Chapter 393: It's hard to find
Maybe not back tonight.
I had a cheating expression on my face, lazily stuffed under the pillow, so should I take the initiative to leave!
Thinking of this, I want to be more and more sure of my answer, yes, I still don't leave, what's the point.
Let's go!
I put down my pillow, and a carp straightened up, and I instantly got up and wanted to leave.
Unexpectedly, he suddenly knocked on a warm chest, "Mom! ”
I was knocked in pain, and I was startled, almost as if I was going to bounce up on the bed, and my voice trembled and said, "Who are you!" ”
My wrist was tightly clasped by him, and his tone was a little joking, "What do you say I am......"
I was shocked when such words came out of his mouth, and if it weren't for my familiar voice, I would hardly be sure that the person who spoke was him.
"How did you come to ......"
There was a mixture of disbelief, even a little indescribable emotion in my tone, and I wanted to shake off the hand that was holding me with a little doubt.
He naturally let go of my hand, then got up and turned on the light in the room, "You stay so dark, I thought you were asleep......"
"I thought you came in after sleeping, and besides, this is the room of Weiwei......"
"She followed Joe on a trip abroad in the afternoon."
Before I could finish speaking, he interrupted me, "So it's a room for you, it's better for you." “
"Heh," I couldn't help but have a sneer on my face, "Why is it that now, I can't be on the stage in the Shen family and can't see people?" “
"That's what you think?" He sat on the edge of the bed and looked at me with burning eyes, "You're getting more sensitive now......"
"How can I ......" I looked up at him, "Shen Shao didn't go to accompany his fiancée, it was inappropriate to come to my room in the middle of the night, and now he said something that he didn't have, aren't you afraid of causing misunderstanding?" ”
"If others want to misunderstand, I don't want to care, are you right......"
Shen Qingzhe simply moved inside, but as soon as I thought of him talking happily with Lin Shilan and a few people in the living room just now, my heart was blocked for no reason, and when I saw him approaching me, I instinctively pushed it out, "You still have more self-respect, this is not good!" ”
I looked at him and said with a serious expression, "Anyway, I am also the eldest lady of the Xiao family, the shareholder of the Xiao family, if you do this, I am afraid that the two families will not look good." ”
"Doesn't look good?"
Shen Qingzhe smiled, "Why in your eyes, am I so dirty?" ”
"Isn't it? Shen Shao should go back to accompany your fiancée, don't waste your tongue with me, if you can, please Shen Shao also let me go back, after all, I don't have a place to live, no matter how poor it is, as a member of the Xiao family, I can still go back to the Xiao family......"
"Back to Xiao's house?" Shen Qingzhe smiled bitterly, "Do you think I can't protect you and want him to protect you?" ”
"Why do I have to seek refuge from others and I can't protect myself?"
I looked at Shen Qingzhe, "I think you should understand that even if you break away from the Xiao family, the editor-in-chief of fashion magazines, the status and connections in the fashion circle, these are all obtained by myself, not through any man." ”
Without waiting for him to speak, I continued, "If you think that I must be the kind of woman who has to rely on men to survive, I'm sorry you misjudged me. Maybe your fiancée is such a person who needs to be protected, so please protect her well! ”
I looked at Shen Qingzhe, a little detached in my eyes, "It seems that you still don't understand me." ”
"Can't you really notice that I'm jealous?" Shen Qingzhe said lightly, "Although I know that you have had so many pasts with Xiao Ze, I still fall in love with you, I even hope that you can put aside the past and seriously consider being with me, but unless you are injured, you really don't think about it at all." Every time, you were disappointed there and came to me to heal. You think I don't know, I know it better than anyone else, but what can I do...... I still love you......"
I was a little stunned, this was the first time Shen Qingzhe had made such a solemn confession, and sometimes the confession came too suddenly, which was also unacceptable.
I looked at him in a daze, and I didn't know how to answer for a while. My mind was a little blank, and I just instinctively said, "But you're also engaged to someone else......"
"yes." Shen Qingzhe muttered, "I feel disheartened. ”
"Then there's not much to say." When I said this, I was startled, thinking about it, I really didn't care much about him, under his solemn and hot confession, I actually pushed it away so lightly......
"Little dream!" Shen Qingzhe stretched out his hand to hold my shoulder, "Don't you even feel the slightest feeling for me?" ”
"I ......" I don't know how to answer him for a while, if I don't feel it at all, then why should I be jealous, why should I be so unhappy, but if I like it, I ......
Seeing that I was silent and didn't speak, Shen Qingzhe suddenly pressed me down on the bed with both hands, and his soft lips hit me......
"Shen Qingzhe, don't ......" I instinctively wanted to push him away, but unexpectedly he used force, and my struggle seemed a little futile at this moment.
"Hmm......"
His lips were pressed against my lips, and some soft and cold touches hit, my heartbeat seemed to miss a beat, and I looked at Shen Qingzhe's magnified facial features in front of me with some fog......
"Close your eyes and ......"
"Qingzhe ......"
Just as my brain was shutting down, there was a sudden knock on the door, "Shen Shao......"
"What's wrong......
Shen Qingzhe frowned a little irritably, and as soon as my hand was loosened, I broke free from his hand, covered my clothes, and hid aside a little shyly......
Shen Qingzhe got up, simply tidied up his clothes, stretched out his hand to open the door, and his tall body deliberately blocked me who was hiding on the side, "What's wrong......"
"Miss Lin's condition is not good, are we going to send it to the hospital now?"
"What's wrong!"
Shen Qingzhe frowned, "Didn't you just see that it was still stable?" ”
"I don't know, the symptoms are very urgent and ferocious, you go and take a look!"
Hearing Shen Qingzhe's assistant say this, a layer of doubt rose in my heart, "What's the matter, this Lin Shilan is unwell?" ”
"I'll tell you later." Shen Qingzhe didn't look back, "I'll go and see first, don't you go out, wait for me here......"
"What, it's so serious!" I got up slightly, "What's going on......"
"I said, you wait for me here......" Shen Qingzhe glanced back at me, "It's okay, don't walk around......"
After speaking, Shen Qingzhe turned around and said to his assistant, "Let's go and have a look." ”
"Okay, Shen Shao."
Shen Qingzhe's assistant followed Shen Qingzhe out, everything just now seemed to be a dream, I sat in place a little vaguely, what the hell is going on......
Thinking of Lin Shilan's lively conversation and laughter just now, she didn't see that she was sick at all, was it just a little emotion that didn't hurt? If this is the case, if she can influence Shen Qingzhe, then her position in Shen Qingzhe's heart must be very important.
Thinking about Shen Qingzhe's nervous face just now, I couldn't help but laugh at myself in my heart, how could I be deceived by a few kind words from him.
I got up and straightened my clothes, and the thought of leaving came back to me.
At this time, the entire Shen family's mind should be on Lin Shilan.
Then now that I go out, I shouldn't be discovered, thinking of this, I stood up, opened the door gently, thinking of Shen Qingzhe's request not to let me go out just now, I hesitated a little, but I still couldn't hold back my sadness, and the idea of going home became stronger and stronger, so I simply opened the door and walked out.
I walked down the long corridor to the top of the stairs, and just as I was about to go downstairs, I was suddenly grabbed by a pair of hands.
"Ahh
I shouted in some horror, I don't know who is so bold in the Shen family.
"You're here!"
The familiar male voice came into my ears, "Xiaomeng, you made me look for it so hard......"