It was February of spring, and Jiang Sheng did not expect to receive a letter from Yukawa Tanaka.

Tanaka Yukawa indirectly killed the leather monkey, so Jiang Sheng hated Tanaka Yukawa, he wouldn't make friends with Tanaka Yukawa, and he didn't want to touch anything from Tanaka Yukawa, so Jiang Sheng was wondering whether to read the other party's letter.

He couldn't understand why someone who had nothing to do with him would write to him.

Jiang Sheng finally opened the letter, and no one knew the contents of the letter, and Jiang Sheng tore the letter into shreds after reading it.

A few days later, Liyuan held the Nine Emperors Meeting to worship the ancestors in spring, and when the team traveled through Qiantang Town Primary School, it was just noon, Xi'er did not listen to the dissuasion, and insisted on going to the school to find Jiang Sheng.

When Xi'er arrived at the school, Hu Xiaomeng and the others naturally followed into the school, and the students of each class in the school made the third-grade gate difficult to get through in order to see the excitement, Jiang Sheng felt embarrassed, so he persuaded Xi'er not to delay the process of visiting the city, and let Hu Xiaomeng take Xi'er away.

Xi'er was aggrieved, thinking that Jiang Sheng was driving him away, and as soon as her tears fell, she smeared all the painted faces.

In those days, Jiang Sheng has been absent-minded, he can't read, he often sits in his seat in a daze, and I can detect his occasional intentional or unintentional look at my seat.

Sometimes after school at night, Jiang Sheng would avoid me and Xiao Wu, and go to his store with Zhao Dahai to make a call, and every time Jiang Sheng called, he would cover the microphone with his hand, for fear that others would hear it.

Ever since my mother had made a bed for Jiang Sheng and let our brother and sister live in the next room, I felt that something was missing every night, and I could no longer smell Jiang Sheng, only I could smell it, and I couldn't feel the warmth on his body.

I often woke up that night, feeling uneasy in my heart, as if I was going to lose Jiang Sheng, so I got up and got into Jiang Sheng's bed.

Jiang Sheng was woken up by me, so he made room for me to sleep next to him, sometimes I had some too intimate movements Jiang Sheng would whisper: "Jiang Rong, we are not young, if we sleep together again, others will laugh, be careful not to marry in the future." ”

I hugged Jiang Sheng regardless of it, only in this way could I sleep peacefully.

Jiang Sheng no longer resisted and slept until dawn.

However, not long after the Nine Emperor Meeting, suddenly one day at noon, Zhao Dahai hurriedly ran in from outside the classroom to wake me up from taking a nap and said, "Jiang Rong Jiang Rong, Jiang Sheng was picked up by a man, he seems to be called Uncle Li." ”

When I heard Uncle Li's name, I was suddenly scared.

I ran madly to chase out of the school, but Jiang Sheng was gone, so I ran madly to Sanlitun again. When I arrived at the middle of the path in Sanlitun, I saw Uncle Li leading Jiang Sheng out of the house, and his father and mother saw him off.

I ran forward out of breath and stopped the rickshaw, Jiang Sheng looked up and saw me and called my name.

"Jiang Rong?"

I said with red eyes, "Brother, don't go." ”

"Jiang Rong, why don't you run back from class well, look at the sweat on your head." My mother said, coming over and pulling me aside.

The rickshaw driver picked up the handlebar and ran, and I broke free of my mother's hand and chased after me, shouting Jiang Sheng's name.

Jiang Sheng turned his head and said, "Jiang Rong, go back, remember to study hard." ”

I accidentally fell to the ground, and quickly got up to continue chasing, but my mother caught up and grabbed me, and I asked, "Where is my brother going, and when will he come back?" ”

My mother didn't answer my questions, she just held my hand and I cried hysterically.

"I want my brother, I want Jiang Sheng."

The father stood at the door on crutches and said, "Jiang Sheng will come back in two days, who told you to run back blindly, why don't you go back to class properly?" ”

I looked at Lao Jiang, who was wiping his tears, and asked, "Grandpa, when will Jiang Sheng come back?" ”

Lao Jiang said: "In two days." ”

So I began to look at the days, and I looked at Jiang Sheng to return to Sanlitun in two days, so that I could still eat with him every day, sleep together, and go to school together, without worrying about the time when I couldn't do arithmetic.

But Jiang Sheng didn't come back two days later, and during the meal, I asked my mother, "Mom, why hasn't my brother come back yet, will he not come back until the evening?" ”

The mother frowned, and the father said, "In two days, the way back may be delayed." ”

I looked at my mother's eyes and didn't dare to ask again, but the next day when I came back from school with Xiao Wu and Zhao Dahai, Xiao Wu said to Zhao Dahai: "Jiang Sheng went to the little devil, and I don't know when I will come back." ”

Zhao Dahai said: "I read in the newspaper that Jiang Sheng's father Chen Gongbo fled to Japan in August last year, that is, at the end of the War of Resistance Against Japan. ”

Chen Gongbo, as the No. 2 traitor who eliminated Wang Jingwei during the Anti-Japanese War, is now fighting between the Kuomintang and the Communist Party, but the domestic call for condemning the traitor is getting higher and higher, and Chen Gongbo's reputation has become the primary target of condemnation, how can he return to China, and if Jiang Sheng goes to find Chen Gongbo, how can he come back?

I stopped, tears couldn't stop falling, I thought Jiang Sheng had gone to Shanghai and would be back in a few days.

But he was taken out to sea by Uncle Li to find Chen Gongbo.

"Why was I the last to know?" I muttered aggrievedly.

When I came home in the evening, my mother was helping my father walk in the yard, so I put down my schoolbag and asked my mother, "When will my brother come back?" ”

My mother ignored me and continued to help my father walk, and I asked, "When will my brother come back?" ”

The mother said, "Jiang Rong, you'd better not fight me." ”

The father said, "Didn't I tell you a few days?" ”

"I don't believe it, you're a liar!" I glared at my father and yelled, then looked at my mother and asked, "When will my brother come back?" ”

When Jiang Sheng was studying art in Liyuan, I couldn't bear it even if I didn't see him for three months, because I knew that he would definitely return to Sanlitun, but this time it was different, he went to sea to find Chen Gongbo, who couldn't escape.

"Go in." My mother helped my father into the hall and walked towards me with a bamboo ruler.

I glared at my mother, turned around and slammed my head against the wall.

"Jiang Rong!"

My mother's frightened voice came from behind me, blood dripped down my cheeks and down my neckline, and I was in a sharp pain in my head and unconscious.

I saw Jiang Sheng in my sleep.

He was as gentle as ever, his eyes were like crescent moons when he smiled, and when Xiao Wu and I were playing with mud, he called my name from afar: "Jiang Rong, Jiang Rong, go home for dinner." ”

Jiang Sheng led me through alleys full of begonia flowers, through trees covered with red maple leaves, through small hillsides where poplar leaves fell, and through sparsely populated alleyways.

Jiang Sheng would often pinch my face and say, "Jiang Rong, you won't be able to marry in the future." ”

"Jiang Rong, you can't be as naughty as a boy."

"Jiang Rong, don't be like this in the future, you have to study hard when I'm not there in the future."

His light and shadow are as warm as jade in my mind, even when he is wronged, he never gets angry, and he only frowns when I accidentally hurt him.

He was the only one who treated me like a baby when I made mistakes, and I even sometimes made him angry or pretended to ignore him.

I tore up his books, snatched his candy, and secretly threw away the letters that other girls had written to him while he wasn't looking.

When I was young, I regarded harm as love, and his tolerance of me as my unscrupulous capital.

I regret it.

Is it because of my willfulness that he left Sanlitun so decisively, and he didn't even want to inform me.

When I woke up in a daze, I only felt a sharp pain in my head, and I looked at my mother who was crying on the edge of the bed in confusion, and asked, "When will my brother come back?" ”

The mother said, "Your brother will never come back, if you want to go to him, study hard, and you can go to the sea to study and find him in the future." ”

I immediately burst into a hoarse cry, desperately shouting Jiang Sheng's name, tears flowing down my ears and ears, wetting my pillow like an endless river.

Since then, Jiang Sheng really hasn't come back, for a month, two months, three months, there has been no news, as if he has disappeared.

After Jiang Sheng left Beiping, Xiao Wu rarely came to my house as often as before, and he would always stand at the door and shout Jiang Sheng's name.

"Jiang Sheng, Jiang Sheng, come out and have fun."

Now, when Xiao Wu passed by my door and saw me squatting in the yard doing my homework, he would ask, "Jiang Rong, do you want to come out to play?" ”

When Jiang Sheng left, he didn't say goodbye to the brothers in Liyuan, he didn't say goodbye to Qin Changqing, Xi'er once secretly ran out to find Jiang Sheng, and after learning that Jiang Sheng would never come back after leaving Beiping, he cried sadly, crying very aggrieved.

Later, when Qin Changqing didn't see Jiang Sheng for a long time, he also learned about Jiang Sheng's departure from Beiping when he came to the classroom to look for him, he frowned, and finally turned around and left without saying a word.

We will know many people in this life, and many times the people who feel that they will accompany each other for a lifetime will only be fleeting in the end, even if they remember it deeply, with the passage of time and the baptism of impermanence, they will gradually forget.

I often think of what Jiang Sheng said to me when he left, you have to study hard.

And my mother told me that if you want to go to him, you should study hard, and you can go to study abroad to find him in the future.