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Spent three full days in that dark place, we finally ushered in the rescue team of the rescue team, the rescuers sent supplies to everyone, and said that because it was during the Spring Festival, and encountered a rare heavy snowfall in a century, coupled with the signal was not connected, so it was very late when I received the news, but fortunately, the first group of people braved the snow and walked dozens of kilometers on foot, found a village, and notified the relevant departments of the situation here by public telephone, and the search and rescue team quickly set off to rescue.

On the third day, the snow finally stopped, and the search and rescue team led the stranded passengers to sweep the snow out of the road, remove all the trees and other obstacles crushed by the heavy snow, and the vehicle began to move slowly. Xu Cheng and the personnel of the search and rescue team told us about our special situation and asked for help, and with their help, we left there first, and only returned to T City after two rounds.

We all thought that the child was safe and sound, because there were no other situations along the way, but when I walked out of the car, I suddenly felt a large amount of liquid gushing out of my lower body, and my pants were instantly dyed red, Xu Cheng panicked, and the fairy and Lao Liu who came to pick us up also panicked, everyone hurriedly sent me to the hospital, I kept touching my stomach and said to the child: baby, you must be strong, you must hold on......

My stomach began to ache for a while, I felt that I couldn't support it anymore, 120 quickly took me to the hospital, I went into the operating room, the feeling of increasing pain and the low blood sugar caused by not eating anything for days made me faint, I only vaguely saw a few hazy shadows dangling in front of me, and then I didn't know anything.

This is the second time I've been in the hospital, and when I woke up, I was greeted by a bolt from the blue...... I looked at their red eyes, and I knew the result, and I couldn't contain my emotions and broke down again.

The fairy desperately hugged my head and cried with me, and the fairy said: "Baby is fine, our fate with this child is thin, and we can't keep him." It's okay, there will be more, there will be again......

I choked up and said: But my body, being able to conceive is already a blessing from heaven, and now that the child is gone, can I still have it?

The fairy said: Don't worry, I said that there will be one. Don't worry, when you get better, I'll find you a Chinese medicine doctor to take care of, don't believe that you can't toss a child, don't worry.

Xu Cheng glanced back at me, and when he saw that our mother and mother were talking, he didn't come over, standing by the window alone, looking out the window with his hands behind his back, not knowing what he was thinking. In the past, his posture meant that he was in a rage, so at this moment, is he accusing me of being too willful?

The fairy looked at Xu Cheng, then looked at my expression, and then said, "Zhizhi, do you want to eat something now?" I stewed several soups for you, and there is also porridge, Lao Liu specially went to buy it, your favorite bone porridge, eat a little, don't be sad, I can't help it when I see you sad......

Before she finished speaking, her eyes turned red again, if she had been like this before, I would have to bury her for a while. But now, I am not in the mood, I habitually touch my stomach, the thought that my stomach is empty, there is nothing, my heart hurts, I shake my head, I say I don't want to eat, I want to sleep.

In fact, where did I sleep, as soon as I lay down, tears followed. I didn't even have time to look at the kid I had never met, and he didn't even know where to run mischievously. Baby, will you come back to see me? I swear that if you come back, I will not be willful, I will protect you well, and I will let you grow up in my belly in peace, and be your proudest and proudest mother......

I don't eat, the fairy sighed one after another, Lao Liu walked up to Xu Cheng and said: Look, Zhizhi is awake, you can eat something first, you haven't eaten well for a few days.

I looked at Xu Cheng nervously, and I saw that he shook his head, still not speaking. Lao Liu sighed, pulled Xu Cheng and said, "Ah Cheng, let's go, let's go outside and talk."

I saw that Xu Cheng hesitated for a moment, but still followed, he looked at me when he turned around, and saw that I was looking at him, he barely squeezed out a smile, and then pointed outside, meaning that he and Lao Liu went out. His beard was already very long, his eyes were bloodshot, the whole person was very haggard, he didn't go home to change his clothes, he was still the same as when he was in the car, and when he walked over, I could smell a slight smell of sweat......

My heart hurt more and more, and I thought Lao Liu must want to talk to him and comfort him. The fairy took my hand, touched my hair and said, "Baby, it's been a hard job." If I had known this, I would not have let you go back for the New Year. It's all our fault, it's so careless, you don't even know if you're pregnant, hey......

I sighed, and I said, "Probably it was providence that it was, and it hurt even more when I gained and lost." By the way, is there any news of the old man?

She shook her head, and she said: Not yet, and I don't know what happened to him, but he is such a smart person, he should be fine, don't worry.

I felt more and more upset and irritable, and I tried to get up but felt a special pain in my stomach, and I was completely weak. When I thought that the baby was gone, I was so angry that I hated to beat myself and gave myself a few slaps. As soon as I was about to hit myself in the face, the fairy grabbed my hand, and she cried out, "What are you doing?" Easy, the body is your own, and you can ask for it again if the child is gone, if you spoil yourself like this, will the child walk with peace of mind?

I yelled: There are no more children, I don't want to live anymore. My dad doesn't know if it's dead or alive, I don't know what to do, I feel like I'm useless, I haven't protected my children, I haven't protected my father......

The fairy hugged me, scolding me and stroking my back, she said: That is the child's own choice, he will come back when he is tired of playing outside. Your father may be living a good life now, how can his sex be calculated, you should worry about yourself. I don't know how to live without you......

The two men outside heard our quarrel and ran in quickly, seeing the two of us like this, Lao Liu frowned and walked to the fairy and said: Zhizhi needs to rest now, look at you, when you can't say something, you have to teach the child now. Let's go, let's go back first, and let them stay for a while.

After speaking, Lao Liu couldn't help but say that he dragged the fairy away, Xu Cheng put his hands in his trouser pockets, looked at me with red eyes, I stretched out my hand, he finally couldn't help it anymore, came over and hugged me in his arms.

I said, "I'm sorry, it's me who didn't protect our children well."

He touched my face and said, "Don't say that, I'm even more guilty of saying that." We are not sad, the days are still long, and there will be again.

I lay quietly in his arms, and I said, "You are obedient, go back and take a shower and eat something."

He said: You haven't woken up, I'm worried that you've woken up and lost control of your emotions, and you haven't dared to go back.

I said, "I'm sorry to worry you." I'm sorry, it's me who is so useless.

He kissed me on the forehead, and he said, "Fool, don't say these things." I always thought I was strong enough to shelter my family, but I didn't expect that everything that happened in the past few days made me feel so small. On the other hand, it is I who did not take good care of you and the child, I did not take care of it, and if I had stopped you and asked me to deal with it at all costs, maybe nothing would have happened......

We are all sad, we are all reflecting, we are all confused, and we are all sobering up from that excessive arrogance. In this world, there are too many things to say by yourself. The only thing I can do at the moment is to hold Xu Cheng's hand tightly, walk on each other, and face all the unknowns.

I tried my best to persuade him to go back, I said that you are too bad to damage your image, he smiled bitterly, and he said where can I still take care of my image. Under my persuasion, he went home when the fairy and Lao Liu returned, but after going home to take a shower and change clothes, he came again.

I said why don't you sleep more at home, he said worried that I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to open it, I smiled, and I said: I'm not so fragile.

But even so, my heart still hurts. The thought that the old man was still nowhere to be found made me panic. Xu Cheng stayed with me all night, he really couldn't resist the sleepiness, and he was already asleep on the small bed in the hospital unconsciously, and the fairy covered him with a quilt. Late at night, the fairy and Lao Liu went back to sleep, I struggled to sit up, looked out the window, put my hands together and prayed devoutly, hoping that my baby would come again, and that the old man would be fine.

I waited quietly for the dawn to come in the night, and when it finally dawned, I coughed twice, and Xu Chengcheng woke up, rubbed his eyes, and came to me and asked: What's wrong, is it cold?

I shook my head, and I said: I want to go to Gao's house, I don't want to go, I really don't know what will happen to the old man.

He hurriedly said: No, you are so weak now, don't be willful, stay in the hospital for a few days first, and I will help you contact you.

I said, "But it's useless for you to go, the reason why they are targeting the old man must be coming at me."

He said, "Well, I won't let you take any more risks this time, it's useless for you to say anything." By the way, the housekeeper's phone can't get through, and I'll find a way to inquire about the situation of the Gao family today. Don't worry, I'm here, you can rest in peace, okay?

I insisted on going by myself, Xu Cheng got angry, that was the first time he was angry at me since we were together, he said: Yi Zhizhi, when did you become so irrational? Because of your willfulness, we have paid a heavy price. I beg you, stop insisting, okay? Just listen to me once, okay?

There was deep helplessness and reproach in his tone, I knew that the loss of my child was no less painful than mine, and he desperately didn't want to take all his anger out on me, but at this moment, there was clearly a sense of resentment in his tone.

I was silent, I buried myself in the covers, I didn't want to break down again. He came over and tried to pull my quilt away, but I wouldn't let me, and he said, "Don't do this, you'll suffocate yourself."

I was still silent, and he sighed heavily, and he said, "I'm sorry, yes." I don't blame you, I just hate the injustice. Hehe, I Xu Cheng has had two opportunities to be a father in my life, but every time I haven't had time to share the joy of being a father, the child has passed away inexplicably. Sometimes, I can't help but hate myself, why can't I even protect my own children?

I was immediately moved, I remembered that year when he left the country because of the loss of his child, and I suddenly understood that the loss of a child was simply not affordable for a person with a particularly strong sense of responsibility like him. He just didn't say anything, he just tried his best to endure and think about me, but I didn't think about his feelings......

I lifted the quilt, I hugged him, and I said: Honey, I'm sorry, please forgive me for being selfish.

He couldn't hold back his emotions any longer, hugged me and buried his head in my chest, choked up and said: Listen to me, okay? Please.

The hands that sent this chapter were shaking......

disappointed his relatives, Ke Chun still insisted on writing so......

I would like to say that only by experiencing this extreme pain can we have deeper feelings and deeper understanding......

The pain of losing a child can really only be experienced through experience......

I'm sorry, dear ones, you really feel uncomfortable, so let's beat Ke Chun twice.

In order to make up for everyone, two chapters are sent in a row, the old man is fine, and there is still hope of pregnancy......

Hope it gives you some comfort.

I covered my face and ran, and I didn't have the face to ask for a ticket......