Chapter 54: Embarking on the Journey
I covered my face with both hands, slid heavily over my face, extreme remorse pierced my heart for a while, if Han Feng told the truth, then the culprit was still me, if it wasn't for my original insistence, there would be no Han Feng's recklessness.
Han Feng put his hand on my shoulder and said, "I am mainly responsible for this matter, I will definitely find a way to get Brother Luo out of prison, I can't let him suffer this!" ”
"Do you have a solution? At the beginning, we didn't have a relationship, but Brother Luo took all the charges on himself, and it happened to be in the period of the strike-hard period, so he was finally sentenced, and the 2-year sentence was also because of interpersonal relationships, otherwise he would have been sentenced to at least 3 years or more. ”
Han Feng smiled and said, "In this society of power and money, as long as the relationship is strong enough and the money is enough, there is nothing that cannot be done, you can rest assured, no matter how much it costs, I will also give Brother Luo a freedom." ”
"That's the best!" I nodded.
"I want to go see Brother Luo, the sooner the better........," Han Feng said to me with a guilty expression.
"Tomorrow, tomorrow I will go back to Nantong with you, and we will repent in front of him!" I said in a deep voice.
"Hmm." Han Feng sighed and replied in a low voice.
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Back at the hotel, I stood on the balcony on the 56th floor, letting the wind cut my body like a knife, I don't understand, why do people get along with each other so many traps, can you really sacrifice other people's lives and dreams for your own interests?
It's hateful, it's so hateful, if this matter is really deliberately framed, I must make the framed person pay the price, the price he can't bear!
Facing the continuous rain, I looked at this illusory city full of illusion, and in a blur I seemed to see the faces of greed and power, and the atmosphere of society also became rancid because of these distorted faces, which made me sick!
I would like to ask, can this sick world be cured, and if not, is there a utopian corner?
I laughed, laughed at myself being greedy enough at this time, I was greedy to heal this world, greedy hope has a utopian corner, don't I know, this world itself is a purgatory, and to live is to practice in this endless torment!
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The cold wind blowing from high above made me unsteady on my feet, and the chill passed through my pores through my every cell.
A piece of clothing was gently draped over my body, driving away the chill that had already permeated my body, and it was Chen Qingyi who sent me warmth.
"Zhang Yixi, it's very windy here, hurry up and go back to sleep, don't catch a cold." Chen Qingyi said and stood side by side with me, and in an instant, the slanting rain fell on her head, dripping down her hair.
"I want to stand again."
"What's wrong?"
"I found Han Feng."
"Ah, found it so soon?" Chen Qingyi's tone was full of shock.
"There's providence in the dark, isn't it? Morning and late are all meetings, and we have to meet after all. ”
"Is everything clear?"
I nodded: "The main responsibility is still me, and he took that batch of goods without knowing it....... Tomorrow, I have trouble you to accompany my grandfather to the doctor, and I want to go back to Nantong with Han Feng. ”
"Well, don't worry about going about your own thing." Chen Qingyi looked at me and said.
I glanced at Chen Qingyi gratefully, but didn't say "thank you" because she didn't like me to be too polite with her.
"You go back first, I'll stand for a while and then go back."
Chen Qingyi shook her head very resolutely and said, "I will accompany you, if you are not afraid of wind and rain, I will not be afraid." ”
Looking at Chen Qingyi's stubborn appearance in the rain, my heart throbbed a little, if anyone can be lucky enough to marry her in the future, it must be lucky and enviable, Chen Qingyi is a woman who is used to paying silently and never bothering, she is always so considerate, so willing to share weal and woe, otherwise she would not have waited by the side of a man who deceived her for 3 years.
"Zhang Yixi, if you have anything on your mind, you can talk to me, maybe I can enlighten you."
I smiled and shook my head, and said, "Any enlightenment is not effective for an idealist, and you know that idealism often means paranoia. ”
"It's true that you're paranoid, but I don't know that you're idealistic."
I sighed and said: "In fact, what I longed for before was just a simple, leisurely life, not ideal at all, but after experiencing events that were enough to subvert my life, I had a certain desire, I longed for the world to be fair, free, peaceful, and fraternal, so that everyone would be happy, without sadness, even if the end of the world one day, we can also meet it with a smile, but what about reality? Reality is full of hypocrisy, bondage, ugliness, power, betrayal, and some religious ideas numb our nerves and make people accept this purgatory-like life, as if we deserve to bear these pains......... I don't believe it, I must create a utopia that belongs to me, and I want to make this world full of equality and freedom! ”
Chen Qingyi looked at me dumbfounded, I knew that my remarks, no matter who heard them, were foolish dreams, audacious and deviant!
"Is this your ideal?" Chen Qingyi grabbed me and asked.
"Pretty arrogant, right?" I pulled out a cigarette and lit it against the wind.
"Not arrogant, but too idealistic....... You must know that there has never been absolute freedom and equality in this world. Chen Qingyi shrugged her shoulders and said.
"The more dreams are ridiculed by others, the more valuable they are to be realized, no matter what the result is, I will work hard to fight for it." I finished puffing out the cigarette in my mouth.
Chen Qingyi looked at me and nodded, and said, "Your paranoia and your idealism give you a unique charm that other men don't have!" Zhang Yixi, you are unique in this world, great! ”
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After standing on the balcony for a long time, I finally returned to the hotel room, lying on the bed, full of thoughts, I feel that I have metamorphosed again, I seem to have found the meaning and purpose of life, in my lifetime, I will work hard for this goal, if the world must be suffering, I hope there is such a corner, people can forget the suffering, at least can face all the suffering with a smile!
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The next day, the sun was shining on the earth, Han Feng and I met at the agreed place, we were about to embark on the journey to Nantong, I personally looked forward to this journey, I hope Han Feng can fulfill his promise, and give Brother Luo a freedom in prison.
"Are you sure?" I asked Han Feng.
Han Feng nodded and said, "I'm already in the relationship, it's best to overturn the case, and if it's not good, I have to get a medical parole." ”
I looked at Han Feng's confident eyes and asked, "What is the origin of your kid?" ”
Han Feng shook his head and said, "It doesn't matter what comes from, those innate things have always been what I have longed to get rid of....... Zhang Yixi, maybe we are the same kind of people, eager for freedom, eager for fairness, full of ideals! ”
I nodded tacitly, patted Han Feng on the shoulder, and walked towards my car, and then Han Feng drove with me in his most low-key top limousine (Volkswagen Phaeton) in the direction of Nantong.
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