243 I just want to see him from afar
"I didn't mean that, I'm just calmly stating the facts, little book, you're too sensitive. I'll go first, you have a good rest after eating. You don't have to worry about him. After Zhao Qinhan finished speaking, he got up and prepared to walk to the door, but he really didn't want to stay.
After he left, I looked at the food he left behind, remembering all the delicious food that Aunt Gu made for me that year, I still couldn't help but pick up the chopsticks and take a bite, but the food was so greasy that I couldn't help retching again.
The eldest sister called and asked me where I was, I hesitated for a while, and then said to her, "Sister, I'm at the Mida Hotel, if you have time to come to me, I have something very important to tell you." ”
"Well, just right, I have something to tell you." The eldest sister said.
About an hour later, my eldest sister knocked on my door. I opened the door, and the eldest sister walked in and asked me in surprise, "Xiaoshu, why do you live in the hotel?" Why didn't you come home? ”
I pulled the eldest sister to sit down and roughly told me what happened and the result, and the eldest sister looked at me in shock after hearing it: "So, you and Zhao Qinhan have registered?" ”
"Hmm." I looked at my eldest sister and couldn't help but smile wryly.
"Little book!" The eldest sister looked at me in disbelief, "You're too sloppy too!" ”
"If you don't do this, you can't save Jin Yan at all. I can't watch him go to jail and see his future ruined. Sister, you also know that after a person who has been in prison comes out, his life has been basically ruined. I said.
"Then you can't ...... either," the eldest sister shook her head and said bitterly, "Marriage is related to a woman's lifelong happiness." ”
"Sister, I can only take one step at a time. I've decided, I'm just going to talk to you. Sister, you said you had something to tell me, what is it? I couldn't help but ask.
"I don't even know what to say now, hey, isn't this rubbing salt in your wounds? I don't want you and Jin Yan to end up like this, Xiaoshu, what kind of life are you. "The eldest sister feels infinitely sorry for me.
"Sister, you can say it, it doesn't matter." I say.
"I had it, I didn't know it at first, but now I just found out, and it's been more than three months." The eldest sister stroked her stomach and said to me with a smile.
"Really? Congratulations, sister. "When I heard the news, I was shocked.
"Well, I didn't expect it at all. I was going to join another project soon, but now I can take a good rest. The eldest sister said.
"Sister......" I held my eldest sister's hand and said softly, "Actually, I also have it, and I just tested it today, and I don't know if it's accurate." ”
"What?!" As soon as the eldest sister heard the news, she was immediately excited, "You have it?" Jin Yan's child? Are you getting a certificate with Zhao Qinhan now? Does Zhao Qinhan know about this? ”
I shook my head: "I don't dare to tell him, I'm afraid that after he finds out, he won't save Jin Yan again." ”
"Hey...... Iniquity. When the eldest sister heard me say this, she looked at me very distressed, and reached out to pull my hair, "Why is your life so bitter?" I've been miserable since I was a child, and I thought you were going to be a happy couple, but I didn't expect it to become like this in a blink of an eye. ”
"Maybe this is life, where there is a smooth sailing relationship, always have to go through all kinds of setbacks, isn't our life like this?" I smiled wryly.
"yes...... I don't know why God is making such a big joke with the two of us, sister, seeing you like this now, it's really distressing. Don't worry, I won't let Zhao Qinhan bully you, if he dares to bully you, I won't let him go. ”
"I haven't thought about bullying or not bullying, I just want to save Jin Yan now, I don't think about anything else, I don't think about anything." I said smirkedly.
This night, the eldest sister stayed in the hotel to accompany me, after dawn, she drove me to the hospital, the doctor asked me about my situation and asked me to do a B ultrasound, a check, it has been more than four weeks.
When I saw the small black dot on the ultrasound sheet, I couldn't suppress the excitement in my heart, and tears fell from my cheeks.
"We're all moms." The eldest sister put one hand on her stomach and the other on mine, and said sadly, "It would be great if it could be consummated." ”
"Sister, I still have to talk to Zhao Qinhan. He probably realized something, and he said to me today that if I had a child, he would treat it as his own. But I always felt that he was not so good, that he had other purposes. I said.
"I don't really understand that a man like him is also what many women dream of. Now that society is becoming more and more realistic, money and power can make countless people rush to it, it stands to reason that he doesn't need to let himself get involved in this troubled water, and there is no need to get a certificate with me like this, for him, it also takes great courage to get married with you, after all, to be honest, Xiaoshu We are all ordinary girls, we are not golden branches and jade leaves, and we do not have strong connections. From this point of view, if it weren't for feelings, I really don't understand what Zhao Qinhan is trying to do. The eldest sister calmly analyzed.
"I know that feelings are the premise, and without feelings, I go to ask him for help, and he may not pay attention to me. But I always feel that I and him are not the same world at all, he is sophisticated and shrewd, and he has rules for dealing with people, which makes people feel cold-blooded and impersonal, I feel very tired and scared every time I am with him, I can't imagine having to face him every day in the future, and I can't imagine Jin Yan's disappointment in me after he came out. I said.
"Jin Yan will understand, after all, you did it for him." The eldest sister said.
I shook my head, "No, if it were him, he would rather go to jail than I would save him in this way." He's going to hate me. ”
"Xiaoshu, since you have made a good decision, there is no turning back, since you have thought of all aspects, my sister will not say anything about you. Sister only has one sentence, whenever you need someone to accompany you, sister is by your side. Others, I know, are redundant. Everyone has their own way to go, sister hopes that you will be strong, don't feel that there is no one in your mother's family, at least I will not abandon you. "The eldest sister looked at me with sparkling eyes, and tears glistened in them.
About five days later, at noon one day, Zhao Qinhan called me: "Xiaoshu, you go downstairs, I'm downstairs." ”
"Do what?" I asked.
"Whatever you asked me to do, I did. At two o'clock in the afternoon, Jin Yan will come out of the police station. It's all over, and I've put too much effort into it, won't you say thank you to me? Zhao Qinhan's tone sounded very relaxed.
"I've given you everything you want, and what more thank you can say. What are you asking me to do downstairs? I asked lightly.
"No, you haven't given me the most important thing yet. But it doesn't matter, I've been waiting for ten years, so why not wait a little longer. Anyway, you're already my woman. You go downstairs, I'll take you to my house, mom is making dumplings. Zhao Qinhan said.
"I'm not in the mood to go over, you can go by yourself." I say.
"Come down, you can disrespect me, but please you must respect my parents. Although we were in such a hurry to obtain the certificate, what followed was the real beginning. Xiaoshu, I believe you will be a good and sensible daughter-in-law. Zhao Qinhan said.
"Hehe, Jin Yan hasn't been released yet, are you already so impatient? Zhao Qinhan, I really don't understand sometimes, do you understand people's hearts? Do you understand other people's sadness? "I listened to him push me like this, and my emotions became a little excited.
"So you go downstairs now, I can take you around there to see if Jin Yan really came out. If you're a little bit late, he'll probably be picked up. Zhao Qinhan said.
"Wait, I'll come down right away." As soon as I heard him say this, I quickly packed up my things and ran down.
His car was parked at the door of the hotel, I got out of the hotel and got into his car directly, he smiled helplessly: "As long as it is his business, your attitude will immediately be a 180-degree turn." ”
"Let's drive." I urged.
He looked at me helplessly, then started the car and drove quickly to the door of the police station where Jin Yan was detained.
After a long distance he stopped and said to me, "You'd better not do impulsive things, and don't forget that you are now my nominal wife." ”
"Don't worry, I won't, I just want to see him from afar, to see if he really comes out intact." I say.
"I understand, that's why I brought you here. Actually, little book, I really know ...... about you," he said, probably realizing that I wasn't listening, so he followed my gaze.
I sat in the car and looked at the young man who came out of the police station, he was still wearing the suit he had at the wedding that day, the beard on his face was very obvious, his expression was so haggard, he seemed to have lost a lot of weight.
His eyes searched everywhere, as if waiting for me, for me to pick him up...... But I was so close that I could no longer see him.
Tears fell one by one, but this is not the most important thing, the important thing is that he is safe, he is finally safe...... Like a fly, I hated sticking to the car window, desperately opening my eyes to watch his every move.
He stood there alone, the autumn breeze was bleak, he was wearing a thin suit, and his eyes looked so lonely.
Then, I saw a red Maserati speeding past in front of us and stopping beside Jin Yan. The car door opened, and a woman in a red V-neck dress stepped down, and when she took off her sunglasses, I immediately recognized it, it was Tao Mengran......