"Forty-Two" talks about the past

When I got home, it was nearly nine o'clock in the evening, and Yixi took out the gift and sent it to Kurosaki Jun: "I don't know how to pick, I don't know if you like it or not!" ”

Jun Kurosaki happily opened the brocade box, took out the cufflinks and tried them on the cuffs of his shirt: "As long as you send it, I like it!" ”

Yixi was satisfied, and then took out another box from the gift bag, and Kurosaki Jun asked curiously, "Who is this for?"

"Because I didn't know what to give to Mr. Tang, I also bought him a pair!" Explain while tidying up with the tide! Seeing that Kurosaki Jun stared at him without speaking, he then explained: "Don't worry, it's different from yours!" ”

Kurosaki Jun snatched the box from Yixi's hand: "This can't be given to him, I'll pick a gift for him tomorrow!" ”

"Why?" Yixi was a little puzzled.

"Cufflinks can only be given to your lover, which means that you have to clasp your lover's hand, so you can only give it to me!" Like a child, Jun Kurosaki hid the snatched box behind him.

So it turned out that Yixi suddenly realized: "Okay, okay, I'll give it to you!" Childish ghosts! ”

"Who is childish!" Kurosaki Jun put down the box, hugged Yixi, pressed her on the sofa, and began to tickle!

"Ah," Yixi was most afraid of itching, screaming and began to dodge, and then begged for mercy again and again!

Kurosaki Jun took a light bite on her earlobe: "Let's see if you dare to give gifts to other men in the future!" ”

"You're jealous like that?" Yixi asked a little funny!

"What, you don't know what's wrong?" Kurosaki Jun was about to scratch again, but Yixi hurriedly said, "I know, I know!" ”

"Now I'm sore from head to toe! So, you're going to have to give me some sweet balance! Kurosaki Jun smiled slyly, and when Yixi was still thinking about whether this could be a vinegar vat, Kurosaki Jun had already kissed him domineeringly!

The kiss went from shallow to deep, and gradually, Jun Kurosaki felt that he was a little uncontrollable and wanted more!

"Yixi, can I?" Jun Kurosaki's voice became hoarse because of wheezing!

Yixi knew what it meant, but the person in front of him, Yixi was willing to give himself to him! "Hmm!" With Yixi's permission, Kurosaki Jun got up, hugged Yixi in his arms, and walked towards the bathroom!

When Yixi turned his back to Kurosaki Jun a little shyly, and was about to slowly fade off his clothes, a few scars on his back stabbed Kurosaki Jun who was a little irrational and full of desire! Kurosaki Jun suppressed her impulse, and hugged Yixi tightly with some trembling to stop her next move!

"Did I scare you with the scar on my back?" Yixi asked a little sadly!

Kurosaki Jun didn't answer, just kissed those scars gently, these are all testimonies of Yixi's past! And now, do you want to hurt her because of your recklessness? Kurosaki can't take any chances until he gets a positive answer from the doctor!

"Yixi," Kurosaki Jun was afraid that Yixi would misunderstand, so he gently asked her to turn around, kissed her on the forehead, and explained, "I'm afraid that I will hurt you because of my recklessness!" ”

"Are you worried about my blood clotting disorder?" Yixi understood!

"Yes, I can't take any chances, not at all!"

Yixi looked at this man who valued himself in everything, and his heart was full of emotion, "Thank you!" ”

Kurosaki Jun kissed him a little reluctantly, and said in a low voice in Yixi's ear: "I'll go to the next bathroom first!" ”

After a while, there was the sound of rustling water in the bathroom next door, mixed with Kurosaki's hoarse roar from the suppressed inhibition that he couldn't release!

Leaning on the head of the bed, Yi Xi thought carefully about what Kurosaki Jun said, these things for men and women Yi Xi never thought about, for his blood clotting disorder, Yi Xi thought about it, as much as possible to ensure that he was not injured, but today, thinking of Kurosaki Jun's appearance, Yi Xi was very guilty!

When Kurosaki Jun came out of the bathroom, a long time had passed, looking at Yixi who was leaning on the head of the bed and frowning in contemplation, Kurosaki Jun knew that because of tonight's incident, Yixi should be thinking nonsense again! In the bottom of my heart, I scolded my impulsive self today more than ten times, and then slowly walked in front of Yixi!

Coming back to his senses and looking at Kurosaki Jun who had already sat in front of him, Yixi's eyes were full of guilt, and before he could speak, Kurosaki Jun opened his mouth first: "Don't think nonsense!" ”

"How do you know I'm cranky?"

Kurosaki Jun raised his hand and gently stroked Yixi's eyebrows: "I know just by looking at your appearance!" ”

The light in Yixi's eyes was a little dim: "Did the doctor tell you something that time?" ”

"No, we haven't talked about that yet!" Jun Kurosaki wants to dispel the concerns in Yixi's heart!

"Then what if ......" Yixi looked at Kurosaki Jun, a little unsure how to speak, if he really can't, what should he do?

Kurosaki Jun gently hugged Yixi into his arms, "For me, it's enough to have you by your side, and the rest doesn't matter!" ”

"Kurosaki!" Yixi pushed away from Kurosaki's embrace, looked at him, and felt more and more guilty!

"That's it!" Kurosaki Jun pinched Yixi's face with his hand with a smile: "I just want to watch you laugh, don't think about that, laugh one!" ”

Yixi smiled very reluctantly, Kurosaki Jun seemed to be satisfied, and found another topic: "Let's talk about something else!" ”

"What do you want to talk about?"

"Then please ask Mrs. to come over and give her husband a place!" Kurosaki Jun's words made Yi Xi laugh, and quickly moved out a position for Kurosaki Jun to sit on the head of the bed like himself!

"Can you tell me about Takizawa Hidejo?" After Kurosaki Jun sat down, he took Yixi into his arms with his hand and rubbed Yixi's head with his chin.

"Grandpa? Why do you suddenly want to talk about him? Yi Xi leaned into Kurosaki's arms, picked up a strand of his hair, and wrapped it around his index finger.

"Is he good to you?" Jun Kurosaki spoke softly, even though the answer to this question was already known from Takizawa Ming!

Yixi's finger-wrapping hand paused, "You know what? When people have been lonely for a long time, they will yearn for those family affections that do not belong to them, and over time, those family affections are family affection! For me, grandpa is already my grandpa! ”

Yixi didn't answer Kurosaki's question directly, but just reminded him in this way not to attack Takizawa Xiucheng!

"I see!" Hearing those words of Takizawa Ming today, Kurosaki Jun really doesn't plan to save face for Takizawa Hidejo anymore, and wants to cure that old fox!

"Actually, I'm quite grateful to him, without him, maybe I would have ...... a long time ago!" Even in the middle, he is cruel and harsh to himself, but after all, he is trying to keep himself alive, isn't it?

"Once, when I was injured in training and was about to lose my bearing, my grandfather said to me, do you think I am cruel to you, but don't forget, when you leave here, people outside will treat you in a more cruel way because of interests, so you can only become stronger so that they can't hurt you! To live, you have to be strong! "Talking about the past.

"But grandpa doesn't know, what I want more is to become the ordinary child around my parents who can be coquettish and play petty!" These words have always been buried in the bottom of my heart, even if it is Takizawa Ming, he has never said it!

Kurosaki Jun didn't speak, just lowered his head and kissed Yixi's forehead, quietly being a listener!

"Sometimes, I always feel that grandpa, he wants to turn me into another him, a person who has no feelings but interests! So over the years, I have always reminded myself with the teachings of my parents, and only by carving their teachings into my bones will I never forget who I am, where I come from, and what kind of person I want to become! ”

"What did your parents teach you?" Kurosaki gently stroked Yixi's hair with his hand and asked softly!

"All I can remember is when I was five years old, I got into a fight with a kid over a toy, and what my parents told me at the time......"

That year, Yixi was taken to the park by his parents to play, and a toy in the hand of a child who often played together attracted Yixi's attention, and he begged for a long time with Xi's soft grinding and hard foaming, but the child just refused to give Yixi a play, and in a hurry, Yixi moved*, so the two of them fought. That time, Yixi was taught a hard lesson by his parents!

"Xiaoxi, do you like that toy very much?"

"Yes!" Yixi, who was punished by his parents, replied with a sob!

"Is that toy yours?"

Yixi shook his head!

"It's not yours, why are you still robbing it?"

"I just want to have a little fun, but Sansa refuses!!" Yixi was very aggrieved and cried and replied!

"It's not your thing, even if it's a single down, you can't grab it, if you want it, you can tell your mother, instead of getting it by any means!" Seeing that Xiaoxi nodded as if he didn't understand, Chen Man asked again: "Xiaoxi, compared to this toy, Shanshan's friend, which is important?" ”

Yixi lowered his head and thought about it, and replied softly: "Shanshan! ”

"Whether Shanshan is important, or this toy is important, Xiaoxi, you have to understand that when you grow up, you will encounter some other things you want, but you must remember what your mother said, to get what you want, you must be upright and innocent, and remember that compared to a person's family, friendship and love, a person's kindness, integrity and conscience, other money and fame may not be important! Mom and Dad don't need you to be a successful person, but at least a kind, upright, and happy person! ”

"I may not be able to be a happy person, but at least, kindness and integrity, I can do it, right?" Yixi sighed softly.

"Who said that, in the future, I will try my best to let you do it!" Kurosaki Jun listened, lowered his head and kissed Yixi's forehead again.

Yixi smiled, shrunk into Kurosaki's arms, and hugged him with both hands: "Can I talk about you now?" Like your parents? ”

"What do you want to hear?"

"How did your parents meet?" Yixi is a little curious!

"My parents were college classmates, and my father met and fell in love when my mother came to study at RB!"

"Oh!" Yixi nodded: "Then they, isn't your grandfather objected?" ”

"Do you think all grandfathers are the same as Takizawa Hidejo?" Kurosaki Jun lowered his head and smiled, and scratched Yixi's nose with his hand. "My grandfather is a very transparent person, so my father's marriage can be decided by himself, and my mother has never objected to it from falling in love to getting married!"

So that's the case, Yixi nodded: "Then why did you say that you grew up in country Z, I thought it was ......."

"That's because my mother's diet is not used to the lightness of RB, so even after getting married, I have a lot of time to go back to country Z every year, and I just ran with my mother on both sides, until she died of illness, I really stayed in RB!"

Yixi hugged Kurosaki's hand tightly: "How old were you at that time?" ”

"Eight years old! After my mother died, my father was very decadent, and for the next few years, my aunt accompanied me, and when I was eleven years old, they had a wedding, and later, there was Aoi! ”

"Is your aunt good to you?"

"Auntie is very good to me, so in the future, she will also treat you well!"

Yixi nodded, feeling sad for Kurosaki Jun for losing his mother in childhood, and also glad that he had such a family!

"Are your grandparents still there?"

"They died in a few years, and the next time I go back to country Z, I will take you to the mountain city to worship them, and tell them what a good granddaughter-in-law I found for them!"

Yixi rubbed in Kurosaki Jun's arms a little embarrassed, Kurosaki Jun smiled and gently patted Yixi's back, it should be blushing again!

The two chatted like this, and slowly, Yixi fell asleep in Kurosaki's arms! After gently letting Yixi lie down, Kurosaki Jun rushed into the bathroom again, and the few times in front of him who were rubbed by Yixi, the suppressed desire was ignited again, and then came out of the bathroom, Kurosaki Jun turned on the computer and sent an email to a doctor he was familiar with, I was going to wait for time to meet and talk, but as I went, I couldn't wait!