4. Put it to death and then live, break the cocoon into a butterfly!
I held back my breath and smiled, "Otherwise, I'll take off my shirt." β
His pretended squinted eyes opened immediately, blinked in disbelief, and then glared at him, "Huh? That's, that's great! β
I pushed it with all my might, and he rolled off the bed defenselessly.
Hearing a muffled howl, I turned around contentedly and went back to sleep.
He struggled to his feet, leaned on the side of my bed, and said to himself, "You're recovering well, you're so strong." β
I cut coldly.
When he saw that I was not moving, he carefully climbed up again, and lay down obediently on the side, not daring to move.
Just when I was about to fall asleep in a daze, he gently attached to my ear, "Jian Xi, is it okay to turn around and sleep, I can't sleep if you turn your back to me like this." β
"No, isn't it going to stalk your nose?"
"Hey! I'm a big man, how can I be so particular, I will be stalked, and I won't die. But if you can't sleep, it's easy for people to die suddenly! β
In the dark, I couldn't see his face, but the more it happened, the more I wanted to laugh at the look of cuteness and stupidity when he said this.
This Duan Muqing is so stupid and stupid.
I turned around angrily and pretended to be angry, "If I don't sleep well, I don't want you!" β
He nodded obediently, grabbed me, put his head on my chest, and never rubbed again. After a while, I heard the sound of his regular breathing in my ears.
It seems that he is really sleepy!
I tightened my grip on his shoulder, rested my chin lightly on the top of his head, and slowly drifted off to sleep.
That night, it was a rare night without dreams until dawn.
When I woke up the next day, I looked out the window at the sunlight, and for a moment, I felt that the happiness I wanted in this life was probably nothing more than that. But when I thought of my child, who didn't know when he would wake up, the world in front of me was overshadowed.
"Jian Xi, what are you thinking about again?"
Just when I was in a trance, Duan Mu, who didn't know when he had woken up, came out coldly, and I was startled.
"Y-When did you wake up?"
He withdrew his eyes from looking at me quietly and buried his head in his chest, "When you start to feel bad." β
As I spoke, the hot breath blowing from the corners of my mouth tickled my chest for a while, and I instinctively rubbed it, and I saw him swallow his saliva with difficulty, "Ms. Lu, is it really good for you to tempt a man who is so close to you like this?" β
My cheeks immediately burned with two smashes of crimson.
This Duan Muqing!
Seeing that I was not moving, he looked up and laughed wickedly.
"What do you want to eat? I'll get it. He rubbed his forehead against my chin.
I said angrily, "Your tongue." β
He glared, "Yikes! What a ruthless heart. β
"Humph! Good owe the tongue to eat. β
Then, the two of them just looked at me, I looked at yours, and couldn't help laughing.
At that moment, we were happy. Even happiness is only fleeting for me.
As soon as I had breakfast, the phone rang urgently, and I frowned, "Is there something for you to deal with again?" β
He tilted his head, "It's your call!" β
I took the phone and looked at it, and it was an unfamiliar landline number.
Who could it be?
I picked it up in confusion, this one didn't matter, and when the phone call came down, I instantly panicked.
It's really a blessing, and the misfortune is not a one-way street.
As soon as Duan Muqing drove me to the gate of the villa area, I saw a security guard greet me, and after I explained my identity, he immediately led me to an idle warehouse.
Then, I saw a scene that I will never forget.
In a small warehouse, there are some waste newspapers and cardboard shells all around, and there is only an open space in the middle, and the light is as dark as night in the daytime. But even so, I recognized at a glance the old man who was lying on the ground, huddled in a ball, clutching his knees, shivering.
She was my grandmother.
I had a sore nose and hugged her, and she screamed in fright, and her whole body trembled with fear.
"Grandma, don't be afraid, it's me! It's me! I'm Xiaoxi, your Xiaoxi! I tried to hold her face, her face was dirty, and her hair was unkempt.
She glared at me in horror, then lowered her head and bit me the back of my hand. She seemed to have exhausted all her strength, and her whole body was tense and trembling.
I didn't dodge, I just took it, and after a while, along with the blood on the back of my hand, oozed out of my tears.
When she saw me crying, she let go of her mouth and opened her eyes vigorously, and then, like a child, she was aggrieved and cried.
I hugged her tightly, and my heart was broken.
In the intermittent complaints of the security guards, I finally figured out the ins and outs.
My grandmother, who was in my hometown, suddenly fell ill and went to the hospital for a check-up, and the doctor said that it was Alzheimer's, or Alzheimer's. As soon as my uncle and aunt inquired about the condition, they felt that they would definitely catch a lot of troubles in the future. Thinking that if they informed me in advance, I would not let them send my grandmother, so I quietly sent it to my side overnight. They thought I was still enjoying the good life in the mansion.
As a result, the Yan family didn't let them in, and asked the security guards to drive them out.
My uncle and aunt felt that this must be a bitter ploy, because I didn't want to support my grandmother, so I secretly threw my grandmother down and ran away. The security guard saw that his grandmother was crazy and stupid and stayed at the door, and felt pitiful, so he called the police.
Who knew that the police came to find out and said that they had family members, but they didn't care, and let the security guards lead them into Yan's house. The security guard took my grandmother to Yan's house, where she was blasted out like a beggar and refused to provide any information about me.
The security guard had no choice but to leave my grandmother in the locker first, and one of the older security guards finally found my contact number from the contact book of the residents they had done before, and then contacted me.
By the time I picked up the phone, my grandmother had been in that dark room for a whole day and a night.
After thanking the security guard for his kindness, I led my frightened grandmother out of the neighborhood.
Just a few steps out, I couldn't help but look back and look hatefully at the big house where I had lived for five years, and my teeth were getting tighter and tighter. Duan Muqing patted me on the back and looked at me with heavy eyes, "Jian Xi, I know that you must have the heart to kill people now, but if you rush in now, it is estimated that you will be dragged out if you can't even enter the door." Even if you do rush in, you can knock down one and a half of them, so what? You're going to jail, what about your grandmother and Xiao Jiujiu? Don't be so stupid, if you want to take revenge, there are ways to harm others and benefit yourself. β
I looked at him fixedly, and he didn't shy away from looking at me, and in a matter of seconds, as if we had reached some kind of agreement through our eyes, I finally turned around and nodded.
Along the way, my grandmother was babbling and crying. She couldn't say a word clearly. And I wanted to cry, but I found that the tears could no longer flow.
After taking my grandmother to the hospital, the doctor once again determined that it was Alzheimer's disease, which had developed to the stage of intermittent memory impairment and aphasia, but fortunately, the consciousness was still relatively awake most of the time, and if I wanted to speak clearly, I might not have a chance again.
Hearing this, I squeezed my grandmother's wrinkled hand tightly, and my heart was torn apart inch by inch.
Seeing my uncomfortable appearance, my grandmother seemed to sober up in an instant, and opened her mouth with tears in her eyes and babbled for a long time, as if to say to me, "Grandma is all right, don't remember it." β
It's what she says to me every time she calls. And I always thought it was real.
But it turns out that the fact that you shed tears does not mean true compassion. And just because I'm smiling doesn't mean it's all right.
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That night, under my repeated persuasion, Duan Muqing finally agreed to go home and have a good night's rest. I, on the other hand, waited quietly in front of my grandmother. It was as if she had been by my side countless times when I was a child, and for the first time, I held her hand and accompanied her until dawn.
It was that night that made my life suddenly clear from the chaos of drifting!
As soon as the genius lit up slightly, Duan Muqing appeared in front of me with a large bag of things.
"This is my change of clothes for your grandmother. Here's the ginseng porridge stewed for her, along with your black chicken soup. This is Zhao Alcohol's. He sorted it out in the same way and explained it to me seriously.
I nodded faintly, and then looked at him fixedly. He stopped what he was doing and gave me a soft look, "Do you have something to say to me?" β
The two came to the rooftop of the top floor, and at the end of the junction between the sky and the tall building, a huge red sun was rising. As far as the eye can see, the glow is dyed, scarlet and gorgeous.
The unbridled cold wind howled, ruffling my clothes and my hair, but I felt a fire-like flame rolling and boiling in my heart.
Duan Muqing took off his coat and draped it on my shoulders, I held his hand tightly, and stared at the red sun in front of me with blazing eyes, "Duan Muqing, can you do me a favor?" β
He followed my gaze and looked over, his voice as calm as the sun, "As long as you want, as long as I can." β
I tensed my limbs, and my whole body was more intense than I had ever felt before, "Help me get stronger!" I don't want to be the Lu Jianxi who only promises to do everything and doesn't care about anything, I want to become stronger! Strong enough not to be bullied again! Strong enough to protect my family! It's so powerfulβ" I clenched my teeth, "and stomp those who had humiliated me under my feet!" β