I fantasize about being with you for a long time, and I am like a bubble that you burst, disappearing without a trace.

Love is sinless, but we are sinful.

The original misunderstanding between us turned into a big crack that could no longer be sewn up, just like a broken cup, even if it sticks again, it will not return to its original shape.

I love you, I'm deeply involved, but you don't always understand my heart.

I'm afraid I'll hurt you if I'm too far away, I'm afraid I'll be gone, what should I do? What do you say I should do?

A superfluous woman from generation to generation in her life——

I have always held this mentality, there can only be one man in Xiaoxi's life, if there are side branches and leaves, I will do everything possible to get rid of her, such as Chu Tianyou, such as An Chenxi.

However, she is destined not to belong to me alone, there is another man in her life, a man who loves her like life, loves her like a heart, and spoils her like a treasure.

Sometimes, I would persuade myself to let them go, because I loved her, and as long as she was happy, it didn't matter who she was with.

Sometimes, I am afraid of that man, afraid that he will snatch my beloved woman, he is like a wolf in my eyes, changing his ways and playing tricks, and revolving around Xiaoxi every day.

I was not afraid of anyone, and for him, I was inexplicably afraid, perhaps, it was a kind of spiritual fear.

He wants to take her away, out of my world, I don't allow it, no one wants to take away my beloved woman without my consent.

It wasn't what I wanted to hurt him, when I went to keep Xiaoxi, as long as she nodded, I wouldn't make such a move, and my heart really hurt when I saw her sad.

I've never loved someone so much, cared so much about someone, she was the first and only one.

From the moment I entered the business world, I was not the kind of person who said to let it go, it was mine and I would find a way to get it; It's not mine, if I want to get it, I'll grab it.

Shinoxi is mine, so I'm not robbing, I'm just trying to get her back.

It's just that her sentence "Let go of my brother, the conditions are up to you" really broke my heart, does it mean that she is desperate?

Even if she is desperate, I will keep her by my side and spend my whole life to be good to her, take care of her, and care for her.

That night, we went crazy and erased those misunderstandings, and I realized that she cared about me so much.

At that time, I really thought that we would live happily ever after, and we would be happy for the rest of our lives.

However, all fantasies are just a dream, and when the dead reappear, we fall into a nightmare of confusion together, and when we look back, it is no longer who we once were.

The appearance of Man'er forced my relationship with Xiaoxi to plummet, and even made her leave me, I was stupid, I didn't know how to deal with the relationship between Xiaoxi and Man'er, one was the woman I loved the most, and the other was the woman I respected the most, I didn't want to hurt any of them, but I hurt two.

For a lot of time afterward, I kept thinking that if I had been decisive, so many things would not have happened in the future, and that child would not have died, and we would have been happily together.

However, if it is a if after all, there is no going back, and there is no going back.

When Xiaoxi told me that Man'er was looking for someone to insult her, I was shocked, not that I didn't believe her words, but that I didn't want to believe that Man'er would do such a thing, at that moment, I would rather Xiaoxi was joking with me.

Actually, I saw it long before that the barbarian has changed, she is no longer the barbarian she was three years ago, perhaps, after experiencing that incident, she is a little more defensive and scheming.

That day, I left Xiaoxi with Man'er and came home, and we talked for a long time.

"Man'er, what kind of girl do you think Shinoxi is?"

"Pretty, smart, kind, dignified, much better than me." The brute said with a grin.

"Do you think she's going to lie?" I took the book on the coffee table and tried not to look at her deliberately.

"This ......" Man'er was a little confused about how to answer, and then smiled: "Probably not, but, Mo Chen, you should know Xiaoxi best, you ask me what to do!"

"I'd just like to hear what you think." I casually flipped through the book in my hand and said casually: "Man'er, you know that I love Xiaoxi very much, I care about her very much, I remember telling you four years ago, have you forgotten?"

"Of course not, how could I forget." Maybe I don't know why I'm saying this, Man'er looked a little nervous: "I know you care about Xiaoxi very much, so, I've always wanted her to accept me, but, I don't know what I'm not doing well, Xiaoxi she always doesn't like me." The last sentence she said was a little light.

"How do you know she doesn't like you, did she tell you?"

“...... Do you need to say it? You can tell from her attitude towards me. ”

"Then have you ever wondered why she doesn't like you? She can like others, why just doesn't she like you? ”

The brute stared at me, not sure if he was surprised by my words or didn't know how to answer.

I wasn't surprised that she had such an expression, and she had always looked like a little girl in front of me.

"Barbarian, there's something I want to ask you, and you answer me honestly."

"You say, I tell you what I know." The brute nodded.

"I saw you with two men yesterday, is there such a thing?" I looked at her and watched her look change.

The barbarian was startled, unconsciously grasped the hem of his clothes with both hands, bit his lip and said, "No, are you mistaken?"

There was a flash of loss in my heart, but I didn't ask, there are some things, I just know in my heart.

Actually, I don't have it at all