I turned my head suddenly, Jin Yan had already walked towards the gate of the company without looking back, Tao Mengran still ignored my reaction, and actually showed a farewell smile to Zhao Qinhan next to me, and then followed Jin Yan. At that moment, my blood clotted all over my body!

"Qin Han, let's go, go to my office for tea." At that time, I didn't know why, I couldn't help but compete with Jin Yan in my heart, deliberately raised my voice and said, and then took Zhao Qinhan to my office.

I haven't been to this office for more than a month, and people come to clean up about it every day, so the countertops still look clean.

"Awkward, isn't it?" Zhao Qinhan sat down and asked me with a smile.

"Nope." I laughed a little dryly.

"Oh......" Zhao Qinhan replied to me meaningfully, and said, "That Tao Mengran impressed me very deeply, she is a very strong and ambitious woman. ”

"You men like women like that?" I made a pot of tea, sat down and asked Zhao Qinhan.

Zhao Qinhan shook his head: "That's not necessarily, turnip greens have their own love." For example, I don't like women who are too strong and too good. ”

"Do you think Tao Mengran is excellent?" I asked incredulously, sat down on the tea table, poured a cup of freshly brewed Longjing, and placed it in front of Zhao Qinhan.

"At the age of 27, she became a beautiful CEO and successfully raised nearly 100 million funds. In the eyes of the average person, nature is excellent. However, it seems that Xiaoshu has a big opinion of her. Could it be that Jin Yan has been attracted to her recently? Zhao Qinhan looked at me with a slight smile, he smiled, and I actually saw the subtle crow's feet at the corners of his eyes.

I suddenly realized that before I knew it, we had reached the age of being about to run for three, and time passed so fast.

"Do you know her well?" I asked.

"I've had a relationship, and I've heard a lot of legends about this woman. She is a rookie in the e-commerce industry in Hangzhou, with no background and no strength, but she suddenly stood out among a group of people who do e-commerce and became one of the few women in the e-commerce group in Hangzhou, and she is very young. It's hard not to attract attention to such a woman. Zhao Qinhan talked eloquently, and his words couldn't help but reveal a hint of appreciation.

At that moment, I felt a sense of crisis in my heart even more than before, and I said quietly, "Really? What else do you know about her? For example, her character? ”

Zhao Qinhan smiled a little meaningfully, took a sip of tea, and said: "This is not a good evaluation, everyone has everyone's rules of survival." But I have to remind you, try not to let Jin Yan have too much contact with her. This woman had only had a meal with me, and she somehow got my phone number, and she would receive a greeting text every morning at 8:30. I think she might not have done this to me alone. ”

"Do you know how she ended up here? You would never have thought of it. I said.

"It's not hard to guess that she's doing the same thing as you. For her, there are only two ways to occupy the market. Or, annihilate you. Or, annex you. Zhao Qinhan said with a burst of blood.

"This time, I suspect that she reported the tax. Some time ago, she disguised herself as an intern and came to our finance department to steal information. When we wanted to investigate, we found that we couldn't come up with strong evidence to prove that that person was her. I suspect that the report you are talking about is what she did. ”

"Oh?" Zhao Qinhan looked very surprised, and then smiled, "Then you have to be careful, if that's the case, I guess the reason why she dares to come to your company so blatantly now may also be because she still has a lot of evidence of you in her hands." ”

"Qin Han, can this inspection come to an end today?" I couldn't help but ask worriedly.

"It's not a big problem, it's me. Xiaoshu, I'm still concerned about your affairs. Zhao Qinhan's eyes revealed a slight deep meaning.

"I know. Actually, you really should find a girlfriend. It's been so many years, and I don't seem to have seen a woman around you. His eyes made me nervous, and I quickly changed the subject.

"I found it, and I tried to talk about it. There is no way, although unrequited love is painful, it is not so easy to forget. Sometimes, attachment is also a pathology, but I have to face myself head-on. He said leisurely, and couldn't help but look at me again, "You're still too thin, and the dark circles under your eyes are so heavy, it seems that you haven't been worried a lot these days, right?" ”

"Fortunately, I didn't worry too much, I don't have the same ability as other women, I can't be exquisite, and I will never do anything to succeed. I'm just the most ordinary woman among thousands of women, maybe I can't be top-notch in my life, and I can't be independent, all I can do is try to live my current life. I said with emotion.

I don't know why, Tao Mengran's appearance made me have a strong sense of inferiority in life, although many of her methods are not in the stream, and her means of attracting men are also despised by women. But I have to admit that her presence makes many women feel a sense of crisis, and more importantly, she is very special. And this kind of special is fatal for men.

In this materialistic era, many people of all kinds have come into being, I am not the most special one, I am just an ordinary woman. So, when such an anomaly appeared, my heart suddenly panicked.

"In fact, you have never understood that your seriousness is precisely your greatest beauty. Why bother to be presumptuous, men may like to admire the magnificent sea, but it is precisely the trickle of mountains that can make people's hearts calm. Zhao Qinhan saw that I was a little frustrated, so he said.

It's been a long, long time since I've chatted with Zhao Qinhan so calmly, maybe it's because in the process of gradual growth, after people's cognition of people and things has gradually reached a certain height, they look at things from different angles, and their attitudes towards others are naturally different.

In my past life, I have always felt that in order to maintain my loyalty to love, I should treat Jin Yan as always, ignoring all the men and all the scenery on the road, I only have him in my eyes, I instinctively reject other men, and form a prejudice.

But in a blink of an eye, youth passed in a hurry, and after so many years, I suddenly looked back and suddenly felt that being liked and appreciated by a person for so many years, no matter whether the process was good or bad, was actually an experience, an experience between me and Jin Yan outside of love. In any case, he enriched my life, which is something I should be grateful for.

And when I became more tolerant of Zhao Qinhan's morbid obsession with me, I suddenly realized that we could still talk like old friends for many years, and even the topics we talked about were deeper than ever.

"In fact, the appearance of Tao Mengran made me particularly panicked, my life has been very ordinary all the way for many years, only the relationship between me and Jin Yan for so many years is what I am most proud of. I can't imagine that Jin Yan is in love with another woman, but I can't control whether any other woman will fall in love with him. In the past, there have been several women in his life, but none of them are like Tao Mengran, who brought me a sense of crisis as soon as she appeared. "I unconsciously confided my feelings.

"In fact, from the way you look at her, and the way you keep asking me about her situation, and Jin Yan's attitude just now, I understand your current mood. Didn't you actually find out? This love certainly brings you a lot of beauty, but at the same time it brings you these beauty, it also gradually swallows up your self. Your work is brought to you by Jin Yan, your life revolves around him, and you will become more and more afraid of losing him. Little book, you need to properly detach yourself from your feelings. Actually, what I like the most is you in the college entrance examination and college. "Zhao Qinhan enlightened me like an old friend for many years.

The meaning of this kind of getting along has gradually changed, it has become less tense, and it has become a little warmer. I realized that it had been a long time since I had such a deep conversation with someone. Yes, I seem to have forgotten myself in the past few years, I have been trapped in the whirlpool of love, love has made me happy, but it has also made me lose myself to a certain extent.

"What was I like at that time? Actually, I've always thought I'm ordinary, I don't know what attracted you to me? I couldn't help but ask.

"If you had given me such a peaceful chance to chat, maybe we could have become confidants. In fact, I think that Jin Yan may not be the person who understands you best in this world. Zhao Qinhan let out a long breath, and then fell into memory: "At that time, you were very serious, and your eyes showed a strong desire for knowledge, but you only handled life in an orderly manner. In the year of the college entrance examination, what I envied the most was your self-management, you worked hard every day according to your own plan, and when I came in after playing basketball outside and saw that you were burying your head in a book, it would make me suddenly nervous. I see you working so hard, and I can't help but work hard. Actually, didn't you notice? Your efforts in the third year of high school have led to the learning atmosphere of the whole class. That kind of serious and upward spirit is what I admire most about you. ”

"Really?" I can't help but recall that the experience of returning to the examination room was indeed an extremely important turning point in my life, but I feel very empty when I recall that memory except for studying, because I didn't have a life that year, and my life revolved around studying. But without that year's efforts, how could I be the future person.

Zhao Qinhan's words, for me, have a sense of enlightenment. He continued: "When I was in college, your seriousness and hard work still moved me, you were willing to join the student union, you were willing to go on stage and host with me, you didn't know how good you were at that time, you were one of the hot topics in our dormitory at that time. I remember walking into the library in jeans and a white sweater with a book in the sun, and it was one of the most beautiful images I've ever seen in my life. Your beauty at that time, your seriousness and hard work in life, and your pursuit of dreams infected me and made me fall madly in love. My Fair Lady, Gentleman. I admit that my liking for you is extreme, but that's also because you never gave me a chance, so you completely rejected me. ”

We chatted and chatted, and as soon as the topic opened, we couldn't stop it. After changing the angle, I suddenly realized that Zhao Qinhan was not so hateful, he was also a person with temperature and depth. Maybe after so many years, many people in my life have come and gone, and the people who can stay in my life for ten years, except for Jin Yan, Xing Feng and my relatives, are only him and Xiaoxue. His enlightenment made me suddenly remember the former self and that time of struggle.

Just when we were chatting, my phone rang, and I took it out to see that it was Jin Yan calling.