Chapter 56: Why bother

But Fu Zichen wanted to go against her, ignored her request, and turned the conversation around and talked about other things, "Are you still minding Yin Zi's matter?" ”

She minds!

But what's the use of minding, he doesn't give her any hope at allβ€”the hope that he will be separated from Yin Zi, since that's the case, then she doesn't have any expectations anymore.

Turning her head to look out the window, Tang Luoran rolled down the window of the car, letting the cold wind pour in, she took a breath of heat into the air, and a faint mist spread, unconsciously it was about to enter winter.

If they survive this year, they will usher in the sixth year of their marriage.

But she didn't want to suffer at all.

"What do I have to mind if you don't have to do this to me, so why bother? We exist in name only, and what they say is not a rumor, in the end, it is my interference in your relationship with Yin Zi, and it is not good for me. She said calmly, but inexplicably sad.

felt sad, she always had to force herself to say things against her will.

But if he doesn't do this, he won't agree to a divorce, doesn't what he needs is her confession?

Now that she's defeated, he's won the war completely, okay.

Even if Tang Luoran lowered his body and said it so clearly, he was still unwilling to satisfy her, and he didn't say anything, he stepped on the accelerator again, and still drove in the direction of Fairview Garden.

"Don't talk about it now, anyway, what I say, you just do it." Fu Zichen said calmly, his eyes never lingering on her.

And Tang Luoran also knew that her words had been rejected again, and in desperation, she had no choice but to remain silent.

Since she was going to torture her, then she did what he wanted.

Fortunately, when Tang Luoran arrived home, he heard from the maid that Yin Zi needed to attend an important event just now, and he would stay in the hotel for the next two days.

Tang Luoran was really relieved, stood at the door, and turned his head to look at the black Bentley parked at the door - Fu Zichen still had business to deal with, so he wouldn't come back tonight.

She watched for a few moments, until the car finally started and sped away in the direction from which it came.

"Aren't you going in yet?" The maid asked softly behind her, which made Tang Luoran come back to her senses, she wrapped the leather jacket on her body tightly, tried to calm the turmoil in her heart, turned her head and smiled slightly, "Go in." ”

As the winter night approached, their marriage slowly cooled down, stopping the ice from forming and making it impossible to recover.

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The next day, Tang Luoran went to work as if nothing happened, never mentioning last night's incident, and she didn't care about the rumors.

It's just that since her superb skills have been proven, there have been fewer doubts about her, at least no one dares to think that she is not qualified to be a doctor because of the scandal - what Song Jiajia said has become a joke in various departments.

No matter what others thought, Tang Luoran's attitude was still the same, she walked through the crowd, her eyes looked straight ahead, and she never looked at others.

Entering the lounge, the originally noisy room suddenly quieted down, and looked at her fixedly, after all, her heart was weak.

Ignoring them, Tang Luoran passed by calmly, walked to his desk, took off the white coat hanging on the tripod and put it on, and before the collar was tidied up, someone suddenly hugged him behind him.

With this powerful impact, Tang Luoran knew that it was Zheng Xiaoying as soon as she guessed, she didn't look back, raised her hand to arrange her collar, and asked, "Why do you have time to come here today?" Don't need an outpatient clinic? ”

"It's not my class today, I'm here to tell you something." Zheng Xiaoying whispered in her ear.

So mysterious?

Tang Luoran picked up the file that her assistant had placed on her desk and put it on her arm and waist, she turned her head to face Zheng Xiaoying, and while pulling her away for a distance, she smiled slightly, "What can blow you up?" ”

"Look at what you said, do you want to patrol the house? Let's talk as we go. Zheng Xiaoying laughed, took Tang Luoran's hand, and forcibly took her out of the lounge, and the room suddenly became lively again, "I was scared to death, I thought my heart was going to stop." ”

"Anyway, why haven't you seen Song Jiajia in the past two days......" The voice from behind them became farther and farther away as their pace accelerated.

In fact, Tang Luoran understood that it was inconvenient for Zheng Xiaoying to talk to her in a place with so many people, which meant that what she wanted to say was either related to Fu Zichen or Yin Zi.

She also knew it in her heart.

As she expected, Zheng Xiaoying kept telling her findings when she was on her rounds, "I have a friend who works in the media, but he is not famous, so he only works in a newspaper that is not even a third-rate." ”

Unfortunately, the place where my friend works is the newspaper where it was revealed that Tang Luoran was a junior.

"The colleague in charge of breaking the news said that he was going to an appointment the day before he broke the news, and when he came back, he said that the other party was in good shape and looked like a model, because she was very stylish when she walked, and then the scandal about you came out, I wondered, could it be Yin Zi, a slut-" Zheng Xiaoying poked Tang Luoran's waist with the crook of her elbow.

She subconsciously stepped away and responded to her casually, "It doesn't matter if it's okay anymore, I believe that Yin Zi can do something more excessive than this, so it's not a big deal." ”

As she spoke, she bypassed Zheng Xiaoying, walked out of the ward quickly, and walked towards the next room, while Zheng Xiaoying followed behind her and asked, "Why in the end?" ”

Why?

It's just that she doesn't even have the strength to be angry.

Busy business paralyzed her nerves more than alcohol.

Finally managed to take a break at noon, Tang Luoran hadn't changed his white coat yet, sat down to rest for a while, and when he raised his eyes, he found Jiang Hanchen standing at the door of the lounge looking for her, and she was heading towards the lounge.

Asking the nurse to no avail, Jiang Hanchen looked disappointed, who knew that when he turned his head, Tang Luoran was standing in the corridor on his left, looking at him blankly.

He smiled suddenly, "I want to have dinner with you." ”

But I didn't see him in the morning, but she felt a lot rusty to him, she seemed to be deliberately keeping a distance from him, but it could also be due to her heart, not easy to approach.

His attitude was so sincere that it was difficult for her to refuse, so she had to agree.

He didn't want him to cause some unnecessary gossip because of her, so they chose to meet in the underground parking lot, and then he drove out to eat, and he had already booked a table.

The hospital's cafeteria and cafΓ© are bustling with people, and they inevitably attract gossip when they walk together.

After dealing with the last trivial matter, Tang Luoran hurriedly took the elevator downstairs, and when the elevator doors opened to both sides, she happened to meet Jiang Hanchen head-on, and he showed a hearty smile, as if relieved, "Great, I thought you would miss the appointment." ”

"How so?" She smiled indifferently, stepped out of the elevator, and followed his steps to his silver Land Rover, where she stood aside and waited for him to get the car out of the parking space first.

To be honest, this feeling is a bit subtle, there is nothing between them, but they want to meet like underground lovers.

This is also a helpless move, Tang Luoran can endure other people's gossip, but she doesn't want to let anyone fall into the whirlpool because of herself.

After getting into the car, he drove away, speechless along the way, and the atmosphere in the car was a little awkward.

In fact, Jiang Hanchen had a lot to say to her, but he couldn't find the right time to speak, so he could only give up.

What's more, he always felt that Tang Luoran's mood was not as calm as she seemed on the surface.

Her heart was like dead, a sense of powerless despair surged up from the bottom of her heart, and then spread outward, she lived in her own world, it seemed like she was following in the footsteps of others, but in fact she was still thinking for herself, and she didn't take anyone into account.

On her delicate face, her eyes gradually became dazed.

Fortunately, this embarrassing atmosphere did not last at the dinner table, and Jiang Hanchen's elegant words and deeds made Tang Luoran feel at ease.

The conversation was very pleasant, but she didn't have any worries - Fu Zichen might just be watching all this quietly in a corner.

Just thinking about it makes it impossible to talk to him with peace of mind.

But Jiang Hanchen didn't know it, accompanied by elegant music, his voice became more and more gentle, "I think it's okay to ask you for dinner after work tomorrow?" Don't worry, I didn't mean anything else. ”

In fact, he himself couldn't understand it, but he was very curious about her.

The first time they met, he had this inexplicable interest in her, she was on the other side of the revolving door, and he was on the other side, through the thick glass, he could still see her delicate appearance and indifferent eyes.

His heart was beating a beat slower, and he couldn't tell what it was like.

I thought she wouldn't mind, but I didn't want her to shake her head, raised her eyes to look at him, her dark eyes were as deep as the sea, and she responded to him with a guilty face, "If you can, I hope you still see me less in private, at least until I get divorced." ”

Now she is still restrained, and she can't open her heart to anyone in such a posture.

In addition, she doesn't want to make an ordinary meeting like a secret meeting of lovers, she doesn't like to embarrass herself, and she doesn't want to embarrass Jiang Hanchen, so it's best not to have too much contact with her in private, and be careful of getting on fire.

Don't say she doesn't care, she doesn't think the relationship between them is at this level.

Moreover, Yin Zi may still be staring at her, so you have to pay attention.

"I'm sorry, I didn't want to hurt you." Tang Luoran replied truthfully, she didn't intend to give up Jiang Hanchen's friend, but she couldn't be willful.

In an instant, the disappeared smile quickly recovered, Jiang Hanchen hooked the corners of his mouth, and smiled gently, "I understand, but if you can't meet in private, then it should be okay at work, it's a big deal that I use the authority of the vice president to meet." ”

"That's not necessary, if there is still gossip when we meet in the hospital, I can't care so much." Tang Luoran said with a smile, finally with a smile between her eyebrows, and she suppressed the bitterness in her heart again.

And Jiang Hanchen no longer pursued the root cause, he turned the topic to the academic field and was as close to her as possible.

He was indeed surprised and disappointed by her refusal.

But hearing her words - "I don't want to hurt you", all his bad emotions were swept away.

Fortunately, this meeting did not leave a bad impression on both parties.

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