Chapter 75: Cut your wrists
When Pei Tingqing heard this, he suddenly reached out and grabbed half of Pei Shuyi's face, leaned over and pecked Pei Shuyi's lips hard by surprise, deliberately making an ambiguous sound.
After Pei Shuyi reacted, she suddenly pushed Pei Tingqing away, pressed her lips and glared at Pei Tingqing angrily, she almost jumped out of that look, "You ..........."
"How am I?" Pei Tingqing stood outside the car window, the corners of his slender eyes were raised, and there was a glint there, "What's wrong with me playing hooligan?" If you have the guts, you can bite me too. ”
Pei Shuyi: "............"
She wanted to explode.
Huo Huiyuan heard the sound of the car in the living room, and didn't see Pei Tingqing and Pei Shuyi come in for a long time, she walked out at this time, and saw Pei Tingqing's long figure standing next to the car, smiling at Pei Shuyi in the passenger seat.
He looks gentle and playful, and only in front of Pei Shuyi can he be immature and high-spirited like his age.
Huo Huiyuan's heart swelled with anger, and she felt more and more that the relationship between the two was abnormal, and the more she looked at Pei Shuyi, the more unpleasant she became, as if Pei Shuyi had become a thorn in her side, if it weren't for Pei Shuyi, how could the estrangement between her mother and Pei Tingqing get deeper and deeper? In the final analysis, it was all caused by Pei Shuyi.
Huo Huiyuan was so angry that her shoulders trembled slightly, she gritted her teeth and clenched her fists before she suppressed her impulse and didn't step forward, she stood there expressionlessly, "You guys haven't gone in yet, what are you doing outside?" ”
Pei Shuyi froze when she heard this, and hurriedly got out of the car and walked over, seeing Huo Huiyuan's face gloomy, and looking at her with complicated and chilling eyes, Pei Shuyi's heart trembled, "Auntie." ”
Pei Tingqing stepped forward a few steps forward and stood in front of Pei Shuyi, with a protective attitude, he saw the disgust and rejection of Pei Shuyi in Huo Huiyuan's eyes, and his always calm eyes suddenly cold, Pei Tingqing said in a mocking tone: "It's also wrong to stay outside for a while?" Don't treat us like criminals with wishful thinking. ”
Pei Tingqing's desire to protect Pei Shuyi is too strong, but anyone who wants to hurt or has already hurt Pei Shuyi, he will guard against it, and regard the other party as an enemy.
And from the time Huo Huiyuan arranged for him to be engaged to Du Shixian, he was very disappointed in Huo Huiyuan, until now the relationship between mother and son has been worn out by Huo Huiyuan little by little, although he will not do anything to Huo Huiyuan, but the relationship has broken down, in the past, Pei Tingqing's closest person was Huo Huiyuan, and now Pei Tingqing's heart has almost no place for Huo Huiyuan.
After Pei Tingqing finished speaking, Pei Shuyi felt the tension of the atmosphere, she bit her lip and opened her mouth to mediate.
But Huo Huiyuan saw that Pei Tingqing had this attitude, the fire in her chest erupted suddenly, and when she lost her mind, she raised her hand and "snapped" a slap, which was thrown on Pei Tingqing's face, Huo Huiyuan's face was pale and trembling with anger, "You dare to disobey me Pei Tingqing?" ”
Pei Shuyi was taken aback by Huo Huiyuan's move, and almost out of instinct, she grabbed Pei Tingqing's arm without saying anything, "Big brother! Pei Shuyi's heart suddenly felt a twitch-like pain, and in a panic, she didn't care that Huo Huiyuan was still there, and then she wanted to touch the left side of Pei Tingqing's beaten face, but was gently pushed aside by Pei Tingqing.
Pei Shuyi came to her senses at this time, stood there and looked at Pei Tingqing with red eyes, restrained herself, and muttered in her heart, "Big brother." ”
Huo Huiyuan regretted it as soon as she withdrew her hand, she raised it again and tried to touch Pei Tingqing's face, and said in a panic: "Tingqing, are you okay?" I'm sorry, Mom..........."
Pei Tingqing quietly avoided Huo Huiyuan, he didn't say anything, he didn't even look at Huo Huiyuan, and walked towards the house.
Huo Huiyuan's arm stiffened in mid-air, she froze in place, and after a while, she turned her head, looking at Pei Tingqing's upright and indifferent back, the sadness in Huo Huiyuan's heart suddenly surged up, and her body shook uncontrollably.
"Auntie." Pei Shuyi hurriedly walked over and stretched out her hand to support Huo Huiyuan.
In the next second, Huo Huiyuan was suddenly thrown away, "Don't worry about it!" ”
Pei Shuyi staggered back a few steps, "banged" on the car window, her back was hit with a heart-piercing pain, and she was worried that Pei Tingqing would see it, Pei Tingqing would tear her face with Huo Huiyuan impulsively, she quickly stood up straight, and looked at Huo Huiyuan who had changed her temperament without moving, the once gentle and virtuous wealthy lady, but now she was so strange, which made Pei Shuyi feel scared.
Huo Huiyuan stared at Pei Shuyi with red eyes, and regarded Pei Shuyi as the culprit of this situation, she said with disgust and indifference: "I shouldn't have insisted on bringing you back to Pei's house three years ago, I really raised a white-eyed wolf." Pei Shuyi, after the college entrance examination, you leave the Pei family for me as soon as possible. After Huo Huiyuan finished speaking, she didn't give Pei Shuyi a chance to defend herself, turned around angrily and walked in.
Pei Shuyi felt both aggrieved and guilty, she didn't blame Huo Huiyuan for not liking her, it was her fault, she shouldn't have a relationship with Pei Tingqing, let alone get entangled with Pei Tingqing.
But she can't let go of this relationship anymore, and she doesn't want to back down anymore, anyway, she has long expected today's situation, Huo Huiyuan hates her, so hate her.
Even if she goes to hell, she deserves it.
Even if she thought about it very clearly, Huo Huiyuan was so good to her in the past, but now she has come to this point where she can't tolerate her, which makes Pei Shuyi still feel very sad in her heart, and tears roll out of her eyes.
After a while, she hurriedly raised her hand to wipe it off, adjusted her mood and walked into the living room, she didn't see Huo Huiyuan and Pei Tingqing, and after asking the maid, she knew that they had both gone back to their rooms.
Pei Shuyi walked upstairs and stood at the door of her room for half a minute, she didn't go in for a long time, bit her lip, and then turned to the door of Pei Tingqing's bedroom, pushed open the door and went in.
Pei Tingqing was looking for the medicine box in the room, Huo Huiyuan's slap was too hard, the corners of his lips were bleeding, and when he turned his head and saw Pei Shuyi coming over silently, Pei Tingqing was stunned, "Why did you come to me?" ”
After all, he still has to do superficial work, and according to Pei Shuyi's guts, in this case, he didn't dare to blatantly come into his room, which made Pei Tingqing very happy, at least it showed that Pei Shuyi was getting more and more determined, and her feelings for him were getting deeper and deeper.
"I'm worried about big brother, come and see if you have anything to do, and go out in a while." Pei Shuyi said and sat down on the sofa and opened the medicine box with kindness.
Pei Tingqing locked the door from the inside, turned back and sat down on Pei Shuyi's side, bent his arm and hugged Pei Shuyi into his arms, his palm fell into the hair on her back, comforting her, Pei Tingqing said casually: "I can take a bullet without anesthesia, this slap is nothing." His two arms wrapped around Pei Shuyi's thin shoulders, his chin rested on the top of her head, pursed his lips and said bitterly: "It's just that Huo Huiyuan and I have a mother-son relationship, because this slap is over." ”
Pei Shuyi felt a pain in her heart when she heard this.
She knew in her heart that in fact, the eldest brother cared about Huo Huiyuan, a non-biological mother, Huo Huiyuan was also Pei Tingqing's only relative over the years, when Pei Tingqing was unable to protect herself, Huo Huiyuan paid a lot for Pei Tingqing, and also suffered a lot of torture from Pei Zongyou, even if Pei Tingqing was not her biological son, Huo Huiyuan was also heartfelt to Pei Tingqing in the past.
However, the greatness of maternal love lies in selflessness and not asking for anything in return, now that Pei Tingqing can be alone, Huo Huiyuan began to use Pei Tingqing, regardless of Pei Tingqing's feelings and position, Huo Huiyuan borrowed Pei Tingqing's hand to take revenge on Pei Zongyou, and the mysterious woman outside Pei Zongyou.
This made Pei Tingqing's son feel that Huo Huiyuan raised and cultivated him, but it was just to make better use of him, who else would not be cold? What's more, Pei Tingqing regards Huo Huiyuan as so important.
Pei Tingqing definitely didn't want to get into trouble with Huo Huiyuan to this point, but after all, Huo Huiyuan had changed, and what Huo Huiyuan did during this time hurt Pei Tingqing's heart too much.
Originally, Pei Tingqing only had one relative, Huo Huiyuan, but now even Huo Huiyuan has been lost, Pei Shuyi felt very sorry for Pei Tingqing, tightened her arms and hugged Pei Tingqing's waist hard, Pei Shuyi tried to make Pei Tingqing feel her love and care, and murmured movingly, "It's okay big brother, even if you are abandoned by people all over the world, I will still be by your side, and I will never leave you in this life." ”
Pei Tingqing's chest shook violently when he heard this, he reached out and pulled Pei Shuyi out, holding her face and locking Pei Shuyi in disbelief, "What did you say?" ”
Just now he was worried that Pei Shuyi would retreat because of this, and was thinking about how to appease her, and Pei Shuyi was able to come to his room, which surprised him, and at this moment he suddenly said such a love word that was not a confession, but more touching than "I love you", because he was not sure of his position in Pei Shuyi's heart, so he couldn't believe that Pei Shuyi not only did not escape this time, but also became more and more affectionate towards him because of this.
Pei Tingqing's gaze was too sharp and scorching, trying to penetrate Pei Shuyi's whole person, but she didn't dodge, but raised her hand to hold Pei Tingqing's, she stared at his eyes, and she was also motionless, and said in a clear and firm tone: "I said that no matter what happens in the future, I will stand with my eldest brother without hesitation." ”
After a while, Pei Tingqing came back to his senses, his heart was excited and ecstatic, he grabbed Pei Shuyi and hugged her chest hard, lowered her head to kiss Pei Shuyi after a few seconds, she was unprecedentedly urgent and frenzied, there seemed to be no other way to express his surging love, only kissing Pei Shuyi, fiery and deep, unable to stop.
Pei Shuyi's mind was in chaos, her body softened, her arm weakly climbed Pei Tingqing's shoulder, and she collapsed uncontrollably on Pei Tingqing's chest, and when she came into contact with something that Pei Tingqing reacted to, she regained her senses, panting and reaching out to push him, "Big brother." ”
"Hmm." Pei Tingqing responded hoarsely, and had no choice but to take Pei Shuyi into his arms again, the tight and burning muscles were close to Pei Shuyi's softness, one was delicate and the other was very comfortable, he closed his eyes with satisfaction, not wanting to let go.
Pei Shuyi broke away from Pei Tingqing's arm, opened the medicine box and took out cotton swabs and ointment, and gently helped Pei Tingqing deal with it.
There were five distinct finger marks on his face, Huo Huiyuan's sharp nails scratched Pei Tingqing's fair face red, Pei Shuyi's heart hurt when she looked at it, every time he was injured, she couldn't wait to block it all for him.
Pei Shuyi smeared the ointment and joked: "I'm always injured, big brother, do you think I want to study medicine in the future?" ”
Pei Tingqing lowered his head and stared at Pei Shuyi, his eyes were shining under the light, flowing with pity and doting, "Don't force yourself, learn what you like." Even if you are useless in the future, I will still support you. He stretched out his hand to touch Pei Shuyi's face, and accentuated the last three words, "For a lifetime." ”
Even though she knew that they might not have a lifetime, or it would end in a few years, the word "lifetime" still moved Pei Shuyi very much, she bit her lip and nodded in response, put down the cotton swab in her hand, leaned over to kiss Pei Tingqing's lips, with comfort like a crying child, so gentle and patient.
Pei Tingqing's hand was on the back of Pei Shuyi's neck, it was rare to sit quietly, feeling Pei Shuyi's soft lips, the feelings in his heart flooded like a flood, the longer he was with her, the deeper his love for her, he really couldn't imagine how he would continue to live after losing her.
So he will definitely cherish this relationship, no matter how many tests will await them in the future, no matter how difficult this road is, he will not let go of her, he will use all of his own, including his life, to protect this hard-won relationship at any cost.
After a while, Pei Shuyi held Pei Tingqing's beaten face, looked at it for a moment, frowned and said, "It seems to be very serious, I can't go out to meet people." ”
"Really?" Pei Tingqing raised his eyebrows, stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around Pei Shuyi's waist, and his forehead was against Pei Shuyi's, "Then I won't go out tomorrow, how about staying at home with you?" And if I'm really disfigured, will you dislike me? ”
Pei Shuyi smiled softly, "No." ”
Her mobile phone vibrated at this time, and when she took it and saw that it was Wei Chengshu calling, Pei Shuyi trembled.
Seeing this, Pei Tingqing raised his hand and touched Pei Shuyi's head, and couldn't help but say, "Sneaky, are you a thief?" Take it, I believe in you Shuyi, and I hope you don't live up to my trust. He pinched Pei Shuyi's face as he spoke, and stood up, "I'll take a bath." ”
Pei Shuyi nodded, and when Pei Tingqing went to the bathroom with her nightgown, she withdrew her gaze, and then answered the phone, "Chengshu." ”
"What's going on, did Shixian promise?"
Although Pei Shuyi was a little unbearable, she still didn't hide it from Wei Chengshu, "Well, I've been to see Shixian, she's fine." As for whether to go abroad with you, she wants to think about it for one night and give you an answer tomorrow. ”
"Good. I bought a plane at two o'clock tomorrow afternoon, and if Shixian doesn't want to, I'll still go abroad alone. Wei Cheng's voice was hoarse and difficult, and he paused and said: "I've also thought about it in the past few days, I really don't deserve Shixian, she doesn't dare to bet her life on me, it's normal." I didn't give up on her, I just wanted to come back and pursue her when I was successful, but I don't know if it would be too late by then. ”
He left alone, which is the most desperate choice, maybe he will miss Du Shixian in this life, but what else can he do?
He has tried hard, but if he still can't be together, he can only say that they are inseparable.
Pei Shuyi knew that Wei Chengshu didn't need to be comforted, and she couldn't comfort anything, after all, the decision was in Du Shixian's hands, and what happened would be known after tonight.
Pei Shuyi didn't wait for Pei Tingqing to come out of the bathroom, Huo Huiyuan would definitely be suspicious if she stayed for too long, who knew that when she opened the door, she almost bumped into Huo Huiyuan, who was standing there at some point, Pei Shuyi hurriedly buried her head, "Auntie." ”
Under the not very bright light in the corridor, Huo Huiyuan's slender body seemed to be just such a shadow, she looked at Pei Shuyi with cold eyes, and asked without warmth: "How is Tingqing?" ”
"It's okay, the eldest brother said it was just a slap, he didn't get angry with the eldest aunt." Pei Shuyi raised her head to catch the light in Huo Huiyuan's eyes, and she added: "The eldest brother said that he should not disobey the eldest aunt, so the eldest aunt doesn't have to take it to heart, there is no overnight feud between parents and children." My mother had beaten me a few times when she was still alive, but I still loved her as much as I always did. ”
Huo Huiyuan was stunned for a moment when she heard this, "Really? Her face softened, and her gaze at Pei Shuyi was much gentler, "You should rest early." ”
Pei Shuyi feels that Huo Huiyuan's recent moodiness and uncertainty may be related to the environment she has been in over the years.
She is obviously the eldest wife of the Pei family's chaebol, how many women pursue the position they desire, but Huo Huiyuan is glamorous and enviable on the surface, but behind it is so desolate, and she has to endure loneliness and Pei Zongyou's abuse, even if she has resentment and hatred in her heart, she can't vent it, so after a long period of suppression, it is no wonder that Huo Huiyuan's character will become angry.
Pei Shuyi wanted to persuade Huo Huiyuan to see a psychiatrist appropriately, but after a pause, she changed her tone and suggested: "Negative emotions will infect the people around you, auntie, you can try to change your life circle." If you have time, instead of drinking tea and chatting with some noble ladies, it is better to go for a walk around the place by yourself, so as to relax and see some beautiful things. ”
Huo Huiyuan also realized that she was indeed out of control just now, and when she heard this, she pursed her lips, didn't say anything more, and went back to her room after saying good night to Pei Shuyi.
Pei Shuyi walked into the bedroom at this time, and after taking a shower and coming out, she took her mobile phone and sent a message to Pei Tingqing, "Big brother, I'm sleeping, I'm going to Shixian's house tomorrow, and you should be early." ”
Pei Tingqing quickly replied, "Well, I'm going to have a meeting in the company tomorrow morning, good night Shuyi." ”
Pei Shuyi put down her mobile phone with peace of mind and turned off the light, she remembered that until now she hadn't asked Pei Tingqing about going to South Africa, the two of them spent too little time together, and they were almost racing against time every time, only caring about their children's love, how could they still have the heart to talk about serious things.
And her plan is that if Pei Tingqing goes to South Africa, then she will stay in China and wait for Pei Tingqing to come back, no matter whether it is five years or ten years, she will always wait.
On the other hand, since Huo Huiyuan said that kind of thing tonight, she will not stay in the Pei family after the college entrance examination, and she will bear all the expenses of studying in college in the future, and as for the kindness of the Pei family in raising her in the past few years, she will definitely repay it in the future.
Pei Shuyi knew that her current situation was not good, but the worst were ready to greet her, so there was nothing to be afraid of, she closed her eyes and quickly fell asleep.
***
At about 10 o'clock in the evening, Du's mother still made a supper and opened the door of Du Shixian's bedroom.
Du Shixian sat on the bed with her knees crossed, her long black hair hanging down and covering her shoulders and back, looking as sleek and lonely from the side.
It's just that Pei Shuyi came here in the afternoon, her mental state is much better, and when she saw Du Mu coming in, she didn't have a cold face anymore.
Du Mu walked over and sat at the head of the bed, took a bowl of porridge in her hand, scooped up a spoonful with a spoon without saying a word, blew it and sent it to Du Shixian's lips, "Eat some, Shixian." ”
Du Shixian's body trembled, looked up at her mother, her eyes gradually turned red, she reached out to take the bowl, and said hoarsely, "I'll come by myself." ”
Du Mu nodded, did not leave the room, she looked at her daughter's pale and lackluster face, couldn't help but shed tears, and quickly took out a handkerchief to wipe it off.
Du Shixian only ate half a bowl and put it down, but she was willing to eat a little, and Du's mother felt a lot more relieved.
She stretched out her hand to grab Du Shixian's wrist, and said earnestly at this time: "Shixian, don't blame your mother for being ruthless, your mother is for your good, you will always understand in the future." ”
Du Shixian suddenly withdrew her hand when she heard this, she looked at her mother in surprise, "Mom, ............ you"
"Do you think the eldest young master of the Pei family can convince me in a few words?" Mother Du said what Du Shixian thought in her heart, she shook her head in a disapproving tone, "His words are very reasonable and not wrong, but what I want to hand over is my daughter's life, even if you don't marry into a wealthy family anymore, I won't allow you to follow Wei Chengshu." ”
The hope that had just ignited in Du Shixian's heart was suddenly shattered again, and her heart gradually cooled, "So Mom, what are you going to do?" ”
"I've already bought you a ticket for tomorrow, you stay abroad for a few years first, and then I'll talk about it later." If there was another way, how could Mother Du be willing to let her favorite daughter leave her?
The reason why she suddenly made up her mind to send her only daughter abroad was because Pei Tingqing's words in the afternoon made her shake, and she herself was worried that if she continued like this, she would really agree to her daughter and Wei Chengshu being together.
Du Shixian didn't resist anymore, at this moment she lost all her strength, nodded and turned her face away, "I know, my mother can go back to the room to rest so late." ”
Du Mu felt that Du Shixian was a little abnormal, but she couldn't say the specifics, she let Du Shixian sleep with a cold face, and then went out after taking the bowl.
It's just that Du's mother was unsettled, and accidentally broke a bowl in the kitchen, she was suddenly startled, her face changed as if she thought of something, and Du's mother ran upstairs in a panic.
She opened the door of Du Shixian's bedroom, and really didn't see Du Shixian on the bed, Du's mother's mind was blank for a few seconds, and she rushed into the bathroom after reacting.
At the door, Du Mu saw Du Shixian lying in a bathtub filled with water, one arm outside, and bright red blood fell from her snow-white wrist drop by drop.