The dormitory that Xingfeng chose for me is a Z big A-level dormitory, and the writing desk below is a ** shop, four people in a room, with a separate bathroom, shower and balcony, and the environment is not bad. (The fastest update and the most stable) I originally wanted to live in an ordinary one, but Xingfeng said that you should overdraft the quality of life in advance, after all, if you want to live for four years, the environment should not be too bad. So, I didn't insist.

On the first day of my college career, I settled down in such a chaotic situation. The name of my dormitory is very special, it turned out to be "520", in addition to me, there are three roommates, one with short hair and a neutral suit scared me a lot before I realized that it was a woman, one with thick frames and short ear-length hair looks like a little nerd, and the other looks tall and looks like a northern girl.

The four of us introduced ourselves to each other, the gender-neutral woman's name was Liao Xiaozhong, and her name sounded like a boy; The name of the glasses girl is Yangmei, and the name alone makes all three of us laugh; The northern girl has a northeastern flavor in her mouth, but her name is very southern, and she is actually called Han Xiaoshui.

After the four of them introduced themselves happily, everyone contributed their own snacks, and several girls chatted together and quickly became familiar. In this pleasant and simple atmosphere, I suddenly realized that my dream university life had begun, and I couldn't help but feel a little excited.

However, that night, I climbed up the ** early, but I couldn't fall asleep over and over, and Jin Yan's figure was turning around in my mind. Those smoke-like pasts, one after another, came to mind. I knew that he was already someone else's, and I obviously felt the coldness in his eyes, but why did I still think of him like that, and I was still looking forward to meeting him again. It's been more than a year, why is my longing still so strong?

College life was more free than I imagined, there was a lot less homework, and the classes were all based on their own interests, and several girls in the dormitory began to skip classes invariably, preferring to sleep in the dormitory rather than go to class. And this seems to be the norm in universities.

After a few days of confusion, I felt that this was boring, so I simply did not miss every class, and when I was free, I went into the library and stayed for a day.

A few days passed, and I didn't see him again. The glimpse of that day was like a dream. I know that where is he the kind of person who will be on campus all the time? But what was he busy with when he returned home? Are you with Shen Ziyan every day? …… I always read a book and watched it, and I couldn't help but get distracted, my mind was disturbed, and I couldn't calm down at all.

Zhao Qinhan asked me out a few times, but I didn't promise him to go out under the pretext of studying. As soon as he entered the university campus, he quickly integrated into the campus like a kite that broke free from the string, and had a hot fight with Xu Song and Xiaohua, and also joined many clubs. He trumpeted for me to join, but I didn't say yes.

Probably he told Xingfeng about my situation! One night, Xing Feng specially drove to talk to me, I listened absentmindedly, and his gist was that I should learn to integrate into campus life and actively participate in it like Zhao Qinhan, which will be of great help to my interpersonal relationships after leaving society in the future.

I nodded and said softly, "Okay." ”

Seeing that I was so negative, Xingfeng asked me, "What's the matter, girl." Was it because I saw him that day? I think you're the same as before. ”

I was silent, I didn't know whether to answer "yes" or "no", Xing Feng already knew me very well, seeing me like this, knowing that he guessed ** is not far from ten, he then said: "He won't appear again during this time, it seems that he is going to Southeast Asia, you know him, his studies are not tight for him." ”

I felt a "chuckle" in my heart, and a deep sense of loss enveloped me. He's gone again? Hehe...... My heart suddenly became astringent.

Xing Feng frowned and said, "Xiaoshu, don't be too sad about these children's affections. Ever heard a phrase? If you bloom, the breeze will come. Enrich yourself well, and you will meet better people in the future. You and Jin Yan are not suitable after all. Let go early, don't mess up your mind and waste everything. ”

I nodded, and I said, "Brother, I see." Don't worry, I will do everything I promise you. ”

I pushed the door open and got out of the car, only to hear a soft sigh from behind.

The day after Xingfeng talked to me, I mingled with Zhao Qinhan every day. He has successfully broken into the student union, and as soon as he entered the school, he relied on his eloquence and knowledge to become a cadre or the head of the regiment, which surprised me and secretly wondered in my heart, maybe some people are born activists!

mixed with Zhao Qinhan, it is naturally inevitable to come into contact with Xu Song and small paintings. Xu Song has always been gentle to me, and it has been like this since the beginning, and it is the same now. He is the kind of man who will not easily judge others, nor will he easily form gangs, always high-spirited, born with a leadership style, and maintains a distance from others, never offending anyone. Such a boy is undoubtedly excellent, but I don't know why he has a soft spot for small paintings. Perhaps, most of the love when I was young was because I fell in love for the first time, so I didn't ask the reason, I just plunged into it and loved you to the death.

My relationship with Xiaohua has become a dire one, and this relationship has deteriorated, especially after I don't know which good people ranked me as the head of the human resources department in my freshman year. At this point, I suddenly found that I had changed from the ugly duckling that everyone said was not amazing to a white swan, and this was entirely due to the punishment wind.

Since I was in college, he would regularly ask people to prepare seasonal clothes for me, let people take care of my hair, and make me stand out in the crowd on campus. The brands of clothes I wore were relatively niche, and Xingfeng told me that they were not expensive, and that they would make a note on the ledger for me to repay in the future, so I left him to go.

I lived in the highest level of dormitory, dressed in well-cut clothes, using the latest models, with imported mp4s, and Xingfeng said that everything that was given to me had to be the best he could do. As a result, I became a certain daughter in the eyes of my classmates, and I repeatedly emphasized that I was just an ordinary person, but I was still labeled as such.

All this I easily have makes Xiaohua angry, she is already a junior at this time, but she still can't help but talk to me in front of countless people. I'm no longer the person I used to be who blindly tolerated and accommodated, and when she said anything to me, I went back as I was. Until one day, she saw me get into Xingfeng's car, and she preached everywhere as if she had discovered a new world, saying that I had done someone else's **.

College campuses are small societies where good things don't go out, and bad things spread far and wide. Soon, I changed from the identity of the "daughter" that everyone envied to the "little three" that everyone shouted and beaten, and all these false rumors were blocked back by me with a few words. I'm no longer afraid of rumors, and I can take them in stride. It dawned on me that I had really changed, completely changed.

Once a person has the confidence to live, what he says and what he does can easily be labeled as his own. Don't listen to what you don't hear, don't do things that are unacceptable, live openly and justly, even if there are gossips, it's easy to retreat.

In the freshman speech contest in the first semester, I won the first place in the speech contest with a speech titled "I'm just an ordinary college student".

It was the first time I had stood in front of so many people, the first time I spoke so calmly, sonorously accusing some gossip of framing me, and telling in public about my experience of going back to high school for a year after leaving society and finally being admitted to Z University. When I finished speaking, the audience applauded. I won first place, which was not my intention.

My original intention was just to give this rumor a strong response to the tiger, to tell everyone that I am like this, and not as dirty and unbearable as everyone thinks. However, after this speech, I completely became a popular figure on campus, and my inspirational story was made up by my classmates and put on the school Internet, and I was in the limelight for a while. However, I was not happy.

In order to avoid being always in the limelight, I simply borrowed a lot of books at once and hid in my dorm room for a few days without going out. One evening, the phone rang in the dormitory. After Han Xiaoshui answered the phone, he said to me: "Pan Rushu, you go downstairs, someone is looking for you." ”

I was stunned, who would call the dorm room to find me? I asked Han Xiaoshui if the other party had a name, Han Xiaoshui shook his head and said, "No, it's a man." ”

It can't be Zhao Qinhan, right? What is he doing? Didn't he have my phone? Why do you still call the dormitory? I wondered for a while, but I still climbed down**, because I didn't know why, so I went out with a thin coat in my pajamas.

I went downstairs and went downstairs to the dorm, only to find that there was nothing downstairs in the dorm. I looked around blankly, and suddenly I saw two large hydrogen balloons rising from the bushes not far away, and a banner was pulled between the hydrogen balloons, and there was a huge slogan written on the banner, but there were only three words "Pan Rushu".

I looked at the banner in amazement, only to hear screams and cheers coming from the dorm building behind me, and countless girls gathered from the dorm hall or window, vying to look downstairs, waiting for the wonderful story to happen.

I saw a group of people coming in the distance, all white T-shirts and black pants sliding towards me, very fast, like the soles of their feet on Hot Wheels