181 You can't marry her

I said that I would dominate everything for Bao Wen, I thought she would taunt me, but I didn't expect her to say only one word, she said: "Okay! ”

I looked at her in some surprise, wondering if this woman had changed sex? Become so talkative? Or is it that last time I misunderstood her, she was no longer angry, and now she wants to help me deal with the Yang family, so as to win my favor? It's just that she has done so many wrong things, how can I still forgive her?

Bao Wen half-narrowed her eyes and mocked: "What? Thought I had something in mind for you before I agreed to you? Don't be narcissistic, I'll help you, I just want you to give me the evidence. ”

It turned out that Bao Wen would also be afraid, I smiled coldly, nodded and said okay, after saying that, I left her house with Su Ruoshui in my arms, this home, I am so familiar, but I am so disgusted, if I can, I really want to never step in for the rest of my life.

Soon, we returned to the dormitory of the True Color Bar, bought medicine and fed Su Ruoshui, and guarded her all night, until four o'clock in the morning, her fever did not subside, I sat on the edge of the bed and watched her quietly, but Song Jiayin was in my mind.

Is she going to get engaged tomorrow? Will she be disappointed by my silence? Are you waiting for someone to save him?

I slowly came to the window, lit a cigarette, blew the cold wind, and looked at the city that had quieted down, and felt a deep sense of loneliness in my heart.

Someone suddenly put on a coat on her body, I looked at Su Ruoshui, her face looked much better, I put my mind at ease, looked at the time, and said, "I'm hungry, I'll go buy you breakfast." ”

Su Ruoshui bit her lip, I knew what she was going to say, smiled at her, and said, "I don't mind." ”

Su Ruoshui's eyes suddenly turned red, she got into my arms, kissed my cheek fiercely, and said, "Ming, you are really good, I love you so much." ”

I gently stroked her hair, she wrapped her arms around me, and said let's go to breakfast together, I nodded, and after washing, I left the dormitory with Su Ruoshui hand in hand, and came to KFC, after ordering good things, we talked while eating, as if nothing happened last night.

At this time, I saw a familiar figure walking outside, I stood up and chased out, grabbed the man's hand and shouted "good news", the man suddenly turned his face, I was stunned, because this person was not Song Jiayin at all.

The girl took me for a good man, raised her hand and slapped me, scolded me for being insane, and ran away.

Su Ruoshui's soft and earnest shout came from behind me, I turned my face and saw her standing there with a pale face, staring at me nervously, I walked over and took her hand, and said softly: "It's okay, I just recognized the wrong person, let's continue to eat." ”

Su Ruoshui nodded, and we returned to our seats together, but this time my heart was very messy, and my mind was full of Song Jiayin's sentence "I will get engaged tomorrow", this sentence was like a spell, and I felt like I was going crazy. At this time, Su Ruoshui said that she had only seen this kind of drama of recognizing the wrong person on TV, and I hummed absent-mindedly, she said that only when she cares about a person very much, she will recognize the wrong person, not to mention that I am such a rational person, she said that I must care about that 'Miss Song'.

Hearing this, my heart was shocked, I raised my eyes to look at Su Ruoshui, and asked her what she wanted to say?

Su Ruoshui clenched the soy milk in her hands tightly with both hands, and she said: "I just want to know, how many people are in your heart, I don't mind that you don't just love me, what I mind is that you don't tell me anything, what I mind is that you don't love me at all." ”

Looking at Su Ruoshui's beautiful face, her frustration was so distressing at this time, I said, "Sister Silly Shui, I don't like you, I'm still so nervous about you?" ”

Su Ruoshui smiled slightly, lowered her eyes, and didn't say anything, but my heart was like being hammered by a drum, and it kept knocking and knocking, knocking my thoughts even more chaotic.

I never thought that I would not love Sister Shui, in my mind, I have always regarded her as my first love, as the woman I love the most, and this cognition seems to have become a habit. Until last night, when my mind was full of Song Jiayin, instead of her life and death, I was a little scared, did I really love her as much as I imagined? Or is my love for her more of an unwillingness and a responsibility that I can't get?

To be honest, I am ignorant about feelings until now, I have never thought about what love looks like, I don't understand love, I don't understand women, in my eyes, like is to want to get, want to possess, so when my heart is greedy, I thought I liked these women, right, I thought wrong?

Just when I was thinking crankily and my mind was like a mess, Su Ruoshui suddenly grabbed my hand, I came back to my senses, her eyebrows were full of affection, as if she had forgotten the loss just now, and said, "Ming, let's rent a house, okay?" ”

I was stunned and asked her why she suddenly wanted to rent a house? She said coquettishly: "I just want to, I want to have a home, there is a small family that belongs to us, we live in it, every day you are busy outside, you can come back and eat the hot meal I made, I can knit sweaters for you in autumn, I can shoot mosquitoes for you in summer, I can pick out good clothes for you to wear in the morning, I can help you massage and wash your feet in the evening, of course, I don't require you to live here, as long as you have time to come, I will be satisfied." ”

Listening to Su Ruoshui's words, I sketched such a warm picture in my mind, and I was faintly looking forward to it.

Su Ruoshui held my hand, shook it, and asked me expectantly, "Is it okay?" ”

In the face of her begging gaze, I couldn't bear to refuse her, and said softly, "Okay." ”

There are some questions, especially love, that you can't think of answers to, so let time give me the answers.

When I nodded and said yes, Su Ruoshui's face smiled like a flower, she looked at me, and said seriously: "I don't care how many people you have in your heart, I don't care who you have an affair with outside, I just want a small space, I think, where you belong completely to me, that's enough." ”

I held Su Ruoshui's hand tightly and scolded her for being a "fool", she seriously said that in this life, if you don't live a stupid life, how can you be happy?

After saying that, she urged me to hurry up and eat, saying that she couldn't wait to choose a house with me. So, we had breakfast, went to find an intermediary, and finally rented a three-bedroom apartment in a high-end community near Jinxiu, because the host was originally going to use this house as a wedding room, so the decoration is very good, all the furniture is readily available, there is a big balcony, the bedroom has a bay window, Su Ruoshui is very happy, we went to buy a lot of flowers that day, she cleaned up flowers on the balcony all morning.

I sat on the sofa in the living room and read a book, looking at Su Ruoshui who was taking care of the flowers and plants from time to time, humming a little song, but I couldn't calm down in my heart.

looked at the time, it was already more than twelve o'clock, I don't know what time Song Jiayin's engagement ceremony started?

There was a knock on the door outside, I went to open the door, and I saw Sun Nanbei, Shen Nuoyan and Brother Funny standing at the door with many gifts, I smiled and said, "You guys are fast enough." ”

Shen Nuoyan said with a smile: "How can you be fast, it takes less than an hour from choosing a house to settling down, and you are so anxious to live your two-person world with your sister-in-law?" ”

Su Ruoshui put down the work in her hand and walked over, Shen Nuoyan smiled and shouted "sister-in-law", she immediately blushed and asked them to sit on the sofa, while she washed her hands and made tea.

Sun Nanbei took out a CD, said he wanted to watch a movie, and asked me if I minded? Of course I don't mind, he smiled and said, "I've been looking for this film for a long time, but I haven't found it, guess what?" ”

I smiled and said, "Just when you gave up, you found the film?" ”

Sun Nanbei waved his hand and said, "How can there be such a coincidence?" It's Miss Song, she asked someone to send it to me from Kyoto yesterday, I just got it, and the disc is still hot. ”

When I heard that it was given by Song Jiayin, I felt a "chuckle" in my heart, and it was not a taste in every way. Su Ruoshui brought tea at this time, washed the fruits, and let us eat and chat, while she tied an apron, tied up her long hair, and carried the vegetables she had bought a long time ago into the kitchen, and after she went in, Sun Nanbei continued: "Miss Song is really a careful person, and she will know my hobby as a nobody. ”

I said, "She's a very attentive person. ”

Sun Nanbei said: "Yes." ”

Sun Nanbei put the disc away as he spoke, and soon, the movie began, I wasn't interested in it, but I was fascinated when I watched it: this is a very vulgar romance film, about a little person who accidentally rescued a young lady, has a deep love for her, and keeps climbing up in order to be with her. The eldest lady was very kind to him and gave a lot, but she never told him what she wanted, this was out of the woman's reserve, and because she was afraid that agreeing to be with him would make the family put pressure on him.

Later, the eldest lady was forced to marry by the family, and she expected the little man to take her away, but the little man chose to watch her marry another man because he was afraid that he would not be able to give her happiness.

The film is very short, only one hour, at the end of the film, two years later, the eldest lady and the little man met by chance on the street, the little man has soared, the eldest lady has married a wife, it is raining, and the little man finally asked the question that he has never dared to ask, that is, did she love him?

The eldest lady stood under the eaves and smiled extraordinarily amorous. She said, "What reason can you think of other than love to get me from my world to yours?" ”

The film came to an abrupt end here, giving people a feeling of unfinished, and in my mind, the last sentence was always circling, I couldn't help but think of Song Jiayin's noble identity, remembering that she said that she was going to wait for me in her world, and the so-called "reason" that I was trying to suppress was suddenly replaced by an impulse, I stood up suddenly, at this time, I heard Sun Nanbei say: "The heroine is really pitiful, in fact, she doesn't care if the male protagonist has the ability to protect her, all she wants is his determination and efforts to protect her, it's a pity, It's a boat, and they'll never be together. ”

"It's done, they'll never be together."

This sentence was like a thorn in my heart, I rushed into the bedroom, locked the door, took out my mobile phone and dialed Song Jiayin's phone, her voice soon came from the other end of the phone, I plucked up my courage and said: "Jiayin, I don't want you to marry another man." ”

Song Jiayin was silent for a moment and asked, "Then what?" ”

And then? I clenched my fists and said, "I will try to climb up, I will become a man worthy of you, and at that time, I will definitely go to your house with a rich dowry!" ”

Song Jiayin laughed, and said in a playful and domineering tone: "But what I want is a single-minded man." ”