Chapter 185: Please Let Me Go
I looked at Xiao Ze anxiously, "If there is something, let's talk about it directly, okay!" ”
"Okay......" Xiao Ze nodded, "But, let me tell you about this matter, you have to promise me to control my emotions and not to be changed by this news."
"Okay......" I nodded, but the uneasy feeling in my heart became bigger and bigger, I looked at Xiao Ze with a hesitant feeling, and couldn't help but look at the opening and ask, "What the hell is the matter, you are so serious......"
"Yaoyao is too badly injured...... Chen Xiang did his best......" Xiao Ze took a deep breath and looked at my expression steadily.
I didn't seem to understand what he was saying, so I looked at him dumbfounded, Yaoyao was injured too badly, Chen Xiang tried his best, what does this mean, impossible, impossible......
The word impossible was racing wildly in my head.
It wasn't until I heard a cry from Shui Se that the whole person couldn't help but sit on the ground.
Yaoyao......
Complicated emotions poured into my heart for a while, her kindness to me, her betrayal to me, and every word she had ever said to me, all appeared in my mind scene by scene......
In fact, when I saw her miserable appearance just now, I knew that she had little chance of surviving, but I was still unwilling to accept that she couldn't survive.
"Little Dream ......" Xiao Ze squatted down and tried to reach out to help me, I raised my face and looked at him with slightly red eyes, "I loved her and hated her, because she was my closest person, so she was premeditated, her betrayal, let me hate for so long, sometimes I would rather she never find out about my conscience from the moment of betrayal, so that I don't know how to face her, and I always can't help but forgive her......"
"Little Dream ......"
"What saddens me more than her death is the joke that fate played on us." I looked at Xiao Ze, "Will one day, the water color is going to die, and I will also die......"
Shui looked at me with a sad face, and tears couldn't stop flowing.
Xiao Ze was a little distressed and wanted to hug me, "Don't talk nonsense......"
I pushed Xiao Ze's arms away, "Since the day I entered the night, someone told me that from now on this is my life, my life is to please you people, you are happy, we have money to earn, but I began to superficially think that selling laughter and giving my body is already the most unbearable and shameful thing, but I don't know that everything that follows is closely related to my life." Whether it's Su'er, Yaoyao, Shui Se, Chen Huan, or me, even if it's An An and Qin Shuang, which one of them isn't begging for a living before the ghost gate closes......"
My tears flowed, "I don't want a mansion and a car, I just beg you to let me and the water ...... go"
Looking at Xiao Ze and Xiao Cheng's sad expressions, I couldn't help but reach out and hug the water color beside me, the dead are gone, but the living, I don't want her to have another accident.
Yaoyao's appearance before she died, and the way she was humiliated by Xiao Zifeng that day are still flashing in my mind, I don't know what these things have to do with me, but all the spearheads are pointed at me.
"You're so tired and need a good rest." Xiao Ze patted me on the shoulder, "Shall I send you back to the room?" ”
I wanted to say no, but the fear of things today was still in my heart, and I was a little scared and didn't dare to be alone, so I nodded, "Let's go with the water." ”
Xiao Cheng nodded, "I'm with me too." Don't be afraid. ”
"Well, I want to give Chen Xiang a call." I looked at Xiao Ze with an inquiring eye, and without saying a word, he took out his mobile phone and dialed the phone.
"Hey ......"
There was a sense of exhaustion in Chen Xiang's voice, and I knew that in order to save Yaoyao, he might have really done his best.
"Chen Xiang, thank you." I thanked him for the things he had done for me and Yaoyao, and then continued, "I want to know about Yaoyao's injuries and whether she said anything when she was dying. ”
"Ugh." Chen Xiang sighed deeply, "I didn't want to tell you, since you asked, you were her friend before her death, maybe you should let you know." ”
"What......" I spoke, as I walked towards the room, with Xiao Ze's support.
"When I received Yaoyao, I briefly checked her injury, the injury was very serious, I called Xiao Cheng and said that the situation was not optimistic, but I still held on to a glimmer of hope that she could survive, and the result was ......"
"How much does it wei......gh," I asked, taking a few deep breaths, and with a hoarse voice.
"In fact, the main thing is that there is too much blood loss from trauma, and there are also severe beatings that hurt the five organs." Chen Xiang tried his best to control his emotions and continued to speak, "Actually, you have also seen that she was cut off her legs, plus she had already disfigured her appearance and was beaten again, so she had such a terrifying appearance, her legs should not have been cut off in a time, and the means were very cruel." ”
I held back my tears, biting my lip hard, and kept telling myself in my heart to be strong, "And then ......"
"Actually, I was also surprised, what a survival **, let her suffer so much torture and excessive blood loss, and still hold on to wait for you to come there to find her. She had worked very hard, and probably the people who harmed her didn't expect that she could live so long. ”
"Did she say anything......
The other end of the microphone fell into a deathly silence, there was no echo for a long time, and I said a little nervously, "Hey, Chen Xiang......"
"I'm ......" Chen Xiang heard my anxious voice, and his voice was a little hoarse, "She didn't say anything......"
"Didn't say anything?"
"Because she can't speak."
"What do you mean......
Her tongue ...... So, she couldn't speak. ”
Bang Dang!
Xiao Ze's mobile phone fell from my hand suddenly, and fell heavily on the wooden floor, I ignored Chen Xiang in the earpiece and shouted anxiously, "Xiaomeng, ......are you okay?"
A man squatted in place with his mouth covered and began to cry out loud.
Xiao Ze hurriedly squatted beside me, "Don't cry, what's wrong......"
Xiao Cheng picked up the mobile phone and said, "Hey......"
I looked at Xiao Ze with an anxious look on his face, and shook my head at him, Chen Xiang's words were probably the last straw that crushed my heart's ability to bear, I couldn't describe my feelings, I could only say that I was sad but there was nowhere to vent......
"Little Dream ......" Although Shui Se didn't know the specific situation, he also knew that my reaction was not good, and he couldn't help crying with me.
Xiao Cheng, who finished talking on the phone, circled around us with a worried face, "Don't cry, okay...... If you cry like this, your body can't bear it, and she won't come back to life......"
"You're so sad that you don't want to see the cause and effect? It's good to cheer up. Xiao Ze hugged me, "Don't be afraid, with me, don't be afraid of ......"
"Then will you ...... one day?"
Xiao Ze blocked my mouth with his hand before I could say anything, "Good, don't talk nonsense, nothing will happen." ”
I nodded with tears in my eyes, and looked at Yaoyao's relics that Xiao Cheng was holding tightly in his hand.
She must have something to say to us when she was dying, otherwise she wouldn't be so desperate to keep this box, waiting for us to come, even Chen Xiang sighed how much perseverance she had to support her and wait for me and Shuise, I and Shuise can't collapse like this, for her unfulfilled wishes, and for ourselves, we must hold on, hold on.
Thinking of this, I tried to take a deep breath, wiped the tears that I couldn't stop, and then reached out to hold my water-colored face full of tears, "We don't cry anymore, we live well, for ourselves, for Yaoyao, okay......"
"Okay," Mizuse whimpered and nodded, throwing herself into my arms, "Little Dream ......"
I stroked her long hair, then looked up at Xiao Ze and Xiao Cheng, "Yaoyao's aftermath ......"
"I have already asked Chen Xiang to arrange it." Xiao Cheng looked at me with some distress, "Don't worry, we will take care of these things." ”
"Thank you." I slowly let go of the water, took her hand, and walked towards the room step by step, I knew that we had to walk together in the future, and it turned out that she was the only one who could rely on me.
When I got to the room, I opened the door and turned on the light, and Xiao Cheng and Xiao Ze walked in with me and Shui Se.
We sat on the carpet, I took the box in Xiao Cheng's hand and opened it carefully, took out Yaoyao's diary, opened it lightly and read it.
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