Chapter 138: Psychological Counseling
When Aunt Lan came to deliver dinner, Qiao Yichen and I were eating cake. Just like a kindergarten child, you eat one bite at a time. Qiao Yichen didn't complain that the cake was too sweet for the first time, maybe we were too bitter in our hearts, and we didn't feel sweet in our mouths. Aunt Lan looked at us with a smile, I was a little embarrassed, and went to pull away Qiao Yichen's big palm on my waist.
After Aunt Lan set the dinner, she asked me what I wanted to have tomorrow for breakfast and went back. I just ate the cake and I wasn't hungry at all, and Qiao Yichen had to ask me to drink a bowl of black chicken soup before I would stop. I don't like black chicken soup, I haven't liked it since I was a child, and I don't have much appetite when I look at the black chicken. I added all the chicken to Qiao Yichen's bowl: "Here you go." ”
"What did you do for me?"
"Didn't you say drink the soup, I drank the soup." I didn't allow Qiao Yichen to clip the chicken back to me: "It's so ugly, I won't eat it." ”
"......" Qiao Yichen flicked my head: "I thought you felt sorry for me, I was really self-inflicted." ”
"I don't feel sorry for you, you eat meat and I drink soup, what else do you want?" I rolled my eyes, swallowed the last bite of soup, and pushed the bowl: "I'll eat well, you eat slowly." ”
"You're just going to have a bowl of soup and you're done?"
"I just ate my cake." I shook my finger at Qiao Yichen: "You bought the cake, and you said you would eat more if you like it...... I ate too much as you instructed, so I can't eat......"
"It's all my fault, I said that you have ten sentences waiting for me, naughty!" Qiao Yichen snorted.
After dinner, Qiao Yichen accompanied me to watch TV, there are not many TV channels in the hospital, there are only a few channels around, and when I changed to the local station in Fengcheng, I was playing back the news of the opening of Longfu Resort, Qiao Yichen directly turned off the TV.
"Why don't you look at it?" I raised an eyebrow at Qiao Yichen.
Qiao Yichen may also feel that his behavior is a little excessive, so he directly threw the remote control aside and directly buckled me into his arms: "The real thing is here, you can see and touch it, you don't need to watch it from TV!" ”
"Go back, I'm sleepy...... It's time to sleep......" I yawned, put my pillow and pulled the quilt.
"I'll sleep with you."
"No need to ......," I pulled the covers over and covered myself.
"I'm sleepy too." Qiao Yichen took me into his arms: "Sleep, good." ”
The next morning, I hung up another bottle of water, and then Yang Chengjin brought the psychologist who had been invited to see me.
"I don't have to see a psychiatrist." I shook my head at Yang Chengjin.
"Mrs. Qiao, you don't have to be too nervous, just just have a casual chat." The psychiatrist looked to be about forty years old, dressed in a white gown, with his hair curled up in the back of his head, and his voice sounded pleasant.
"Just talk to Dr. Zhao for a while." Yang Chengjin withdrew from the ward.
"Do you drink tea?" I straightened my clothes and sat down on the couch.
"No, you don't."
I pointed to the couch next to me, "That...... You sit down first. ”
Dr. Zhao sat down with a smile: "I think your psychological state is not bad, not as bad as Dr. Yang said." ”
"People live for a lifetime, and if there is a spring breeze, there must be difficulties and ups and downs. As long as you are alive, you have to face everything, no matter whether it is glory or humiliation, no one can escape. I held the cup in front of me, the warm temperature reaching my fingertips through the walls of the cup. I don't know why, I've been very afraid of cold recently, maybe it's some sequelae of excessive blood loss that day.
"If you're experiencing something unhappy, tell me about it. Many things are clear to the authorities and bystanders. Dr. Zhao looked at me.
"I don't want to remember the unhappy things, and it's too tiring to live for people who have experienced a lot and have too good a memory. I chose to forget about the trivial things and just remember what I had to do. "I don't need to remember how many things the Rong family took away, how many unforgivable sins Rong Qingqian committed, I just need to remember who my enemy is and what I am going to do.
"Sometimes don't push yourself too hard and let it be." Dr. Zhao said.
"I also want to ** humiliation and watch the flowers bloom and fall in front of the court; Go and stay unintentionally, and watch the clouds in the sky roll up. I smiled helplessly: "But the reality is so cruel, if you hide from you and run away, you will not fight, and the opponent will not only not let you go, but will also put you to death inch by inch." You must know that you can't treat a gentleman and a villain equally. Even if it ends up being a failure, I'd rather go into the arena and fight my opponent than let the opponent drag him in. People always have to live with some backbone. ”
"......," Dr. Zhao looked at me in surprise.
"I'm a man of action, and I'd rather regret what I've done than regret not doing it." I smiled at Dr. Zhao: "People's hearts are like a maze, and no one can cross it but themselves." Some things are seen clearly, understood, and let go...... I may not be particularly mentally healthy, but not to the point where I need to see a psychiatrist. ”
"You...... There really is no need for psychological counseling. Dr. Zhao nodded at me: "Then I won't disturb Mrs. Qiao's rest." ”
"Doctor Zhao, walk slowly." The psychiatrist ran out of the ward in a bit of a frustration, she was probably frightened by me, there is more to a patient than a doctor. But I haven't read philosophy books for so many years, pouring chicken soup for people is easy to catch, although pouring chicken soup on yourself is not as easy as convincing others, but with more time will always figure it out.
Qiao Yichen pushed open the door and walked in, holding a large bouquet of white roses in his arms and a handbag in his hand. Qiao Yichen put the rose into my arms: "For you." ”
"Thank you." I suddenly realized that I was stupid sometimes, and that I shouldn't have gone up to the garden restaurant that day. Qiao Yichen knew that I didn't like red roses, so he never gave me red roses, and all the decorative bouquets in the garden restaurant that day were red roses, but I didn't see anything strange...... However, Rong Qingqian was determined to clean me up, and he couldn't hide from the fifteenth day of junior high school, and there were people in the villa, and it was only a matter of minutes to attack me.
"Your bubble milk, drink it while it's hot." Qiao Yichen took out a paper cup from his handbag, opened the lid and handed it to me.
"Didn't you buy me a cake?" I held the milk in my hand, but my eyes looked into the tote bag.
"Bought it." Qiao Yichen pinched my nose.
"Then why don't you give it to me?"
"It was reserved for you as afternoon tea, and now it's not good to eat after eating for a while." Qiao Yichen sat down and wrapped his arms around my shoulders: "What did you talk to the psychiatrist about just now?" ”
"I didn't talk anything, I just told her that I was not sick...... "I drank milk: "This milk froth is very delicious, you can taste it." ”
I handed the cup to Qiao Yichen's lips.
"The psychiatrist wants to worship you as a teacher, she said that you don't need psychological counseling, and even if you need her, she can't do it, and she will probably be brainwashed by you." Qiao Yichen tasted it: "It seems to taste a little more fragrant than ordinary milk, can I give it to you every day?" ”
"Okay, then you can buy it for me every day." I winked at Qiao Yichen.
"What's the matter, doesn't my wife just want to drink milk, I can afford it." Qiao Yichen picked me up and put me on his lap, and then kissed me on the cheek.
"I'm going to be discharged from the hospital and I don't want to be here." I rested my chin on Qiao Yichen's shoulder and looked out the window.
"I will stay for another three days and finish all the injections before I can be discharged." Qiao Yichen straightened my hair: "I brought your PD, but it can't be used for too long, which is not good for my eyes." ”
"When you go to work, I'll play all the time." I winked at Qiao Yichen.
"Do you mean to let me bring it back and not give it to you?" Qiao Yichen glared at me.
"I'm bored, I'll run out and have fun." I shrugged.
"Someone will be watching you when I'm away, huh."
"If I wanted to run, do you think they would be able to watch me?" I pouted disdainfully.
"Don't mess around, every doctor tells you to have a good rest, and you give me a good rest."
After a week in the hospital, he was still grounded after returning to the villa. Aunt Lan said that the miscarriage should also be an empty confinement, otherwise it will fall into the root of the disease. Qiao Yichen wanted to buckle me into the glass cover every day, so the two of them hit it off, and I was locked in my room for a whole month, not even allowed to go to the garden.
When I was allowed to go out, the maple leaves in Maple City turned golden, and it was already early autumn. Actually, I really let me go out, and I didn't know where to go, so I just walked around the yard every day.
I sat in the courtyard basking in the sun, half-flipped books at hand. Aunt Lan came out with my mobile phone: "Young grandma, your phone rang just now." ”
"Oh." I took my phone and just wanted to look through the call log to see who called, and the call came again. When I looked at the call number, I was a little surprised, and I have to say that Li Wei is too good at picking the time every time. I answered the phone: "Hey, what instructions does Mr. Li have?" ”
"If you have something to do, just play and disappear, what instructions can I give you......" Li Wei's tone was not yin, a little different from his style: "I came to Fengcheng on a business trip, Aunt Yao brought you some things, did you come to pick it up or I will send it to you?" ”
"Don't you know the address of the frost forest drunk, just ask the assistant to send it over......"
"I'll send you home." Li Wei said in a deep voice.
What kind of person is Li Wei, eight assistants are not enough for him to instruct, and he actually sent me something in person, there is definitely fraud in this: "Which hotel do you live in, I will let people pick up ......"
"Don't dare to see me?" Li Wei asked rhetorically.
What does "......" say, this is to find fault: "I don't seem to owe you money, right?" ”
"The boss is on a business trip to your territory, shouldn't you entertain you as a landlord?" There was a bit of cynicism in Li Wei's tone.
"Hmm...... ......I smiled and said, "The frost forest is drunk and hard to build, and it will be recorded in my account." ”
"Jing Xin!" Li Wei was furious.
"Listen...... "I don't know where the frost forest drunk provoked Li Wei, it's definitely a little bit."