Su Xiaoyi snorted and said, "How do you know that I can't get into a good university?" I said, do you still need to ask? What are your own grades? Aren't you clear yourself?

Su Xiaoyi said: "Then go back and go to the provincial capital to go to college together, isn't it the same, the provincial city is not only a bad university, but also a good university, as long as he goes to the provincial city to go to college, then the two of us will still be in the same place, so that we can continue to be good until we get married." ”

Su Xiaoyi's words still surprise me, because I have known each other for so long, from her and Wang Yang and Fu Hao, until I have been in love so many times, she never seems to take the initiative to say that she wants to marry a boy, I also asked her before, will she marry me in the future or something, she uses that perfunctory tone, ambiguously answers this kind of question, what will happen in the future, who can say accurately, but this time is different, this is the first time she took the initiative to say this, it seems that she likes this boy very much.

Thinking about this, I still feel a little uncomfortable.

I asked Su Xiaoyi, "Do you like that boy so much?" I thought about getting married with him. ”

Su Xiaoyi said that she is not a little girl now, she must be looking for someone who can go to the step of marriage when she falls in love now, and she feels very good about the boy she likes now, if she can go to that step in the future, it is the best, if she can't go, then change people, how she can accept it.

I said that's okay, but I feel that people are so good at studying, they must be admitted to a good university in another province, and the best university in our province has a very low ranking in the country.

Su Xiaoyi said, go back and talk to him, see if he is willing to come to the provincial capital to go to college for her.

At that time, I wanted to pour a basin of cold water on Su Xiaoyi, because I thought that the man would definitely not go to school in the provincial capital for her, but then I thought about it, forget it, people are looking forward to it now, so don't disturb other people's dreams.

I later asked her, what do you like about this man, why is she about to graduate from high school in the third year of high school, and suddenly fall in love, she said she doesn't know, maybe it's the edge of the eyes, when she sees people at first sight, she likes it, and is full of sunshine and vitality, the most important thing is that she is sure that this kind of boy will definitely be a potential stock in the future.

I said what about me, what kind of stock will I be in the future?

Su Xiaoyi really looked at me seriously at that time, touched his chin, and then frowned slightly and said, "I think, you will definitely be an ass in the future!"

As soon as she said this, I really kicked her mind, I said you wait, I will definitely have a future than your object when I look back, Su Xiaoyi said that it is impossible!

As for me, Su Xiaoyi also asked me later, and she asked me if I don't plan to find another partner now? I said that now is the last year of high school, and my mind is full of studying, how can I have the heart to find a partner, you think everyone is like you.

Su Xiaoyi pouted and said, "You have to be scared, the university I was admitted to when I went back must be better than yours." ”

I said let's see.

Time passed day by day, 2003 was like a gust of wind, swishing passed, at the end of the year the school held a mock college entrance examination, my grades have improved greatly, has been ranked in the middle of the class, it turns out that my talent in learning is still very large, as long as I work hard, basically there is no I can not get the results, at least from now on, this momentum is still very good, it is no problem to take a university exam, the next problem is to consider a good university.

Soon after the exam, the surname Chen and my mother seemed to be together, after my dad found out, the whole person was like crazy, he later found me, he had to take me to see my mother, it seemed that he wanted to borrow me to keep my mother's feelings.

I didn't want to go with him at first, but then I saw that he was pitiful, so I went with him, although I knew that I wouldn't have any effect if I went, so I should have given him a little hope.

The ending was just as I guessed, after the two of us went to find my mother, my mother's attitude was still very resolute, saying that she was already with the surname Chen, which was her determination after a long time of consideration.

After saying this, she was probably afraid that I would not be happy in my heart, and said to me with a smile when she was done: "This is a matter between our adults, I hope you will not be affected, you are now focused on studying hard, I don't want to disturb you too much, when you go back to the college entrance examination, I will take you out to play, right?"

I didn't pay attention to her, I didn't have much interest in going out to play, as for who she was with, it really didn't matter to me, just looking at my dad's painful expression at the time, I felt very uncomfortable, my dad waited for this day I don't know how many years, and now she finally appeared, but the choice she made was the same as back then, or chose the surname Chen, which made my dad how to accept it.

My dad asked again at the time, do you really want to choose the surname Chen?

My mother nodded and said yes, and then said sorry to my dad!

My dad laughed, he looked at his mother, and then at me, I don't know why, his eyes were a little strange when he looked at me, as if full of hatred, and all of a sudden, he ran towards me, and then kicked me to the ground, and then he yelled: "I've been raising your son for so many years, I'm going to kill this son now." ”

After saying this, he raised his hand again and made it look like he was going to hit me, and my own mother also screamed at this time, and hurriedly came over to protect me, and at the same time loudly reprimanded my father, asking him what he was going to do?

My dad's hand didn't let it go when it was raised, and it didn't seem like he could do it, and then he yelled and ran out.

To be honest, I felt very uncomfortable watching my dad run out, although he kicked me just now, but I wasn't angry at all, maybe I felt that I owed him too much.

My mother comforted me at this time and asked me if I was okay, but I didn't want to talk to her, so I left without saying a word.

My dad disappeared from my life later, I haven't seen him for a long time, my phone is turned off, I haven't turned it on, I'm still worried about him, and Aunt Huang is also worried about my dad, although it's been so long, she hasn't told me about my dad, but I can feel it, she still remembers my dad in her heart, only blame my dad for loving my own mom wholeheartedly, I guess this is a hurdle he can't get over.

This year's New Year is bland, just me and Aunt Huang make dumplings at home to eat, and then watch the Spring Festival Gala together, I don't know if it's older, or this year is really boring, this year is not a New Year's flavor at all, after the New Year, I still study at home every day, QQ is rarely on, and there is always a feeling of not enough time, I regret it later, I have spent most of my time in the past three years, I have been playing blindly, if only I could work so hard earlier, it is estimated that I will be admitted to a good university.

During the Lantern Festival this year, I went out for a walk, and I just ran into Zhou Qiao, Zhou Qiao is now in college, in our provincial city, but it is a very ordinary university, she said that after going to college, I feel that the days are simply paradise on earth, every day is playing, much cooler than in high school.

I also jokingly said at the time: "When people go to college, the first thing they have to talk to is to find a partner, and you have been there for half a year, and you haven't found a partner?"

Zhou Qiao shook his head and said, "I met one before, it feels pretty good, and then my mother went to the provincial capital to take a look, but she didn't agree, saying that this man has too many eyes, and he is afraid that he will sell me back, and in the end it will be blown up!"

I said that your mother is from here, and it should be very accurate to see people, and there will be nothing wrong with listening to her, she said that she thought so too, so she rejected the man, and she said with a very disgusting look after she was done: "Not long after I refused, he found a new girl, and soon he was with others, do you say this kind of person is disgusting?" It's a shame that I didn't get along with him!"

I said that the provincial city is a big city, everyone has it, you go more carefully, be more attentive, don't be deceived.

She nodded and said yes, and then she asked me, "What about you, where are you going to go to college?"