351 What Love Looks Like

Even if you have nothing, in this life, I will follow you, the big brother!

Hearing this, in addition to being moved, my heart was also unspeakably sad. I looked at the wound that he had bandaged and said, "I said that everything I have is yours, and if one day, I really have to give up everything to do anything, then I will give you everything I have and leave alone." ”

Sun Nanbei smiled and said: "Brother Ming, I know that you cherish us, but you have to remember that brother, that is, life and death together, you and me are too clear, it is love and righteousness, but it is also too life." I am willing to die for you, because I know that you will be desperate to save me when my life is in danger, and you have the consciousness of sacrificing for me, so I have the consciousness of sacrificing for you, so I ......"

Speaking of which, he patted me on the shoulder and asked, "Do you understand what I mean?" ”

I smiled at him and said, "It's me, brother." ”

The phrase 'brother' immediately made his eyes red.

Mo Sang on the side handed each of us a cigarette, Sun Nanbei and I caught it, he was just about to light a cigarette for me, Mo Sang used a lighter to light it for me, I smoked a cigarette, and said, "Thank you, Sister Sang." ”

Mo Sang said lightly: "It should be." ”

After she finished speaking, she wanted to light a cigarette for Sun Nanbei again, Sun Nanbei was a little flattered, and said with a hippie smile: "Sister Sang, you are really virtuous." ”

Mo Sang raised his eyebrows and said lightly: "Lighting a cigarette for you is virtuous?" Then if I cook for you in the future, don't you have to treat me as Qin Xianglian? ”

Sun Nanbei said with a smile: "If you are really willing to follow me, where am I willing to ask you to cook, I will definitely cook for you every day, and go back at night, if you have nothing to do, we will order wine and food on the hour, watch TV together after the end, smoke a cigarette occasionally, and live like a fairy." ”

I thought that Mo Sang would be angry, but who knew that in the face of his teasing, she seemed particularly calm today. I looked at her curiously, only to see her exhale a puff of smoke, her eyes still calm as when I first saw her.

She said lightly: "My parents divorced when I was a child, no one wanted me, and finally kicked me to my elderly grandmother, and my life has always been barren and wronged." Later, when I was in high school, I met my ex-boyfriend, he is also my only boyfriend, he is very good to me, there is a dollar, but also to spend nine cents on me, see my face yellow muscle thin, afraid that I am malnourished, so save my own food money, buy me a cup of soy milk every morning, buy me a meat bun at noon, afraid that I refuse, every time like a thief, and then I found out, he obviously did a good thing, but he looked frightened, that look, I think I will never forget in my life. ”

I glanced at Sun Nanbei, generally men will be a little repulsed when they hear the love history of their beloved woman, but he is different, he listens very attentively, his eyes are full of distress, I know that if he was also in that class at that time, he would only do better than that boy.

Mo Sang took a puff of his cigarette and continued: "From the moment I found out about this, we talked about it, from the first year of high school to the third year of college, for six years, because of him, I gradually became cheerful with low self-esteem, and I also made a good girlfriend. Who knows, but in just half a year, he got along with this best friend, do you know why? Because he's tired of it. ”

Tired of it.

It's a very hurtful and direct word, I don't know how deeply this word has hurt Mo Sansan, but I know that a person who has been unhappy since he was a child, when he meets a person who is good to him, he will easily regard that person as an absolute dependence, as his own heart, if that person leaves him, this is tantamount to digging out his heart, not to mention being betrayed by two people he loves the most at the same time?

Mo Sang said this, lowered his eyes, lowered his head and smoked a cigarette, silent, Sun Nanbei wanted to say something, but I held him down, I knew what he was going to say, but now is not the time, because I know that Mo Sang needs a time to talk, and at this time, it is best not to disturb her.

And her silence is because she tore open the hideous scar engraved in her heart with her own hands, that kind of pain, even if she is relieved, it still hurts when she thinks about it.

Mo Sang finally recovered from that sad incident, and she continued to tell her own story in a light tone, as if she was telling someone else's story, so unfazed.

She said: "I am a very conservative woman in my bones, I delusionally think that I will only fall in love once in my life, I can marry my first love, have children, and aspire to be a considerate wife, a gentle and patient mother, I am looking forward to a wedding after we graduate, I even changed my concept of that kind of thing for him, and left him a little red that I wanted to stay on the wedding night." But in the end, all he gave me was unkindness, and I was only tired of it. Perhaps, no matter whether a man or a woman, once he changes his mind, his tenderness for you will be put away by him, and he will begin to attack with a sharp blade and a hammer, stabbing your heart, making you toss and turn in pain, and turn day and night in pain. ”

"In my senior year, I lost everything, my grandmother had already passed away, the person I loved, and my best friend abandoned me again, I became a well-known 'abandoned woman' in the school, everywhere I went, I heard someone call me 'broken shoes', and even someone gave me money, asked me if I would like to accompany him, saying that you are incomplete anyway, what kind of innocence is pretending. From that day on, I hated men, I no longer accepted anyone's pursuits, and I thought about my end, which must be a lifetime of loneliness, old age and death in a nursing home, or in the line of duty, which street to die on. ”

At this point, she laughed, laughed and laughed and cried, and she said, "You men have the right to look down on me, and I also have the right not to choose you, don't you?" ”

When she said this, she looked at Sun Nanbei, whose eyes were red, maybe she didn't expect this hippie smiling man to have no disgust or rejection after hearing her story, she was stunned for a while.

After a long time, Mo Sang said: "The reason why I want to say this is because I want to tell you that if you still insist on liking me after listening to this, I am willing to be with you, because I also like you, I like your uprightness, I like your simplicity, I like your affection and righteousness, but if you have the slightest concern for my past, I advise you to give up on me, because I am not a flawless Snow White after all, I am an apple with cracks." ”

Sun Nanbei didn't speak, he lowered his head, and he didn't speak for a long, long time.

Mo Sang suddenly sighed, extinguished the cigarette, raised his face, two lines of tears slid down his cheeks, and said, "Sure enough, ......"

At this moment, my heart is very uncomfortable, although the emotional matter is a private matter between the two of them, but I really feel that Mo Sang is a good girl, I think she deserves to have, and she is also worthy of the best man in the world.

At this time, Sun Nanbei took out a jewelry box from his bag, and in my surprised gaze, he suddenly knelt down on one knee in front of Mo Sang.

Mo Sang lowered his head in astonishment, and I saw Sun Nanbei and said: "I passed by the jewelry store that day, and I took a fancy to a ring, which is not expensive or delicate enough, but I just think it is very suitable for you, so I thought about buying it first, in case you step on shit luck, can you fall in love with me and be willing to associate with me?" Won't I have a chance to give it to you? I also thought that I must prepare a romantic flower sea for you, or buy you a house, and follow the example of a celebrity, hang the whole house with balloons, and the floor is full of roses, and then send you a cake, or your favorite vanilla ice cream, and then stuff a ring in it, and when you eat the ring, in front of everyone, ask 'Will you marry me'? ”

Mo Sansan burst into tears, and Sun Nanbei also cried, he said: "But I don't have enough time to prepare for those romances after all, because I am very impulsive, I impulsively want to marry you home, I want to protect you." If you dare to scold you in the future, I will beat him until he calls you 'aunt', and whoever dares to move a finger of you, I will abolish his hands and legs. ”

"Love words...... Who wouldn't say. Mo Sang said as he wiped his tears.

Looking at Mo Sang, who was crying, and Sun Nanbei, who was also crying, I was really moved in my heart.

Sun Nannan nodded and said: "Yes, anyone can say love words, but I swear by the happiness of my life, in this life, I will only talk to you Mo Sang a woman, maybe I can't love you to the sea, but I will love you until the day I die." ”

Mo Sang was very aggrieved and said: "But they said I was a broken shoe." ”

She is strong on the outside, but she is actually very fragile and soft on the inside, because of the ridicule and hurt of some self-righteous people, she has low self-esteem and closes herself, she says that she hates men, but in fact she is not, she is just protecting herself in this way.

Sun Nanbei touched her head with a smile and said, "If you break your shoes, I am a patch, and we are a good match." What's more, you're not a broken shoe, you're the cutest and simplest girl in the world, some people are blind and treat you like a stone, that's his loss, some people insult you, that's him eating every day, you can't stop others from eating, right? You didn't mess around, you didn't put all the blame on the man, you never hurt anyone when you were hurt, you just met a scumbag, what's wrong with you? ”

When he said this, he said sincerely: "I also want to thank the fool who doesn't want you, if it weren't for his abandonment, how could I have the chance to meet you and like you?" ”

Mo San didn't speak, just shed tears.

Sun Nanbei put the ring in front of her and said, "The confession is over, now, may I ask the most beautiful and charming Sister Sang in the world, are you willing to marry me?" ”

Mo San nodded and said, "I do." ”

Sun Nanbei happily put the ring on her hand, his hands were shaking all the time, which showed how nervous he was. When the ring was placed on her hand, he said, "Thank you for giving me the opportunity, Sister Sang, when I met you, I realized that there is really a fascinating love in this world." ”

Mo San cried until she choked, and she said, "Me too." ”

I felt a blur in front of me, this proposal came suddenly, this proposal was agreed suddenly, but it was so natural, as if, it should happen at this moment, not sooner or later, just like when love comes.