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Maybe it was because he did something wrong and had a weak heart, but Bian Yi didn't refute it.

The expression on his face also looked painful and remorseful, but Yi Shui was not infected at all.

She withdrew her hand, turned and walked into the room, then closed the door.

When Yi Shui entered the ward, Xu Yange was lying on the bed.

Her face was pale, her lips were dry, and beads of sweat hung on her forehead.

Yi Shui had never seen her look so haggard.

Seeing her good friend like this, she naturally felt uncomfortable.

Yi Shui walked to the hospital bed and sat down, holding Xu Yange's hand.

"Smoke Song, You ......"

"It's fine." Xu Yange seemed to have guessed what she was going to ask, and shook her head with a smile.

Her laughter was uglier than crying.

How could it be possible for such a thing to happen to a woman.

"Yange, don't force yourself." Yi Shui said to her, "If you're sad, just cry." ”

Although she was never pregnant, she understood the desire of a mother to have a child.

It was a piece of meat in his body, and it was gone, how could he not be sad.

Moreover, she knows that Xu Yange is also a person who is particularly eager for family warmth.

When she took Xu Yange to play with Liang Tan's cocoa before, it could be seen that she liked children very much.

But that was the case with her own children......

"Xiaoshui, I'm fine." Xu Yange continued to shake his head, "It's that I have no fate with this child. Maybe...... That's fine. ”

"It was made by Bianyi, right?" Yi Shui originally didn't want to reveal the scar again, but she really didn't hold back and asked this question.

After hearing Yi Shui's question, Xu Yange was silent, and the temperature of his fingertips became lower and lower.

Her changes, Yi Shui can clearly feel.

"What the hell is going on?" Yi Shui asked her.

"......" Xu Yange was still silent.

……

The whole thing was too cruel for her.

In retrospect, the whole heart felt like it had been slashed more than a dozen times, and it hurt so much that I couldn't breathe.

In fact, she didn't know when she was pregnant.

She is usually busy with work and often stays up late to work overtime, her endocrine has been chaotic, and the time of her period is not very accurate.

This time, she didn't come after more than 40 days, and she didn't pay attention to it, because there were many things to do at work during this time, and she stayed up until the second half of the night almost every day.

It's just that the appetite is not as good as it was some time ago.

Xu Yange didn't think about pregnancy at all, because she had been taking long-acting contraceptives.

She thought it was safe enough, but she didn't expect such an accident to happen.

Today she is still going to work overtime in the company, in the afternoon Bian Yi called her to the office to embarrass her, she has been under pressure at work recently, and she couldn't hold back, so she replied a few words.

Bian Yi got angry on the spot and took her to the office lounge to do it hard, and then bleed.

Then, she began to have stomach aches.

When I came to the hospital, I found out that I was pregnant.

In fact, this child can't be saved, and he can't blame Bianyi entirely.

The doctor also said that she stayed up too late in the early stages of pregnancy, her body was too tired, the placenta was unstable, and she had intercourse, so it was no wonder that the child did not fall off.

When the doctor said this, she could hear the reproach between the lines.

She knew that in the eyes of the doctors, she must be a very incompetent mother.

Actually, she thinks so herself.

**

Xu Yange was silent, and Yi Shui also realized that her question had poked her sore spot, so she simply stopped asking.

"Yange, don't worry, everything is with me." Yi Shui patted the back of her hand to comfort her.

She may not be able to help much, but basic care and companionship can still be done.

Although Yi Shui doesn't have many friends who have a good relationship, as long as she becomes a friend, she will treat each other with her heart and lungs.

Whether it is Liang Tan or Xu Yange, it is like this.

Xu Yange also belongs to the kind of person who has no friends, she has basically revolved around the border since she was a child, and she has no circle of friends at all. If she hadn't known Yi Shui, she might still be alone.

Hearing this kind of words from Yi Shui's mouth, how could Xu Yange not be moved.

She pursed her lips, her eyes hot.

People are inevitably vulnerable after experiencing this kind of thing, and it is a little comforting to have friends by your side at this time.

**

Inside the office.

Guan Zhiyan and Shen Mu looked at the border town sitting opposite, and the two of them glanced at each other and didn't speak again.

Bian Yi is blaming himself, they can see it.

Although Bian Yi's attitude towards Xu Yange is not good, in fact, as friends, they can still feel that Bian Yi cares about Xu Yange.

According to Bian Yi's personality, if she really hates someone, it is impossible for her to stay by her side for so many years.

Even if there is pressure from parents, it is impossible.

"Don't blame yourself too much." In the end, it was Shen Mu who opened her mouth first, "She is not in good health and often stays up late, which is not suitable for pregnancy." ”

He didn't deliberately comfort Bian Yi, he just said the objective situation.

According to his experience as a doctor, even if Bian Yi didn't do this, the child would not be able to keep it.

He and his colleagues had obtained the results of Xu Yange's physical examination before, and there were many major and minor problems.

Like her, she generally has to adjust for a period of time before daring to have children, otherwise it is easy for embryos to be survival of the fittest.

Rarely was there such a silence, he sat on the sofa, his hands on his forehead, looking in pain.

……

The news of Xu Yange's miscarriage soon spread in the Bian family.

Bian Zheng learned the news from his parents, and after learning the news, he immediately asked for leave and came out.

When Bian Zheng rushed to the hospital, it was the afternoon of the second day after Xu Yange's surgery.

At that time, Yi Shui had just stewed chicken soup and brought it over, and it didn't take long for the border government to come.

Bian Zheng and Bian Yi are still somewhat similar in appearance, and as soon as Bian Zheng entered the ward, Yi Shui guessed his identity.

Xu Yange didn't expect the border government to come over.

She moved her lips to ask him why, but thought about it and felt stupid.

Also, everyone in the Bian family knows about her miscarriage, and Bian Zheng must also know about it.

Really...... It's a shame.

"Hello, I'm Frontier Minister, we've met before." Bian Zheng and Yi Shui introduced themselves, and then asked her, "Can you let me talk to Yange alone?" ”

This question...... Yi Shui turned his head and asked Xu Yange's opinion with his eyes.

Xu Yange nodded towards Yi Shui, which was considered a promise.

"Well, then you guys talk first, and I'll go out for a walk."

Yi Shui went out very consciously, leaving the space to the two of them.

After what happened last time, when he met with Bian Zheng again, Xu Yange was actually a little embarrassed.

Although the two of them didn't really have a relationship, they always slept together all night, and later Bian Yi was furious because of this incident, and even had a fight with Bian Zheng.

After that incident, Xu Yange never contacted the border politics again.

This was the first time we had met since that incident.

After Yi Shui left, Bian Zheng looked at the haggard Xu Yange in front of him and sighed lightly.

There was pity in his eyes, and there were many emotions that could not be suppressed.

"Does it hurt?" He moved his lips and asked her.

"It's much better now." Xu Yange smiled reluctantly.

"Yange, in front of me, you can be less sensible."

Bian Zheng looked at Xu Yange's forced smile, and he was so distressed.

Xu Yange likes Bian Yi, he has always known it, and he supports her very much.

The last time something like that happened, he didn't even persuade her to give up very strongly.

But this time, he couldn't bear it anymore.

"You really should give up." This sentence was said by looking into her eyes.

He'd said something like that before, but he wasn't going to be as tough as he is now.

Xu Yange could also see that he was really angry this time.

"yes, I know." Xu Yange nodded obediently, "I'm already planning to give up." ”

After persevering for more than ten years, she was really tired.

This time it was enough for her to see everything clearly.

The distance between her and Bian Yi is too far, even if her parents force them, they can't be together for a long time.

What she wants is loyalty, gentleness, and the end, and these borders can't give her.

The two of them were not suitable from the beginning.

Xu Yange had a miscarriage this time, and Bian Yi's parents also blamed themselves, the two elders had already come to the hospital last night, and they counted Bian Yi in front of so many people.

Bian Yi didn't say a word at the time, and when he recalled it seriously, it seemed that this was the first time he had been so obedient.

In the end, it was Xu Yange who stood up and spoke for him.

Last night, she had already proposed to the two elders about breaking the marriage contract.

They didn't say yes right away, they just said that they would talk about it when she was better.

Although they didn't agree, Xu Yange had already made up his mind.

In any case, she didn't want to waste her time like this again.

The pain this time was enough for her to see everything clearly.

"It's best if you think like that."

Bian Zheng glanced at the thermos bucket placed on the table next to him, and then walked up to open it.

Inside is a hot chicken broth, which is still steaming when opened.

Bian Zheng picked up the bowl next to him, poured the chicken soup into the bowl, and then came to the hospital bed with the bowl and spoon, ready to feed her.

Xu Yange quickly saw the intention of the border administration, and was a little embarrassed.

She sat up from the bed and said to Bian Zheng, "I'll do it myself." ”

"It's okay, I'll feed you." Bian Zheng shook his head, and didn't seem to feel that this was such an embarrassing thing.

With such an attitude, Xu Yange couldn't refuse, so he could only open his mouth and let him feed himself.

The child is gone, she is sad and sad, this is unavoidable.

But she doesn't think her world is going to collapse.

She still has to live, she experienced that earthquake when she was very young, and she knows better than anyone how difficult it is to survive.

Therefore, she will not give up her life easily.

"Is it good?" Bian Zheng asked Xu Yange.

Xu Yange nodded, "Well, Xiaoshui's skills are very good." ”

"You can have such a good friend, and I'm happy for you." Bian Zheng was very pleased.

……

The two of them were chatting like this, and the door to the ward was suddenly pushed open.

The movements in Bian Zheng's hand paused, and Xu Yange also stopped.

The two men looked out the door in unison.

It's the border town that is coming. He was carrying a thermos bucket in his hand.

When he saw Bian Zheng, Bian Yi's face was a little ugly.

He placed the thermos on the table, walked over to the bed, and looked at them condescendingly.

"What are you doing here?" This question is asked of the border administration.

Since that incident, the relationship between Bian Yi and Bian Zheng has become particularly bad, and Bian Yi basically refused to meet with Bian Zheng, and after they met, they were also-for-tat and cynical.

"Come and see the smoke song, is there a problem?" Bian Zheng rarely speaks to Bian Yi with such a cold attitude.

This time, Bian Yi really touched his bottom line.

"She's my person, I don't need you to come and see her." Bian Yi made a move, snatched the bowl and spoon from Bian Zheng's hand and put it aside, "Get out." ”

"You're the one who should get out."

This time, it was Xu Yange who spoke.

It was the first time she spoke to him with such an attitude since she was a child.

Bian Yi was stunned for the moment, almost unable to believe that such words came from her mouth.

"What the hell are you talking about?" Bian Yi was a little angry.

"I told you to get out, didn't you hear?" Xu Yange repeated his words.

At this time, Bian Yi's face became even more ugly.