"You're crying too?" I reached over and gently wiped the tears from his face. For a moment, I felt the urge to throw myself into his arms. Not for lingering, just for understanding.

"The wind is blowing so hard." He didn't admit it, and he asked me again, "And then?" How old are you this year? ”

"It's been 20, it's been four years since the incident," I said lightly, "and then I went to Guangdong to study secondary school, and I didn't go home for three years." I graduated this year, and I couldn't stay outside anymore, so I went home. ”

"Now where are your parents?" He asked again.

"At home, it's still the same, quarreling every day, dividing and not separating, because my mother has nowhere to go." After I finished speaking, I wiped the tears from my face.

"Later...... Will this ever happen? He hesitated, but asked.

"No, I don't dare to sleep at night now, I hide a kitchen knife under my pillow, if he dares to approach, I will take out the kitchen knife, it's a big deal to die with him." I say.

"Do you still call him Daddy?" Domi asked me again.

"Call, get used to it, don't call him dad, what do you call him?" I smiled wryly, and I said, "There's nothing more than that, right?" Our kind of family is something that others cannot understand and experience. ”

"How?" He turned around and faced the river, his two long legs dangling from the railing, his hands not grasping, as if he was not afraid of death at all.

"My dad and my mom have lived together all their lives, not because of love, but because they made do, and they will just live like this. Every day they had to quarrel, and they never stopped for a day since they were young, and when they got so noisy, they started fighting, and my dad kicked my mom, and my mom bit him with her mouth. When I was in elementary school, I was originally a sports student, because they fought because of this, I helped my mother, my father pushed me out of the door, I fell down the stairs, my leg was broken, and then I couldn't do sports anymore, hehe. When I finished, I smiled to myself.

But they can't be separated, they have quarreled for most of their lives, shouting divorce every day, shouting every day, and living the same every day. When I was a child, I used to hide under the covers and cry, but when I was crying, I heard my mother crying, when I was a child, I thought my mother was as sad as me, until that time when I had that incident with the boy, I didn't know that my mother was not crying. Do you think it's strange when I say that? I asked him again.

"Nothing for me, my world is so much more complicated than this, do you want to hear it?" He asked me with a smile and reached over and touched my head.

"Domi, what kind of life do you say happy people live?" I asked.

"Happy people...... I seem to have seen a couple, they are together every day, they never quarrel, their faces are always shining, everything is solved together, and when they are separated, it is like the sky is falling apart. Maybe it's called happiness, I don't know what it's like, and I haven't experienced it. Domi said smugly.

Later, I learned that the pair of people in his mouth were Jin Fan's brother and sister-in-law, Jin Yan and Pan Rushu. That's all for later.

"I think the couple who sell gas downstairs are very happy, they are very poor like my parents, but they never quarrel, they drive a tricycle together every day to deliver gas, and they cook at night when they come home, their family never quarrels, and their children study very hard. Every time I pass by his house and smell the aroma of food wafting from his house, I feel that I must be very happy to be their child. I couldn't help but say.

"Do you want to try the feeling of happiness?" He winked at me, and I was very close to his face at that moment. I looked at his face and suddenly nodded earnestly.

He suddenly took advantage of my unpreparedness and pushed me into the river, the moment I lost my soul and fell, my brain was blank, I felt as if I had entered a time and space tunnel, all the memories were projected in my mind like a movie, and my whole person has been falling rapidly, completely losing my center of gravity.

When I fell into the water, I thought to myself that I was finished, I must die, I couldn't swim, I choked a lot of water in my throat, I kept thrashing in the water, and suddenly a strong arm reached over my waist and carried me to the surface of the water.

I breathed hard, I grabbed his arm, and when I was about to die, I realized that my desire to survive was so strong, and it turned out that I didn't want to die so much.

"Relax! Otherwise, we will all die! He yelled loudly in my ear.

I realized that Domi also jumped down, he saved me and was always by my side, and at that moment I felt a great sense of ground, so I let go of his hand and let him drag me to the shore, I struggled to climb to the shore, and he climbed up too.

We sat wet on the wetlands by the river, gasping for air, and my consciousness was still in a trance, and I actually had some amnesia, completely forgetting what had just happened.

"Happy?" He turned to me and we stared at each other's faces, and suddenly both of us burst out laughing, like two fools.

"Happiness, I feel very happy to want to die and someone to save me." I replied honestly.

"I feel happy to be able to save people by dying." He looked at me and said with a smile.

We were all wet, and he looked at me, and I looked at him, and he got up and pulled me out of the wetland, and sat back on the embankment.

"Would you like to hear my story?" He asked me, and suddenly there was something serious in his expression.

"You say." I stabbed him with my hand.

We were all wet, but I didn't feel embarrassed at all, I felt happy, I can't tell you what it was like, anyway, I just didn't want to leave, I just wanted to sit together, talk, talk.

"I didn't see my biological parents, who were killed by the enemy and robbed their boat when I was just born. Then, the woman who killed them took me in, and I recognized her as a mother for more than twenty years. After Domi finished speaking, he forced a smile.

I opened my mouth wide in surprise and looked at him incredulously, he touched my head again, and he said, "I call her Mommy, she has been strict with me since I was a child and I think it is a kind of love, she raised me to be a killer, she asked me to help her run her business, and she did many, many wrong things. ”

"So you see, the fate of man is sometimes like this, and it is impossible to choose. If my parents hadn't been killed by her, I think I would have been like you said, maybe I'd be a happy person, and I'd know what it's like to be happy. You tell me? Domi asked with a smile.

"You seem to be more unfortunate than I am." I looked him in the eye, said sympathetically, and said, "I suddenly feel that I have nothing to be sad about, at least I have seen my parents compared to you." ”

The water was dripping all the time, and the river was very dirty, and we were all dirty, and when the wind blew, I sneezed several times in succession, and he pulled me and jumped off the fence of the embankment, and he said, "Let's go, let's go home." ”

"Home?" His words made me stunned.

"Well, go home." He nodded, and he said, "In the future, you follow me, I will give you a home, do you want it?" ”

"Really?" I looked at him with a worried and uneasy look in my eyes. Maybe people are so complex, when they can talk about anything, everyone is very pure. But once it came to reality, my mind began to speculate uneasily, and some people were not sure whether the person in front of me was a good person or a bad person.

"Let's go." He shook his head and walked straight forward.

"Wait," I suddenly stopped him as we descended the embankment. He stopped, turned his head to look at me, perhaps seeing the hesitation in my eyes, he came over and said to me, "It seems that you still have concerns, but you are still afraid of me, you just pretend not to be afraid." It's okay, I'll take you home. ”

"Domi, if I don't go with you, will you still be friends with me in the future?" I looked up at him with wide eyes.

He nodded, and he said, "You're the only person in the city who can talk to me without annoying me." ”

"Don't you have friends?" I couldn't help but ask.

"Yes, but we don't talk, we just do things together." He said, he added, "In the future, when you feel sad and can't think about it, you can still come to me, and I will chat with you." ”

"Domi...... Thank you, you don't look like a bad person. I said.

"But you're still scared, you can sleep with a strange boy, but you're afraid of someone who knows all your secrets, right?" He asked me softly.

"No one wants to be friends with someone who knows their secrets, and I think you too." I say.

He smiled, he stopped a taxi, the taxi driver rolled down the window and saw that we were both wet, and he was reluctant to pull us into the car in disgust, Domi suddenly took out a gun from his body and pointed it at the driver and asked, "Do you bring it?" ”

When I saw him holding a gun as quickly and casually as a cigarette, I was completely frightened, and I sat in the back seat with him with a pale face, and I secretly thought to myself, it seems that he is really a killer, and he is not scaring me.

"By the way, what's your name?" With a gun in his hand, he asked me indifferently.

"Mu Xin, the heart of wood." I say.

"Go home and get a good night's sleep and remember my number." After he finished speaking, he handed over a wet business card, which I couldn't read clearly in the dim carriage, and put it in my pocket with trepidation.

"I'm sorry." I apologized to him, though I don't know why. But I always feel that he is not a person who is willing to give a girl a home casually. And I, I rejected his kindness.

"What is worthy of being sorry, it is enough to live and be worthy of yourself." He looked out the window and said softly, "Be happy, from now on." ”

"Okay."

This night, Domi redeemed me. He made me understand that I didn't want to die, that I wasn't the most unlucky, that my home was dilapidated, but it was still my haven.