Chapter 42 If you are willing to give, I can't afford it
When he returned home in the evening, Ou Qingyu saw Le Yao sitting on the sofa, looking at the front fixedly, not knowing what he was thinking, and Kai Kai, who was sitting on the sofa on the other side, also had a serious face. He was about to speak, when the little one hurriedly turned his head and made a quiet gesture.
What's going on? He asked with a look in his eyes.
Kaikai shook his head and said with his mouth: "It's not good." This scared Ou Qingyu, he thought that Le Yao was sick, and walked in front of the mother and son in three steps and two steps.
"Xiao Yao ......"
As soon as he spoke, he saw Le Yao looking at him with a pair of clear eyes, of course, Le Yao's eyes were always gentle in the past, and there seemed to be something different in his feelings today......
"Qingyu ......"
The first thing Le Yao said was to call his name, and then, bean-sized tears fell straight down.
"Hey, Xiao Yao, don't cry!"
Ou Qingyu was in a hurry now, and he was helpless against Le Yao's tears.
"Qingyu, what should I do?"
She lay in his arms, her voice full of helplessness.
"What to do? You make it clear. ”
He didn't even know what was going on, how could he help her?
"What happened 5 years ago...... I remembered......"
Before, it was because she was looking for Joanna, but later, her memories appeared in her mind intermittently......
"Do you remember?!"
Ou Qingyu looked at her in surprise: he didn't take her to find that woman, how did she remember?
Seeing Ou Qingyu's surprised appearance, Le Yao knew that he was a little panicked when he remembered this memory.
"Qingyu, don't be nervous, the clips I think of are only most of them, and there are some that I don't remember."
In fact, have you remembered how many people you really care about? Those memories of the past, she would rather not remember now.
"Xiao Yao ......"
Ou Qingyu couldn't restrain the tension that rose in his heart: If Le Yao remembered Yan Bin, would he return to Yan Bin? So what about his life?
As if seeing his inner concerns, Le Yao gently hugged him.
"Kaikai, you go upstairs first, I have something to say to you and your father alone."
What followed was a conversation between their adults, which was not very suitable for Kai Kai's presence.
Kaikai is not a clingy little guy either, and after listening to his mother's words, he obediently went back to his room.
"What do you want to say to me?"
Before, Joanna had assumed: If one day Le Yao remembered the past, how would he explain it? At that time, he just subconsciously avoided this question, and now, does Le Yao want his explanation?
"First of all, I want to say thank you."
She owes him too long, although he was the one who brought her to Australia in the first place, she was a little unaccustomed and unhappy. However, now that I think about it, he did it for the good of their mother and son, just think about it, reminiscing about those sad things in G City, coupled with Yan Bin's uncertain personality, I'm afraid she will be depressed and commit suicide, right? If that's the case, how could she give birth to a smart and healthy child like Kaikai?
"Xiao Yao, I didn't bring you here to ask for your gratitude or return."
At that time, he couldn't think about it so much, but it couldn't be denied that he was selfish at the beginning: the more rigid the relationship between her and Yan Bin, the more opportunities he had?
Le Yao saw the cramped uneasiness in his eyes, and thoughtfully poured him a glass of warm water.
"Qingyu, I don't want to lie to you, I do still have the existence of Yanbin in my heart......"
Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted excitedly by Ou Qingyu.
"I don't care!"
Yes, he doesn't care, as long as she stays with him......
The pain overflowing from his eyes shook Le Yao's heart, how could she be able to let such an excellent man accompany her without reciprocating returns? He deserves to find a better woman, not such a broken self......
Le Yao's eyes dimmed, but he suddenly grabbed his hands.
"Xiao Yao, I don't care that you still love that man, but I hope you can give me a chance to prove that I am the person you can entrust for life."
"But it's not fair to you......"
She already owes him so much, what a sin it would be to really bind this man to herself! Obviously, she can't repay the affection he gave!
"Xiao Yao, even if I beg you, even if your final choice is still Yan Bin, please give me a chance to compete fairly, I don't want to regret losing!"
These affectionate eyes looked at herself so firmly, Le Yao seemed to see her own past......
"Why are you doing this?" Le Yao choked up, feeling that this man was so stupid that she felt distressed.
"As long as it's you, I'm not bitter."
Her heart is also uncomfortable, and those hurts she has suffered are always reminding herself: don't repeat the mistakes of the past! If he chooses to stay by Ou Qingyu's side, at least he won't hurt himself, and most importantly, he loves himself more than he loves him......
Taking a deep breath, as if she had made up her mind and forcibly suppressed the stinging pain in her heart, Le Yao slowly stretched out her hand and covered the back of her hand.
"Qingyu, I promise you, unless you leave us, neither Kaikai nor I will come to drive you."
At this moment, the little one appeared out of nowhere, and when he heard his mother's statement, he immediately ran to him with his legs.
"Daddy, you'll always be my favorite Daddy!"
After Yan Bin learned about this, he ate vinegar for several days, but there was no way! Who calls someone true to his beloved woman?
"Kaikai, Xiao Yao, thank you......"
This strong man in the mall suddenly turned red, and he was really an iron man and tender.
"Don't you think we're like a family now?"
Hand in hand, heart to heart, Ou Qingyu gave Yan Bin the happiness that she couldn't give her, she should be content......
The next day, the three of them were still busy with their own things, Ou Qingyu always thought that Le Yao's memory of the past would affect their lives somewhat, but now it seems that his worries are superfluous.
"Up?"
Le Yao was busy with breakfast, and when she saw him coming downstairs, she had a bright smile on her face.
"Good morning, Xiao Yao, Kai Kai."
Fortunately, the happiness he wanted was still there.
"Good morning! Daddy! Kai Kai greeted him obediently.
Ou Qingyu smiled and touched the top of his head, his face full of pampering.
"Would you like to eat Chinese or Western food today?"
This Le Yao prepares two breakfasts every morning, just to satisfy the different tastes of these two men, one big and one young.
"Western food bar."
Ou Qingyu's breakfast is whole wheat toast, boiled eggs and a glass of milk, which is very simple; Kaikai drank lean porridge and juice in the morning, which was relatively light.
"Mommy's breakfast is getting better and better."
"Huh! Didn't you say I was a bad cook? ”
This little guy's ability to steer the rudder in the wind is also strong, right?
"Oops! Say it casually and don't take it seriously. Kai Kai waved his hand and said.
Le Yao didn't bother to take care of his son, and put the prepared love lunch into his schoolbag.
"What do you want to eat tonight? I'll do it. Ou Qingyu said.
"Wow! Daddy, really? ”
Kaikai's face was incredulous: his father, who had just returned from a business trip, wanted to cook in such a good mood?
"Of course it's true." Ou Qingyu raised his eyebrows and said.
"Then I'm going to eat the cheese tart!"
Before the words fell, Le Yao's voice of disapproval came.
"Children eat less sweets, which is not good for their teeth."
"Oops! Jiang Xiaoyao, you see that my charm value is off the charts now, if my appearance is really lowered, there will not be so many people around me. ”
The little one looked at his mother with a distressed expression, and this action made them laugh.
"You're handsome because you have inherited good genes." Le Yao said with a smile.
"Yes, yes, I know you both are good-looking."
Every time Ou Qingyu and Le Yao appear in school, I'll go! Guarantee that his fans will surround them!
"Alright, it's not too early, we'll take you to school first."
At the beginning, for the sake of work, Ou Qingyu and Le Yao discussed that their children's school should be set in the same direction as the company, so as not to run back and forth.
"You father and son will go first, and I'll go by myself later."
"Wouldn't it be nice for us to go out together?" Ou Qingyu asked.
Le Yao shook her head and said, "I mean, you have to let me pack up these before leaving." ”
In order to prevent other situations on the road, they are used to going out early.
"Okay, then you drive carefully."
Ou Qingyu knew that he couldn't say anything about Le Yao, so he simply went with her.
After the father and son went out, Le Yao quickly cleaned up the dining table and kitchen, and then locked the door and prepared to go to work.
"Lele."
Hearing this familiar call, Le Yao's original hand that locked the door paused.
To be honest, she hasn't figured out how to face this man yet.
When I turned around, I saw a handsome face full of energy.
It seems that his unpretentious appearance doesn't have much impact on him! Le Yao suddenly felt unhappy because of his poor position in his heart.
"Mr. Yan, is there something?"
She didn't want to say anything about recovering her memory, she wanted to see how far he could go.
"Are you going to work? Shall I send you? ”
Yan Bin knew that after Ou Qingyu came back, it might be difficult for him to have a chance to get close to Le Yao again, but he would never give up because of this!
"No, I can drive myself."
She walked down the steps, but was grabbed by the man.
"Lele, give me another chance, okay?"
Le Yao didn't turn around, but she heard the meaning of pleading in his tone.
Yan Bin, it's not that I haven't given you a chance, but in view of the pain in the past, if I give you another chance, will I let myself be ruined?
"Let it go." She said indifferently.
Yan Bin not only did not let go, but held it tighter.
"I told you to let go! Do you hear that? ”
Le Yao was really angry, turned around and gave him a backhand slap. The two of them were stunned by this slap, Le Yao never thought that she would do something to Yan Bin, and Yan Bin felt that she owed her.
A slap mark soon appeared on the handsome face, which showed that Le Yao was extremely ruthless just now.
"Is it enough?" He asked calmly.
Le Yao thought that he would be angry, but he never thought that he was like nothing had happened.
Facing her surprised beautiful eyes, Yan Bin said slowly: "If it's not enough, you can continue to beat me." ”
Until she was deflated and willing to give him another chance......
"Are you crazy?!"
Where is there anyone who stands in front of others and begs for a beating?
"I'm serious, and I owe you that."
According to what he has done in the past, I am afraid that a slap will cheapen him.
Le Yao looked at the crazy and serious expression of the man in front of him, and couldn't help but feel a little afraid.
"I'm not going to hit you again."
Just because she was too emotional, it didn't mean that she was violent or really wanted to take revenge on him.
"Lele ......"
Thinking that she would give herself a chance, Yan Bin's eyes were surprised, but he also saw the alienation that appeared in her eyes.
"Mr. Yan, I'm already married. Even if you don't care about your reputation, I care about my own. ”
Her words were very cold, but they were like a heavy hammer, smashing into Yan Bin's heart.
"You and Ou Qingyu ......"
"I don't want to talk to outsiders about my family, if you really owe me something, you should let it go, I'm very happy now."
In fact, when she said this, Le Yao was also very sad, but she was really afraid.
"I can also give you the happiness you want......"
For her sake, he has given up his career in G City, and is willing to be a neighbor and stay by her side.
"Even if you are willing to give, I can't afford it."
After so much hurt, suspicion and torture, where did she still have the courage to be with this man?
"Lele ......"
There was obvious pain in Yan Bin's eyes, he was not a person who was emotionally exposed, but now he really couldn't help it.
"Mr. Yan, actually, I am grateful for your cruelty."
If he hadn't hurt himself like that, how would she have experienced the whole picture of love?
Hearing her words, Yan Bin's body was shocked.
Lele, you said this on purpose, just to get revenge on me, right?
"If you keep hesitating between me and Qiu Yaxuan, maybe I'm a stupid girl who has been deceived by now."
"Lele, I promise, I won't lie to you again in the future." He said hurriedly.
Le Yao shook her head with a smile, "You don't have to promise me anything, we don't have anything to do with each other." ”
Even if there is, it is for the sake of the Yan family and the couple.
"They all say, 'The prodigal son doesn't change his money', and now that I'm looking back, you won't look at me again......"
The self-deprecation at the corner of his mouth tightened Le Yao's heart.
"If nothing else, I'll go first, bye."
Maybe after this time, they will really never see each other again, right?
Erasing the trace of amazement in his heart, Le Yao left his sight without looking back......