Chapter 272: An irreparable past
Sometimes, they don't even have the right to choose their own marriage Tu Baobao and Yin Ziye at the beginning are far more in love than him and Li Yilan Didn't they also fly apart in the end
Now it is an accident that Tu Baobao can marry the Nangong family This is also related to Nangong Yuhan's character But he can't be the second Tu Baobao And Li Yilan is not the second Nangong Yuhan He is far from Nangong Yuhan's compulsion Li Yilan is a beauty lover But he also loves his country When he resolutely abandoned himself and chose Jiangshan He and Li Yilan were doomed to no result It's just that she didn't see it clearly before Now she can really understand the gap between her and Li Yilan
The first time they met, it was already doomed between them, he should always be so high, like a god, and in front of Li Yilan, she will always be the poor woman who is prostrate on the ground, if Li Yilan can let go, then for the two of them, it is really a relief
"Whether you are the right woman for me is not up to you," Li Yilan gritted her teeth and insisted, but she couldn't hide the gloom between her eyebrows Once something happens, no matter how you make up for it, there will be a gap that is difficult to cross and can no longer be bridged
Xu Yaran looked at Li Yilan with a sad expression, and a mocking smile rose on the corner of her mouth, and said, "Yes, so you have made the best choice a long time ago."
Li Yilan grabbed Xu Yaran's arm, his hand was tight, and his voice was a little hoarse, and he asked, "Can't you really forgive me for that matter?"
"Some things happen just happen Even if I really don't care about it It doesn't mean that it hasn't happened That's because none of us can erase what happened You should understand We weren't suitable from the beginning It's just that we were in the game at the time, and no one saw it, and now if you calm down, you'll find that we were wrong from beginning to end We shouldn't have been together from the beginning to the beginning," Xu Yaran said to Li Yilan a little weakly
She really feels very tired This period of time with Li Yilan feels much more tired than she has lived in for more than 20 years She and Li Yilan are really not suitable to be together and will not be happy together She didn't understand this truth before, so she suffered so much Now she finally understands that Li Yilan is not the person she is looking for They are just a platform in each other's journey In the end, both of them will have their own journeys and have their own ends
"Okay, think about it yourself, I don't want to say anything to you anymore, maybe after you think about it carefully, you will find that in fact, you don't like me as much as you imagined" Xu Yaran said to Li Yilan seriously: "Now what I say to you, maybe you won't listen to it, let's all give ourselves a little time, try to be quiet, okay?"
"I'm ......" The corners of Li Yilan's mouth moved, and just as he was about to speak, Xu Yaran had already said in front of him: "You know, I won't listen to what you say now, we should all calm down and give each other a little time, and you will really find that your thoughts will be completely different from what you are now."
"Okay, that's it, I don't want to say anything more, you can do it yourself, you let go of me, I'm really going to work," Xu Yaran said, stretched out another hand, pressed it on Li Yilan's hand, and pushed Li Yilan's hand down, Xu Yaran finally regained her freedom
She shook her arm, and finally breathed a sigh of relief, and she said, "I hope you can really understand what you want most."
After finishing speaking, she no longer paid attention to Li Yilan, turned around and followed Su Weishi, who had been waiting on the side and had never said a word from beginning to end, When she saw Su Weishi's face, Xu Yaran breathed a sigh of relief, and there was a sense of relief Su Weishi saw her and gave her a reassuring smile
Li Yilan stood in place and watched the figures of Xu Yaran and Su Weishi disappear from his line of sight, he roared angrily and punched the wall on the side, leaving a bright red mark immediately
"Do you also think that I am a ruthless and unrighteous woman, a hard-hearted woman" Xu Yaran sat in Su Weishi's car, she turned her head and asked with a hesitant expression, completely no longer as cold and indifferent as when she faced Li Yilan just now, at this moment, she is like a little woman who is hesitant and needs to find a comfort
Su Weishi didn't speak, he just replied with a reassuring smile to Xu Yaran and shook his head, indicating that he didn't feel that Xu Yaran was hard-hearted and ruthless
"Maybe I was too lonely and lonely at the beginning, so I fell in love with him without reservation From the moment I fell in love with him, I have already embarked on a road of no return I loved him But he couldn't give me what I wanted I have long passed the age when I would be carried away by love I now know what I need He can't give me what I want at all I finally changed and became a realistic woman " Xu Yaran said with some sadness
This is probably the difference between a mature woman and a girl, a girl knows what she wants, and a woman knows what she needs, and now Xu Yaran knows deeply what she needs, and she has finally gone through so much that she has finally become a mature woman before the age of thirty, which is her luck and her unluck
Su Weishi turned his head and glanced at Xu Yaran Seeing Xu Yaran looking so helpless, a touch of pity flashed in his eyes Yes, he did feel some pity for Xu Yaran After all, she is also a poor woman
"Then what do you want?" asked Su Weishi in a hoarse voice
Xu Yaran completely believes in Su Weishi She really relies on this man she just met Maybe she knows the wounds in Su Weishi's heart, so she naturally regards Su Weishi as her confidant
For Su Weishi, she didn't want to hide anything, she said: "What I want is just a stable home, these are all things that Li Yilan can't give me."
After Xu Yaran finished speaking, her eyes were a little gloomy, and she muttered again, "All I want is a stable home......
Su Weishi looked at Xu Yaran for a long time and nodded, but did not speak
Xu Yaran didn't say any more, she sat quietly until she went downstairs to the company
At this time, it was the peak of work Xu Yaran got out of Su Weishi's car and became the focus in a second On that building, many people knew that Xu Yaran and the boss of their company introduced an investment company abroad to invest in their company Su Weishi is definitely a celebrity in this building Now seeing Xu Yaran get out of Su Weishi's car It is really sensational But no one will blatantly look at it Everyone's rather obscure gaze All fell on Xu Yaran and Su Weishi
Xu Yaran pretended to be in her heart and didn't notice the strange look in the eyes of others when they looked at her Su Weishi saw it But he didn't care He reached out and straightened the clothes on his body and walked in the direction of the company with Xu Yaran Her report has been read The most important work at hand has been done The rest of the work is not so important You can do it slowly It is about to be the New Year The annual leave is on leave There seems to be nothing else to do except for inventory Those reports have already been prepared Just report it Then there is the company's budget for the coming year
But because of Su Weishi's joining, the company needs to expand next year, and it's not good to make next year's budget Now it's not easy to do next year's budget She slowly processed the mountain of documents When Tang Wan came in to bring coffee to Xu Yaran, Xu Yaran raised her head from the document and glanced at Tang Wan and said, "I remember that you seem to have honey there, and you will help me make a glass of honey water for me later."
Tang Wan glanced at Xu Yaran in a complicated way, and then went out obediently After a while, she had already brewed a glass of honey water and came in Xu Yaran didn't look up and said to Tang Wan: "Send this honey water to Mr. Su."
"Okay......" Tang Wan looked at Xu Yaran's eyes flashing with gossip Although she didn't see Su Weishi and Xu Yaran coming to work together this morning, but she heard what others said, and she noticed that Su Weishi was still wearing the same clothes as yesterday Today, he didn't go back at all So where did he go last night It really can't help but make people think deeply
Xu Yaran was busy with work, but he didn't have the heart to pay attention to other things When Tang Wan sent the cup of honey water to the conference room to Su Weishi, he also took a few curious glances It is really very handsome Not how it looks It is really the temperament of that body At first glance, he is a calm and introverted person who does great things Tang Wan's heart and liver thumped and began to be jealous, envious and hateful at the same time Why are all good men captured by Xu Yaran
When Su Weishi took the cup of honey water, he was also slightly stunned Light gray eyes crossed Tang Wan's face After a while, it became clear It turned out to be her Su Weishi thanked him and took a sip of honey water It was very sweet The sweetness was sweet from the corner of his mouth to his heart But his face was still silent After coming to the company, his voice was still hoarse, but it was much better than in the morning
"Help me, thank you, supervisor," Su Weishi put down the teacup and said to Tang Wan gently
Tang Wan nodded dumbfoundedly, Wow, wow, wow...... Mr. Su is so handsome Such a good man If it is given to her, it will be really happy But when he looked at Su Wei, he was looking down at the documents again and did not mean to raise his head again Tang Wan pursed his lips It is estimated that even if she wants to pry the corner of the wall, she will not be able to pry it away