"Oh......" Xiaoxiang nodded as if he didn't understand, "But ......"

"Don't worry about it, take care of yourself." I patted Xiaoxiang's hand, I was really afraid that Xiaoxiang would comfort me, and I could be solid in the face of cold words. But the slightest gentle consolation could have crumbled my stubborn armor, and I only knew that I couldn't show weakness, because I wanted to protect my baby.

"Hey...... I can only worry about it. Xiaoxiang shook his head, "I can't even think of myself now, let alone help you......"

"There's always a way to fix things, don't be afraid." I am comforting Xiaoxiang, but I am also cheering myself up.

"Hmm." Xiaoxiang nodded, "Xin Xin, although Doctor Yang is a good person, I still think that only the three young people can be worthy of you." ”

"Don't mess with the mandarin duck score, I'll just borrow it from Dr. Yang for a few days." I smiled, "If it is a match, I am not worthy of Dr. Yang." "Yang Chengjin is so sunny and so good, he should have a good wife who is gentle and kind and loves him wholeheartedly.

"Oh, that's good." Xiaoxiang patted his chest.

Yang Chengjin came to pick me up, Xiaoxiang also had a driver to pick me up, and we said goodbye at the door of the hotel.

Yang Chengjin looked in the rearview mirror, "It seems that there is a car following us." ”

"Huh?" I looked back, and I recognized the Jaguar behind me, it was Ah Cheng's, "Don't worry about him......"

"I saw that the information said that it was better for pregnant women to drink jasmine herbal tea, so I bought two cans, one can at home and one can for you to take to the store."

"Thank you." Yang Chengjin drove the car into the community, and I went into the apartment building to look around, as if Ah Cheng's car disappeared after we entered the community. I really can't figure out Qiao Yichen now, what did he ask Ah Cheng to do with me?

Xiaoxiang was soon arranged by Zhuang Peng to raise a baby in Hong Kong, and my life here was peaceful. If Yang Chengjin is on duty on weekends, I will take his car to the hospital to see my father. It happened to be the weekend, I didn't eat breakfast, I was hungry at eleven o'clock, Yang Chengjin accompanied me to the canteen to eat, and by the way, I packed a meal for the nurse. We walked through the medical examination center back to the inpatient department, and there were not many people in the hall as it was close to noon. From a distance, I saw Rong Qingqian, surrounded by the stars of the nanny and the assistant, she should have just finished drawing blood, one person helped her and the other helped her put on her coat, and another person held a thermos cup in her hand and a limited-edition LV bag on her arm.

What's going on? God has opened his eyes, and bad people get sick too? I didn't plan to ignore her, but Rong Qing's shallow eyes were so good, he actually smiled at me defiantly, "Miss Jing, don't come to harm." ”

"I'm okay, it looks like Miss Rong is a little expensive." Don't blame me for my poisonous tongue, the high-flying and domineering expression on Rong Qingqian's face is really not more polite than me.

"Miss Jing is too worried, I'm not a noble person, but a big joy." Rong Qingqian deliberately straightened her belly, if she was a monkey, it was estimated that her tail had already reached the sky, "I'm pregnant, it's Ah Chen's child." ”

Rong Qingqian's words, I heard that it was really uncomfortable in my heart, and I quietly clenched my fists. If Rong Qingqian is really pregnant, the child must be Qiao Yichen's, she guards Qiao Yichen with all her heart, and she will not conceive someone else's child. Although Rong Qingqian can't conceive naturally, if she wants to conceive Qiao Yichen's child, Qiao Yichen must agree. No matter how powerful Rong Qingqian is, it is impossible to be hermaphroditic, and one person can make Qiao Yichen's child.

I turned my head and just met Yang Chengjin's gaze, and his eyes when he looked at me expressed some emotion, which could probably be regarded as comfort. I smiled indifferently, I chose the road by myself, and I don't blame anyone, including Qiao Yichen. Whatever the reason, we've broken up, and the rest of his life is no longer mine. Who he married and had children with is none of my business. It was I who personally cut off the bond with Qiao Yichen, and he is no longer something I can covet.

I knew that I couldn't bow my head at such a time, let alone expose my emotions, so I tried my best to maintain a light and breezy appearance, and bowed my head slightly, "Then congratulations to Miss Rong." ”

Yang Chengjin took my hand: "We have to go back quickly, the food should be cold in a while." ”

"Hmm." I nodded, and was not in the mood to continue to give Rong Qingqian a chance to show off, so I walked straight to the elevator room.

When I returned to the ward, I was silent. I knew I shouldn't feel bad, and I imagined that outcome. I thought I was mentally prepared to accept it, but when it happened, I realized that I was far less strong than I imagined. Thinking that Qiao Yichen would take care of the pregnant Rong Qingqian like he used to take care of me, those gentleness, thoughtfulness and patience were all used on Rong Qingqian......

I admit it, I feel terrible aggrieved.

Until I got back to the apartment, I was sullen. Yang Chengjin cooked, and I couldn't eat anything after only two bites. Yang Chengjin didn't say anything, just gave me a bowl of black chicken soup: "If you can't eat it, drink some soup." ”

I pinched the spoon and poured myself the soup one bite at a time, completely unsavory. It was just a bowl of soup that I drank for a long time to finish. Then he pulled a tissue and wiped his mouth: "I'm done eating, go back to my room to rest." ”

"Okay." Yang Chengjin nodded.

I went back to the room and sat on the ** and watched the night with thousands of lights outside the window. Behind every light is a warm family, but what about me, I can only have a house with lights, but I will not have a warm home. Sometimes I have to admit that creation makes people, the more you desire something, the more you have nothing, this is a vicious circle, and it is terrifyingly cruel.

I sat there for two hours, not even thinking about taking a shower. I changed into pajamas and planned to sleep. Although I can already foresee that I will lose sleep tonight, but I am such a proud person, I know that I can't sleep, and I have to solemnly lie on the ** and pretend to sleep-

Qiao Yichen, let's pretend that we are all living well, and use the appearance of quiet years to deceive the world. In fact, many people's lives are like this: love is love, and marriage is marriage. Heaven always likes to temper people's will, and the more boring things are, the longer they last. Too often we simply can't change the world, so we have to settle for adaptation. This is the truth of the survival of the fittest.

As soon as I lifted the quilt, Yang Chengjin knocked on the door: "Jing Xin, are you sleeping?" ”

"Not yet." I walked over and opened the door.

"You didn't eat much for dinner, I cooked you red bean dumplings, eat some and then go to sleep." Yang Chengjin said.

"Okay." I walked out of the room and went back to the living room, "Just eat and drink every day, and please cook me supper." ”

"You're pregnant, so you deserve to be taken care of." Yang Chengjin took the rice balls from the soup basin and put them in front of me, "Actually, you should drink a glass of hot milk every night, which can help sleep and replenish calcium." ”

"Oh, I'll try from tomorrow." I also feel that I am hypocritical enough, I am afraid that I will think of Qiao Yichen and even quit milk.

"I just asked my colleagues in the hospital to check, and Rong Qingqian is indeed pregnant. You've seen her previous cases, she couldn't conceive naturally, and it took two IVF tests to succeed. Now 12 weeks pregnant, today is the first official prenatal check-up.

Jing Xin, there are some things I have always wanted to say to you, I used to think it was too abrupt, but today I saw you like this......" Yang Chengjin looked at me cautiously, "Expectant mothers have been working hard from pregnancy to childbirth, even if it is not an exaggeration to say that they are fighting for their lives." In fact, neither the oath nor the confession may be true, but a woman's willingness to have children for a man must be the deepest love. So, I know that the person you love is Mr. Qiao, but he shouldn't be able to take care of you and the baby now. I just want to say, if you can accept it, I'm willing to be the father of the baby in your belly. I will be a good husband and father and take good care of you. ”

I always knew that Yang Chengjin had a good impression of me, but in the face of his confession, I was really caught off guard. I put down the spoon in my hand and looked at Yang Chengjin seriously: "Doctor Yang, I'm not trying to refuse, I'm not sending you a good person card." I genuinely think you're a really good person. Ever since we met, you've always been helping me, and I consider you my most trusted friend.

I have a friend I've known for many years, and he used to say that it's because I'm good that I deserve the best in everything. However, he can't give me what I want, so he won't stand by my side and influence others to give me better love.

I want to tell you sincerely, without the slightest prevarication, that a person as good as you deserves the best wife and children. ”

"I'm not telling you this on a whim, I've thought about it very clearly. Jing Xin, in my heart, you are the best. Yang Chengjin said solemnly.

I smiled and shook my head at Yang Chengjin: "Yang Chengjin, you can't see Mount Tai anymore." You are my recognized friend, so I will never grieve you as my second choice, and I don't want to grieve my heart. And you, don't wronged yourself......"

"I see." Yang Chengjin nodded, "Actually, I know that you are not a person who will compromise easily at all, and it will be difficult to shake your heart no matter what I say." But if I don't give it a try, I'm a little unwilling after all. I've tried it now, and I won't regret it in the future. Yang Chengjin sighed, "I'm sorry for causing you trouble." As before, I'm a friend you can trust, and I didn't talk about it. ”

"Okay." I nodded, "Then I'll go back to my room and rest." ”

"You have a good rest." Yang Chengjin instructed, "There are blankets on the lower floor of the wardrobe, and now that the weather is cold, you should cover it thicker." ”

"Thank you." When I got back to my room, I opened the closet. Put the luggage into the box one by one, I really bothered Yang Chengjin for too long, it was time to leave. There are some things I can think I haven't heard, but some I can't. It would be selfish if I could act as if nothing had happened after Yang Chengjin had shown his heart to me.