Before lunch was finished, all the pancakes and fruits were invited to the nouveau riche.

I thought about it, it's time to finish lunch at this time, can I still see that sensational girl in the cafeteria all morning?

I thought it was unlikely, and was about to call Chubby to ask, but Diane called me.

"Stinky rascal, where are you?" As soon as she spoke, her tone was displeased, and I muttered to myself.

"Eat pancakes and fruits, what's the matter with senior sister." I thought it was false, but Diane asked a question on the phone, and it was really a fraud.

"Didn't you go to find Chubby?" She asked me tentatively, but unfortunately the Tao is too shallow, and the goddess's heart is a simple girl who doesn't know how to schem.

"How is it possible, I can't be busy in the store, how can I have time to look for him, do you see Xiaopang?" I asked calmly.

"Hmph, he took his roommate to the cafeteria to see the beauty, and was caught by me and Tingting on the spot, if you dare to do this, I will throw you into the trash can in the canteen!" Dianne said angrily, as if I had been caught on the spot.

It turned out that the fat man had an incident in the east window, and the goddess and Fang Ting were also eating in the cafeteria?

it, I'm glad I didn't have time to go! The beauty didn't see what it was, life is important.

Is this a blessing in disguise?

The ancients did not deceive me!

"Senior sister, let Fang Ting dissipate her anger and leave the job of cleaning up the fat man to me."

"You're a scoundrel too! As soon as school starts, take his roommate to see the school sister, Xiaopang must have been spoiled by you! ”

"That, senior sister, there are customers in the store, I'll call at night when I'm busy."

Seeing that Dianne became more and more angry the more she talked, I quickly hung up the phone.

The nouveau riche actually helped me escape, and you helped me carry the pot last time, brother, I must really treat you to a pancake fruit, with intestines and eggs!

Back at the coffee shop, I didn't dare to call Chubby all afternoon, the goddess and their bedrooms are all martial arts masters, and I don't know if Chubby can resist it.

But later Chubby told me that after Fang Ting found out at that time, she was not angry or troublesome, but went back to the dormitory to dress up carefully, changed into beautiful clothes, and took Chubby to stroll around the campus for an afternoon.

Fang Ting is telling him that a girlfriend can meet your needs for beauty, and she is very smart. I suddenly felt that in a relationship, the combination of a smart and a stupid one is really suitable and tacit, and it is more realistic than other personality differences.

After work in the evening, Xuanxuan left in a hurry, she said that recently Wang Chen found a part-time job at night, she had to go back early to cook for him, this grassroots couple loves simplicity, lives down-to-earth, but can not grasp happiness steadily, material has brought too much pressure to love, as if in this society, it is difficult to live by sticking to ordinary love, but it is easy to live by sinking yourself.

I took out the RMB in my pocket, pointed at it and scolded, "Fuck your uncle!" ”

After scolding, I honestly put it back in my pocket.

"Feeling bad?" Shen Lingyu asked behind me.

"What's the matter, the money in my pocket is always not honest, I always want to go out, I'll teach it a lesson." Shen Lingyu didn't pay attention to my laughter, and her eyebrows seemed to be filled with sorrow.

Is she sad again? Hey, she can't be blamed for this, she wants to forget about the person she misses for a few years in a few months, which is too embarrassing for her.

"Come with me for a walk."

She sighed lightly, I silently got into the car with her, maybe it was the public girlfriend for a long time, the little girl in the store would find me to relieve her boredom as soon as she was upset, and Shen Lingyu, since I accompanied her to the exercise, my relationship with her seems to be between superiors and subordinates and friends, I know almost all of her past, and because of me she walked out of the past, she now believes in me.

The car drove on a familiar road, I didn't expect that Shen Lingyu would come here again, Tearstone Mountain.

It was already dark, and the street lights on the mountain were dim, but there were still many students who came at night, and the two of us walked slowly on the mountain road.

"Boss, it's dark and you're still climbing the mountain, aren't you afraid that someone will come to arrest you again?" The first time I met Jiangmen with Shen Lingyu, it was here, and I wittily took her to avoid the tracking.

"What are you afraid of, don't you protect me, I'm your boss." Her sorrowful brows stretched slightly, and her tone was smiling, and she also remembered the time she went down the mountain to escape.

Hehe, I still work as a part-time security guard after work, do you have to add money to me?

Maybe it's because of the dim light, Shen Lingyu is not afraid to look at me, she is wearing high heels today, and she walks very slowly, but every step is very steady, as if she is reminiscing.

"I, maybe love is weak."

Just walked to the top of the mountain, Shen Lingyu opened her mouth flatly, but said shocking words.

Shen Lingyu, who always makes a man's heart move, is she powerless in love?

Is this another joke God played on her?

First was infatuated and waited, and now, it is powerless to love.

Hehe, God, do you really want Shen Lingyu to interpret a thin life?

"It's too early to say that, you haven't fully been yourself yet."

She looked at the tearstone and was silent for a while, then slowly walked to the tearstone and sat down, and I sat next to her, waiting, listening.

"During this time, I feel that I have come out and really returned to the days of being single, my parents saw it and were very happy, and I should thank you too, Lin Xiaonuan." She paused and continued: "This month, my family is busy helping me on a blind date, I think I should also give it a try, since I have returned to my own life, I should also have a lover, someone who accompanies me, I have met a few through my family, they are all excellent, no matter what they do, they are very compatible, no matter what they can entrust for life, but I found that my heart, love can't come out, do you understand that feeling?" ”

The sorrow between her brows was complicated and helpless.

Human feelings are perhaps the most complex thing in the world, they are so abstract that they are difficult to describe, and we can only describe them in two words: feelings.

Psychologically speaking, love powerlessness is an emotional pathology, simply put, it is not calling the opposite sex, not feeling, this is a depressive emotion.

"I waited for him for three years, thinking about him every day, I thought, maybe it's because I've consumed my feelings in these three years, and now, I want to find a lover, but I can't find the state of love anymore."

I suddenly discovered that in fact, Yu Xiaowan is also a kind of love powerless, but she is too rational and completely gives up the idea of love, in addition to love, she gives everything she can to me.

In fact, today's men and women have the powerlessness of love, when you don't know love, but you meet someone who wants to love, after experiencing a heart-rending love, you slowly understand, know how to love, but don't dare, a lifetime becomes unattainable.

It is also like this, maybe in a few years, the pressure of marriage is in front of you, and at that time, you are really too lazy to love.

"Then will you choose a random person and marry?" I tried to ask her what was on her mind.

"Maybe, since I can't love, I have to have someone to take care of it, I'm a woman, and I can't afford to consume youth."

After she finished speaking, she smiled weakly and bitterly, as if she was helpless to herself.

This, is it rare to be on her own, doesn't she dare to love?

Shen Lingyu is a beautiful woman, a charming woman, she should also have the pride in her heart, but no matter how proud a woman is, she is still no match for the years that make people old, she still has to get married.

"Shen Lingyu, do you remember what it was like to stand under this tear stone with him back then?"

I pulled her up, turned to the Tearstone, and asked seriously.

She looked dazed for a moment, and then smiled faintly: "Of course I remember." ”

"That's what love feels like, you know?"

"But I... She frowned, and I interrupted her and said, "Love is still in your heart, it's not that you are powerless, but you need someone to open it, didn't you say that you want to be yourself again?" Then you should not give up the most important thing in your heart, under this tear stone, you can also find that feeling with others, love only belongs to you, not to him in the past. ”

"Myself...

She muttered faintly in her mouth, stretched out her delicate hand and touched the tear stone, as if missing, as if saying goodbye, with tears flowing in her eyes, and said affectionately.

"Shaoyu, I love you, goodbye."