like a cube of ice, still shivering.

Xia Nianxi backhanded, hugged his waist, and his voice was thin and small, "You haven't answered my question yet, don't you, don't you like children?" ”

"Why do you suddenly ask that?" He shook off his trench coat and wrapped around her.

"It's just...... Grandpa wants a great-grandson, or ...... We want a baby, do you say it's okay......"

"Your hands are cold, come in with me and drink a cup of ginger tea first." Rong Xiu picked her up without saying anything and walked to the room.

Her words were interrupted.

Xia Nianxi pursed her lips and did not speak.

Ji Qianli was guarding the door, and when he saw them coming out, he breathed a sigh of relief, "I'll just say, there is a fight at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed, what is there between husband and wife that can't be reconciled?" You're right, sister-in-law? ”

His sister-in-law didn't say it was right, nor did she say it was wrong, she just treated him as air.

Ji Qianli is used to this kind of treatment, if his sister-in-law looks at him a few more times at this moment, maybe he will be skinned by Brother Xiu, so this is very good, so he will be safer.

Rong Xiu glanced at him, "Go and prepare a bowl of brown sugar ginger tea." ”

obviously doesn't want to continue any topics like husband and wife relationship with him.

"......" was called by Brother Xiu as a little follower, Ji Qianli was still a little injured, glanced at them sadly, and went down to prepare.

Rong Xiu found a chair and sat down, patiently asking for her opinion: "There is a masquerade ball here tonight, and we haven't relaxed for a long time, do you want me to play with you for a while?" ”

Xia Nianxi...... Where else is in the mood to play?

The corners of her mouth pulled out a slightly bitter arc, and she shook her head, "I want to go home." ”

He didn't insist either: "Okay." ”

The two of them sat quietly, she lowered her head, not knowing what she was thinking, Rong Xiu gently squeezed her hand to help her keep warm, but after a long time, it was still cold.

It was the time when Ji Qianli came back to help them break this almost oppressive silence.

He brought a bowl of black stuff and handed it to Xia Nianxi, "Little sister-in-law, brown sugar ginger tea, drink it quickly." ”

The strong ginger flavor made Xia Nianxi frown very obviously.

She doesn't like to eat ginger, and when she usually eats vegetables, she picks out the finely cut ginger shreds, sometimes to the side, and sometimes quietly buries them under the rice to prevent him from finding out.

Rong Xiu also sensed that this ginger tea might be too strong, and was about to reach out to take the porcelain bowl, but Xia Nianxi was already one step ahead of him-

She held a half-sized bowl, and when she lowered her head, her little face was almost completely blocked by the bowl, and she didn't even try the temperature, she directly drank all the ginger tea.

Not a drop left.

The stomach immediately protested, and the bitter, choking, and spicy taste made the throat tighten.

Rong Xiu frowned slightly.

Xia Nianxi raised her head again, her eyes were already red, I don't know if it was smoked by the heat of ginger tea, or other reasons, her fingers pinching the edge of the bowl tightened more and more, the bone joints began to turn white, the fingertips were pinched until there was no blood, and her voice was small and pitiful, "Husband, I am obedient, don't give me that medicine again in the future, okay?" ”

Rong Xiu's heart suddenly collapsed in a big piece.

The hand at her side trembled slightly, and she looked like a sharp sword at the moment, piercing straight through his ribs and piercing his heart.

In an instant, the blood flowed endlessly, and it was unspeakably sour.

Get up and pull her to her feet, "Let's go home." ”

Ji Qianli was confused, and the whole person was completely out of condition: "What medicine, why can't I understand it?" ”

No one paid any attention to him.

Rong Xiu didn't squint, Xia Nianxi was completely immersed in her own thoughts, and she didn't even know when she entered the elevator.

When they came to their senses, the two of them had already gone outside.

Rong Xiu opened the co-pilot's door and lifted her up, Xia Nianxi suddenly reached out and grabbed his arm, "Husband, ......"

Her tone was still soft and full of uncertainty.

The eyes still reveal complete trust, but there is a little bit of injury that can't be concealed......

That's why you like it because you like it, right?

Because she liked it very much, after discovering those pills, she put away her little paws and did not question him, nor did she get angry with him......

But her concentration and hurt now, but still willing to believe his eyes, had almost broken his heart......

Rong Xiu was silent for a second, then reached out and gently took her into his arms, not letting her see her expression and eyes at the moment-

Then, word by word, he spoke softly—

"Well, it's my husband I'm sorry for you, I lost control the night last night and got it all in your body. And now...... It's really not the best time to have a baby. Let's wait, wait for my husband to take back the position of president, so that you can live a more stable life, we want it again, okay? I'm not going to give you that medicine again. ”

His words were very gentle and sincere, and Xia Nianxi lay in his arms, gradually no longer restless.

Actually, she really wanted to say that it didn't matter.

It really doesn't matter.

Whether you are the president of Rong's or not, I am willing to give you a baby......

However, she also knew that he had her pride......

Reaching out and wrapping it around his waist, she nodded obediently, "Okay, I know, husband......"

I don't blame him at all, as long as he says it, she doesn't matter.

The two of them didn't know how long they had been hugging, and they didn't move despite the noise around them.

In the end, Rong Xiu let go of her, "Are you tired?" Sleep for a while and I'll take you home. ”

"Okay."

Xia Nianxi leaned back on the back of the chair more obediently, and pulled up the seat belt.

Rong Xiu touched her head, "I'm a little sleepy, smoke a cigarette first and then drive." ”

"Okay."

She nodded.

He took a lighter and cigarette case out of his pocket and walked under a plane tree not far away before lighting a fire and lighting it.

The flame jumped out of his fingers, wrapped in five fingers, and from a distance, it was like a small lantern, which was exceptionally bright in the dark night, and the last bit of gloom in her heart also dissipated.

Xia Nianxi slowly leaned back in the chair, waited for him, and finally waited for her to fall asleep.

Rong Xiu calculated that the time was almost up, and he extinguished the cigarette that he hadn't smoked a few times before getting into the car.

She fell asleep, as he wished.

At this moment, only when she was asleep did he have the courage to look at her, because he didn't have to face those clear eyes, and he didn't have to bear her trust......

Put the hand on the steering wheel, tighten, tighten again.

It's like holding something, and it's like pinching the black hole in my heart that is already draining hope-

The name of the cave is called Regret.

irreparable, but unspeakable regret.

Rong Xiu can't forget the words that Bai Yexiao said frankly outside the operating room after she was beaten to a miscarriage-

"Xia Nianxi is RH negative blood, which is commonly known as panda blood. And you're not. She has now lost her first child, and the next pregnancy will have an almost 90 percent chance of hemolysis with the fetus. Child, I can't keep it. Adults are prone to heavy bleeding, too. ”

What a cruel conclusion.

Cruel enough to nearly crush him.

"Is there no other way? You're so good, you can fix it, right? ”

He remembered how eager and unwilling his voice was.

Because he had never believed in any miracles, but that day, Rong Xiu was looking forward to hearing the existence of miracles from Bai Yexiao's mouth.

But—

"There is a 100% safe way, that is, she finds a man with the same blood type as her and has a baby."

How can it be?

Of course not!

She can only stay by his side so that he can be her man!

The only and irreplaceable!

There are some things that I don't want to give up, but in order to get them, I can only give them up......

There are some decisions, once made, even if they are as difficult as heartbreaking, they must be faced......

He didn't know if he was selfish or tolerant of forcing her to stay by his side...... He couldn't tell anymore.

The only thing I know is that he is a man, and she is his woman.

This will not change......

In her sleep, Xia Nianxi twisted her body slightly, and said uneasily, "Husband......"

Rong Xiu came back to his senses, covered up his emotions that were about to tear him apart, and then leaned over and kissed her softly, "My husband is here." You sleep well. ”

She muttered, stretched her brows in a daze, and fell asleep peacefully.

He was left alone awake and in pain, but he never regretted it......

…………

Spring has finally arrived in full after half a month.

After Xia Nianxi packed up all the thick winter clothes and put them into the upper echelons of the cloakroom, Old Man Rong could almost pull out the oxygen mask, lie on the hospital bed and start reading books and newspapers.

She has been learning cooking lately, and she doesn't know much, but her soup stewing skills have improved a lot.

After Rong Xiu went to Rong's, she went into the kitchen and put all the soup she had boiled in an electronic soup pot all night in two insulated buckets, "I'll go to the hospital!" ”

Mei Mei has become a lot quieter since she was reprimanded by Rong Xiu for causing trouble last time, and her attitude towards Xia Nianxi is more respectful than before, but she is not so casual.

Hearing this, she hurriedly wiped her hands and ran over from the balcony, "Grandma, walk slowly." ”

"......" Xia Nianxi was a little helpless, wanting to say something, but felt that there was nothing to say.

In the end, I had to forget it, change my shoes, and go out.

Rong Xiu said that he wanted to give her a car, but she refused because she did not have a driver's license.

Besides, it's not far from the hospital, so it's just a walk.

The sun was shining very well today, dappled like a diamond on the road, and she stepped on those spots of light and jumped forward lightly, her royal blue dress was gently lifted by the wind, and the skirt rolled like a cloud.

She walked attentively and happily, not noticing that a white Cayenne happened to pass by on the road next to her, and the driver slowed down noticeably when he saw her.

Through a car window, a pair of narrow phoenix eyes were quietly looking at her, close to the crimson purple lip flap to hook up a playful arc.

……….

Xia Nianxi walked to the hospital, and as soon as she arrived at the elevator, she saw Rong Li standing there.

He was dressed in a white plain linen sweater and trousers, wrapped in a very casual gray thin cashmere shawl, and although he wore sunglasses, he also attracted the attention of many girls.

She frowned, turned and walked away.

He chased after her, stretched out his hand, and blocked her way, "Where are you going?" ”

“…… It's none of your business. ”

"Look at grandpa?" He asked gently.

"It's none of your business."

"Two insulated buckets?" He still maintained that seemingly harmless smile, "It's too heavy, I'll carry it for you." ”

"It's none of your business! How is it like a fly?! "Xia Nianxi is very angry.

"Don't be angry," Rong Li took off his sunglasses, and his brown eyes made people feel even colder, "I'm just reminding you that the elevator is over there." ”

"I want to take the stairs."

She refused to be alone with him in any confined space.

If possible, she even hopes that Rong Li will disappear into the vast sea of seven billion people on the earth and never appear in front of her eyes.

Unfortunately, it backfired.

No, it should be said that the road is narrow.

"Grandpa is on the top floor, how inappropriate is it for you to walk? Big deal, I just don't get into the elevator. Rong Li saw through her mind at a glance.

"I don't care if you get into the elevator?"

"Well, I'm just ......" Rong Li bent down slightly, and the hot air with the smell of cologne suddenly sprayed into her cochlea, "I'm curious, who is your other thermos bucket for?" ”

"Not for you anyway. I'm also curious, why haven't you been accepted by black and white impermanence yet, you are so annoying? She spoke unkindly.

Rong Li found it interesting, "Black and white impermanence? Maybe Lord Yama forgot to add me to his book of life and death, right? Do you beware...... Raising tigers is a problem. ”

He nodded meaningfully at the thermos in her hand, then smiled and walked away.

Xia Nianxi was inexplicable, "Neuropathy! ”

"Over there, can't you get in?" The person in charge of driving the elevator in the hospital shouted.

"Enter, enter," Xia Nianxi quickly turned around and ran over, leaving this unpleasant episode behind.

Grandpa woke up early, and the children were more sleepy, so she decided to go to see her grandfather first, and then go downstairs to see Yan Yan.

The nurses on the top floor already knew her, and they were very respectful when they saw her, "Grandma." ”

"Is the old man awake?"

"Wake up, he's an old man—"

Before the nurse could finish speaking, there was a burst of very happy laughter in the old man's ward.

Xia Nianxi was puzzled: "Who is inside?" ”

"When the old man went for a walk yesterday, he met a new friend." The nurse pursed her lips and smiled, "Come in." ”

"Okay."

Xia Nianxi knocked on the door.

Rong Yaoguo still had a smile in his voice, "Come in." ”

She pushed open the door, and the old man beckoned to her, "Xiaoxi, look at it, a new friend I made." ”

Xia Nianxi turned his face and saw Yan Yan standing at the end of the hospital bed.

"Sister Xiaoxi," the little girl was wearing a small hospital gown, not daring to run, only daring to move over slowly, "I didn't lie to you, I said, I know Sister Xiaoxi!" ”

"No, no," Rong Yaoguo smiled, "The kindergarten joke you just said, tell your grandfather again?" ”

"Okay!" Yan Yan repeated what she had just said again in a milky voice.

Immediately, Rong Yaoguo laughed loudly, "This kid is cute and tight." ”

Xia Nianxi was also amused, and put the thermos bucket on the head of the bed, "Yan Yan, why are you alone?" What about Mom? ”

"Mom went home to get something, and I thought of this old man, so I asked the nurse to bring me up."

As soon as she heard that the nurse brought her, Xia Nianxi was relieved.

Yesterday, I heard Meng Yao say that the little guy has been in a stable condition recently, and although he can't be discharged from the hospital, he won't have a nosebleed at every turn.

It looks like I'm about to do a puncture to find a matching source......

Things are going to get better and better.

She filled a bowl of soup for the old and the young, and handed them to each other.

Rong Yaoguo likes to drink, Yan Yan likes it too, and quickly drank it to the bottom, then handed the bowl to Xia Nianxi together, smacked his mouth together, and then said in unison, "Not bad!" ”

After doing this, the two of them were stunned, then looked at each other and laughed again, "Grandpa, you learn from me!" ”

"No, it's obvious that you learned from me!" Rong Yaoguo touched the little guy's head, "How can it be so consistent, what a little ghost!" ”

Yan Yan stuck out her tongue and played with the old man for a while, when a nurse came in and led her back.

Rong Yaoguo was reluctant to let her go, and agreed with the little girl at the time of the next meeting.

Xia Nianxi has been standing by and watching.

Grandpa is really fond of children......

"Girl, come here," Rong Yaoguo beckoned to her.

Xia Nianxi walked over obediently, "Grandpa, do you still want soup?" ”

"Don't want soup," the old man looked at her gently, "You and Ah Xiu have also received the certificate, you tell grandpa, when are you going to give birth to a little doll?" ”

“……”

Blushing didn't happen, but this topic made her a little awkward, "Grandpa, why don't you ask Rong Xiu?" ”

Shake the pot, she's very good at it.

"......" The old man got such a sentence, and suddenly seemed to choke, and stopped asking.

In fact, he really asked Rong Xiu yesterday, and the answer he got was particularly unsatisfactory-

"We're still young, and we have to live a two-person world."

It's infuriating.

But that's his own grandson, what can he do? He can't supervise their pregnancy, can he? That's too ......

Ahem......

I think it's crooked.

The old man pulled back his thoughts and sat upright, "This Yan Yan is really cute, grandpa has always wanted you to have a boy and inherit the Rong family's career." Now that I think about it, a girl is not bad, if you give birth to a girl, we can recruit a baby. ”

"......" Xia Nianxi really didn't want to discuss too much on this topic, everything had to be pregnant to make these conjectures.

She's not pregnant yet, and she hasn't planned to get pregnant yet, isn't it embarrassing to think so much?

Moreover, now Yung's ......

The old man was sick in bed, and no one dared to tell him that Rong Xiu was set up by Rong Xun and Lin Fangfei for no reason......

Rong Yaoguo was very happy, "It's best to give birth to ten or eight, and when the time comes, accompany me to do tai chi, and I will take them to participate in the competition and win the international gold medal!" ”

When the time comes, a bunch of cute babies, wearing the same clothes, will seriously make a comparison with one move and one style, how pleasing to the eye!

He is happy when he thinks about it!

"......" Xia Nianxi carried the soup, "I'll send this to Yan Yan, and I'll come up to see you later." ”

"Go, go, go." Rong Yaoguo waved his hand and continued to immerse himself in the beautiful imagination of his great-grandson.

…………

Downstairs in the hospital room.

Yan Yan was already asleep, Xia Nianxi put the thermos bucket at the head of her bed, accompanied her for a while, and waited for Liang Yunpei.

She has been in the hospital for a while, almost sleepless with her daughter, the whole person has lost a lot of weight, and the cheongsam is a little empty on her.

"Xiaoxi, I'm sorry for you to deliver soup again. I just went back to get Yan Yan's previous medical records abroad, and Dr. Bai said that I needed to take a look. ”

"It's not troublesome." Xia Nianxi hurriedly stood up, "What else did Doctor Bai say?" ”

"I didn't say much," Liang Yunpei walked over and gently touched his daughter's forehead, "I'm going to do a bone marrow puncture this afternoon, and then do the third round of matching ......"

“…… It's going to hurt, right? ”

Xia Nianxi has seen it on TV, the puncture cannot be anesthetized, and the needle is so thick that people can look at it and their legs are weak.

Liang Yunpei nodded with a bad face, "If I can, I really hope that the person who is sick is my ......."

Xia Nianxi was also speechless, so she could only walk over, hugged her gently, and comforted her silently.

She stayed for a while before taking her leave and walking out.

When she arrived at the door, Liang Yunpei suddenly stopped her again, "Xiaoxi." ”

"What's wrong?" Xia Nianxi turned around.

Liang Yunpei looked at her straight, and in his eyes was the fearlessness of a mother for the sake of her child, "If, I mean, if this matching can be successful, no matter who that person is, you will stand by my side and help me, right?" ”

.............