"What's wrong? What did the doctor say? ”

She shook her head sadly, "Say that the wall of my uterus is already thin, plus I used to..." she looked at me timidly, "That's it again, so if I take it out again, I won't be able to get pregnant in the future, not to mention, it is very likely to cause uterine bleeding, and even I will be in danger if I don't keep it." ”

I sighed heavily, "But if you say that your palace wall is very thin, it is also very dangerous to continue to conceive!" ”

She nodded with teary eyes, "The doctor said, let me try to control the weight of the fetus, and it will be fine if it is less than 6 pounds." ”

"So that is to say, after the doctor weighed the pros and cons, and told you that the risk of taking it out is greater than that of giving birth, do you plan to have this child?"

That's what I'm most anxious to figure out at the moment.

She was stunned at first, then shook her head, "Actually, I also want to be a good mother, although I know that you will laugh at me if I say such things." ”

I tilted my head, "Silly boy, what am I laughing at you for?" This is a wish that most women have. ”

She pouted and shook her head, "Not really! My mom didn't love me, and every time I went to her, she would speak ill of me, making me feel that she must have given birth to me because she hated me so much. I never thought about being a mother before, and I even thought that being a mother was the most boring thing in the world. But... Ever since I was with him, it was strange that I would suddenly want to have a child for him. We love our babies together, give us the love and warmth that we haven't had since childhood, and let the children grow up healthy and happy. ”

"But......," she said, covering her mouth tightly with her hand, her voice choked, "the only child I could have given birth to was not his." I feel so sorry for him. ”

That kind of feeling may only be experienced by us who are also women.

Something suddenly occurred to me. Subconsciously touched his lower abdomen with his hand, and couldn't help but feel sad.

I think of Duan Muqing, even if I can get together with him? It's impossible for me to have children anymore!

This is a reality that I have never considered before. At this moment, I suddenly remembered that it was really like a slap in the face! No matter how much a man loves you, can he love you so much that he doesn't mind that he won't have offspring?

Thinking about him again, there are no brothers and sisters at all, only his mother raised him with difficulty, how can he endure such a thing as no incense inheritance?

There are three so-called unfilial pieties, and no queen is great!

"Auntie, I'm so scared now! I'm afraid that alcohol will turn away with me because of this, and then don't want me! I'm really scared, auntie, for the first time since I grew up, I feel that life is very solid and warm. Commute to work on time every day, and you can eat with him when you get home. It's simple, but I feel so happy! I even knew that he didn't like me, but even so, I still felt content. I really don't dare to ask for more aunts, I just want to live with him for a long time! But why, such a child is coming, what do you think I should do? Aunt... What am I going to do! ”

She held my hand tightly, crying and begging me to help her find a way, but in fact, what could I do? I'm just a mud bodhisattva who pretends to be strong!

I stabilized my emotions, and then looked at her seriously, "Xiaoya, I don't know if the advice I gave you is right or wrong, you can listen to it, and then decide for yourself after listening." ”

She nodded heavily.

"Actually, Zhao Yu also knows about this."

Her eyes widened in surprise.

"He told me, and I found out."

"How did he know, was it—" She paused, looking at me inquiringly, "Pregnancy test?" ”

I nodded.

She panicked all of a sudden, "Then why didn't he say anything last night, and it's the same as before?" No, no, no! Even better than it was for me before? Auntie, is he going to leave me like this? If I go back now, will there be no one left at home? ”

"Don't get excited, listen to what I've to say."

She hummed aggrievedly.

"He also expressed his position to me, saying that as long as you want, he wants you to give birth to the child, and he will raise the child with you."

Hearing this, Xiaoya smiled, and then two lines of shallow tears flowed down her cheeks.

"Xiaoya, what you have to do now is to go home and have a good talk with Zhao Yu. If you are really ready to stay, then how to raise this child in the future is a big question. Also, the father of this child..."

Wiping away tears, she said, "Don't worry, this father will never know." And... If what you say is true, from now on, alcohol will be the only father of this child! ”

I nodded with satisfaction, "You go home and discuss it with Zhao Yu." You also look at your own physical condition, it's really not good, I still suggest that you stop working for the time being, and take care of the baby at home. ”

"It's okay aunt, I'm measured! Auntie, I really want to thank you. To be honest, I hated you before! I always feel that you are not young anymore, and you are still old and mellow, and I think you are very... Very shameless. Now I know how dirty my thoughts were! Thinking about it, you probably think that alcohol has helped you, and you want to repay him well! Auntie, you are actually a very kind person. I'm really sorry I ...... you so much."

I shook my head lightly, "It's okay, since you said it was a misunderstanding, it's good to solve it." ”

She was a little overjoyed, "That's... Auntie, can you help me talk to Manager He later, can you give me an afternoon off? I want to go back now! ”

I looked at her as she burst into laughter, and I wanted to laugh along, but somehow, as soon as the corners of my lips were raised, my heart was filled with an indescribable bitterness.

&&

In the afternoon, I returned to work in the company and handed over some materials that needed to be prepared for the project to the employees below, and I seriously thought about the future of me and Duan Muqing.

Frankly speaking, seeing that Zhao Yu is willing to accept a child who does not belong to him, I am very envious! But Duan Muqing, he is not Zhao Alcohol!

One is a child, and the other is a truly mature man. Their ideas, after all, are different.

In the future, Xiao Jiujiu wakes up, and if Duan and I come together, I believe that Duan will still love Xiao Jiujiu. But in any case, it's not biological after all!

I put my hands on the table and rested my head heavily on my hands.

It was at this moment that I felt like someone walked in. I looked up and looked at it in a daze.

Duan Muqing stood in front of me so fixedly, looking at me quietly. I was immediately flattered and stood up, "Duan, Duan." ”

The others greeted him as well.

I looked at him affectionately, but he glanced at me hurriedly and then looked away.

After that, he was standing there and had a small, short meeting with our department, basically instructing and pushing us on how to follow up on that project and so on.

I heard it vaguely, and my mind was all on him.

His breath, his temperature, his kisses, his eyes. All of this was so familiar to me, but now, even when he was standing in front of me, I felt that those things were so untouchable.

Thinking about the fact that I would never be able to have children in the future, I let out a cry of despair in my heart.

Perhaps, Duan Muqing and I will end up like this!

Perhaps, he already knew?

He's such a smart person, just look it up a little, or... When I was sick and hospitalized, he took me to the hospital, maybe the doctor told him?

Hehe, if that's the case, I should be dead.

He may just not have had time to think about it before, but after the last time he was angry with me, he rarely calmed down alone, and after thinking about it, he finally decided to give up on me.

Because I'm so ignorant, and even more because... I can't even pass it on to his descendants!

After thinking about it like this, I knew I should be relieved, but I don't know why, I suddenly wanted to cry.

"Got it?"

"Got it!"

His question was answered by everyone, but me.

He turned his head in some surprise, and as soon as he looked at me, he looked stunned.

I think he probably saw the tears in my eyes. I glanced at him in a trance, and then replied indifferently, "I know, I understand, thank you." ”

He looked at me a little inexplicably, and then at me.

I sat down in a daze, looking dazed.

At this time, a voice came from the door, "Excuse me, is Miss Lu Jianxi Lu here?" ”

I turned my head dumbfounded, my voice dry, "I am." ”

I saw a courier-looking student holding a large bouquet of lilies in his hand, and walked towards me with a smile, "Miss Lu, this is the flower that Mr. Lin gave you, please sign for it!" ”

Hearing this, there was a wow, and then there was a laugh and a whisper. There was envy, ambiguity, and disdain in that expression.

I took the flower in dismay, thinking, Mr. Lin? It can't be Lin Moxuan! What is this guy trying to do? What do you do with giving me such a handful of flowers for no reason?

Just as my thoughts were drifting, I heard someone whispering in my ear, "Mr. Duan, do you have any other instructions?" ”

That's when I came to my senses, yes! Duan Muqing is still there!

It's just that at this moment, I no longer have the courage to look up at him.

I don't know what his expression is, surprised? Glad? Saddened? Or maybe there's no expression at all, it's all just my own feelings.

I only heard him say lightly, "It's nothing, that's all." Then he left.

I took that last sentence as a farewell to me.

Yes, that's it. Between us, that's it, from now on, nothing.

Otherwise, what else do you want to do, and what else can you do?

!!