I was carrying a heavy load on my back and climbing the mountain, and the road under my feet was shrouded in gray mist. The fog lifted and my feet were on steps that looked like snow and ice, one bloody footprint at a time...... There was a shallow and crazy laugh in my ears - look at how much blood you have shed...... Your child is dead......

I opened my eyes suddenly, and saw Qiao Yichen sitting on the chair next to the sick **, his handsome face with locked eyebrows was shrouded in the morning light, with indescribable loneliness and pity. I shook off his big palm that was holding my hand and touched my belly - flat.

I glared at Qiao Yichen in a daze: "Where's my baby?" Qiao Yichen, my baby! ”

Qiao Yichen gently hugged me into his arms: "Baby, isn't it uncomfortable, let's drink some black chicken soup first, okay?" The doctor said it would be better if you woke up and ate something. ”

"Qiao Yichen, are you deaf? Where's my baby! "I looked at Qiao Yichen for a moment, I had already touched my baby's absence, but I just didn't want to believe it, I wanted to listen to Qiao Yichen tell me that cruel, heartbreaking answer.

"You take care of your body first, and the baby will have it later." Qiao Yichen hugged my body tightly.

"You said you could protect me and the baby, Qiao Yichen, you're lying! You obviously can't do it, why did you promise me? Why are you letting me go to that horrible restaurant when you're not there? Why would you do that!? I nestled in Qiao Yichen's arms, beating his chest desperately, I used the little strength I had to beat Qiao Yichen, and my fists fell on him like raindrops. It's obvious that I'm in Da Qiao Yichen, but why am I in so much pain? I hated it so much, hated myself for not being able to protect the baby; I also hate Qiao Yichen and hate him for not keeping his promise to protect our children.

Qiao Yichen just let me fight like that, and didn't even move. Later, I lost my strength and couldn't move, so I cried hoarsely. I've always thought I'm so strong, and I've felt like I've changed a lot. But every time I encounter setbacks, I will see the weak self in my heart, as before, without a little turbulence and bitter parting. It was that day that I learned what it means to cry until I collapsed, that is, I had no strength at all, and I couldn't even make a sound, but the tears could flow all the time, completely uncontrollable.

Qiao Yichen frowned tightly, his deep eyes were covered with a thick fog and distress that could not be dissolved, and he kept holding me, wiping my tears with his hands. Qiao Yichen's fingers were cold, cold like they had never been in my memory: "Xin Xin, the baby will still have it, don't cry anymore...... Your body can't stand it......"

I fainted in Qiao Yichen's arms, and after my body was exhausted to the limit, I could no longer carry any actions or even emotions.

When I woke up again, it was already night. The lights were turned on in the ward, reflecting the snow-white ceiling and snow-white walls. Qiao Yichen stood in front of the window, holding the phone in his hand: "Come one by one, no one can run......" Qiao Yichen saw me looking at him, hung up the phone in his hand and put it on the windowsill, walked to the sick ** in a few steps, leaned over and kissed my forehead: "Xin Xin, you finally woke up." The doctor said you were too emotional and added sleep medicine to your drip. But I'm worried that you've been asleep. ”

"I'm not ...... I don't want to wake up...... If I were a doctor, I'd give myself 100 sleeping pills...... "My voice was hoarse.

"Let's drink some water first." Qiao Yichen poured a glass of water, and then helped me up a little.

The water was mixed with rose honey, and I drank a small half cup and shook my head at Qiao Yichen. He carefully put me back on the pillow, and then pulled the quilt for me: "Aunt Lan brought red dates and bird's nest porridge, can you drink a little more?" ”

"Qiao Yichen, do you know who pushed me and the baby down the stairs?" I raised my head and stubbornly met Qiao Yichen's dark eyes.

"I know...... Qiao Yichen's eyes dodged, and he whispered: "The fourth child is already in the detention center......

I brushed aside Qiao Yichen's palm on my cheek and sat up excitedly: "It was Lu Zihang who called an ambulance for me, and the person who pushed me down from the upper floor was Rong Qingqian!" It's shallow! ”

Xin Xin...... The needles are all out! Qiao Yichen grabbed my hand with the needle, and hurriedly rang the bell to call the nurse, and after the nurse answered at the station, Qiao Yichen sat on the ** and hugged me into his arms: "These things will be said when you are better." ”

Hearing Qiao Yichen's words, my heart was cold. I have been with Qiao Yichen for so long, and I can understand a deeper meaning than others in his eyes and even the tone of his speech. He has already given me an answer - no matter who killed my baby, now that Lu Zihang admits it, it is Lu Zihang. This is what Qiao Yichen told me, he knew who the real murderer was, but he didn't want to pursue it. The project acceptance report of the Dragon Mansion was held in the hands of Rong Qingqian's uncle, and Rong Qingqian had already calculated that Qiao Yichen would not tear her face with her, so she pushed me down from the upper floor unscrupulously and killed my child without fear......

I thought I knew Qiao Yichen, but from this point of view, the person who knew him better was Rong Qingqian. I really failed, not because I didn't work hard, but because I trusted the wrong person again. Hahaha...... If Rong Qingqian is a stone, I was tripped by her again and again, and probably one day I tripped and fell to my death, and I will die.

The nurse came over and re-injected the drip, probably because the medicine was still working, and I fell asleep again shortly after.

I woke up the next morning, and Aunt Lan was watching over me. Because I slept too much, my head was confused, I scanned the ward in a daze, only to reflect where I was, and when I thought that the baby was gone, it was a pain in my heart.

Aunt Lan wiped my face with a hot towel: "The young master has important business, and he just left......

Aunt Lan thought I was looking for Qiao Yichen, but she didn't know that the last person I wanted to see now was Qiao Yichen. I'm not sure how much time I'll need to forget about Qiao Yichen, maybe not in my lifetime. But I really can't face Qiao Yichen who is pretending to be confused like this, even if I look at it more, I feel sorry for my baby, sorry for my heart that only loves him. What I wanted never changed, and even if I didn't get it, I didn't want to mention it again.

"Young grandma, you haven't eaten for two days, drink some porridge." Aunt Lan shook up the sick ** a little and fed me porridge with a small spoon.

I took a bite and there was nothing in my mouth but bitterness: "Bitter ......"

"Huh?" Aunt Lan tasted it herself: "It's not bitter...... It may be that you have a bitter mouth. Aunt Lan changed another bowl of eight-treasure porridge: "Then can you taste this sweet porridge if it can be better." ”

I swallowed the porridge that Aunt Lan fed me, maybe my heart was bitter, everything I ate was bitter, I barely ate half a bowl of porridge and suddenly spoke: "Aunt Lan...... My baby is gone......"

When Aunt Lan heard my words, tears fell from her eyes. She put the porridge bowl on the cabinet next to her and patted me lightly on the back: "You are still young, take good care of your body now, and if you take care of your body, the child will still have it." ”

"No...... I won't have any more babies...... I can't protect my children at all, I don't deserve to be a mother......" I shook my head.

"It's not your fault, it's really all about knowing people and not knowing their hearts, Xiao Jing usually looks honest, but I didn't expect my heart to be so bad, and I deceived you into going where you shouldn't go!" Aunt Lan said hatefully.

"What do you say......"

"That afternoon, the young master called back and said that your mobile phone couldn't get through, maybe the signal on the mountain was not good, so let you go to the Ocean Restaurant when you came back, and the young master booked a place there. At that time, as soon as your car came in, Xiao Jing said to tell you, but she didn't expect her to trick you into going to the garden restaurant...... "Rong Qingqian really put a lot of effort into installing people in the villa." She should be an agent with this strategic IQ, for the sake of a Qiao Yichen, but it is really overkill.

In the morning, I hung another bottle of water, and at lunchtime Aunt Lan turned on the TV. News is being broadcast on TV - the most high-end hot spring resort and serviced villa project in Fengcheng has passed the acceptance and opened today. The camera flickered, and it cut to the scene of the meeting, Qiao Yichen delivered a speech in a well-dressed manner, and Rong Zhentang sat on the guest seat, Rong Qingqian sat next to Rong Zhentang in a red dress, smiling and beautiful.

I was really disgusted by this scene, I couldn't stay in my cramped stomach for a moment after just eating two bites of food, and I just ran into the bathroom and threw up. Because he had been lying down for too long, his body was weak, and his arms couldn't support his body at all, so he fell to his knees with a pop. After Aunt Lan followed up in the bathroom, she hurriedly helped me up: "Young grandma, where did you fall?" ”

"I don't know...... "My body feels like it's all over again, and it hurts everywhere."

"Then I'll help you to **, and then call the doctor to take a look, right?" Aunt Lan said worriedly.

"Wait a minute......" I rinsed my mouth and then washed my face. I looked at myself in the mirror, my pale face without a trace of blood, and my eyes were full of red bloodshots, as if there was blood about to drip down. I remember Yang Chengjin said that when he first saw me, I wore smoky makeup and a cheongsam, and stood in the white corridor of the hospital like a vampire in a movie. I think I'm like a vampire now, a down, crucifixed, dying vampire......

"Xin Xin!" I heard Qiao Yichen calling me anxiously, and my feet seemed to have roots, and I didn't want to move.

"Young master, you can come back, where are we in the bathroom......" Aunt Lan hurriedly responded.

Qiao Yichen walked in and hugged me, Yingting's eyebrows were knotted: "Why don't you wear shoes?" The doctor said you can't get a cold right now. ”