Chapter 140: How to Live in Her Heart
Hearing this voice, Song Yan's body couldn't help but shake, and Lu Yinhao over there only raised the corners of his mouth and smiled when he heard the knock on the door.
Then, slowly, he walked over.
Song Yan was lying on the bed unable to move, and her whole mood was in a trance, the person at the door seemed to say two words, and then she heard a muffled snort, and then, there was boundless darkness, which directly submerged her whole person.
Mu Zhirong rushed in directly, and when he saw Song Yan really lying inside, his eyes suddenly sank, and then he turned his head and looked at Lu Yinhao fiercely, "You promised me not to move her!" ”
Mu Zhirong's eyes were very scary, Lu Yinhao looked at it, but he only wiped the blood off the corner of his mouth lightly, "What is this, I just look at her as if she is very tired, let her sleep well, do you need such excitement?" ”
As soon as Lu Yinhao's words were finished, Mu Zhirong had already stepped forward and grabbed him by the collar.
"I warn you, it's best not to provoke me, last time I promised to help you, just because you said you won't hurt her again, if you want to break your promise, don't blame me for being ruthless!"
Mu Zhirong's face was full of gritted teeth, Lu Yinhao looked at it in his eyes, couldn't help but smile lightly, and then said, "Mu Shao, don't be so excited, look at you like this, in fact, I think this woman may be a weakness for you, if she dies......"
"If she dies, I won't let you go." Mu Zhirong said without thinking, then he stretched out his hand, hugged Song Yan directly, turned around and left.
Lu Yinhao looked at his back and suddenly said, "You know, from beginning to end, I just wanted to make Lu Yinchen feel bad, now that he is in prison, our plan seems to have succeeded, but if I let me know that all this is not what I see, I will make everyone suffer." ”
Lu Yinhao's words made Mu Zhirong's footsteps pause, and when he turned his head, he saw that he was swinging a small dagger in his hand, and the corner of his mouth was a smile.
Mu Zhirong pursed his lips, didn't say anything, and turned around and left directly.
When he got downstairs at the hotel, he saw another car parked there.
He didn't make any stops, just hugged Song Yan and got into the car directly.
The car followed him all the time.
Ah Wen carefully reminded him in front, Mu Zhirong pursed his lips, picked up the phone, and finally answered the call that had already called him countless times.
"Tomorrow, I'll send someone over to you, and I promise nothing will happen to her."
The guy over there paused, then replied, "Okay." ”
After the turn, the car never followed them again.
Mu Zhirong lowered his head, and Song Yan slept just right in his arms.
Compared to a few days ago, her face was much better, but at this time, her brows were still tightly wrinkled, as if she was worried about something.
Mu Zhirong knew that perhaps it was because the misunderstanding and estrangement between her and Lu Yinchen were no longer there, so she was so relaxed.
So in this world, is he the only one who can make her so relaxed?
Mu Zhirong's hand gently stroked her cheek, and suddenly said, "What about Zuo Fei?" ”
"He's still waiting there."
"Tell him that I will find a time to meet him tomorrow, and now, don't show up in front of me."
Tonight, he didn't want anyone to disturb them, even though he just watched her sleep like that.
Because there may never be such an opportunity again from today.
Thinking about it, Mu Zhirong couldn't help but close his eyes.
What suddenly came to mind was the first time he saw her in the clubhouse.
Strictly speaking, it should have been their first meeting.
Although she was unkempt and lost all her mind at that time, he still recognized it at a glance.
That is the face he looked at for more than ten years with a student ID card that would not move, and he would not forget, dare not forget.
At the beginning of the story, it was true that he felt that he might have ruined a girl's life, and he wanted to make amends to her, but later, when he found out that that person was not her at all, this mood still did not change.
If he owes Xiaorou, he can compensate for it in other ways, he can leave everything he has to her children, but only Song Yan is willing to use everything he has to protect and protect.
Even if...... Risking his life.
If, for her, Lu Yinchen's existence is beyond life, if for her, she can only be happy with Lu Yinchen, then he is willing to protect her.
After arriving, Mu Zhirong hugged Song Yan all the way, and when he was about to close the door, Awen's voice came from behind, and he looked at Mu Zhirong in front of him with a little worry, "Mu Shao, you ...... Are you sure you want to do this? ”
Mu Zhirong paused, and then softly, hummed.
Ah Wen's face changed suddenly, and then he gritted his teeth, as if he was about to say something, but was stopped by Mu Zhirong, "Don't worry, I know what I'm doing?" ”
"Mu Shao, if you do this, will Miss Song thank you?"
Thank......
When he heard Ah Wen's words, Mu Zhirong shook his head with a smile, "I don't need her to thank me, don't you think it's worth it to let her remember my words?"
Ah Wen has never liked anyone, let alone loved anyone, since he can remember, there is only one thought in his mind, that is, to follow Mu Zhirong, no matter what Mu Zhirong says, it is all right.
But now, for the first time, Arwen didn't want him to do it.
Mu Zhirong seemed to see his thoughts, and said, "Awen, from today onwards, the object you want to protect is not me. ”
Arwen looked at him with some shock.
Mu Zhirong smiled, lowered his eyes at the person in his arms, and said, "The person you need to protect is her." I'll only be good if she's well. ”
"Okay, it's not too early, you go back and rest!"
Ah Wen knew that Mu Zhirong had already made a decision, so he didn't say anything more, and after bowing, he turned around and left.
Mu Zhirong put Song Yan on the bed.
Xu felt that she was already in a safe environment, her brows gradually expanded, and her hand was subconsciously placed on her lower abdomen.
Mu Zhirong knew that it was because she and Lu Yinchen's lives were nurtured there.
She is right, if a person does not love, it is difficult to persevere and give birth to another person's child.
She is so, Xiao Rou is so, his mother is ...... The same is true.
All along, Mu Zhirong thought that the person his mother loved was the man who abandoned her, and he only had resentment towards his father.
But after hearing Song Yan's words, he went back and thought seriously for a long time.
In the room where his father and his mother had lived together, he found many photographs.
The pictures were locked in a drawer by his father, and he didn't bother to sort out his belongings for a man he hated so much, so he never knew that there was such a photo album in his room.
On it, there are countless pictures of his parents.
And one more ...... Medical certificate.
Then he learned that his parents had been in love until he was born, until one day, the pictures were suddenly gone.
Mu Zhirong checked the date and found that it was almost a year after he was born.
Then during that time, his father killed a man.
Because of what, Mu Zhirong didn't know.
The later diagnosis was about his mother, who was severely depressed and had suicidal tendencies.
There are many more such diagnoses behind, and Mu Zhirong can see that his mother's condition has not improved at all, on the contrary, it is getting more and more serious.
Then Mu Zhirong knew that this was the reason why his father had been locking up his mother.
There are other things, Mu Zhirong doesn't know and can't know, he thinks, maybe he went to see Zuo Fei, and everything will be clear.
But Mu Zhirong suddenly remembered something.
When my mother cried and begged me to remove the ventilator, it was after my father died......
Mu Zhirong always thought that it was because after her father left, she finally had a chance to be free, but now Mu Zhirong remembered another possibility.
Maybe it's because her father has died, she has no reason to live in this world.
……
When Song Yan woke up, it was already dawn.
When she saw the room in front of her, Song Yan was stunned for a moment, and then, the scene from last night suddenly emerged, and she got up from the bed suddenly.
"Wake up."
Hearing the voice, Song Yan immediately turned her head, and when she saw that it was Mu Zhirong, she immediately breathed a sigh of relief, "You saved me last night?" ”
"Yes." Mu Zhirong said directly, "Speaking of which, you are really bold enough, don't you know who Lu Yinhao is?" ”
Song Yan grabbed his hair, "I didn't think about it that much at the time, and I didn't go to dinner with him for no reason......"
Song Yan said, suddenly remembered something, and looked at Mu Zhirong suddenly.
When he came into contact with her gaze, Mu Zhirong immediately knew something, smiled and said, "What, is this trying to prevent me?" ”
Song Yan pursed her lips, "It's nothing, I'm leaving." ”
After saying that, she got up from the bed, and when she had just taken two steps, Mu Zhirong suddenly called her.
Song Yan hadn't looked back yet, he had already hugged her from behind.
Song Yan's body stiffened, and then his first reaction was to push the person in front of him away, but Mu Zhirong said, "Let me hug it quietly, just this once." ”
I don't know if it was because Mu Zhirong's tone was too humble, or because of the emotions carefully hidden in his tone, Song Yan really didn't push him away after a little struggle.
Later, Mu Zhirong personally sent him back.
When Song Yan was about to get out of the car, Mu Zhirong stopped her, "Song Yan, if I met you earlier than Lu Yinchen, would you fall in love with me?" ”
Song Yan felt that Mu Zhirong was very strange today, and in normal times, he would definitely not ask himself such a question.
But since he had already said so, Song Yan could only say, "But there is no ...... in this world."
"What if there is?"
Mu Zhirong looked at her steadily, looking at his gaze, Song Yan's brows couldn't help frowning, but she still said, "I think, I will." ”
The three-word answer, Mu Zhirong felt that it was enough.
He smiled at her, "Go inside." ”
Song Yan nodded, and after closing the car door, she looked at Mu Zhirong again, "Are you okay?" ”
"It's fine."
He smiled, looking at his smile, Song Yan felt a little comforted and turned in.
When he saw her figure disappear at the door, Mu Zhirong slowly started the car and went in another direction.
Zuo Fei was already waiting there.
Mu Zhirong walked in directly.
Zuo Fei was originally drinking coffee, and when he heard footsteps, he immediately raised his eyes to look at him.
Mu Zhirong pulled out a chair and sat down, "I came today to ask you one thing." ”
Zuo Fei didn't answer, his eyes only looked at him fixedly.
Mu Zhirong took a deep breath, "What happened to her the year before I was born?" ”
Mu Zhirong didn't say who she was, but Zuo Fei and Mu Zhirong knew in their hearts who it was.
Zuo Fei stirred the coffee in front of him and said, "You may be able to find out who your father killed in your year." ”
"I went to check, and it was a gangster, and there was no information."
Zuo Fei suddenly laughed, and then, he looked at him, "You have always felt that the person your mother loves is me?" ”
Mu Zhirong didn't speak again.
Zuo Fei took a sip of coffee and said, "It seems that you know now, it's not like that." ”
"I'm not here to hear you say this." Mu Zhirong said a little impatiently, "I don't have time now, tell me the answer right away!" ”
As Mu Zhirong spoke, his voice couldn't help but raise a few points, and it was particularly abrupt in the entire quiet café, and everyone's eyes looked over, but Mu Zhirong didn't feel the same, and only looked at the person in front of him fixedly.
Zuo Fei put down the coffee cup and said, "Between me and your mother...... There is no love. ”
"In that case, why did my father keep saying that it was because you made my mother like that?"
Zuo Fei looked at Mu Zhirong slowly, "Because your mother was on her way to see me, something happened." ”
Mu Zhirong's brows furrowed tightly.
"I don't know what happened, because no one knew about it except for the dead scoundrel and your parents, and I didn't go to investigate it until I came back and found out that you had misunderstood my relationship with your mother, but I didn't find much useful information."
Mu Zhirong's body collapsed.
If even Zuo Fei doesn't know, who else knows.
What happened back then?!
Zuo Fei's eyes looked at the person in front of him, and suddenly said, "You just said that you don't have much time left, what do you mean?" ”
Zuo Fei's words made Mu Zhirong's face suddenly regain a calm, and then, he slowly raised his eyes and said, "This has nothing to do with you." ”
Zuo Fei looked at him and said, "Even if you don't say it, I know." Your father was originally on the Tao, and after he came to you, it was not easy to use more than ten years to clean up the Mu family, right? Now, what do you want to do, the convener of such a great battle? ”
Mu Zhirong knew that according to Zuo Fei's ability, it was impossible for him not to know.
But that's okay.
Mu Zhirong said directly, "It's none of your business. ”
After saying that, Mu Zhirong turned around and was about to leave, Zuo Fei's voice came from behind, "Is it because of that girl from the Song family?" ”
Mu Zhirong's footsteps suddenly stopped.
When he turned his head, Zuo Fei's eyes were looking at him steadily, "In order for her and Lu Yinchen to live peacefully, what are you going to do?" Kill Lu Yinhao? ”
"Yes, so what?" Mu Zhirong directly raised his chin and said word by word, "I believe for the time being, there is no relationship between you and my mother, and I will not hate you, but you also have no qualifications, no matter what I have to do!" ”
Zuo Fei stood up and walked in front of him, "Why do you want to do this?" You obviously know that Lu Yinchen's deployment is enough to arrest Lu Yinhao, although the speed is a little slower, but at least, he can keep his hands clean. Why are you so impatient to kill Lu Yinhao? ”
Zuo Fei looked at Mu Zhirong and suddenly laughed, "Let me guess, you're because of Song Yan, right?" You know that she loves Lu Yinchen, and you know that even if you spend a lifetime, you may not be able to go to her heart, so you thought of such a way, you want to die with Lu Yinhao, so that you can stay in Song Yan's heart for the rest of your life, right? ”
Zuo Fei's voice was not loud, and the speed of sound was not fast, so what he could see was Mu Zhirong's eyes sinking a little.
"I'm right, am I?" Zuo Fei said with a smile.
Mu Zhirong lowered his head, and after a while, he quickly raised his head again and said, "Yes, so what?" ”
Zuo Fei looked at him, "Can I stop you?" For your mother. ”
"I'm sorry, you can't stop it."
Zuo Fei suddenly smiled, "Okay, then promise my last request." ”
"Come with me to see your mother."
……
In those few days, Song Yan always felt a burst of inexplicable uneasiness in his heart.
She made several phone calls to the temple, and even went to the temple many times by herself, and Lu Hengyi and Mrs. Lu were all fine.
But even so, Song Yan's heart was still uneasy.
She grabbed Lu Yinchen, "I always feel as if something is going to happen!" ”
At that time, her stomach was already a little obvious, and the reaction to morning sickness came very slowly, what she ate and vomited, under the worry, she couldn't sleep well, and the whole person lost weight directly.
When Lu Yinchen looked at it, he was even more distressed, and he didn't care about anything in those few days, so he took care of Song Yan.
Hearing Song Yan's words at this time, Lu Yinchen only frowned, "Don't think nonsense!" ”
"It's not cranky! Do you know? When I was before, I had two very accurate dreams, one was that I was alone in the church, and at that time, you really left me from the wedding and ran away, and later, it was you lying in a pool of blood, and then we met Zuo Fei when we were in the United States, and at that time, you were also shot. ”
Song Yanyue said, his face was even paler.
Lu Yinchen looked at it and couldn't help holding her hand, but found that her hand was cold, which made Lu Yinchen's brows wrinkle even tighter.
"So this time, what are you dreaming about again?" Lu Yinchen could only follow Song Yan's words.
Song Yan pursed his lips and said, "I...... I didn't dream of anything, all I saw was a blank space. ”
"Wouldn't that be good? Don't think too much about it, scare yourself! ”
Song Yan still wanted to say, but Lu Yinchen held her in his arms and covered her eyes with his hand, "Okay, don't think about anything, sleep." ”
Song Yan didn't want to sleep at all, so he only pulled his hand down and said, "You say, could it be that something happened to Min Jia?" But I emailed her yesterday and she said she was fine. ”
"That's fine, don't think too much, if you do this again, I can only let you think about nothing."
Looking at Lu Yinchen's eyes that suddenly became dark, Song Yan's face suddenly changed, and he immediately closed his eyes.
While she was about to fall asleep, there was a knock on the door.
Song Yan immediately opened her eyes, and the whole person almost jumped up directly from the bed, she wanted to go down and open the door, but Lu Yinchen was one step faster than her.
"What's the matter?"
Yao Fei stood at the door, looked at Song Yan inside, and said in a low voice, "There is a person outside who said he wanted to see Miss Song." ”
"Who?"
Song Yan immediately came over.
Yao Fei took a deep breath, "It's the person next to Mu Shao." ”
Lu Yinchen's face changed suddenly, and before he could say anything, Song Yan had already rushed straight down.
Why did she forget, there is also a Mu Zhirong.
And the way he looked at her that day......
The more Song Yan thought about it, the more uneasy he became, and rushed out directly, and when he saw Ah Wen, Song Yan's heart suddenly fell.
He has always been by Mu Zhirong's side, and on his face, Song Yan has never seen an excessive expression, but now, Song Yan can see it, and above it, it is obvious ...... Sadness.
Song Yan grabbed Ah Wen's hand directly, "What's wrong?" Isn't Mu Zhirong him...... What's wrong? ”
Song Yan's voice was trembling slightly.
After a long time, she finished her words, and the hand that was clasped on Arwen's arm continued to exert force, and the nails penetrated deep into his skin.
Then, just under Song Yan's eyes, Ah Wen knelt down heavily.
Such a tall and resolute man......
Something exploded in Song Yan's heart, her body shook, if it weren't for Lu Yinchen holding her from behind, maybe she would have fallen.
"What's wrong with him? What the hell happened to him?! You speak! Looking at Arwen's silence, Song Yan's emotions collapsed a little and said loudly.
Ah Wen pursed his lips, then raised his eyes, gritted his teeth and said, "Miss Song, the only person who can save Mu Shao now is you, please ...... Save him! ”
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