Chapter 221: Lose the World (1)
"It's not that Yan Qiao is not smart, if I really talk about IQ value, I may not be as high as him, he is just good at deceiving others, and even more deceiving himself." Saying that, Duan Xuchu and Pei Tingqing walked in together, Pei Tingqing sat at the desk, and Duan Xuchu sat on the sofa on the side.
Pei Shuyi buried her head, bit her lip and stopped talking.
Pei Tingqing suddenly approached, she was startled, reflexively shrank back, but the back of her neck was easily supported by one of Pei Tingqing's palms, Pei Tingqing's dark eyes stared at her lips, and whispered her name, "Shuyi." β
The scorching breath came to her face, and the moment she approached, the breath on his body covered her, like the supreme pleasure he gave during sex, Pei Shuyi was obsessed and fell into it, unable to withdraw from his side of the city, she clenched her fingers and closed her eyes uneasily, her black curly eyelashes trembled, casting a narrow shadow on her white eyelids.
Pei Tingqing's throat tightened, leaned over and put it on Pei Shuyi's ear, his movements were intimate and ambiguous, but he said in an indifferent and mocking tone: "So why do you say that you are a goblin because you always say something that makes people itch and do some seductive actions, so that at the beginning, I misunderstood that you also have feelings for me and men." On the night of Valentine's Day, if you hadn't given me the opportunity to sleep with you in my arms, how could I have had evil thoughts and gave you my first time as a man"
Pei Shuyi's shoulders trembled when she heard this, and her pupils widened slightly, did he even vent on her in other ways that night Thinking about it so much, the piece on her nightdress was not milk at all, it was clearly his things.
Pei Shuyi suddenly blushed and her ears were hot, and she dodged back, but she was pulled back by Pei Tingqing's waist, and he said in a bewitching voice: "Pei Shuyi, in fact, you have liked me since the beginning, right, but you don't want to admit it, you have been running away from your feelings, and you never dare to think about it." β
"Later, based on your performance under me, I knew that you liked me more than you thought you would. Then you tell me what to do, so that you can see your feelings clearly" Pei Tingqing said more and more deeply, as if he was desperate and fell into madness, "How about I get hurt again like I was in the peach blossom forest that day, or even make myself half dead?"
Pei Shuyi's face turned pale when she heard this, "You"
He still hadn't given up loving her, but he wasn't going to be as aggressive as before, and he was pushing her in another extremely crazy way of self-harm, and she was undeniably scared when she heard that.
Thinking of his various behaviors in the past, Pei Shuyi was really worried that his desperate character would hurt herself, Pei Shuyi grabbed Pei Tingqing's arm at once, and she smelled the smell of alcohol on his body under the skin touch, and estimated that he was hot again for a while.
Pei Shuyi bit her lip, "Big brother, since you have brought your girlfriend back, you are almost confirmed, so you can withdraw from our sinful deviant love, okay?"
"Nope." Pei Tingqing shook his head, locked Pei Shuyi tightly, his gaze was blurred, "I can't pull it out, Pei Shuyi, I love you until death." β
He is like this, when he is indifferent, it seems that he doesn't know you at all, but the next second he can become very enthusiastic, Pei Shuyi has always felt that he is a complex and contradictory combination.
"Big brother." Pei Shuyi wanted to say something more, but Pei Tingqing grabbed her wrist, pulled her into her chest suddenly, lowered his head and grabbed her lips hard, and swept and plundered her lips wantonly.
Pei Shuyi's eyes widened in shock, and she reached out and pushed Pei Tingqing's shoulder, "Don't, the eldest aunt is coming back soon"
Pei Tingqing took the opportunity to press Pei Shuyi under him, buried his head in her neck, his hot kiss fell densely, and he gasped and said hoarsely: "No matter who else, I can't control Shuyi, I've been thinking about you every minute these days, I'm going crazy, you know?"
Huo Huiyuan noticed what was going on
He restrained himself for so long, what kind of torment and pain he experienced every day, and when he closed his eyes at night, as long as he thought of the picture of her under him, and recalled the feeling of being one with her, his heart became extremely hot and irrepressible, as if he had taken a stimulant.
But he had to hold back, forcing himself not to look for her, not to see her, this feeling was so torturous, he was supposed to raise his posture and hang her for a while, but from the morning when he went to pick her up from school, and from the moment he noticed that she was uncomfortable in the car, he surrendered again.
When he saw her crying and her weak and uncomfortable menstrual cramps, his heart hurt, and he couldn't ignore her at all, so he came to her room, took care of her, cared for her, and forced her to take medicine, so that he couldn't bear it anymore when he stayed with her for so long at the moment, and even he felt that he was crazy again.
How much he loved her
A single tear of her could easily capture him, make him crazy and desperate, he couldn't see her being wronged at all, she was sick, he wanted to bear it for her.
He admitted that in the relationship between the two, he was too humble, was it because of this that he would be trampled on by her and not cherish him
These are not important, the most important thing is that he only wants Pei Shuyi as a woman, whether it is lowly or forcible robbery, he will do everything, just to be with her at all times and hold her in his arms.
Love is love, why should you restrain him from showing her crazy, even if the whole world knows that he Pei Tingqing is psychopathic, and he is in love with his cousin, he doesn't care.
Pei Tingqing kept kissing Pei Shuyi with his fiery lips, his palm stroked her softly curvy shoulder, and leaned inside, just wanting to taste her sweetness and beauty, but thinking that she didn't go to him last time, and the two of them were cousins who were related by blood, his heart throbbed for a while, and his tone was full of pain and despair, "Shuyi, I love you, I love you"
"Big brother" Pei Shuyi's face was as pale as paper, trembling all over, and only fear was left in his heart, this was still in the Pei family, how could he be so impulsive
Pei Tingqing ignored Pei Shuyi's resistance, forcibly imprisoned Pei Shuyi under him, tore off her pajamas with both hands, and kissed her softness all the time, leaving a hot and humid mark, his voice was vague, but he said fiercely, "You think that if I say that we are finished, I will let you go, this kind of thing is just talking." I gambled with myself and I lost to myself, but that doesn't mean I'm going to give up. Pei Shuyi, let me tell you, you don't want me to let you go, you won't for the rest of your life. β
"Hmm" Pei Shuyi only felt that the suppressed feelings were released again under Pei Tingqing's fiery kiss, his gentle and affectionate confession and his surging affection, just ask what woman in this world can resist a man like him
At this time, Pei Shuyi only had one thought left in his mind that was as crazy as him, as chaotic and obsessed, no matter whether he had a girlfriend or not, and regardless of their blood relationship, all morals, ethics, and beliefs were all thrown away, whether it was dirty or sinful, he went down desperately and fell into the abyss of hell.
Pei Shuyi pushed Pei Tingqing's chest weakly, but gradually turned into catering to him, holding his head buried in his chest with his arms, biting his lip to prevent himself from making a sound, only to hear his short and hoarse low laugh, sarcastic of her duplicity, but also full of pleasure, Pei Tingqing parted Pei Shuyi's legs with his knees, and rubbed the heat of his lower body on her delicate skin.
At this moment, Pei Tingqing's mobile phone on the bedside table vibrated "Zizi", which sounded very abrupt in the quiet room, Pei Tingqing's movements paused for a few seconds, Pei Shuyi suddenly woke up like an empowering and pushed Pei Tingqing away.
She sat up all of a sudden, raised her arm and was about to throw Pei Tingqing's face, but seeing that his face was calm and did not dodge, her heart ached again, and finally withdrew her hand in a dejected manner, Pei Shuyi lowered her head, tears fell down in large numbers, and she choked up and said, "Big brother, since you have brought your girlfriend home, let's not do this, okay?"
She hates Pei Tingqing for pestering her, but she hates her own fall even more, so she can't let him go, what position does she have to blame Pei Tingqing
It's just that such endless entanglement is too tormenting to her, and it is too painful for her, since she doesn't have the courage to accompany him to mess around, she must cut through the mess quickly and give up as soon as possible.
Even if she chooses to be a brother and sister, but because she can't let go of each other, as he said, any of her behaviors are seducing him and making him misunderstand, since this is the case, then she can only leave his sight.
Pei Shuyi's fingers were clasped together, she looked up at Pei Tingqing, held back the tears in her eyes, and said clearly word by word: "I will go to Japan in about two months, and in these two months, we will not meet again." β
Pei Tingqing's fists were clenched tightly, his chest shook violently, and he sat there with his lips pursed, locking Pei Shuyi's eyes, a faint bloodshot floated, and he was also full of pain.
She always pushes him away again every time he thinks he is one step closer, when there is infinite hope between them, and for him, heaven and hell depend entirely on her.
He thinks he is a possessive and controlling person, but the result is that a little girl controls his joys, sorrows, thoughts and actions, and happiness depends on her, and pain is also given by her, and he really loves to the point of becoming crazy and becoming a demon.
Pei Tingqing looked at her with such painful eyes, stabbing Pei Shuyi's heart like a knife, and she trembled and couldn't say any more.
Pei Tingqing suddenly pulled Pei Shuyi again at this time, lowered his head and bit her lip very hard, "Don't let me repeat it so many times, I won't let it go if I say it, I won't put it." Pei Shuyi, how you love it is your own business. You don't have a position to ask me, you can't control what I want to do. β
Pei Shuyi was speechless for a moment.
He is too persistent, he only insists on his own, and he can't listen to any of her words at all, I really don't know if it is her happiness or her calamity to be loved by a man who is so infatuated and must be loved by a man who is too infatuated like this
The mobile phone vibrated again, and Pei Tingqing let go of Pei Shuyi, and the housekeeper in the back said on the phone that Huo Huiyuan was coming back.
"I see." Pei Tingqing hung up the phone and calmed himself down, he sat at the head of the bed and divided the unopened pills one by one, and divided them into several small bags that were empty.
Under the light, his eyebrows and eyes were gentle, and his voice was still hoarse, "Don't take any more of the medicine that the female doctor prescribed to you in the morning." In the next three days, I will eat my newly bought, one pack at a time after each meal, and the Chinese medicine soup housekeeper will send it to you once a day, so I will eat something sweet if I am really afraid of bitterness. β
Pei Shuyi sat on the big bed behind Pei Tingqing, burying her head and not speaking.
Pei Tingqing frowned, pursed his lips and turned around, "You heard that it was not like this again, believe it or not, I came to your room in the middle of the night"
Pei Shuyi trembled, she couldn't resist, he was too domineering, she was not his opponent at all, Pei Shuyi had to bite her lip and respond, "Hmm." β
"I'm going to go to another place in the next few days, you definitely don't want to go with me, don't force you, rest well at home, take care of yourself, don't go out if you have nothing to do." Pei Tingqing thought about it, and still reassured in a low voice: "My mother should have noticed something, but you don't have to be afraid, everything is still with me, I will protect you and not let you be hurt." β
"Try to be smart yourself, don't do anything and be found out by her. For example, you can't run to my room to sleep at night because you miss me. β
Pei Shuyi raised her head sharply and looked at Pei Tingqing, "How can I have?"
"No" Pei Tingqing raised his eyebrows, stretched out his palm and stroked half of Pei Shuyi's face, with a smile in his dark eyes, "If you don't admit it, you can't do it, the year I was abroad, when you came back from weekends, you basically stayed in my room, and Steward Fang reported to me." β
Pei Shuyi bit her lip.
"He's my man and can be trusted." After Pei Tingqing finished speaking, he estimated that Huo Huiyuan was about to come back, he hugged Pei Shuyi's head and imprinted a kiss on her forehead, "Obedient Shuyi, I love you, don't run away anymore." β
Pei Shuyi didn't respond, she was just so awkward, Pei Tingqing was used to it, and he didn't care about her attitude, he bent his arms and hugged her tightly in his arms, so hard that they were a little suffocated by each other.
His chin rubbed heavily against Pei Shuyi's head, and he said hoarsely, "I really want to be like this all the time." Shuyi, I am now 20 years old, and my whole goal in life in the future is you, and you are my end point on the road I have taken in my life, so please help me achieve this wish. β
The love words are too beautiful, as deep as heartbreaking, so that she is difficult to ignore, Pei Shuyi wanted to cry, but she tried her best to hold back, after all, she still stretched out her arm and hugged Pei Tingqing's waist, buried her head in his chest, and closed her eyes weakly, she was in turmoil.
She has a hunch that she is about to be unable to hold on, and maybe it won't be long before she will be real and unhesitating to accompany him in this relationship.
Pei Tingqing's arm hugged Pei Shuyi harder, every time it seemed like she would disappear in the next second, eager to rub into his body, his lips kissed her soft hair again and again, and whispered, "Good night Shuyi." β
Pei Shuyi let go of Pei Tingqing, he held her shoulders and let her lie back on the bed, said a few times that he wanted to go back to his own room, when he leaned over and stared at her in the light, he wanted to kiss her, hug her, and sleep with her, and finally Pei Tingqing sighed helplessly, pulled the quilt and covered Pei Shuyi, he got up and turned off the light, and walked out.
Fortunately, Huo Huiyuan has not come back, Pei Tingqing walked to the shower room of the bathroom and took off the clothes on his body, his perfect body was revealed, his chest was tight, his lower abdomen was firm and there was no excess fat, and then there was a clear mermaid line, and as expected, something in his lower body had already stood upright, Pei Tingqing leaned against the wall behind him, closed his eyes and held it with his hands.
In fact, it was the first time he used his hands, and he had suppressed it before, not letting himself care about Pei Shuyi, but he hadn't touched Pei Shuyi for a long time, and he had just almost released it in her legs, and at this moment he had to send it.
Pei Tingqing's mind is full of Pei Shuyi, with a smile and every move, she often looks at him aggrievedly with those black and pure eyes, or glares at him when she is unhappy, and cries like a coquettish kitten.
Cannot help doing something.
He wanted to be buried in her body all the time, and the moment he reached the peak, Pei Tingqing leaned back against the wall and exhaled freely, "Shuyi"
The next morning, when Pei Shuyi went downstairs for breakfast, she didn't see Pei Tingqing, she remembered Pei Tingqing's advice, and easily stopped knocking on Huo Huiyuan's side to inquire about Pei Tingqing's whereabouts.
It was Huo Huiyuan who took the initiative to mention Pei Tingqing's girlfriend to Pei Shuyi, and on the whole, Huo Huiyuan was quite satisfied, but because Meng Jing did not agree to get engaged so early on the grounds of the postgraduate entrance examination, the matter was delayed.
Pei Shuyi couldn't figure out what Pei Tingqing wanted to do, could it be that he got a girlfriend back on the surface to confuse the public, but still maintained a relationship with him behind his back, or did Pei Tingqing clear her, and indeed had an ambiguous relationship with other women, but on the other hand, Pei Tingqing's various feelings for her couldn't make her question.
Never mind.
What's the use of thinking more, now her mind should be on her studies, relying on her own ability to get an admission letter from a university in Japan, and after leaving here, she won't be entangled and struggling all day long.
After breakfast, Pei Shuyi said hello to Huo Huiyuan, she first went upstairs to get medicine and books, and then asked Steward Fang to drive her to Pei Tingqing's private residence.
Pei Shuyi opened the door with the key and went into the living room, where a black piano was placed at some point, which looked like it had just been bought not long ago, which immediately amazed Pei Shuyi's sight.
She learns piano, naturally likes piano too, walked over and sat on the piano bench, put her fingers down and played for a while, Pei Tingqing called, "You are back to our residence"
We turned out that he regarded this place as his and hers' home, Pei Shuyi responded, "Well, I saw a piano." β
On the other side of the phone, Pei Tingqing had just come out of the airport and was on his way to the hotel, when he heard him, he sighed, "I gave it to you, I originally wanted to give you a surprise and see what you can be moved, but I didn't expect you to go to our residence alone." β
Pei Shuyi's eyes fell on the elegant and noble piano, and she listened to him silently, "But instead of giving you a surprise, you will take the initiative to go there, this surprise is more meaningful to me." β
Pei Shuyi listened to Pei Tingqing's pleasant tone, her five fingers pressed heavily on the keys, making a messy note, Pei Shuyi bit her lip and said, "Thank you, big brother." β
"I don't want to thank you."
"So what" Pei Shuyi was not out of politeness, she wanted to tell Pei Tingqing clearly, but she was really moved in her heart, if he was by his side, she would definitely throw herself into his arms.
Pei Tingqing's voice on the phone was gentle and gentle, "Kiss me." β
Pei Shuyi: ""
He is sometimes very naΓ―ve and unobtrusive, and he is very thick-skinned.
Pei Tingqing couldn't hear Pei Shuyi's response for a long time, so he laughed out loud, low and good, "I guess my Shuyi's face must be red again." If you don't kiss, forget it, you owe it first, and pay it back together when I go back. β
Pei Shuyi's face was indeed hot, but her tone was light, "Are you very leisurely, do you have time to tease me." β
"I'm not idle, but I still have time to talk to you, which means that I think about you everywhere I go, and it's very satisfying to hear your voice. Shuyi, I love you. β
Listening to such an affectionate confession, Pei Shuyi's heart throbbed, she really liked his sweet words, and she was awkward and unwilling to admit it, "You don't always talk about love, you will get tired of listening to too much, and you don't feel it." β
"Okay." Pei Tingqing sat in the back seat of the car, with a laptop on his lap, and when he said this, an evil smile appeared on his lips, meaningful, "Then I will only do it in the future, love is made." β
Pei Shuyi: ""
Don't think she doesn't understand, Pei Shuyi didn't want to say more to Pei Tingqing, she was about to say hello and hang up the phone, seeing the piano score in front of her, she hesitated and said to Pei Tingqing: "Since my eldest brother still has time, I will play a few tunes for you, and it will be regarded as my reward for thanking you for giving me the piano." β
"Then I'll be too much of a loss, don't talk about how much money I used to buy a piano, I went to a lot of stores and personally selected for a few hours, how can this intention be sent away by you with a few tunes" Having said that, Pei Shuyi was able to offer to play it to him, Pei Tingqing's heart was already excited.
Pei Shuyi said lightly: "Whether it's worth it or not, you will know after listening." After speaking, Pei Shuyi put the phone aside, her slender fingers fell on the black and white keys, and then the beautiful notes flowed out.
Pei Tingqing's shoulders shook slightly, he didn't expect Pei Shuyi to play the song he composed, at that time he was struggling to love her, and there was no way to relieve it in his heart, it was too painful and tormenting, so he wrote that song to express his strong and hot feelings for her.
And regardless of whether she understood it at the time or not, now that she plays it to him, it means that she understands his mind.
The passionate music came over, as if he had exhausted his life to play, and there was a suffocating sense of shock when he listened to it, Pei Tingqing's dark eyes were stained with a touch of blood, and as the music entered the part, he clenched his fist against his lips, only to feel a hot flush in his eyes.
Until the end of the song, Pei Shuyi picked up the mobile phone and asked him with a smile, "How is it, big brother, are you still satisfied with my return gift?"
"You're confessing to me Pei Shuyi." Pei Tingqing said firmly, but his voice was a little hoarse, "Little goblin, you really came to torture me and make me miserable, knowing that I am not by your side, I can't do anything." You are like this, what do you want me to do, how can you sleep at night and wait for me to go back, see that I don't tear you. β
Pei Shuyi had a smile on her lips, but tears slipped out of her eyes, "Okay, I'll wait for the eldest brother at our house." β
After hanging up the phone, Pei Shuyi played the piano for another half an hour, and suddenly felt much better, first read the book for a while and did the question, she walked upstairs, ready to clean up the bedroom.
Later.